I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 41 The Emperor's New Clothes (2)
She went out happily, and when she returned home, she still told jokes at the dinner table, acted coquettishly against her parents, and talked on the phone with her classmates until late at night in her free time.Even before she wakes up on weekends, girls will ask her to go shopping with her.Her class schedule is completely different from Yao Qiyun's. Obviously everyone often spends time in the library, but in such a huge building, it is not so easy to meet by chance.Qi Yun suddenly realized that Situ Jue hadn't deliberately changed, as if she had always lived like this, but in the past she always had a way to squeeze out time and arrange opportunities, which made him feel that she was everywhere.

The lonely person has always been him, not Situ Jue, her "stalking" is just to show consideration for his desertedness.

Before going to bed at night, no one sent him text messages one by one, just to say some boring words.He used to find it annoying and funny, but now when he can't fall asleep, he fiddles with the phone repeatedly, always suspecting that it can't stand the silence before he dies.

When he was eating, he no longer had to worry about her weird winking, and naturally no one would kick his feet sneakily.Once, he felt a toe touch his calf, like a small stone falling into the dead water and rippling involuntarily.However, when his heart moved and he looked at Situ Jue who looked normal, he soon heard "I'm sorry", it turned out that Uncle Situ's Erlang's legs were raised too high.

As long as her parents don't eat at home, Situ Jue will solve the meal problem outside, so she doesn't have to look at anyone's face, and if her aunt cooks dishes she doesn't like, how can she win her?As for having no money and needing sponsorship, it's a joke. No matter how much Wu Jiang borrows from her, as long as she acts like a baby in front of her parents and says she likes a beautiful dress, Uncle Situ and Aunt Xue will always scold and pay for it, so how could she be willing? reject her?

And... when he was concentrating on reading, her kisses like a dragonfly on water, when the air conditioner broke down, her mischievous hugs sweating profusely, and the nagging sweet bickering, there will be no more of these.Even if it happens again, that object will no longer be him.

The summer vacation of the sophomore year is coming soon, and under the arrangement of Situ Jiu'an, Yao Qiyun enters Jiu'an Hall as an intern.Situ Jue refused to suffer this. She said that a person must work for at least 30 years in a lifetime, and there will be plenty of opportunities to work hard in the future, so why rush now.

When he first came into contact with the company's affairs, he had no clue at all. After Yao Qiyun got used to it, he couldn't hold back his desire to have a good talk with Ah Jue.Although he didn't even know what he was talking about, he just had the urge to panic, just like a person imagining a glass of water when he is extremely thirsty. Even if you tell him that the water has intestinal poison, he will clamor for it. Drink to the bottom.

When he made up his mind to knock on her door, he learned that she had accepted Xiao Gen's invitation and went to play with a group of classmates at Xiao Gen's home in the mountains.This time, I went for eight days.

When Situ Jue came back, he brought a backpack of things from the mountains. Yao Qiyun was not rare for these things, and she didn't plan to share them with him. If she wanted to find them, she had to find a like-minded person.Wu Jiang went in and out of Situ's house more frequently. Once, Yao Qiyun came home from the company and saw the two of them studying the beautiful bamboo cages for crickets together, their heads almost touching each other.He returned to his room, out of sight and out of sight, sat and read for a long time, couldn't help opening the door again, and was surprised that they had moved to her room upstairs, and the door was still closed, and this happened more than once or twice .

My aunt said privately that young people nowadays are too shameful.Yao Qiyun hated to hear this, and walked away sullenly, refusing to answer. Even Uncle Situ, who witnessed all this at home, could still calmly read the newspaper in the living room, as if nothing "untimely" happened under his nose.

Qiyun had no choice but to think of a way to knock on her door.

"Ah Jue, it's time to eat."

"Ajue, your mother asked if you want to come down for soup?"

"Ah Jue, do you have the newspaper from last night?"

"Ah Jue, lend me your Ditto."

At first she dealt with him coldly, but later she didn't even intend to open the door, thinking he was transparent.He stood outside the door like a clay sculpture, and occasionally heard the low laughter of the two of them.

Who doesn't cherish their dignity?This is especially true for Yao Qiyun, just like a bird cherishes its only feather that covers its body.But if the inside of the body is empty, what does he need feathers for?
He would also think the same way, Wu Jiang and her are buddies, good friends, and they will definitely not have any feelings for each other.But why did he make such a conclusion?The two people in the room are in their prime, talented and attractive, why couldn't they suddenly fall in love with each other?Even if they all had someone else in their hearts, who can be sure that it was just a momentary infatuation?

