I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 74 [Special episode] The jealous girl (1)
She was the second daughter of her parents, and an unpopular daughter.Because her parents desperately wanted to have a son, she was named after a boy, Xiaocheng.As a result, when I registered my household registration at the age of two, the staff in the village inadvertently shook their hands, and there was an extra stroke under the word "small", which seemed to be the word "less".Farmers don't pay attention to these things, and the girl in the middle has never been taken seriously—her parents had already added a younger brother to her as they wished.With a wave of my father's hand, "small" and "young" are the same, and it doesn't matter what they are called.So she has a unique name, her elder sister is called "Xiao Li", her younger brother is called "Xiao Gang", but her name is "Shaocheng", Tan Shaocheng.

Many years later, "Xiaoli" graduated from junior high school and married a young man from a neighboring village, and gave birth to a child early. "Xiao Gang" went out to work, and brought back a young girl with a big belly when he was just 20 years old, and returned to his parents to work in agriculture.They all lived according to the familiar life trajectory, only the girl named "Shaocheng" became a golden phoenix flying out of the chicken coop.She used all her strength to raise her arms and spread her wings, and plucked off the inherently disheveled "chicken feathers" one by one as she flew higher and farther, and finally settled in a place that her relatives could not imagine , proudly spread its beautiful tail feathers in front of other phoenixes.She is happy, she is proud, she is proud, even though the wound where the old feathers were plucked is still aching, even though she knows that she has endured untold hardships and endured the pain of being reborn to become like this, but some people, they are born like this .

At first, she grew up imitating them, and her only dream was to mix among them and completely lose those pasts.It was a long time before she knew it was impossible, even though she had grown the exact same feathers, when she walked towards them, listening to each other's singing, the memory of their singing was the bright morning glow, and all she could remember was the old nest The cramped sky above.

Knowing the truth, she was so angry that she didn't lose to others, and even worked harder than them, but there was always something reminding her intentionally or unconsciously that the so-called fairness was just her imagination.Maybe it's jealousy, and it's jealousy that gives her the power to outlive them.The ups and downs since childhood have made them forget the instinct to fight for survival, and this is the best gift that poverty bestows on her.She let the most beautiful of the phoenixes fall down, and she stepped on the flag waving in the wind in front of her, and she let them know that the down-and-out phoenix is ​​worse than a chicken.

Today, she has long lost the fear of being a different kind. She is no longer a shivering chick wearing a mask in the phoenix group, but a high-ranking one among them.She is the youngest middle-level member of the well-known pharmaceutical giant EG Greater China, and she is also the famous Mrs. Fu.She stands proudly in her country, but often has a strange dream.

In the dream, she turned back into the little girl in old clothes when she was a child. Her mother asked her to get jealous, and she must be scolded for coming back late.Holding the glass bottle full of vinegar tightly in her arms, she ran wildly on the country road. No matter how careful she was, she ended up falling heavily every time.She got up, ignoring the pain, and went to look at the vinegar in her bosom first. Sure enough, the bottle was broken and the vinegar spilled all over the floor.No one cared about her wounds and tears, her mother beat her hard, and the wound could heal without a penny, but if the vinegar was spilled, the money for the vinegar was wasted... After 20 years, she is still the same She will always remember the child who beat the vinegar, the bottle of vinegar in her arms is more important than her wound.

"What are you thinking, neither eat nor speak?"

The person who asked the question was Yao Qiyun.Tan Shaocheng smiled at him.

She doesn't have many friends, maybe she doesn't need friends.Only Yao Qiyun is a special existence, in front of him, she doesn't need to pretend, guard against, chase after or despise, she smells the same kind of breath in him, although he never commented.She had even been his long but fleeting girlfriend.It is long because they tried to be together many times during the five years, and it is short because every attempt ended in failure quickly, so in the eyes of others, they used to be a couple. On-off couple.But only Tan Shaocheng knew that this was not the case.In fact, she also loved Yao Qiyun, regardless of the depth of the love, and whether the love only existed in that moment or not.When Situ Jue desperately said to Yao Qiyun: "I will wait behind the time until you come." But Yao Qiyun turned around and walked towards her. He held her hand in front of Situ Jue and looked at Situ Jue for a long time. The pride from the past was shattered... At that time, Tan Shaocheng's heart was really moved.This heartbeat was not because he helped her completely defeat Situ Jue, but because even she couldn't believe that someone would choose her over Situ Jue in a seemingly unsuspecting contest.

At that time, as long as Yao Qiyun asked, she would do anything.She even briefly forgot the person who had been occupying her heart, and felt happiness for the first time.Facts have proved that she is only inexperienced in the country of love.

