about love

Chapter 63
Of course Wei Qing thought she was angry, and said with a shy face: "Honey, you are angry with me, and you can't bother my sister-in-law, right? If you have something to say, let's talk about it, can you go home with me first?" Seeing her cold face Without speaking, he leaned forward and hugged her forcibly, put his hands on her stomach, and said happily: "Tomorrow we will go to the hospital for an examination, is the child okay? Your hands are quite cold, you should wear more clothes... "

Zhou Shi poked him hard, and said angrily: "If you try again, be careful that I'm not polite to you!" So he thought it was all right, there was no way!Wei Qing hurriedly said: "Be gentle, be gentle, be gentle, don't hurt the child——" Zhou Shi sneered: "Child? Are you worthy of being a child's father?"

This was very hurtful, Wei Qing immediately said seriously: "Zhou Shi, no matter what I did wrong, you can't say such a thing. I have always hoped to have a child between me and you to make our relationship more stable. I I really want to treat you well, and the child in my belly. You have become a part of my body, connected by flesh and blood. Zhou is, I am also a husband and a father for the first time, so maybe I have not done enough Good place, it hurts your heart, but you have to give me a chance to make amends, so that I can fulfill my promise to take care of you for the rest of my life. I also know that there are various problems in marriage, especially us. But Since we choose to be together, we must understand and tolerate each other. I hope we can go to the end and don't give up easily." He looked at her seriously, his eyes were calm and fearless.

It could be seen that he was full of sincerity. Although Zhou Shi still didn't speak, his expression had already loosened.Wei Qing took her hand and continued: "From the moment you agreed to marry me, I said to myself, this is my wife, the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life, the only wife, unique, and I will treat her forever Well, I've never forgotten that promise—"

Zhou Shi interrupted him: "But you made me sad again and made me cry at night." She looked at him sadly.In the dead of night, her pillow towel was wet, and she thought desolately whether they had just begun and whether their marriage had come to an end.

Because of the angle, Wei Qing saw that the corner of her eye was shining, it was tears that were about to fall, moistening the long eyelashes, and suddenly felt guilty and speechless.Yes, even though he loved her, he still made her so sad, no matter whether it was intentional or not, it shouldn't be.He bowed his head and remained silent for a long time before saying: "I'm sorry, I didn't do it—" His tone was gloomy, his face was a little bleak, and he didn't continue to talk sweetly and cover up his faults.

After hearing his apology, Zhou Shi calmed down and didn't withdraw his hand. After a while, he said, "Then, why are you here?"

Wei Qing sighed, "I'm here to beg your forgiveness." Zhou Shi stood up and looked out of the window, the night was vast, the stars and the moon were dark, there were only dots of lights, and there was no sound.She leaned on the window sill and asked lightly: "Wei Qing, do you think we can really go on forever?"

Wei Qing looked at her in astonishment: "What do you mean?" She turned around and shook her head slowly: "Seeing the intimate photos of you and other women, I suddenly lost confidence and didn't know where I was. I have always expressed anger My dissatisfaction, I don’t know when, venting seems to have become my protective color, covering up the inner anxiety and fear. The reason why I was able to sneer at you at the beginning and not care about it was because I didn’t love you. But now, I am so Humble, so humble that I have long lost my original unrestrained publicity, and the whole person is eclipsed. I have to admit that seeing you standing next to another woman with your innate confidence, great inferiority arises spontaneously. I have never I thought about who else I am not worthy of Zhou, but at this moment, because of you, I am shaken."

Because of too much love, so humble.

Wei Qing never thought that her heart was so restless and uncertain. Fortunately, he always thought that she was living a very good life, happy, happy, and fulfilled... He put his hands on the armrest, exhaled, and said slowly: "Zhou Yes, before I met you, I never thought that there is any woman I can't get. From the unwillingness at the beginning, to the patience later, and then to being trapped in it and unable to extricate myself, have you ever thought about it? What about my fear and anxiety? No matter how good I am, everything I have seems worthless in your eyes. Also, your youth was the source of my jealousy and pain. No matter how hard I try to catch up, I can’t make up for ten years of it. You know, whether it's Li Mingcheng, Zhang Shuai, Ning Fei, or anyone else, what I envy is only the youth they are matching with you."

