I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 69 I Bet You Are Unhappy
In order to let Situ Jue settle down and never do "disgraceful" things again, Situ Jiu'an and his wife resorted to the last ruthless move, cutting off all her sources of income, stopping her mobile phone, and putting away all her documents. Let her step out of the door easily.They even installed a double lock on the front door of their house that requires a key both inside and out. Of course, everyone in the family has keys, but they "forgot" to give her one.When Situ Jiu'an and his wife were not at home, Yao Qiyun took over the duties of the "jail guard". He was so dedicated to his duty that he almost never left his post for a moment during the holiday.

When Situ Jue was in a daze, he would think that he had paid too much sacrifice, and put aside his lover who had just sprouted love, and just guarded her, a person who had nothing to say, how difficult it was.Did he really intend to live like this for the rest of his life?What on earth were they trying to keep her locked up like this?It's about her dead heart to Zou Jin?When her wildness faded away, she married Situ's son-in-law, Chenglong Kuai, peacefully?
Whenever she thinks of this, she laughs.

It's okay to see Aunt Yao's Wanniang face too much, if she must choose to be face to face with someone in this family alone, Situ Jue would rather choose her.Although most of her ramblings are sarcastic, at least they can relieve boredom.To be honest, that period of isolation from the world didn't pass as slowly and dizzily as I imagined, and tomorrow was replaced by another tomorrow.In retrospect, she remembered nothing except the light that went dark outside the curtains and then came back on again.

A real snap of the fingers.

Only Wu Jiang had called her, and Situ Jiu'an, his wife and Yao Qiyun could prevaricate other people's calls, saying "she's not here", the caller had nothing to do.But the Wu family is too familiar with the Situ family after all, and Wu Jiang is not easy to dismiss. In the morning, Situ Jue is "not here", and he will call again in the afternoon; if he is "not in" in the afternoon, he will continue in the evening; "Are.In the end, his phone became Situ Jue's only tacitly allowed way of contacting the outside world.

When the two of them were talking, it wasn't that they didn't notice the electric sound of the extension.But even though they were good friends, they didn't have too many private topics at this time. Situ Jue didn't tell him about his current situation, and Wu Jiang didn't talk too much about it.What I talk about most is the past, the fun of my childhood, my friends who are separated from each other, and the topics are endless.

It is said that Ah Zhou planned to start a small business in other places, and he was more than half discouraged just to get a license, but fortunately, he entrusted someone to do it smoothly.

Meimei, who is studying abroad, wants to come back to develop after graduation. The flight will be in a few days, and she said that Wu Jiang will pick her up on time, otherwise she will never end with him.

"Oh, it's good." Situ Jue just smiled and hung up the phone, life was still lifeless.

Summer afternoons are the most unbearable, and the cicadas that never stop singing make people's hearts restless for a moment.Yao Qiyun leaned against the desk and flipped through the book in his hand.This holiday he gnawed down many tomes in this way.After reading a chapter, he stopped again and went to listen to the movement upstairs. At first, he heard her dangling footsteps, and he must have fallen asleep at this time.Uncle Situ and Aunt Xue are both at the company, and my aunt should also be taking a nap.

All the ice cubes in the refrigerator were used up yesterday. Although he reminded his aunt several times, Situ Jue is the only one who likes to add ice cubes to the water at home. My aunt either forgot on purpose, or she added raw water from the faucet to the ice maker. water.He thought about it, and decided that he should go and see for himself.

Yao Qiyun clamped the bookmark, and when he stood up, the book in his hand almost knocked over the desk lamp.At some point, Situ Jue appeared at his half-closed door.

Because it hasn't been trimmed for a while, Situ Jue's hair has grown a bit, as if he just woke up, and let it hang down on his shoulders.She was dressed in a homely way, in a loose old T-shirt and straight legs under the gym shorts.Even though the air-conditioning was turned on, her face was flushed red, and a few wet hairs stuck to her neck, as if she had just gone through a mess.

Yao Qiyun was a little puzzled, he kept the posture he had just stood up, and didn't make any further moves.

Situ Jue opened the door and walked in, looked left and right, and asked, "You want to go out?"