He never loved her, not even a moment of reciprocity.He turned around, he held her hand, he and she both left, every minute during that period, he was thinking about Situ Jue.He said: "Shaocheng, be my girlfriend." Sadly, he meant it when he said this.He sincerely wanted to get rid of Situ Jue's shadow and live another life, but he also sincerely found that it was impossible.As for the next few attempts, they all just wanted to find the right person to marry. They understood each other and were worthy of a match. Who else is more suitable than the person in front of them?
How did you give up?Maybe I've failed too many times and I'm tired.For the last time, she was already half-undressed, willing to hand over her purest side to him.At that time, he was already the actual owner of Jiu'an Hall, and she had a bright future in EG. As long as they come together and work together with their talents and hard work, one day they will be able to create a kingdom that is stronger than Jiu'an Hall and EG.

When she approached him, she saw him close his eyes and heard his rapid breathing, but in the next second, she felt his hand pushing her away, soft but firm.

After getting dressed, Tan Shaocheng asked Yao Qiyun why.She is not a woman that no one wants. In EG, in the business field, men who show affection to her are like fish in a river.What's more important is that they share common ambitions and abilities. She doesn't intend to stop at the middle class of a big pharmaceutical company, and he shouldn't stay in Jiu'an Hall to make wedding clothes for others.

She even told him very clearly that EG executives had plans to acquire Jiu'an Church, but Situ Jiu'an's stubbornness made it impossible.In fact, the old way of Situ Jiu'an Management Company is no longer feasible. If Jiu'an Church wants to survive and develop, it is impossible to be satisfied with developing from a small workshop to a large workshop and doing things on its own behind closed doors.Yao Qiyun is also very aware of this, but he will never go against the will of his adoptive parents, no matter it is right or wrong.Tan Shaocheng also doesn't know how he can find a delicate balance between accommodating the stubbornness of the two elders and seeking development for the company. Not only is there no decline in the sun, but there is a steady and slow growth momentum, and she has to sincerely admire it.If Yao Qiyun is willing to leave Situ Jiuan and work alone, He Chou will not have a bright future.

The persuasive power that Tan Shaocheng is proud of has never worked on Yao Qiyun.He always said that without Situ's family, he wouldn't be where he is today, and he can't do ungrateful things.But when Tan Shaocheng retorted that building the Jiu'an Hall into a far larger scale than it is today, how can it be considered ungrateful for the two elders to enjoy their old age, he remained silent.In the end, he told her that even without Situ Jiu'an and his wife, he was not the real owner of Jiu'an Hall.

This is the real reason why he sticks to Jiu'an Hall and cannot leave Situ's house.It was also the only reason he finally pushed her away.In Yao Qiyun's heart, he never gave up the only ray of hope. He always believed that one day, that person who was wandering far away in a foreign land would suddenly come back.He took care of Jiu'antang for a long time because she would come back to take over, he took good care of her parents because she would let go of the past and have a happy relationship with her when she came back, and he was alone so that he would still be there when she turned around.Wait until the day she comes back—this is the end and destination of everything Yao Qiyun has done in the past seven years.

Everyone tried to make him understand that Situ Jue would not come back, and even if she came back, it would not belong to him anymore.As far as Tan Shaocheng knew, even Yao Qiyun's adoptive mother, Xue Shaoping, persuaded him not to wait any longer, and to treat Situ Jue as dead and find a good girl to live his own life.Yao Qiyun also changed his words under Xue Shaoping's instruction, no longer calling the couple "uncle and aunt", but directly calling them parents.After two hundred years, he will only leave Jiu'an Hall to his adopted son, not his rebellious daughter.

If Xue Shaoping agreed to let Yao Qiyun marry Situ Jue seven years ago because of her daughter, then now she is really thinking about him from Yao Qiyun's standpoint, completely treating him as her own, and only wants his happiness wholeheartedly.Yao Qiyun has been seeking Xue Shaoping's approval for more than ten years. When he finally waited until this day, Tan Shaocheng could not feel the slightest joy from him. He smiled, and his eyes clearly showed despair.Because these are tantamount to reminding him that the last person who believed in Situ Jue's return like him had given up waiting.

Later, he never mentioned Situ Jue again, and the back-and-forth between him and Tan Shaocheng was also because his parents let him grasp "a good girl like Xiao Tan". He goes on every blind date.Situ Jiu'an and his wife proposed to redecorate their old house and ruthlessly clear away the old things that once belonged to Situ Jue, so that he would no longer think about others, and he readily agreed.Only Tan Shaocheng did not believe that he had escaped from Situ Jue's shadow. She knew him like she knew herself. The harder it is to fall in love with someone, the harder it is to forget her.She still can't completely let go of the person she loved, let alone Yao Qiyun.

Sure enough, the unintentional gossip Xiao Gen overheard from Assistant Yao Qiyun confirmed Tan Shaocheng's conjecture.Over the past seven years, Yao Qiyun would book a plane ticket to Los Angeles every once in a while, but he never made the trip. What was even more bizarre was that he was once invited to a local industry conference last year. He was used to doing things by himself, but he made an exception. It is no wonder that people are surprised by such a contradiction.Xiao Gen is a confused person, but Tan Shaocheng is not.How much do you miss a person before you desire to be afraid?

(End of this chapter)