Because his youth was long gone, he didn't know if he could still fill her youthful heart, so he laid a net, and it was himself who fell headlong into it.And he was always worried about whether she was willing too.Love comes so unreasonably, but it is so sad.

Zhou Shi smiled wryly, it turned out that no one between them was really at ease.Wei Qing turned her face, and murmured: "The reason why I am eager for the arrival of the child is just to get a better grip on you. Every time I see you greeting other male students with a smile, the vitality flowing in each other, It always makes me lose my mind for a moment. I thought in a daze, if I met you in the best years, I would offer you the most precious youth. Men also have youth, and the short-lived beauty is only for a moment, but I can't give it to you. ..." There was infinite regret and sadness in the voice.

Zhou Shi was finally moved, hugged him back, leaned his head on his chest, and said with tears in his eyes: "I'm very glad that I met you at the best time. Don't you know that you are already here with me—" She will He put his hand on his heart, "Unforgettable and unforgettable forever." She looked up and said, "So, there is no need to worry so much. You must treat me well, spoil me, and never lie to me. You can't hook up with other women You can't strike up a conversation casually. I will be jealous, jealous, angry, and mad... I am very possessive, if you dare to mess around, I will fight you hard..."

Wei Qing was ecstatic at first, but after hearing this, she became more and more helpless. In order to prevent her from saying more unreasonable things, she had to forcefully kiss her, and said after a while, "Don't worry, I want to live for two more years." , so I won’t seek my own death so early.” Zhou Shi wiped his mouth angrily, and cursed softly, “You’re smart.”

Seeing that she was finally calmed down, Wei Qing hugged her and rubbed her arms up and down, saying: "Honey, let's go home, you didn't come back last night, it's so cold at home, I want to hug you, kiss you, and still want to do this... …" Reaching out to lift the hem of her sweater, she stroked it back and forth.

Zhou Shi slapped him unceremoniously, and lightly reprimanded him: "Do you think there is such a beautiful thing in the world? Say a few nice words and you'll be fine? Don't touch me, sit on the side!" Wei Qing stalked her facelessly, whispering begged her to go back.How could Zhou calm down so quickly, and let him chatter aside, ignoring him.

Wei Qing struggled for a long time, saw that she was unwavering, got up and drank a glass of water, paused, and was about to persuasion to persuade her, when he heard the sound of the door lock turning, saw Chen Liyun helping the drunk Wei An to come in, hurriedly She rushed forward to help, and asked, "Why do you drink like this?" Although Chen Liyun was capable, she was too tired to help such a big man up, and she was out of breath.

Zhou Shi hurriedly poured a glass of water for her, she drank it all in one go, and said: "Your brother doesn't know what's going on, but he even got drunk with Mr. Wu, and he didn't drink much, so he was so drunk, how could he go back at night ?”

Wei Qing continued: "He may have something on his mind, so he gets drunk when he drinks." He knew a little bit about Wei An's thoughts, and it wasn't because of family conflicts.He once sighed with emotion and wanted to resolve it, but Chen Liyun was always indifferent to him, invulnerable.I guess I hit a snag again this time, so I drank like this in a disheartened mood.

What he said made Chen Liyun and Zhou Shi stunned.Wei Qing rolled his eyes and said with a smile: "Sister-in-law, brother is so drunk, how can he still drive, why don't you stay here for a night. Zhou Shi and I will go back now and don't bother you. Sister-in-law, brother is busy day and night, physically and mentally. It's really not easy to be tired, and even such a chance to get drunk is rare, please take good care of him. No matter what, you are husband and wife after all." After speaking, he pulled Zhou Shi and left.God-given opportunity, killing two birds with one stone, he was wondering how to trick her back.

