My sweet wife won again

Chapter 190

Bai Mojiu clenched his fist involuntarily.

Taking a deep breath, and then exhaling slowly, he remembered some past events, and for a while, it seemed that even breathing became difficult.

"Mind if I smoke?" He asked her suddenly.

"Ah?" Slightly taken aback, Feng Lingling hurriedly shook her head and replied, "I don't mind."

With permission, Bai Mojiu took out his cigarette and lighter, and clicked them with a snap.

Holding the cigarette between his slender fingers, he lifted it up casually, hesitated lightly, and circles of smoke spit out from his mouth.

Feng Lingling looked at him from the side, thinking that he looked good even when he smoked, but he didn't know his depressed mood at the moment.

Smoking in a hurry, because inhaling the smoke into the lungs can slightly numb and relieve the pain in the heart.

After smoking one, the man asked, "Do you know why I didn't go to the dinner party that day?"

The girl shook her head and said she didn't know.

Bai Mojiu confessed, "It's because I'm afraid of seeing you."

"Ah?" Xiao Nizi was dumbfounded, "Afraid to see me? Why?"

"I didn't think so before, but when I heard someone calling you 'Lingling', I suddenly felt that you resembled her."

She wondered, "Like?"

"Well, the little girl I had a good time with when I was a kid."

With a leisurely voice, he looked into the distance, "I can't remember her face, but I remember her eyes are big and bright."

After lighting another cigarette and taking a puff, Bai Mojiu slowly recalled, "I remember that she was very bright when she smiled."

"Right, and..."

In the middle of speaking, he looked back at Feng Lingling, "You look a lot like her when she's shy, your face is like a red apple."

Xiao Nizi's face turned red again.

To hide her shyness, she asked, "Is that girl your childhood sweetheart?"

"Childhood sweethearts?"

"Well," the girl nodded, "that's the kind... yes, the kind of friends who have played together since childhood."

"Played together since childhood?" After repeating this sentence, Bai Mojiu seemed to have thought of something, and a strong pain flashed in his eyes.

Feng Lingling looked at him blankly, "What's wrong? I, did I say something wrong?"

The man's hands are clenched tightly.

The nails sank into the flesh but felt no pain.

There are some things he never told anyone.

Not even mum, his dad, everyone else, he didn't mention it.

I have always kept it in my heart.

In the deepest shadows of my heart.

Today, I couldn't help but want to tell the girl.

Probably because she has the same name as her, and probably because she feels similar to her.

He opened his mouth, and said, "That girl hasn't grown up, she's gone."

"Not grown up? Not here anymore?" Feng Lingling swallowed, "It means..."

"She's dead."

Those three words took all of Bai Mojiu's strength.

Because of his incompetence, he disappeared from this world.

"I didn't protect her well! It was me," he said with great difficulty, "I killed her."

Opening her eyes in astonishment, the girl asked, "Did something happen to her?"

Bai Mojiu shook his head, and said to himself: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's my fault."

The more I said it, the more I blamed myself.

The cigarette fell to the ground, and even the body couldn't stop trembling.

"I'm running away. The reason why I want to choose the path of acting is because I'm running away from my own life!"

He continued in an extremely disgusted tone: "What a coward, he has been like this since he was a child!"

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(End of this chapter)