What do you want in life

Chapter 46 Can the Oath of the Past Become Forever (25)
"Xiaoying often mentions you, and she is always worried about you. When I came back from City H this time, she asked me to tell you that Guo Jia is her best friend, which is also your sister," Li Zhen Although I still spoke to Xiaoyu, my eyes turned to Guo Jia, "You can live with her, but don't make trouble for her."

Guo Jia smiled dryly and said, "Why are you talking so seriously, Xiaoyu didn't..."

"Tell my sister," Xiaoyu interrupted her abruptly, "I'm not that badass yet. Besides," he lowered his head abruptly, "I'm already planning to move out of her place."

Guo Jia stared at him in astonishment for a while, but finally said nothing.

Coming out of Li Zhen's residence, Guo Jia and Xiaoyu walked out of the community silently one after the other.In fact, after that night, Xiaoyu never went back to Guo Jia's rented house, but he had lived in her place for some time, and he had accumulated a lot of things. After the embarrassment between the two disappeared, he would come back again.But judging from what he said to Li Zhen just now, it seems that he really doesn't plan to live with her anymore.For some reason, she felt a sense of loss in her heart.

Seeing that he was about to leave the gate of the community, Guo Jia couldn't help calling him, "Xiaoyu—"

Xiaoyu was already walking sluggishly, but when he heard the call, he lazily stopped and turned around.

Guo Jia chased after him a few steps, pursed his lips, and asked him, "Where have you lived these few days...?"

Xiaoyu stared at her for a while, then suddenly grinned, "Why, do you care about me?"

"Is what you just said true? Are you...really planning to move out?"

"...Well." Xiaoyu stopped looking at her, and the smile on his face was a bit rascal, "Actually, I've been fine for a long time, I'm relying on you, but I can't bear to part with the delicious food you buy every day."

Guo Jia calmed down, "Xiaoyu, if you want, you can still live with me. We will live as before. As for what happened that day...just pretend it never happened, I won't..."

"It has nothing to do with what happened that night." Xiaoyu tilted his head to listen to her explanation. Gradually, the smile on his face faded, "I just... suddenly saw myself clearly."

He looked at Guo Jia with an unconcealable sadness in his eyes, which was completely different from the usual hippie smile, as if he had returned to the state when she first saw him singing in the bar.Guo Jia felt a pang of sadness in her heart. She understood that what she said that morning broke his heart. After that, he never really smiled at herself again.

"I don't mean anything else, I..." She didn't know how to explain, so that she could make up for the harm caused to him by what she said that day.

Xiaoyu walked up to her slowly, raised his arms, and gently stroked her face with his palms, his eyes filled with unprecedented tenderness, Guo Jia was stunned for a while, staring blankly at him, forgetting to dodge .

He slowly lowered his head, under the moonlight, Guo Jia was confused by his handsome face for a moment, she faced the direction he was attacking, and slowly closed her eyes...

A focused and earnest kiss.

At the end, Guo Jia noticed that the corners of her eyes seemed a little wet. She saw Xiaoyu's deep eyes and understood the meaning of the kiss.

Xiaoyu let go of her, took a few steps back, his eyes were fixed on Guo Jia's face, as if he was still expecting something.

Under such focused eyes, Guo Jia's heart was filled with huge waves. She really wanted to push away all the resistance that bound her, ran towards him recklessly, hugged him tightly, and took back the words she had said before. , From then on, wandered with him all over the world.

Xiaoyu continued to retreat, but Guo Jia's heart was struggling in vain, but he couldn't move half a step away.

"Xiaoyu—" she called him a little choked up.

Xiaoyu suddenly smiled at her, stretched out his hand and waved at her a few times, turned around, and ran quickly without any hesitation.

Guo Jia stopped in place, staring blankly at his back disappearing into the black, unable to balance himself for a long time.

Two days later, when Guo Jia came home from get off work, he found that Xiaoyu had already been there, and he had packed away all his own things.On the table, there was a gate key, which he returned to Guo Jia.

At the end of the month, Xiaoying and Li Zhen's wedding will be held as scheduled. Even if everything is kept simple, Li Zhen still insists that there must be all necessary ceremonies.

Without any suspense, Guo Jia was appointed as Xiaoying's bridesmaid, and Xiaoying called her soon to confirm the time.

"You can only choose the dress yourself. How much did you spend? Then tell Li Zhen and ask him to reimburse you." Xiaoying said to Guo Jia with a smile on the phone.

"It's up to you." Guo Jia was not polite, "I will definitely pick the most expensive one to buy! This money should be paid by Li Zhen. Don't forget that I always spoke well of him in front of you, right? ?right?"