Zhou Shi glanced at him, then at Wei An and Chen Liyun, who were drunk on the sofa, knowing that he was trying to match them up, so he glared at Wei Qing, so he had to come out, and said, "Sister-in-law, take a good rest, I I'm going back." Alas—the beauty of a gentleman, Wei Qing's bad debt will be settled later!
Chen Liyun looked at Wei An who was so drunk and frowned, heard him groan, thought for a while, went out to pour a glass of water, and pushed him up.Wei An finally opened his eyes, but he couldn't get up, struggled, and fell down again.She had to prop up the pillow to feed him.In fact, she is not a person who knows how to serve people. When the water spilled out, she let out a soft cry, slipped her hand, and the cup fell down, making Wei An's upper body wet.As soon as the cold water poured on him, his chest was icy cold, and he couldn't help but wake up a bit from the alcohol. Seeing her frantically pulling out a tissue, he took it silently, and wiped it carelessly by himself.

Seeing that he woke up, Chen Liyun was at a loss for some reason, maybe it was because they hadn't had such close contact with each other for a long time, so it took a long time before she said: "You woke up, are you feeling better?"

Wei An nodded first and then shook his head, propped up his upper body to take off his shirt, unbuttoned it several times but failed to undo it, unable to do what he wanted.She hurried to help, after all, it was her fault that he got wet.Her fingers brushed against his skin, and she was not used to it.Naturally, she is not as novel and shy as a young girl, but she has never been able to be calm about Wei An.

Wei An lay down with his upper body naked, looking tired, as if he was overwhelmed, he kept rubbing his temples.Chen Liyun sat quietly aside for a while, and said: "Take a good rest, I'm leaving." Wei An stopped her: "Wait——get another glass of water for me, it should be hot." Only then did she realize that he was not Get used to drinking cold water like her.

The dense heat seemed to make him feel better, and he finally asked what he had always wanted to ask: "Liyun, are we going to continue like this?" There was a hopeless desolation in his voice, but he could only say it so calmly come out.Chen Liyun's footsteps stopped, her body stiffened instantly, but she didn't look back at him.

Wei An sighed: "Recently, I often think that if we are not so stubborn, everyone will be better off. I used to be too busy to think about this issue, but now I regret it, probably because I am old. .My eyes are not as clear and bright as before, even my hair is not as thick and lush as when I was young, and my body is not as good as before. Alas—isn’t this obvious? For the first time, I realized that I am really old. Lian Weiqing Everyone is lamenting that they are not young anymore, let alone me."

Chen Liyun turned around slowly, seeing his pale and powerless appearance under the lamp, she couldn't help feeling a lot of emotion.He has always been strong and decisive, and always looks like he can bear the sky falling. Before the collapse of Mount Tai, he didn't even frown, calm and calm, always busy.But he is a person after all, he will be tired and vulnerable at times.Now that he presents this side of him in front of her, her heart is not as strong and decisive as before.

He closed his eyes and murmured: "Although I can't be like an ordinary couple, but at least it should be better than now. I am willing to try to change. I always remember who my wife is. So I would like to ask, how about you?" , do you still hope to live in two places as before, without communicating with each other for many years?"

Sitting under the lamp, Chen Liyun said lightly: "Isn't this the same way before? It's okay for ten years, and naturally it's okay for 20 or 30 years."

Wei An sighed: "I used to think the same way, anyway, it doesn't matter, there is no hope for a long time. But once a person passes a certain age, his heart is not as strong as when he was young, and his thinking will change somewhat. I just want to ask you, do you want to Are you willing to take a step in this direction? As long as you make up your mind, I think you can always take a few steps."

Chen Liyun looked blankly at the desk lamp. The old-fashioned desk lamp gave off a faint and soft light, as if it could soothe a tired heart, but she couldn't see anything clearly.Wei An admitted for the first time that he was tired, but in fact she was not!This kind of married life is useless, no matter how ignorant and indifferent, it can't make people happy.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and instead of refusing or being aggressive as usual, she just asked: "How do I get there? Is it for taking these few steps, and making the world famous and hurting both?" It's not that she didn't try it when she was young, it's just that The situation is getting worse every time, how should she deal with it?

