exclusive possession

Chapter 4

I regretted it so much, I might as well have pretended to be asleep just now, at least I didn't have to face his **** directly.I lowered my head, and soon his legs came into view.Straight, clean, bulging calf muscles look hard, thick hair.Paws are large, but evenly slender.

My whole body froze.

"Sleep in." He said softly.

I immediately moved in, lay down, and wanted to turn inside, but felt horrible to leave my back to him, so I could only stare straight at the gray ceiling.

The bed sank slightly, and he lifted the quilt and lay down. The skin on his shoulders and arms was lightly touching me, and I suddenly felt itchy in those places.

He didn't speak, I stared at the ceiling.Suddenly he turned over and faced me.I can feel his burning gaze and warm breath without turning my head.

My face felt like it was going to burn, and when I thought about the pain and madness of that night, I felt my heart was blocked.

His waist sank, and his hands came up.

"Before I get married, I will be patient." He said suddenly, low and hoarse but clear.

I was stunned for a while before realizing what he meant, and my heart suddenly relaxed, like a fish on a chopping board suddenly being thrown into the water again, the feeling of being resurrected from the dead is simply indescribable.He just took off like this, I thought it was inevitable, but I didn't expect that he didn't plan to do anything.

As far as I know, Stan people don't mind living together before marriage at all.Then why is he?
Never mind, it's best not to get married.

"So when did you 'decide' to get married?" I asked.

Isn't the so-called marriage a unilateral decision by him?I wish this day would never come—he must have heard the sarcasm and resistance in my tone.

"Mu Xian." He replied.

"What?" I didn't understand.

"Mu Xian, my name." He used Chinese, probably a transliteration.

Mu Xian...

I subconsciously repeated it in my mind, only to feel that this name was just like others... indescribable.

He didn't tell me the wedding date immediately, but stared at me quietly.Maybe it's because he was too close, but he didn't look as indifferent and forceful as he was during the day, with short wet black hair sticking to his forehead and temples, and his delicate black eyebrows seemed unexpectedly quiet and well-behaved.

However, what he said next immediately proved that these were just my illusions.

"The value of marriage to me is to satisfy desires and procreate. As long as the partner is healthy and loyal, it doesn't make any difference," his tone was calm and indifferent. "You are already my woman, and you are not allowed to change. After marriage, I I don't care about other things, I only ask for your physical and mental loyalty. The specific wedding date needs to be confirmed by my father."

I feel like being slapped in the face and then spit out - he obviously forced me, but he said so arrogantly and directly that it is just a tool to satisfy desires and reproduce.

I blurted out: "Since it doesn't matter who you are, why did you find me? Why didn't you find a woman who was willing? Why bother?"

To my surprise, he seemed to be stopped by my question. He was silent for a moment, looked away from my face, and replied stiffly: "You don't need to know."

After that, neither of us spoke again.He fell asleep quickly, and the sound of his steady and long breathing rang in his ears.This made me very uncomfortable, and I wanted to turn over, but his waist was clasped tightly by him.I couldn't bear it for half the night before I fell asleep in a daze.

I had a series of bizarre dreams: I dreamed that the monster he transformed into rushed towards me that day, and I kicked it in the face, and it suddenly turned into a white puppy again, lying heavily on my belly , Repeatedly licking my hands and neck, sticky and uncomfortable.

Later, the puppy disappeared, and I saw my grandma again. I rushed to hug her and cried loudly. I told her that my grandma was actually being forced so hard. I didn't know how to continue my life.But I have been afraid to tell you.

Grandma touched my head and said a lot, but I couldn't hear a word.She patted my back lightly again and again, this feeling is really too warm, like warm and sweet rice wine in my belly in the cold night, I just want to indulge in it.

The first half of this sleep was tossing and turning, but the second half was dark and sweet.When I opened my eyes, I first felt a little pain from dry eyes, which I knew was swollen from crying.

Taking a closer look, I suddenly felt like my whole body was covered with thorn balls, stiff and itchy.

My head was not on the pillow, and I didn't know when it was on his arm.In front of him was a dark chest.

I stepped back subconsciously, only to find that my hands were resting on his thin waist, and my thighs were overlapping his.

I hurriedly put my hands and feet off him, stepped back, and immediately hit the wall.Only then did I realize that he had pushed me into a corner, and half of the bed behind me was empty.

"Morning." A soft, lazy voice suddenly sounded from above his head.

I looked up and met his calm and clear black eyes, it seemed that he had been awake for a while.

I didn't answer, but curled up against the wall.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and I immediately turned around and lay down.

There was a rustling sound behind me, and the bathroom door opened and closed. I didn't look back until the sound of his footsteps faded away.I sat up with a sigh of relief.

I went to take a shower and changed into a clean dress, but his touch remained on my skin, lingering.

The closed room was a bit depressing, so I went to the outside walkway and stood in front of the narrow window.The space is still deep, the stars are still dazzling, and the universe is as pure and quiet as if it was born.This is a beauty that most people on earth can't see in their entire lives.

