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Chapter 484 Affectionate Together [5]

When Dian Xiaoxing heard this, he quickly hugged Feng Meilan.

"Auntie, I don't want to, I don't want to do these things anymore." She patted Feng Meilan's back lightly, comforting her.

Feng Meilan seemed to be in a daze, tears fell silently: "Actually, I messed up everything."

"I lacked a sense of security since I was a child. I thought my father didn't care about me. In fact, he always had me in his heart. But after he passed away, I couldn't see him for the last time. It is said that he kept saying that he missed me and wanted to see me, but everything was wrong. late."

"It's the same with Zerui. I tried to control his life like a lunatic. He didn't actually cheat. He was just busy with work, and I was not sensible at all. Watching him get better and better, watching him get better and better when he comes home. It was getting later and later, those damp and dark seeds in my heart grew wantonly. I questioned him, scolded him hysterically, and then wept weakly."

"He must have thought I was a lunatic at the time. He was so tired from work, and he had to face a wife like me who made him tired and even afraid when he got home. Who can bear it."

Feng Meilan seemed to be confiding, as she spoke.

Dian Xiaoxing couldn't stop crying when he heard these distressing words.

"When Mu Yan was young, I also used this crazy and fragile way, whipping him and crying to him. It caused him to be gloomy throughout his adolescence. I still remember when he was in high school, he said to me, if you Think of me as Bo Zerui, you can continue to treat me like this."

"I dreamed about this scene last night. I was terrified at the time. I was afraid that my only son would leave me. When I woke up, I was also panicked."

"Xiaoxing, do you know that feeling? Being abandoned by others, those you love keep leaving you. I know it's my fault, but I still can't accept this result."

Feng Meilan said with a broken heart, tears rolling down her face.

Dian Xiaoxing wiped her tears gently and patiently all the time, for some reason, she somehow empathized with Feng Meilan's state of mind.

Obviously she was much luckier than Feng Meilan, but she was able to clearly feel Feng Meilan's loneliness and loneliness.

"Auntie, if I say that I understand you, you will not believe me, but if I tell you one thing, you will definitely understand." Dian Xiaoxing looked at Feng Meilan, his voice choked up.

"Tell me." At this moment, Feng Meilan felt that Dian Xiaoxing was her confidant, and only she could understand herself.

"I used to have a similar nightmare before. In the dream, I was locked up in the attic, the mottled walls, the wallpaper was yellow and old. There were many, many cockroaches crawling out, and they rushed towards me. I I was so scared that I almost screamed, but no one came to save me."

Dian Xiaoxing never mentioned this dream to anyone.

But in fact, this thing did happen.

When she was very young, Xie Zhiqing went out to work and locked her at home. Two or three cockroaches crawled on her feet, which made her faint immediately.

So this is why Dian Xiaoxing is very afraid of cockroaches.

Of course her dream was far scarier than reality.

Before she knew Bao Muyan, she still had this dream sometimes.

And now, it has been a long, long time since I had this dream.

It's just that hearing Feng Meilan say this today reminded her of this story.

(End of this chapter)