Seeing that her tone was slightly loosened, Wei An felt relieved, and said, "No, those things that I cared about before have been dusty with the passage of time. Maybe we have to go through such a period before we can start again. We don't need anything. Do it, as long as you can get used to each other's existence, it is already the greatest improvement."

Wei An stayed at Chen Liyun's place that night, although she slept in another guest room.But in the next few days, although she protested against Wei An's continued arrival, she did not ruthlessly refuse.

If the heart is tired, it is always good to have someone for company.

Zhou Shi went back with Wei Qing, depressed all the way, always felt that he was being taken advantage of.It will be fine after a few words of coaxing, won't it be even more rampant in the future.The more she thought about it, the more useless she became, and she opened the door to come in, her complexion even worse.Wei Qing picked up the key, handed it in her hand, and said, "No matter how angry you are in the future, you can't be like this. You can't lose your home—"

Zhou Shi threw the key on the sofa and said angrily: "You think the world will be peaceful when I come back with you? Let's settle the old and new grudges together. Didn't you say that you can correct your mistakes if you know them? Let's see how you knew your mistake, and how you changed your past!"

Seeing her stern look, Wei Qing couldn't help but shrink back, and said timidly: "Honey, I will behave well in the future, keep a distance from all women within three feet, and promise that such a thing will never happen again..."

Zhou Shi ignored his promise, walked past the study in a big way, his shoes slipped, and he almost fell down, Wei Qing hurriedly told him to be careful.She yelled "Ah", stood up awkwardly, stroked her chest, had a false alarm, and subconsciously turned her head to look at him.Wei Qing hurriedly said, "How is it? Did you fall somewhere?"

She touched her nose, very embarrassed, angry and funny in her heart, cleared her throat, and said with a straight face on purpose: "Don't try to mix it up with a smiley face and a glib face! I used to be too kind to you, so I gave it to you over and over again. I am causing trouble outside, tell me how many affairs you have to have before you are willing to give up? I won’t give you some color this time, but I still don’t have a long memory! People say that filial sons are born under the stick, and it’s the same for people like you It can’t be too good! After a few days of peace, your tail is raised, I think you need to fix it..." Wow, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Said: "Be serious, be serious, I'm telling you business!"

Wei Qing nodded hastily, "Of course, my wife, my servant is all ears!" He bowed and bowed as he spoke, as if obedient.Zhou Shi was angry and helpless, he had no choice but to act like a ruffian, thought for a long time, rolled his eyes, ran to the laundry room and turned over a washboard, looked at him triumphantly, rubbed his fingers together, and slapped him beautifully Snap your fingers.

Wei Qing felt a cloud over his head, and said with an apologetic smile, "Honey, what are you doing?" Zhou Shi took a teaching whip in his hand, paced back and forth in the living room, clapped his hands, and said, "Xue Zi and that Mr. Although I hold grudges and feel depressed and puzzled, but I am lenient, and I said let it go, so forget it! I am Zhou, and I am not a person who cares about every detail. But you keep ignoring me, which is tolerable Unbearable! Let's carefully calculate the rumored photos and children!"

Turned around him, pursed his lips and said with a smile: "Didn't you call me my wife? He Fang is a troublemaker. When you see this imperial envoy, hurry up and kneel down!" He said and moved the washboard in front of him. Throw.

Wei Qing almost fell over when he heard this, and stammered, "Wife—what did you say?" Kneel down?What's the meaning?He didn't react at all.Zhou Shi raised his eyebrows, coughed and said: "If you do something wrong, you have to accept punishment. My lord punishes you to kneel on the washboard. Do you accept it or not?" He kicked the washboard with his toes. How could this be an imperial envoy? , the whole one female bandit.

