perfect hidden marriage

Chapter 281 If You Want to Divorce
"Blame me for not talking, it's too late to find you?"

This sentence is very light, but it is full of self-blame and helplessness.

His gaze was endlessly tender, and when his palm gently stroked her hair, he added an explanation that was late for many years:
"At that time, my wound was inflamed, and I stayed in the hospital for a long time, and I couldn't get out of bed at all.

"I came to see you later.

"When I was looking for it, something happened to the orphanage, and all the adoption records were burned by an accident...

"That's it, I lost your news.

"Until later, I saw a photo of you and Aunt Su Yu in my uncle's photo album.

"Although, at that time, you grew up a bit, but I recognized you at a glance, and only then did I know that you were adopted by the Su family.

"But that year, I was already 22 years old, and I was eight years late for the promise made back then.

"After confirming that you are Xiaoshu, I rushed back to Jiashi from BJ and made a special trip to see you.

"On that night, I was dragged to that masquerade ball.

"At first I thought it would be an extremely bad dance party. Go, Chuncui is just to relax, but I didn't expect that there was an unexpected harvest, and I met you..."

This secret that had been hidden in his heart for so long, so long that no one outside knew it, was finally uttered by him.

Well, this time, he has explained everything clearly.

It was a relief for him.

As for Su Jin, he finally understood why he appeared there that day.

It turned out that it was for her...

"But, but at that time, why didn't you recognize me?"

Her voice was extremely hoarse, and her tone was aggrieved.

It's been eight years late, and we met, but still haven't revealed anything.

She really couldn't understand what was going on in his heart.

Jin Hengyuan was silent, and gently stroked her hair with his fingers:
"On the day of the banquet, I just danced with you, got to know you again, was busy teasing you, busy observing you, no chance. I don't want to recognize you so rashly, it's so difficult to meet again, I want to say goodbye to you and me The arrangements are properly arranged... This is the first reason.

"The second reason: That night, I saw that Su Mubai was always dominating you, and he looked at you very strangely. The next day, I checked deliberately, and I knew that these years, the two of you have been almost inseparable. The relationship is not ordinary good.

"On Sunday, I went looking for you with full of joy, and sneaked into the wall of Su's house...and saw you..."

He paused, his fingers paused, a strange smile appeared on his face, and his voice became softer:
"I saw you and Su Mubai together...kissing..."

She froze.

Weighs, how can there be such a coincidence in the world?
When she and Su Mubai kissed for the first time, he was watching from the sidelines?
A few traces of embarrassment appeared in her eyes.

He saw it and smiled lightly:
"So, suddenly I don't want to admit it...

"I am very relieved to know that you are living well. It is not bad to see you happy from afar.

"For me, getting what you want is a painful thing. But I can't take away love... to destroy your peaceful life...

"How should I put it, after you recognize me, you will definitely have more intersections with me in my future life.

"Let me watch you love each other and send blessings, it's really torture.

"I don't want to face such a thing, so it's better not to admit it."

It turned out to be the case.

At this moment, she finally understood.

The sharing of life and death 18 years ago is the foundation; the encounter at the prom ten years ago made him deeply in love; and his pride did not allow him to win the love of others, so he denied her and left, but after many years, Protect her again, then meet each other on a blind date, and become husband and wife...

"And after that, after that, why didn't you tell me?"

she asked again.

"I've always wanted to say it, but I don't know where to start."

Jin Hengyuan looked at the silver bracelet and said:
"This bracelet has given me a chance...because..."

He paused, and gently put his arms around her waist:
"Because I don't want to lose you again."

A kiss gently landed on her forehead, and it was burned on the top of her hair for a long time.

"Xiaoshu, meeting you on a blind date made me feel that God treats me very well, because after so many years of going around, you still came into my life, how could I live up to this hard-won fate and treat you Push away?"

So, they became a couple as a matter of course.

She bit her lip and looked at him.

Is this really meant to be?

The big brother 18 years ago saved her and rewrote her life; 18 years later, she accidentally married this man who made her always want to see him again.