She asked casually, but Yao Qiyun didn't know what to answer her.He hasn't had a direct conversation with Situ Jue for almost a century, so even hearing her voice feels strange.If it was just doubts at the beginning, then the alarm bells were already ringing in his heart.During this period of time, she has been too peaceful and quiet, and this kind of Situ Jue made him afraid, but this fear did not make him want to retreat, but blankly waited for something to come.

His silent response didn't affect Situ Jue in any way, she even smiled at him, "Are you going to meet Tan Shaocheng? I haven't seen her for so long, should I miss her?"

This is not a pleasant topic.

Yao Qiyun replied coldly: "What does it have to do with you?"

"I'm really sorry that I ruined your good deed."

"Then I accept your apology." He still replied indifferently.

Situ Jue glanced at the book in his hand, "Self-cultivation? This is not like the Yao Qiyun I know, isn't it..." She draws out her voice with an ambiguous smile, "Could it be that Tan Shaocheng doesn't suit the heavy taste you're used to?"

Yao Qiyun frowned, enduring her presumptuousness, but Situ Jue was already standing in the room, closing the door from behind, and at the same time put a finger on his lips, motioning him to silence, "Shh, don't wake up that old man monster."

This is what Situ Jue used to say, even the expression of Thieves is exactly the same as in the past, Yao Qiyun's rationality reminded him that they are no longer the same, but the memory scenes are in front of him, he can't even believe that they have had Had such a good time.

"You just put on airs in front of her like this? Are you tired? Have you ever told her that you like it like this... like this?"

Yao Qiyun leaned back, trying to avoid Situ Jue who was entangled like a snake, but the resisting hand never fell to the right place.

"What do you mean by that?" He said righteously.

Gazing at Situ Jue's face from such a close distance again, there are a few faint freckles scattered on the side of the nose and cheeks, Yao Qiyun can also describe their appearance with his eyes closed, at that time she always laughed and panted in his arms to blame , "Aren't you afraid to melt them?"

He also thought selfishly that it doesn't matter whether she melts or not, even if she is full of pockmarks and scars, without this charming face, maybe in his opinion, happiness will be easier.

Situ Jue breathed his shortness of breath, melting his never-so-resolute resistance.

"You are still the same as before, there is no difference."

Everything that follows is very familiar, the two bodies fit perfectly, and all the rhythms have been practiced countless times.

When Yao Qiyun no longer concealed his devotion and happiness, Situ Jue turned away and kissed his face, her lips lingering in his ear, "Have you seen the way you are now, 'good girl'? It's okay, it's okay, But it's afternoon, idle is idle, if you feel guilty, you can close your eyes and imagine my body as her face."

Yao Qiyun's body stiffened for a moment, but he didn't retreat, as if he could outline a picture of a youthful body and a middle-aged man entangled in front of him, just like those dirty photos.This imagination can drive him crazy every time, he pushes Situ Jue's body lower, every time it seems to make her suffer.

"Is idle also idle?" He gritted his teeth, "Situ Jue, your mother is right, you are so cheap?"

Situ Jue moaned in pain, like the most lingering moan.

"Yes, I'm that cheap. You look down on me and don't get away from me. Aren't you just as cheap?"

Yao Qiyun has given up thinking, the most intense collision, without any pity, it is best to crush her at this moment, swallow her into the stomach, and turn into ashes with him, then she will completely belong to him, and no other man will leave her behind. under the traces.

He didn't realize that when he was the craziest, he was actually the weakest, clinging to every inch, desperately wanting to keep her in his arms, lest this "obscene" happiness would end in the next second.He suspected that this was a dream, fearing that she would wake up before him again, so he let himself speak freely.

"How, am I better than that old man?"

Situ Jue could barely utter a coherent sentence, panting, and turned his head to let him see her smiling face.

"You...you can't even match a single finger of his."

As soon as she finished speaking, she strongly felt the hair wrapped around his fingertips being tightened, her scalp was burning hot, a certain part of her body seemed to no longer belong to her, and even her soul was stirred out of her body.But this part of the soul is complete and solid, and he watched with relief that the person under him endured it, and did not let the tears flow in the end.

