wedding honey

Chapter 348 Call me husband, although a bit tacky
Every sentence of Shen Xiaotang's confession is like a knife piercing Ye Chenmeng's heart.

It turned out that this was the truth she desperately wanted to know, and that was why Shen Xiaotang knew herself so well.

From the encounter that Ye Chenmeng thought he had, it was Shen Xiaotang's plan all along.

Planning to stay by her side, even though she knew she couldn't give him anything in return, she still had no regrets.

She finally knew why Shen Xiaotang was unwilling to tell her the truth, it was because in this unrequited relationship, until the last moment, Shen Xiaotang was making plans for himself.

He said that if she didn't like it, then his devotion was a burden to her.

At this moment, Ye Chenmeng seemed to have endless distress for Shen Xiaotang other than apologizing.

I feel sorry for everything he has done for himself, every time he has paid for nothing in return.

In the silent room, no one interrupted the silence of the room by speaking first.

Until the waiter opened the door and asked if he wanted a refill.

Ye Chenmeng shed tears quietly, crying quietly.

After the waiter quit, he returned the quiet space of the entire room to the original owner and returned it to the two of them.

She finally plucked up the courage to look at Shen Xiaotang and said, "Tang Tang, I'm sorry..."

Before she could finish her apology and provocative words, he reached out and took the tissue next to him, carefully wiping her tears.

While saying: "Don't apologize for my willingness, some people don't belong to me, but it's good to meet them."

He said: "Maybe you appeared to teach me how to love, and I believe there will be others who will teach me how to be loved. Dust, I don't regret it."

In the short and long years of youth, who can say "I don't regret it" with a clear conscience?
Ye Chenmeng watched in a daze as Shen Xiaotang dialed Lan Lichuan's phone number, then left a warm smile as usual, turned and walked out of the coffee shop.

Ye Chenmeng was sitting in the dark coffee shop, about three or four minutes later, Lan Lichuan suddenly appeared.

Ye Chenmeng threw himself into Lan Lichuan's arms, crying wantonly.While crying, she told Lan Lichuan what happened just now.

It wasn't until she finally had enough crying and the pain was so painful that she could only choke that he took the tissue next to her and carefully wiped her cheeks clean.

Lan Lichuan's gentle gaze seemed to be soaked in water. He held her face that was red from crying: "Mrs. Lan, you still forgot that you said that last time was the last time you shed tears for another man. I cried even more heartbreakingly."

He held her hand and put it on his heart, his low and mellow voice was like the strong aroma of wine.

He said: "You cry too hard, I will hurt here."

Amused by the man's warm and emotional voice, she wiped her face and said, "Tang Tang is not another man, but someone I owe..."

"Since we are in debt, we must be happier than he hoped, otherwise how can we be worthy of his giving up?" I didn't expect Lan Er to speak like this, Ye Chenmeng felt that his happiness, although a bit dazzling, but his heart was there. Instantly became warmer.

Lan Lichuan rubbed the woman's soft hair, and took her hand out of the private room.It happened that I looked down from the transparent window on the second floor and saw Shen Xiaotang wearing a black coat on the icy and snowy street downstairs, holding Mu Ziqing tightly in his arms.

Mu Ziqing, who was wearing a red cloak and overcoat, looked like a Little Red Riding Hood favored by time. The beautiful color exuded vitality throughout the snow-white winter.

Uncle Shen and Ye Zi went out to buy coffee before, but there was no one there for a long time. Mu Ziqing wanted to come out to find out, but was suppressed by Uncle Lan's courage in the room and prevented her from going out.

Later, Uncle Lan answered the phone and ran away.Mu Ziqing sat for another 2 minutes and finally An Nai couldn't stop chasing her out.

But seeing Uncle Shen who turned around and came back, before she stepped forward to express her concerns, a firm and warm embrace surrounded her properly.

Uncle Shen's embrace was too strong, making it difficult for Mu Ziqing to breathe.But she resisted and patted Uncle Shen on the back as if to comfort her, and asked in a rare and gentle voice.

"Uncle Shen, what's wrong with you? Did you have an oblique stroke?"

"Don't move, let me hug..." Shen Xiaotang's voice was very soft, and Mu Ziqing's hands froze in the air and did not move.

After waiting for a long time, he finally let her go, took her hands gently, and asked gently, "Is it cold?"

Mu Ziqing nodded foolishly, then shook her head vigorously.

Shen Xiaotang took her hand and walked directly towards the garage. Mu Ziqing glanced in the direction of Judexuan and asked stupidly: "Aren't you eating lunch? Don't you? Where's the leaf?"

Shen Xiaotang directly let her take her into the car, his bright eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, he looked at Mu Ziqing meaningfully and said three words: "Give up."

Mu Ziqing was stunned for half a minute before suddenly realizing the meaning behind Uncle Shen's words.

She stared at Shen Xiaotang in a daze, turned and walked towards the driver's cab, then quickly unfastened the seat belt and climbed into the driver's seat.