Aggrieved?
Not wronged...

She should be happy, but why is her mood so contradictory now.

Before, she wanted to blame him, but now, she should be happy, because the person she has been thinking about for so long has finally found her...

But why, the person she resents is the same person as the person she loves and misses?
What does this make her do?
How can she love and how can she hate?

My heart hurts again.

"Jin Hengyuan, you did it on purpose, didn't you!"

Su Jin let her tears fall, and suddenly complained:
"Before, you never said that you were Brother Erjin, because the time has not come... You know, sooner or later, the matter of Mubai will be exposed; you knew that I would blame you, so you put this matter in Save it in your hands like this, and tell me at the most critical moment, if you want me to blame you..."

She pushed him away violently, and suddenly understood.

I hate him a little bit again!

How could he play such a dirty trick?
How can she be in a dilemma?

She didn't know what to do at first, but now she is even more so...

Jin Hengyuan smiled silently.

It turned out that she missed him that much?

It turned out that he had been associated with meanness and shamelessness.

It turned out that she planned to blame him...

From this point of view, today, if he hadn't come here with this silver bracelet to expose the past, he might really be useless!

My heart became cold for no reason.

He turned his head, stared at the rising sun, straightened his back, and his voice gradually softened, showing a bit of coldness:
"I don't think I can resent you for what I did wrong. From the beginning to the end, I just want to maintain our marriage."

Su Jin's mind has always been sensitive, and he immediately felt his coldness:
"Anyway, you shouldn't keep lying to me..."

Jin Hengyuan smiled coolly, turned around, and immediately questioned him lightly:

"Am I legally obliged to inform my wife about the details of her ex-boyfriend's life? Telling you, what good is it for me? Could it be that I think my life is too peaceful, so I just add something to our married life? A little uneasy factor, to accelerate its development in an unstable direction?"

What a sharp question.

His professional level is shown in every pervasive way.

She couldn't answer.

As for him, his tone is still aggressive:
"When I marry you, what I want is a harmonious and beautiful marriage. I will avoid anything that is not conducive to a harmonious marriage. This is what a normal marriage party will do. Who would want their marriage to appear Irreparable crisis. I married a wife not for fun, but to live a serious life..."

It makes sense, she was blocked by him for nothing.

"Xiao Su, marriage needs two people to maintain it together, and it can't be done by me alone. Don't you understand this truth?"

When he said this, there seemed to be a hint of sadness in his eyes.

At this moment, the couple looked at each other.

She never answered the phone again.

In front of him, she always seemed to be the one who was wronged.

But, shouldn't she be angry with him?

Seeing that she didn't speak, he gave a wry smile, and then said again:
"I remember that before your mother passed away, I talked to her, and she asked me to promise that if you don't want to live with me, let me not embarrass her and give you a good time.

"At that time, I answered her like this: If I can't make you forget the past, follow me wholeheartedly, and fall in love with me, I will let you find your own happiness.

"Marriage is a gamble. If you win, it's a blessing for both of you; if you lose, you can let go and fight another...

"I said, I will not foolishly use marriage to trap myself and you.

"It seems that you have other ideas about our marriage..."

When he said this, he mocked and nodded:

"Okay, then I'll leave the conversation here today.

"If, you still can't let him go, if you want to divorce, as long as you speak, I can satisfy you, and even, as long as you speak, I can help Su Mubai fight the divorce lawsuit...

"What kind of future do you want, Xiaoshu, you can decide for yourself... It's all said and done, don't worry, I will never force you..."

He looked at the time on his wrist:

"I still have something to do. Let's go first.

"I won't bother you these few days. You can think carefully about how you plan to deal with our relationship in the future...

"When the time comes, either call me, or come to me...I'll wait for you to make this decision..."

After speaking, he turned and left without hesitation, full of pride.

Su Jin opened her mouth, trying to call him back, but her vocal cords couldn't make any sound. She just watched him take big strides, go around the driveway from the path, and get into the black Land Rover parked nearby.