When everything was calm, Yao Qiyun loosened Situ Jue's hair, pushed her in disgust, pulled away from her sweaty body, left her there, and walked into the bathroom alone.He is a clean freak, and at this time, it is no surprise that he felt dirty because of his obsessive mistake just now. I hope a thorough cleaning can help him.

In the first second when the sound of water sounded, Situ Jue put on his clothes as quickly as possible, and she frantically rummaged through his scattered underwear and his drawers.When I held the bunch of keys in my hand, all the pain in my body, the shame that was worse than the pain, and the tear that was too late to fall paid off.Sure enough, the iron branches on the windows of this room were welded extremely firmly. Situ Jue ran up the stairs barefoot, searching desperately, even if her parents mistakenly thought that they had suffered the most brutal ransacking after returning home. Documents found.She didn't sleep all night last night, and the simplest luggage has been packed. Although no one will enter her room, Situ Jue is still afraid of showing her feet, so she carefully hides it in the closet.Now, holding the small suitcase in her hand, she ran downstairs according to what she had rehearsed thousands of times in her mind, and finally touched the lock on the gate.

When she tried the second key, her palms were already wet with sweat, and the third key slipped on the edge of the keyhole.At this moment, the door of Aunt Yao's room was opened, and the middle-aged woman who hadn't fully woken up from her afternoon nap stared blankly at the panicked Situ Jue.

In the next second, Aunt Yao might shout loudly.

Desperation rushed over like a tsunami, Situ Jue begged in a low voice, it was the last chance of life before sinking into the bottom of the sea.

"Let me go, aunt. After I leave, everything in this house will belong to him. He doesn't have to mess with me anymore. You can rest assured in the future... Let me go, please!"

Aunt Yao opened her mouth. After a while, she rubbed her eyes, took a step back numbly, and quietly closed the door again.

The third key finally turned the keyhole successfully. Situ Jue stepped on the concrete floor outside the door, and the sunlight that shone over her face made her feel as if she had been separated from another world.Just after running for more than ten meters, the Wu family's car was waiting quietly on the side of the road. Wu Jiang, who was so thin that his cheeks were sunken, rushed out of the car to meet her, and immediately put away the bulging pile of things. stuffed into her arms.

Situ Jue hugged her best friend vigorously, regardless of her own embarrassment and sweat.Wu Jiang let go of her, seeing her disheveled appearance, he didn't say anything, only showing a trace of sadness.

"Let's go, if you want to go, hurry up."

Yao Qiyun has held a driver's license for several years and has never violated the regulations once. However, if he could, he would smash every red light.He should have thought earlier that with Situ Jue's temperament, he was willing to bend down like this, not even humming, and even pandering to him, trying his best to please him, and angering him again. ", and he actually poured in the cold water under the shower for so long, his dizzy mind cooled down, and only then did he realize where the panic in the deepest part of his heart came from.He didn't care to dry off the water on his body, he grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on his body, and chased him out, but what was waiting for him was only the open door and the dazzling sunlight outside.

She definitely can't accomplish anything by herself, there must be someone to support her, if that person is not Zou Jin, it can only be Wu Jiang.Yao Qiyun drove after him for quite a distance, and he saw Wu's silver-gray car from a distance at the most congested intersection.He followed the car and chased it all the way out of the urban area. He was about to get on the airport expressway. Unexpectedly, not far from the exit of the toll booth, the car started to slow down, and finally it was overtaken by him. Pull over and stop.

Yao Qiyun almost rushed to pull the door of Wu's car, and the window was slowly rolled down. Wu Jiang, who was sitting in the driver's seat, greeted him in a good mood, "What a coincidence, do you have time to go for a drive?"

The passenger seat was empty, and there was no one else in the car except Wu Jiang.Yao Qiyun restrained the madness of wanting to forcibly open the trunk, he understood that from the very beginning, Situ Jue had no intention of leaving in Wu Jiang's car.She had thought of everything, guarded against him, and calculated, but in the end she just wanted to escape from him.But he was ready to look at each other and hate each other, no matter what she did, as long as she was still there, even if they were resentful couples from now on, they would be inseparable forever.