What a beautiful and novel journey it would have been without Mu Xian.

I know very well that nothing can be changed.

So how should we face our future life?
A life bound and occupied by him?
No.A strong but clear thought came to my mind: My life is mine.He just regards me as a tool called "wife"!Can't I treat him as something called "husband"?

For 22 years, I have been courteous and respectful to everyone.But at this moment, this kind of arrogant and indifferent revenge mentality that I have never had before makes me feel that I have never been happier.

He acquiesced to me. He forced me out of helplessness that day, and now he wants to marry me because he is loyal to the orc gene.He doesn't do everything to hurt me.How could he hurt me on purpose?I don't have any meaning other than "sex" and "reproduction". How could he meet a tool?How would one consider a tool's feelings and thoughts?
Yes, I should too.I should not even bother to give him "hate".Why should I put my energy on him, like these days, just hate him and resist him all day, immersed in negativity?
He is nothing to me either.

Even if I want to be his woman for the rest of my life, even if I can never leave Star Stan, I still want to live a free and easy life.I should care about myself—on this strange planet, who cares about Hua Yao except Hua Yao?

I took a deep breath to calm myself down.Then silently looked at the bright space.

When I was very young, I used to look forward to my future lover.He should be gentle, tolerant and upright.He should respect all my wishes, he is a lover and even a friend.We should have a deep resonance of soul and emotion, and our feelings are a steady stream of long-term love.

...Forget it, don't want to.

There are many good things in life, I just lost some of them.

"Miss Hua." A hearty voice sounded at the end of the aisle, pulling me back from my contemplation.

I turned my head and looked, stunned - two robots stood there, Mopu and Maureen.Mo Pu showed no expression, while Mo Lin was grinning widely, so it was easy to tell.

We went into the room and sat down together, and I couldn't help but look at Mo Pu more.I saw that his head was extremely smooth, and he couldn't tell that he was knocked flat by me yesterday.

I always thought that he was just following orders, and just about to apologize to him, Maureen clapped his hands and said in an excited and flattering tone: "Miss, we are here today to report to you the status of the commander's property."

"……property?"

"Of course. He is eager to dedicate everything to you. This report was prepared before he went to Earth to pick you up." Morin said.

He took out a palm-sized black flake that looked like a chip from his pocket.Then he pressed his fingers on it, and a floating picture of one meter square suddenly flashed in the air in front of me.I was startled and shrank back into the sofa. He had already stood up and began to explain with a nice voice like an announcer.

"The commander's property structure is very simple, a sum of money, an asteroid, and his collection of 570 four antique fighter planes." Morin pointed at the screen.

The report is very vivid, with some gold coins flashing on the left - of course it is a virtual picture.A number in Stan's text was marked on it. I silently calculated it in my mind, and I was a little shocked-in equivalent terms, it is roughly equivalent to the value of the earth's tens of billions of dollars.

"The commander has no interest in financial management. The money has been placed in the Imperial Bank." Mo Lin shrugged. "Therefore, there will be tabloids criticizing the commander as a fighting genius and a financial idiot."

I couldn't help but think, of course idiots.I couldn't help but think in my mind because of my professional habits. If I make some low-risk investments with this money, the income will exceed that of fixed deposits.Mo Lin said with a smile: "The commander is not an idiot, he can just find a wife who understands finance."

I keep silent.

A three-dimensional planet appeared in the middle of the screen, slowly revolving.Most of the planet is blue, with a little green, and it looks fresh and round.Mo Lin said proudly: "Softan asteroid, two hundred light-years away from Planet Stan, is the legacy left by the commander's mother."

It turned out his mother had passed away.To be able to own a planet, I think she is a very noble woman.

Mo Lin tapped the planet with his hand, and the scene in front of him changed immediately.The azure sea floats like smooth silk in the sun, and the endless plains cover the land like green velvet.

We are like taking a helicopter and overlooking the planet Softan from a low altitude.Suddenly, a group of small animals passed slowly through the screen. They looked like dogs, with a snow-white body, short limbs, and fleshy.But it's not a dog. On the head covered with long hair, there are big blue eyes that are stupid, cuter than Mo Pu's eyes.

"That's a velvet puppy, a rare creature of Softan." Maureen explained, "a very docile animal."

We briefly glanced at some pictures: blue misty forests, colorful rivers, milky white mountains, tall plants that shone in orange and yellow... Even if I was not interested in him at all, seeing this The spectacle is still deeply attracted.

As for the antique fighter planes, I glanced at them and was not interested.Maureen turned off the screen, handed the black chip to me, told me how to use it, and said that he would still take care of the property in the future, but I have full control over these things.I took the chip and thought to myself that I would show a movie to myself.

The two of them got up to leave, and I looked at Mo Pu who had been silent all this time, and said sincerely, "Mo Pu, I'm sorry for yesterday."