When Qi Yun wanted to draw a clear line with Situ Jue and keep each other safe, he used the argument of "infatuation", but now he is afraid of this word, when her passion recedes and she wakes up, he is still trapped inside and cannot get out. His hands and feet were cold.He knows that he looks very cheap now, no wonder she looks down on her, but the biggest badness of a person is not to firmly believe in and relentlessly pursue a result that he thinks is correct, but after realizing it, he finds that the result is far beyond what he can bear ?
Aunt Yao also saw the change in the relationship between her nephew and Situ Jue, as well as his psychological ebb that was about to hit rock bottom.Qiyun and Situ Jue have never admitted their relationship in front of anyone, and Aunt Yao is no exception, but she is not a fool. They pretended to hide the truth from the shrewd but busy Xue Shaoping, but they didn't bother to do it to her. Nanny hides in front of half-grandmother.From Aunt Yao's point of view, Situ Jue is a rich girl who is completely indeterminate, perhaps a little frivolous, and Qi Yun's foolish jump into her captivating circle is what really makes Auntie feel distressed and worthless.

After Situ and his wife left, only my aunt and Yao Qiyun, who was sad but tried to hide it, were left downstairs.Aunt Yao walked into his nephew's room and mopped the floor for him, only to see him sitting there expressionless, flipping through a dictionary.Seeing this, my aunt leaned on a mop and turned around to close the door.

"Look at your lost soul. Apart from having a good-looking face, what else is Situ Jue worthy of you?"

"Auntie, what are you talking about?" Yao Qiyun frowned.He doesn't even deny and justify anymore.

Aunt Yao sat on the edge of his bed, and said earnestly, "Qiyun, you have suffered a lot, and you finally have today, so you should cherish it all the more, and you can't let your own wild thoughts. Auntie can't say the truth, but I want to tell you, Xiwen The jokes about ladies meeting poor scholars privately at midnight in the middle of the night are all made up to fool people. Don’t have such a dream, a real serious and good woman will not be like this. If you really meet, don’t forget, she If I come to see you tonight, I may sleep next to someone else tomorrow."

As soon as Yao Qiyun heard this, all the blood in his body surged up, he dropped the things in his hand and stood up.He glanced outside the door, afraid of disturbing the people upstairs, so he lowered his voice and said word by word: "Auntie, you can say anything about me, but she is not such a person, and there are certain things that cannot be said casually. "

"Okay, I won't talk nonsense, just treat her as a good child. As a countryman, I understand Qi Dafei's reasoning. Don't you know after reading so many books? You also heard what her mother said that day, Qiyun, you She's very smart, and she can't fail to hear the meaning in her words. If you really want to get together, you won't be able to hide it for long. Have you ever thought about how her mother will treat you after she finds out about you? Situ Jue is his own daughter, no matter how wrong she is. It's all a piece of her body, what about you? What are you in this family? If they are cruel, you will have nothing in the blink of an eye. Go back to the hard days of the past?" The aunt's eyes were full of worry.

Yao Qiyun said coldly: "I know better than anyone how Uncle Situ and Aunt Xue treat me. I will repay Situ's family, and I can be a cow or a horse. When I graduate, I will do everything I can to let They enjoy their old age peacefully, similarly, I will treat Ah Jue well."

Auntie also sneered. They belong to the same family and are connected by blood. Her sneering expression was very similar to Yao Qiyun's, "So, you really want to be the son-in-law of other people's family like what her mother said? Our Yao family is Poor, I didn't give you anything, but don't forget, your father will be strong all his life, and he will never lose his integrity until he dies. As for you, marrying a lady from a rich family will lead a good life, but their whole family They will step on your head, and you can't make a sound, because what you have is given to you by others, and if you die for their family, the credit will not belong to you. And Situ Jue's temper, you want to be a slave to your wife , to be a docile pug at her feet?"

"Enough! Stop talking."

"You're afraid to hear it, but you really need a strong dose of medicine now. Qiyun, when you succeed in your studies and have a great future waiting for you, you will be a good doctor, and you can make a living independently and start a new business. Repay There are many ways in their family, why spend your whole life in it, and live by looking at people all day long?"

"I said I've heard enough!" Qi Yun's whole body was trembling, and he suddenly felt that what A Jue said was right, he believed that no one would think highly of him, so he was really a poor man who could never turn himself over for the rest of his life.Truly dignified people don’t talk about the word “dignity” every day. They don’t need to weave a majestic coat with empty words like “getting ahead” and “being strong” to wrap themselves, because they never I feel like I'm missing something.

"Qiyun, who is Auntie doing for..."

"I know you're doing it for my own good. I know it." He hardened his heart and refused to visit his aunt, who was so kind, until she left with a sigh.

They didn't know that there was another audience for these words, and that was Situ Jue who deliberately ignored Yao Qiyun, but couldn't help Wu Jiang's instigation, and sneaked down to see his embarrassing appearance.She rushed into the kitchen before Aunt Yao came out, pretended to search for fruit in the refrigerator, then picked up two frozen persimmons and went upstairs.When she passed the living room, she looked back at the figure who was cleaning the glass.

(End of this chapter)