Uncle is lucky to marry me

Chapter 1112 No complaints in this life, no regrets in this situation (4)

Ning Xu looked at him with a smile, but Shui Jingmo's heart was extremely restless. Xiao Xu hadn't come to him for so many years, and suddenly appeared in front of him today, he didn't know why he had a bad premonition , and that premonition became stronger when seeing Xiao Xu's smile.

He felt that he could no longer restrain himself, he had to figure it out, otherwise he would not be at ease.

"Little..." Shui Jingmo opened his mouth, and was interrupted by Ning Xu just as he spoke.

"Ah Jing," Ning Xu looked at Shui Jingmo, as if he had made a decision suddenly, and said to Shui Jingmo with a smile, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."

He spoke easily and smiled naturally.

But in Shui Jingmo's eyes, there was an irresistible impulse, which suddenly made Shui Jingmo a little upset.

"I have been to many places over the years, but I have never returned to Ningxi Island. I..." Ning Xu said to Shui Jingmo, "I plan to go back to Ningxi Island, and then...maybe I won't leave again. .”

After saying these few words, Ning Xu felt relieved suddenly, and his whole body became bright and brisk.

When Han Jing finally asked him if he was willing, he actually knew that he must be unwilling, because he was unwilling, so he had been secretly paying attention to Ah Jing all these years, so he would rather deceive himself by dreaming like this.He is just not reconciled, not reconciled to just like this, not reconciled to the person he loves to the core, why really don't want him.

If you say no, you don't want it.

So what is the relationship between them?

He once asked himself this question on countless nights, when he was drunk to the point of utter confusion, what is the relationship between them?How can he say that if he doesn't love, he won't love, and if he says let go, let him go?

What is he insisting on alone?
Those countless times of watching, that kind of spiritual torture seemed to have bred little by little into a demonic barrier, which devoured him to pieces and was riddled with holes.

He couldn't even feel that he was alive, he was so suffocated that he wished he could exchange life after life for this life, no, even if it was a little shorter, he could love each other and stay together.Don't want to live a long life, just like ordinary people, you can live for decades, or a little less.

Can you keep them together and never separate again.

That kind of pain tortured him to the point of mental breakdown, so he finally couldn't stand all of this and went astray, he would rather exhaust all his life and strength, and also wanted to exchange for an illusory dream, just for this life, no matter how much A little tenderness in the hand.

When love arrives, the heart is ground into pieces, and the pieces are used to piece together a false dream of love.

It is his own love dream.

But now, after waking up from the dream, everything should be over, and he should also leave.

This love, this love, this life, this life.

He would rather Xu and Shui Jingmo, once loved, that's enough, it's worth it.

He suddenly didn't want any answers, and he didn't want to find out the reason and the ending. The ending was already doomed, and there was no need to search for the answer.

The moment he hugged him just now, he suddenly let go, maybe this is good.

He and his story have come here, which is actually very good.

Loving him is the best thing in this world.

"No complaints in this life, no regrets in this situation."

(End of this chapter)