Maureen immediately tilted his head and looked at me, which I took to mean he was very surprised.Mo Pu's reaction was much calmer, he turned his head and looked at me directly: "I accept your apology."

His formulaic words made me a little uncomfortable, but I didn't intend to say anything else.

But he continued: "Miss Hua, I don't understand. Why did you run away? I really can't think of a marriage partner like Commander, who is young, handsome, rich, and loyal. Why do you have any reason to reject him?"

Before I could speak, Maureen immediately put his head in his hands and shook violently on the spot: "Yes, yes! I can't figure it out either. There is no better man than the commander."

"...Really?" I sneered.

Maureen nodded vigorously frantically: "Of course! Among Stan's ten fleet commanders, he is the only one who treats all races equally, never discriminates or abuses, and even hates the orange people known for being "cunning and suspicious". As long as you are loyal to him , can be reused. He is also a military genius, leading troops to destroy more rebellious races than anyone else. Moreover, he is physically strong and possesses half-beast genes, so his sexual ability must be as powerful as his combat effectiveness. What are you not satisfied with? "

The two brothers sang and harmonized, one seriously questioned, and the other sang and acted well.I looked at their equally ignorant red eyes and didn't speak any more.

The robot doesn't understand, is he young, handsome, rich, and loyal, so should I be grateful for Dade's love for him?I can live a rich, free, and comfortable life on earth by myself, so why should I be attached to him?

"Am I hungry? Is there something to eat?" I changed the subject.

"Send it right away." Mo Lin immediately turned around and left. Mo Pu glanced at me, bowed deeply, and left.

Afterwards, I ate and sat on the sofa to read the materials left by Molin. I saw a dark cave where the groundwater gave off a faint blue luster, and colorful small fish swam in it. The bright crystal stones quietly bloom with colorful light.

I was concentrating on watching, when I suddenly felt something was wrong behind me, I turned my head and saw that Mu Xian was standing quietly behind the sofa, with his hands in his trouser pockets, still looking cold, I don't know how long he had been standing there.

"Want to go?" There was no emotion in his voice.

"Is it okay?" I turned my head and continued to look at the screen, and asked in a sarcastic tone.

"That's your business."

I'm a little surprised - it means, can I go?I remembered what he said last night: He doesn't care about other things, as long as I am loyal in body and mind.It appears he has no intention of interfering with my private conduct.

This is better.I suddenly felt a lot easier.

With the sound of footsteps, he walked to the closet on one side and took out two sets of military uniforms.I couldn't help but glance at him out of the corner of my eye, but I saw him walk into the bathroom without squinting, and came out with his towel and toothbrush.

"I won't spend the night here before arriving on Star Stan." A faint voice came from behind me.

Surprise welled up in my heart, but I didn't want to show it, so I gave a very flat "oh" and he walked out.

I breathed a sigh of relief.I don't know why he does this, but it's what he wants.After thinking about it, I felt that I was a little impatient - I had decided not to be influenced by him, but every time he appeared, my nerves were tense and my heart beat fast.

For the next ten days, he really didn't show up again.Only Maureen came to bring me meals every day, and sometimes he would send me some "video discs" to watch-let's call it that kind of three-dimensional levitation video.I was a little restless for a few days at first, but then I got used to it.

On this day, Maureen told me that after two days, I will make another faster-than-light jump, and I will be able to reach Star Stan.This undoubtedly made me feel a little sad.

Today he didn't bring lunch, but told me solemnly that Mu Xian invited me to have lunch.I feel a little surprised - because I have read the introduction materials of this fleet, it is now full, and it is estimated that there are men everywhere.Mu Xian is actually willing to let me go out, it seems that he is not as possessive and exaggerated as Mo Lin said.

"Miss Hua, can you persuade the commander to go back to sleep here?" Before departure, Mo Lin asked me.

I didn't expect him to say this, and simply replied: "No."

Mo Lin suddenly spat on the ground, I was really surprised!Although the saliva he spit out was actually a light blue liquid.Then he put his hands on his hips and made a very resentful gesture: "Oh, God, don't be so heartless! I asked him why he slept in the combat command room, and he said that he overestimated his control. Miss Hua, you let him lose control Yet?"

Overestimating... your own control?
I seemed to understand the meaning of this sentence, but I still pretended to be stupid and said, "It's no big deal to sleep in another room."

Mo Lin shook his head vigorously: "It's so big! He's been sleeping on a chair for the past few days. What a poor commander!"

I don't believe it: "There isn't even an extra bed on the spaceship?"

Mo Lin covered his face with his hands, and blinked his red eyes: "Don't you know that he has a cleanliness? He also likes to sleep naked. He thinks the bed outside is filthy. Miss Hua, you are a kind woman, you shouldn't be so cruel My fiancé."

"When we have lunch, remember to persuade him!" Mo Lin walked out, "He must be very happy if you speak up."

I didn't say anything, no wonder he took off his clothes without saying a word that day, because he likes to sleep naked.

Then I don't want him back.

(End of this chapter)