As soon as the car moved, he hurriedly disappeared from sight...

Yes, she didn't stop him, because she really, really needed to think about it.

When Yang Jiahui came back with fried dumplings, she only saw Su Jin standing alone on the lake embankment, immersed in the golden sunlight silently.

"What about people?"

She looked around, but couldn't find Jin Hengyuan.

"gone!"

Su Jin looked at the pleasant scenery on the lake.

"What?"

Yang Jiahui's eyes widened, and she circled left and right:
"Gone? Where did you go?"

She waved the fried dumplings she just bought:
"What about these? Who eats them?"

"you eat."

"I was full just now, and I also drank soup. You should eat it... It's just for two people, you may not be able to eat so much..."

They didn't eat either. They just took the opportunity to eat some. They thought they would chat for a long time, but in the end...

Yang Jiahui looked at Su Jin intently, and found that her eyelashes were wet and her eyes were getting redder, as if she had cried.

Is this the rhythm of talking about collapse?
She was taken aback, and quickly asked in a low voice:
"What, you two, did you quarrel?"

"no!"

"Then how did he go?"

Yang Jiahui couldn't figure it out!

My wife is angry here. It seems that the anger is still there. In the end, she ran away by herself. What do you mean?

She scratched her scalp, unable to figure it out.

Su Jin turned her head and looked at her friend with a pitiful expression:
"I want to hug you, Jiahui."

With one arm, he hugged her very tightly.

"Hey, what's the matter, you two?"

Yang Jiahui asked sullenly.

Su Jin didn't speak.

What should I say about those things?

Such a distant past, such a distant acquaintance...but touched the softest string in her heart.

It has been 18 years, and she has imagined countless times the scene of meeting Brother Erjin again—she told herself that at that time, she must hug this boy who gave her a new life again.

Now, she finally met the person who made her miss her so much. What a joyful thing this is.

He is still the same as before, willing to protect her, take care of her, and please her. Although sometimes, he is a little naughty, but he treats her sincerely and pampers her sincerely.

After learning that he was Erjin, she suddenly became deeply scheming towards him, as if she had another interpretation:
If he didn't really like it, he wouldn't be like this.

But when her heart turned to him, Su Mubai's pitiful appearance lying on the bed would flash into her mind.

With Erjin, they have only spent two or three months together since back and forth; and with Mubai, they have been together for 14 years, you know my heart, and I know your heart, that friendship, isn't it? Get it overnight.It is the accumulation of countless ordinary little things.

"Oh, you're talking to me. You're so anxious, baby... What did Jin Hengyuan tell you? He knew you were angry when you went to visit Su Mubai? Send me away and scold you?"

Yang Jiahui was so anxious that she was about to sweat.

"no!"

"Then what's the matter? Don't say clearly, don't hug."

As she spoke, she deliberately pushed.

"I... I saw brother Erjin?"

Su Jin said as he let go of Yang Jiahui.

"Er Jin? Who is Er Jin? Oh, I remember, it's the little boy who saved you and sent the entire group of human traffickers to prison, right?"

Yang Jiahui remembered that she mentioned that strange-sounding name a few times just now.

"Ok!"

Su Jin nodded.

"Where, where?"

She looked left and right again.

"Hengyuan is brother Erjin..."

"what?"

Yang Jiahui's eyes widened immediately.

Su Jin lowered his head and showed her the silver bracelet: "He helped me find the silver bracelet from my childhood, that's why I started talking..."

On the edge of the lake embankment, two girls sat down quietly, one was talking, the other was listening...

Talk about the past for a while.

After listening, Yang Jiahui let out a long breath, and stroked Su Jin's head like a man:
"I really don't know whether to say you are lucky or unlucky? Not to mention meeting top-quality men, I met two once, and each of them is so affectionate to you... Now, are you getting more and more difficult?" Give it up... Alas, I would do the same thing... So, I can't give you an opinion on this matter... They each have their own advantages... Oh, why the more I think about it, the more messy it becomes..."

(End of this chapter)