Xianggong farming

Chapter 285 Don't Disturb My Heart
"Daughter-in-law, are you really so heartless and leave me alone?"

She didn't want to waver anymore, if Qi Dalang wanted to be an official, she decided to give up!

Ji Xinmiao shook her head calmly: "Master Qi, as I said, I won't go with you, not only because I'm just an abandoned woman, but the biggest reason is that I don't want to go. I don't have a dream of wealth in this life, I only want I want to raise my two children well in this rural area, and live peacefully by farming. Congratulations, Mr. Qi, you have finally been promoted and made a fortune!"

"Daughter-in-law..." Qi Dalang looked at Ji Xinmiao with a hurt face: "You are so cruel, do you know that you are cutting my heart with a knife! You know why I earn all this, but you still use the knife like this Stab my heart! Why do you say such things to me? Don't you know what I am these days?

Speaking of it, I was wrong at the beginning, but why did I leave at the beginning, don't you understand?
Okay, if you really don’t understand, let me tell you: it’s because I have low self-esteem, I feel that I’m too bad, I can’t read a few words, I’m just a powerful reckless man, and I don’t deserve you at all.If I let you follow me like that, I will make you wronged for the rest of my life.Although I also understand that you will not despise me, but I will feel guilty for the rest of my life, and I will not be able to lift my head up for the rest of my life. "

"Being wronged for a lifetime? Huh! Master Qi, you have so much imagination!"

Qi Dalang, can you stop talking!
I made this decision with great difficulty, please don't waver!

I, Ji Xinmiao, don't want to be an official wife, I just want to be an ordinary peasant woman, planting small fields, picking fruits, and teasing children!I don't want anything else!

Qi Dalang's remark made Ji Xinmiao's heart almost collapse, but she gritted her teeth not to soften her heart: "You blame me for everything, but I want to ask you, Qi Dalang! When did I complain to you? I will follow you." Do you feel wronged? Unbalanced in your heart? Lost face? Is my man at ease in my heart, just like whether a shoe fits or not, only the feet know, why are you so arbitrary?
I know why you left in the first place, maybe you wanted to save face for me for sure, but can you deny that when you left, didn't you just think that I was too capable and made you lose face as a man?I know, your man's face is more important than anything else, right?

Well now, we are not husband and wife anymore, and I will not let you hold your head up anymore, you will never have this kind of embarrassment again!You go, you will be your official in the future, and I will plant my fields. From then on, I will never let you have such an embarrassing side. "

The more she talked about Ji Xinmiao, the angrier she became, and her eyes became colder and colder. Why did this man think so? It was because he still had machismo thoughts in his heart.He felt that his wife was better than him, and he lost face.If you want to say it, just say it clearly, and really keep the words in your heart, this is not Ji Xinmiao's style.

Qi Dalang saw that his words became more and more chaotic, which caused his daughter-in-law to get angry. He was so anxious that his hands trembled: "Daughter-in-law, it's really not like this. Don't be angry, I know, I was wrong, I was really wrong! Forgive me This time, forgive me for being an idiot, okay?"

Ji Xinmiao looked at the man who hadn't seen him for two years with a completely different temperament and eyes, and felt even more angry.forgive you?In this way, she will attract bees and butterflies, and in the future, she will be stronger as an official, what will happen?Does she have nothing to do, and only takes care of his little wife every day?

Believe in a man's mouth, it is better to believe in ghosts!If you forgive once, there will be a second time!
Ji Xinmiao started to hit a dead end again!

Seeing that Qi Dalang wavered her determination again and again, Ji Xinmiao was so confused that she began to say anything: "Don't say forgive me, and don't apologize! You wrote and left the book to me, and we have nothing to do with you! Back then The reason why I didn’t go to the yamen to file the record was because of my eldest sister’s begging. And if you went to the battlefield, whether you can come back whole is also the reason why I can’t bear it. After all, I have your child in my stomach.

If you want to blame it, blame me for thinking too far. I'm afraid that if there is a chance, then you will also have a queen, and we are worthy of being a husband and wife.It was a pity when I gave birth to Huanhuanxixi. How I wished that one of them would be a son and leave you a queen.

Now, I know that everything is God's will!The reason why God gave me a pair of daughters is because you will have many women who will give you sons in the future.Let's go, let's go, don't compromise here! "

"Why do you say that? Does it make you feel better if you say that? If so, just say it. Not only can you say it, but you can also hit me. I'll punish you. Just please, don't get angry. Body. Go, I am going to leave today, but I will leave this time, and I will never leave again in the future!"

Ji Xinmiao's words made Qi Dalang's heart bleed like a sharp knife. He had no less than ten scars on the battlefield, but he never felt pain!Because, his heart is numb.But at this moment, the knife stabbed straight into his heart like sprinkled salt, which made him feel so painful that he grabbed his heart.

No, you can't forgive him just for this one!Otherwise, her suffering would be in vain!It's not that Ji Xinmiao didn't see Qi Dalang's pain, but she was scared, really scared!

Once he was so moved and forgiven, what if it happens again in the future?

Remembering that he gave her Li Shu back then, her only momentary anger turned into worry.She has been waiting for him, believing that he will come back to explain what he did, and even more believe that he will come back to accompany her for the rest of her life.She didn't regret it even after hearing about his disappearance, causing premature birth and narrowly dying to give birth to two daughters.

Every fasting day, she would beg the Buddha, begging the Buddha to let him come back alive, as long as he can return to her safely, she would be willing to reduce her life by ten years!
Her heart jumped when she heard him coming back, she thought it was the Buddha who heard her request.But at the moment when he jumped the fastest, he died suddenly!
A man who wants to marry another woman, will she, Ji Xinmiao, want to get it back?
When did she live so aggrieved?
She doesn't deny his sincerity towards her, but his low self-esteem shows that he doesn't trust her.

Once there is distrust in a marriage, it is like a ship without a helmsman, bound to hit the rocks.

Since you hurt him, let's hurt him to the end, either cherish it more after the pain, or end the entanglement between the two of them from now on.

In this life, she does not seek wealth but only stability. She would not want a man who was an official in ancient times, because she did not want to seek abuse.

Closing her eyes, Ji Xinmiao let out a long sigh of relief: "Master Qi, you can go, there is really nothing to say. I am not qualified to beat you, nor to control you, so you have a good journey.

Don't blame me for being stubborn, it's actually because I understand that we are really no longer suitable.

You are an official now, it is impossible to stay in this small place all the time, and I really won't go with you.If you don't want to reconcile, then just let it go.If the young lady of the Zhao family is willing to be your equal wife, I will accept it.However, you don't come back in the future, and the tea is also free, so let me die. "

As soon as the words fell, Qi Dalang's face became full of hostility, but his voice became trembling: "Ji Xinmiao, do you mean that you don't want me anymore? Are you going to give me to another woman?"

(End of this chapter)