Xianggong farming

Chapter 286 My Vow
Ji Xinmiao knew that she had angered him, and also knew that she had hurt him.But he didn't spare him: "You didn't give me and Li Shu? You didn't want to marry someone else? Why do you blame me for not wanting you?

It is said that only men can speak in this world. I didn't quite believe it before.But now I can’t believe it, the facts are right in front of my eyes.Obviously you did everything by yourself, but now you blame me like a lover, what a pitiful woman.Of course, if you insist on blaming me, I can't help it. After all, I am just a peasant woman with no rights and no world.

Of course, I don't blame Lord Qi for using his power to overwhelm others.But these days, I also think a lot.Ms. Zhao is actually right. I am a peasant woman, a village woman who only knows food, rice, oil and salt.

Especially in the Jiang family, I am a servant girl. I will do whatever my master asks me to do. I have never learned "Women's Training" and "Women's Precepts". In the end, I am not destined to be an official wife!
When Ms. Zhao was present, I said so many things because my self-esteem was hurt.These days I have been thinking about it over and over again. What I have is really just that of a peasant woman.I really don't have the skills to deal with you in the officialdom.You go, for the sake of past love, if you want to see the child, you can come back alone.If you don't have the time to have more children yourself, I don't blame you if you don't come back to see them. "

"Please stop talking! You say so much because you don't believe me, but can you listen to me?" Ji Xinmiao said more indifferently, and Qi Dalang's face became paler and paler.He told himself that he couldn't just leave like this, otherwise he would never be able to enter that door.But he has to leave today, the military order is like a mountain, as long as he is still in office for a day, he has to obey the order!
"What are you talking about? It's all over anyway, and it's meaningless to say anything." The moment Ji Xinmiao knew that he intended to marry another, her heart went into a dead end, and she wanted her to come out for a while. It is difficult!

"Just say one thing! Please!"

Why is it getting more and more chaotic?Is it true that the affairs of men and women in the world are constantly being cut and messed up?Ji Xinmiao calmed down and let out a long sigh: "Say it! For the sake of us being husband and wife, I'll listen."

Qi Dalang stared at Ji Xinmiao, as if he wanted to see some holes.Seeing that it was getting late, he spit out word by word: "No matter what you say, I don't care what you think. I know that I did something wrong. I understand and am willing to bear it if you hate you and scold you. But I think What I’m saying is, regarding leaving, no matter how wrong I did before, I don’t regret it! If a man can’t save face for his wife and children, he feels worse than dying! Not to mention it’s a person in his heart. Love the woman who hurts in her eyes, afraid of melting when she holds it in her mouth, afraid of falling when holding it in her hand!"

Suddenly, tears burst down his face, Ji Xinmiao looked up at him with misty eyes and shouted: "Stop talking! What's the point of saying this now? Since I am so important in your heart, why would you want to Want to marry another woman? You go, I don't believe it! I won't believe you, you go, you go...you never come back!"

Wouldn't he be reconciled not to make her cry?

"I..." The words have come to this point, but looking at Lihua's little face with rain in front of him, Qi Dalang's heart aches like a knife, and he wanted to say something, but he stopped for a while in front of his big mouth.

what did he say?
He said he married another woman because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it after seeing her married?

He said he married another woman because he wanted to leave a queen for the Qi family?He is his mother's only son!

However, is this all a reason?
With heavy steps, Qi Dalang staggered and looked around the field, with only one thought in his mind: he would not give up on her, he, Qi Dalang, was able to risk his life to fight for merit, why?To make her happy.

If you don't go for two nights, you will be too late, jumping on the horse, Qi Dalang turned around and stared at Ji Xinmiao in a daze: "Ji Xinmiao, I, Qi Dalang, swear here, whether you want me or not, you are my wife. This life will always be my only daughter-in-law Qi Dalang in this life! You don’t like being an official wife, I will not force you. You only like farming, I promise you, I will only accompany you to farm in this life! Just wait, I will come back .”

Ji Xin Miaoqiang pretended to be cold and didn't respond to him again, and she still didn't say a word until Qi Dalang rode his horse and raised his whip.Looking at the lonely back of him leaving, she found that she felt distressed...Tears could not stop sliding down the corner of her eyes again...

Did she go too far?But she is also afraid!

"Mother, Huanhuan wants a mother!"

"Woooo, mother don't cry, Xixi wants mother!"

The attachment of the two daughters, the sensibleness of the two daughters made Ji Xinmiao cry...

She is a selfish mother, for the little self-esteem in her heart, she has been entangled and sad, and has forgotten her two flesh and blood relatives!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Baby, don't cry, mother, it's mother who frightened you!" Ji Xinmiao held the other in her arms, crying and talking, kissing the two sisters constantly.She said she didn't want to cry, but the tears fell down her face, and she couldn't hold back...

As for what is crying, is it helplessness, helplessness, regret, or worry?

Ji Xinmiao didn't think about it at all, anyway, she just wanted to cry at this time!
After the eldest sister cried happily, Ji Xinmei twisted a cotton towel and handed it to Ji Xinmiao: "Eldest sister, wipe it off."

Ji Xinmin hugged Huanhuan in his hand and said, "Eldest sister, I think elder brother-in-law is really repentant. These days, he treats you and Huanhuan happily, which is a kind of joy that Min'er has never seen before. "

"Eldest sister, Min'er is right. Huanhuanxixi really likes the eldest brother-in-law. Although they don't call him daddy, both of them like the eldest brother-in-law to play with them, build blocks, swing and ride horses. This is ten villages and eight miles away. How many men are willing to ride as horses for their children? Eldest sister, elder brother-in-law sincerely wants you to go, but you don’t go with elder brother-in-law, and you say so many things that make him sad. If he is really angry and married someone else If you're happy, you won't have a father." Ji Xinmei is really satisfied with Qi Dalang's performance these days.

After hearing Ji Xinmei's words, Ji Xinmiao's heart became clearer: If Qi Dalang went this time because he was angry and married someone else, then she was destined to live alone!If he can persist outside for a year without saying goodbye, then she will consider forgiving him!Of course, we must let him know that she is not a woman she can come and go when she asks for it!

It's just that Ji Xinmiao didn't know that Qi Dalang had returned like that!

(End of this chapter)