The moment he nodded and said yes under Aunt Xue's shrewd calculation, he was indeed succumbing to greed. That greed has nothing to do with kindness and past, but keeps her by his side forever regardless of right or wrong.

He seemed to be trapped in a nightmare, his consciousness was awakened, but his body was not awake. Every cell was screaming and struggling. In fact, he couldn't move at all, and even breathing gradually became difficult.

"Where is she?" This sentence was originally a question, but before leaving the mouth, there was only an earnest pleading, "Tell me where she is going!?"

Wu Jiang didn't say a word, just looked at Yao Qiyun quietly with a kind of contemptuous pity, watched him start to cry after turning around in a panic, watched him squatting slowly along the edge of his car door On the hot asphalt road.

Since Wu Jiang is willing to stop the car, it means that Situ Jue's escape is a foregone conclusion. He knows it, and Yao Qiyun naturally knows it too.Wu Jiang was not in a hurry to leave, so he just stayed in the car, staring blankly with the man outside the car, watching the sun gradually sink from the peak of its peak, from almost unstoppable dazzling to a helplessly dim yellow.

At this moment, Situ Jue got off the taxi going straight to the neighboring city, and Wu Jiang had already paid the full fare for her.An hour and a half later, she will set off from this strange airport to a coastal city in the south, where she will find someone to connect her with, and head to a small country in Southeast Asia, starting her unknown journey.The paper bag that Wu Jiang gave her contained the things that Zou Jin had prepared for her. In addition to the necessary identification, contact information, air tickets, boat tickets, some cash, there was also a bank card worth 75 US dollars.

These things will be hers for a period of time to come.

Situ Jue changed into a set of visible clothes in the bathroom, and washed off the sweat and dust all over her face. In the mirror, she saw a face that was still in shock.When I came here, I ran wildly all the way, and there was no room for other thoughts in my mind except walking.Now that she had escaped from birth, she came back to her senses, who was she trying to escape from?Everyone was her dearest and dearest, she actually felt that looking back was only a nightmare.Only then did Situ Jue feel grief from his heart, and wept bitterly beside the marble sink.

When passing through the security gate, Situ Jue turned around for inspection under the signal of the airport staff, and suddenly saw the man.He quietly stood tens of meters away, as if wanting to make a gesture of waving goodbye, he raised his hand halfway, then put it down again.

In the end, this man was the only one who sent her on this journey.

"Okay, you can go." The staff reminded.

Situ Jue left without looking back.

She had never taken an overnight flight alone. Through the huge glass in the waiting room, she could see the dots of light on the dark and empty tarmac. These lights were more sparse than the city lights she was familiar with.I don't know what the next place will be. What is waiting in front of me is not her starting station, nor her destination.

Before boarding the plane, according to the agreement earlier in the morning, Situ Jue called Wu Jiang to report his safety with the mobile phone SIM card he temporarily bought at the airport.After Wu Jiang made sure that she was safe, he hesitated for a while, and another voice came over the phone, which was Yao Qiyun.

She thought he would lose his temper, but in fact, he was like a messed up child, desperately saying excuses that were not excuses, trying hard to continue his useless efforts, and using the last rogue after he had nothing to do.

He hoarsely said, "Situ Jue, if you want to leave, leave that bracelet first. You said it belonged to Mrs. Yao. Unless you take it off and return it to me in person, you can't just leave..."

Situ Jue had worn that bracelet for a long time, and she was so used to it that she almost forgot its existence, and he knew he couldn't take it off.She had quarreled several times, and she had masturbated in front of Yao Qiyun, and before she had tossed a few times, she had already repaired the old one.At that time, she actually thought that she was the destined Mrs. Yao.

"Where are you? Wait for me, I'll rush over there right away. Do you hear me? If you don't take off the bracelet for a day, you can't leave!"

Situ Jue smiled slightly while standing in the bustling waiting hall, raised his hand, and knocked his wrist on the stainless steel armrest with all his strength.

Yao Qiyun heard the clang of Yu Sui on the other end of the phone.

"Yao Qiyun, why don't we make a last bet, I bet you are not happy!"

These were the last words she left him.

Then, seven years.

(End of this chapter)