He complained endlessly, and was still confirming: "Honey, you mean to make me kneel on the washboard?" This-this-this-how decent!I thought that even if I was beaten to death, I couldn't kneel down. The ancients said that a soldier can be killed but not humiliated!Even if it is a wife and an adult, there is still a blue sky above her head, how can she be so nonsense.In case if it gets out, don't laugh at other people's teeth, even if there is no day to turn around in the future!If the interrogation starts at every turn, then how can he, a commoner, live under the hands of the imperial envoy? This precedent must not be set!

A long time ago, courtiers didn't have to kneel when they saw the emperor, they just had to stand and answer, but since the precedent was set, not kneeling is a capital crime for deceiving the emperor.But he didn't dare to yell at Zhou Shi at this time, so he had no choice but to "non-violence, no cooperation", just pretending to be deaf and dumb when she was confused, and ignored her.

Zhou Shi nodded his nose angrily and said: "Wei Qing, you are doing well! Are you not convinced? I want you to be clear and understand why you are made to kneel! lest you say that I made trouble for no reason and set up a private torture hall." She rolled up her sleeves, sat down on the sofa, and specially poured a glass of drink to moisten her throat. The glass was like a Jingmutang, which really felt like a case trial.

Seeing her posture, Wei Qing was really a tigress, but she only dared to slander her, and said with an apologetic smile: "Honey, you can punish me for anything, why don't you wash the vegetables and dishes? There is no one who is punished to kneel, and he is not a three-year-old child. What kind of words does this sound like. Hehe, are you tired, does your back hurt? Let me rub it for you—" he posted it.

Zhou Shi raised his eyebrows, and snorted: "Wait a minute - we haven't finished talking yet, it's not too late to show courteousness after kneeling. You said that you have nothing to do with that woman, and the kiss was purely accidental. Based on your performance in the past two days, I believe you." Wei Qing immediately said cheerfully: "That's all right, what else is there to say!" Almost weeping with gratitude.

Zhou Shi's face changed, and he showed the majesty of the imperial envoy: "The serious thing is that you want to cover up the past! You think I don't know, so you can pretend that nothing happened, right? Let me ask you, if it didn't make the headlines, would you Will you be honest?"

Wei Qing was at a loss for words immediately, and said falteringly: "My wife——didn't I think that one more thing would be better than one less thing? I also didn't want you to worry about it, and I just said it to make you angry..."

Zhou Shi hit him on the shoulder with a whip and made a feint, but he was so frightened that he tilted his head, thinking that she was really about to torture him, so he immediately kept silent!She said angrily: "You're still quibbling, and you don't know how to repent. You're obviously guilty of being a thief and enjoying yourself in secret, but your words are better than your songs! You still don't kneel down to me!"

Wei Qing's imposing manner suddenly decreased by half, and he hurriedly said: "Honey, I regretted it afterwards so much that I almost didn't hit the wall. I kept struggling whether to tell you, but I was afraid that you would get angry, so—"

Zhou Shi shook his head and said, "Don't worry, I didn't ask you to hit the wall, I just asked you to kneel down. Kneeling for me is not a shameful thing! Caomin has to kneel in the street when he sees the imperial envoy. Hurry up, hurry up! Otherwise, you will be punished for committing the above crime!" You see, you see, all men in the world look alike!How can I change my past without "pain"?He must remember it deeply, and once he thinks about it, he dare not do it again!She pointed to the washboard on the floor, as if giving a seat.

Of course Wei Qing refused to kneel, pretending he didn't see anything, he pulled up a chair and sat down, and said with a playful smile: "It's the same when you sit down. Hehe——" Even if it's a private matter, kneeling—this is a bit outrageous it's -

He was so uncooperative, she couldn't get off the stage, so she said with red eyes: "You are unconscionable, you spend a lot of time outside all day, and you tricked me into getting pregnant! Tell me, why am I pregnant? Every time I saw that you were wearing a condom, what did you do secretly..." She couldn't help but burst into tears, and she burst into tears, counting Wei Qing's bad points while crying, and when it came to the emotional part, she was really sad.