When Shen Xiaotang opened the car door, he saw that a certain little woman had already occupied her place.Then he raised an innocent face and said thoughtfully: "I don't know what's going on, I seem to really want to drive today, otherwise Uncle Shen, let me drive?"

Mu Ziqing was worried about his mood, worried that it would be dangerous for him to drive in a bad mood, and he would not be able to concentrate.

She put on her seat belt in front of Shen Xiaotang, with a harmless smirk on her face.

After all, Shen Xiaotang went to the co-pilot, opened the door and sat in.

Mu Ziqing didn't drive, but after a long time of deliberation, she looked at Shen Xiaotang and asked: "Uncle Shen, how does it feel to give up someone you've loved for a long time?"

Mu Ziqing would ask this question, and people who didn't know would think that it was pouring a bottle of alcohol on the wound to make the pain worse, but they didn't know that she was doing her best to disinfect and heal his wound.

Sometimes, when the pain reaches an extreme, it becomes free and easy, doesn't it?
Shen Xiaotang was stunned for a few seconds.

After a while, he suddenly smiled.The smile on the corner of his lips made others feel bitter.

He said: "Giving up someone I've loved for more than ten years feels like the fishbone stuck in my throat has finally been swallowed, but my throat still hurts.

The most important thing is that there is one less person in my life who makes me tear my heart out. It feels like losing a belief. At the beginning, I may become blind and have no pursuit.It was as if everything had disappeared with abandoning her.

It was like all the sources and motivation in my heart dried up in an instant, and I became irritable, restless and even negative.Maybe I will still pay attention to her Weibo and watch her daily life trajectory, but I won’t leave her a message for the first time, probably like this..."

I didn't expect that Uncle Shen would really answer this question, and he answered it so carefully, which made people feel distressed, but also empathized.

Mu Ziqing's clear pupils turned to Shen Xiaotang, and asked him: "Can people really be so chic and give up as soon as they say it?"

Shen Xiaotang looked at the transparent windshield in front, his thoughts seemed to drift far away.

He said: "Probably... It's just that I always feel that something is missing, but I always have to let go. After all, some people are only suitable for meeting but not for long-term companionship.

It's just very contradictory.There are so many reluctances, I want her to know but I can't say it, so I can only comfort myself every day, or deceive myself that time will be the antidote, and it will take away everything that doesn't belong to you, including memories. "

Mu Ziqing looked at Shen Xiaotang's sincere eyes, feeling empty in her heart.

"Will it be alright after the pain? Uncle Shen, will it?" She looked expectantly as if she wanted to engrave Shen Xiaotang into her soul.

Shen Xiaotang suddenly turned his head and looked sideways, meeting her eyes.

He said: "Although I feel like I have taken out my soul, I actually feel that it is good to give up. Maybe I think the previous self is ridiculous. But I also admire the self at that time. At least I can do it again if I give up. Turning back to myself, suddenly the whole body is relaxed, and there is a feeling of rebirth from Nirvana.

Xiaoqing, in fact, any secret love is beautiful, maybe it just came at the wrong time, so I didn't get it. "

Mu Ziqing looked at Shen Xiaotang's face and felt a little blurred.

Dazedly wiping his face, he suddenly realized that it was his own tears.

Shen Xiaotang smiled, and took out a tissue to help her wipe her face: "It's me who is broken in love, why is it you who cried like a cat?"

Embarrassed and embarrassing, she took out the tissue in the man's hand, wiped her face indiscriminately, and said confidently: "I'm afraid that you are a big man crying and I'm sorry, help you to shed all the tears you want to shed, That way you won't be sad, no!"

"Fool..." He reached out and rubbed Mu Ziqing's head, and said, "Drive, go home."

our home……

Shen Xiaotang looked back at the silly little woman, in fact, he was very glad that she came, stayed, and stayed by his side.

In fact, any secret love is beautiful, maybe it just came at the wrong time, so I didn't get it.

The silly girl next to me just came into my sight at the right time, does it mean that at least there will be a different ending?

It should have a different ending!

"Sister Xiao Xiao is going back to Country M tomorrow, Uncle Shen, shall we go there to see you off?" Mu Ziqing turned around suddenly, only to find that Uncle Shen was staring at her intently.

She wiped her face with free hands, and asked, "Is it dirty?"

He shook his head, "Very good."

Uncle Shen is crazy!
I heard that people who have just lost their love are a little mentally disturbed...

Mu Ziqing smirked and said, "I've always been fine, it's Uncle Shen, you're blind!"

"Mu Ziqing." Shen Xiaotang suddenly called her seriously.

Mu Ziqing coughed lightly: "Uncle Shen, I was wrong..."

"You're right, it's very good. Don't call me Uncle Shen in the future, I'm going to get married, and calling Uncle Shen will make me look old."

"Then what do I call you? Brother Shen?"

Shen Xiaotang's face darkened, and he said, "Call me husband, although it's a bit vulgar, but it's okay."

"..."

(End of this chapter)