Weeping so much that Wei Qing felt guilty, and said with a dry smile: "I'm not so boring, of course the pregnancy is due to the failure of contraception, which means that we are destined to have a baby early—"

Zhou stood up abruptly, with tears in his eyes, and sobbed, "I just want to ask you, do you kneel or not?" Wei Qing looked at her in embarrassment. Shaken.

Zhou Shi wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and said, "Take out your hands, take out your hands, don't kneel down, beat your palms, who told you to be disobedient!" .

She made up her mind to cry, make trouble, and hang herself, and she must force him to kneel down and admit his mistakes.Let him think of it in the future, he will have lingering fears, and he will not dare to commit the crime again.
It made Wei Qing dumbfounded, what are you doing, treat him like a child!Seeing that her eyes were red from crying, her heart softened, and she thought hesitantly, it's not like she has never kneeled before, the absurdity between husband and wife is absurd, who can't make a joke?So he shook his head, nodded and agreed, and said: "Okay—but can you remember this account first?" Coax her first, and then delay it when the time comes.

Zhou Shi grabbed his face and said, "Can we keep accounts first? Only a profiteer like you can figure this out. I want to know if you wash your face every day. Why are you so thick-skinned?" Connected, don't know if they are arguing or flirting.

But Wei Qing couldn't be in the mood to make a joke at the moment, and said with a mournful face: "Honey, it's not that I have a thick skin, it's that you're deceiving people too much..." Zhou Shi cried out, "You say I'm deceiving people too much? You've lost all my face, Seeing an acquaintance is like a mouse meeting a cat!" Pulling and pulling, trying to force him to kneel down and admit his mistake, just like an adult teaching a child.

Wei Qing smiled wryly, but still wanted to bargain, saying how about doing housework instead.Zhou refused to agree, he couldn't even kneel on the ground, he had to kneel on the washboard.The two of them were arguing a lot, when the phone rang at home, Zhou Shi waved his hand: "Good boy - answer the phone. You're such an adult, don't do anything like that, what are you talking about!"

Wei Qing was really not angry, nor was he laughing, and the other party scolded loudly: "Wei Qing, you did a good job! Your father and I almost died of anger! You bastard, you dare to make such a fuss even when you are married It's so ignorant, it's just nonsense! No wonder you timidly called to ask if Shishi was there! Where is Shishi? If something happens to her, you don't want to come back. Let's see how your father treats you! "

One wave is not smooth, and another wave is rising again, Wei Qing is in a state of desperation at the moment.Wei's mother yelled and cursed, and he covered the microphone and said: "Mom, misunderstanding, misunderstanding, pure misunderstanding! Shishi didn't go anywhere, she was right next to me, we are both fine, it's all nonsense from outsiders. Gossip, entertainment, newspapers, you also take it seriously, really! We don't take it seriously!"

Wei's mother became angry: "Are you all right? I don't know how many sausages you have? Let Shishi answer the phone." Wei Qing handed her the phone helplessly, Zhou refused to answer it, but pointed to the washboard .Wei Qing said angrily: "Zhou Shi, you took advantage of the fire to rob, forced others to make things difficult, and the government forced the people to rebel—" Zhou Shi shook his head, proudly said that he would not answer if he didn't kneel down, and twisted his body, shaking it three times.

Wei's mother's voice came from the phone again: "Things have come to this point, how dare you lie to me! You used to be playful, but now your character has deteriorated! Why don't you hurry up and give Shishi to me?" Get it back, in case something happens, can you afford it? I'm already 30 years old, and I'm still so disrespectful in how I do things..."

Wei Qing rubbed his forehead and said weakly: "Mom, Shishi just went to the bathroom, where did you go! She's coming soon—" Handing the phone to Zhou Shi, he gritted his teeth and said, "I kneel!" It's time to propose again!His wife is good at thinking of some weird tricks, if she doesn't follow her, this matter will probably never end.It's like drinking with her at home—pity him, a commoner, who succumbs to her authority!

As the saying goes, people don't fight with officials, it's better to know each other.

(End of this chapter)