Xiaoying smiled and said, "What's the use of telling me! When you get reimbursed, just tell him directly."

"I'm joking!" Guo Jia laughed happily, as if returning to the carefree and happy time of the two, especially when he heard the frequent laughter from Xiaoying on the other end of the phone.

Amid the curling laughter, Guo Jia felt a sense of vicissitudes for no reason. She gradually suppressed her smile and asked slowly, "Xiaoying, have you really thought it through? That's it...married to Li Zhen?"

At such a critical juncture, probably only the best friends would ask this question full of doubts, because Guo Jia still can't remember that Xiaoying called suddenly after two months of "disappearance" and said that she planned to get married. , Guo Jia, who was about to get off the bus, was so surprised that he almost fell off the bus!
The news was too sudden, and even though she questioned her repeatedly, Xiaoying just brought it up lightly. Her breakup with Shen Juncheng, her departure, and Shen Juncheng's return all seemed to happen naturally, but Guo Jia couldn't believe Xiaoying's heart. There will be really no disturbances.

There was no movement on the other end of the phone.

Guo Jia coughed twice, annoyed that she talked too fast, and spat at herself rudely, "Hey, you have such a big belly, and I still ask such nonsense, I am so full! You think I Fart! I didn't say anything!"

After a while, Xiaoying's forced laughter reached her ears.

Guo Jia couldn't wait to divert her attention, "Hey, do you have a big belly? Don't make it too conspicuous at the wedding, so that people will know that you two are 'married with a son'!"

Xiaoying was a little embarrassed, she really looked down at her abdomen, put her hands on it and rubbed it lightly twice, "It's okay, I can't really tell. The dresses I choose are all looser at the bottom, it should, it shouldn't It will reveal some flaws."

"It's okay!" Guo Jia said carelessly, "I was there that day! I'll cover you!"

The conversation finally returned to the previous relaxed and cheerful, Guo Jia tightly controlled his mouth, not daring to do it again.

Xiaoying thought of something, "By the way, on the day of the wedding, my uncle and aunt had something to do, so Xiaoyu could only come here alone, but sometimes he is so unpredictable that he can't even figure out the day. Jia, I want to ask you to help me, can you come with him? Anyway, you two know each other well."

The smile froze on Guo Jia's face for a moment, and she laughed without changing her expression, "Okay! It's a small matter, no problem."

That night, Guo Jia called Xiaoyu and made an appointment with him to go to City H. She spoke clearly and generously, so Xiaoyu could only agree as if nothing had happened.

"I'll buy the ticket. I'll keep it after I buy it. I'll call you to tell you the time and train number. We can just meet at the train station on Friday, so you don't have to run around." Guo Jiali ordered.

"Let me go buy it." Xiaoyu rarely took the initiative, "Don't you have to go to work during the day? I have more time than you."

Guo Jia pondered for a while, thinking about it, so he didn't show politeness to him, and asked again, "Oh, have you bought a wedding present yet?"

"Eh? I... haven't." From Xiaoyu's tone, he obviously forgot about this, "What did you buy?"

"I didn't buy it either!" Guo Jia frowned. "I can't think of any good ideas. I plan to go shopping in the mall tomorrow night. I have to make a decision anyway!"

"Then..." Xiaoyu muttered as if grasping at straws, "Can I go shopping with you?"

"Hehe, you are becoming more and more polite now!" Guo Jia couldn't help but laugh when he heard his cautious tone.

Xiaoyu heard that Guo Jia was embarrassing himself, he gritted his teeth, and wanted to retort a few words, but finally he couldn't help laughing, he understood that the reason why he liked Guo Jia was because of her clear-cut and non-procrastinating temper.

After work the next day, Guo Jia didn't rush home immediately. She made an appointment with Xiaoyu to eat KFC on the ground floor of the Times Commercial Building, and then started shopping from the first floor, trying to buy two newlyweds that would suit her heart. Presents come.

When KFC was waiting for Xiaoyu, Guo Jia was still a little uneasy, for fear that both of them would feel awkward when they met Xiaoyu, but she was determined to take the initiative to find him because she didn't want them to be strangers from now on. After all, they are all in contact with Xiaoying, and they may run into each other from time to time. If the heart knot is solidified or even moldy, it will inevitably be seen by others, and she must be uncomfortable.

Besides, she absolutely does not want to stay in the realm of incompatibility between herself and Xiaoyu. There should be something else between them besides the unexplainable affection—at the beginning, when they passed Don't you want to be as happy as your buddies?Why can't we go back to the past?
When Xiaoyu calmly sat down in the chair opposite her, sipped his drink, gnawed on a hamburger, and made a few jokes, the relationship between the two of them was suddenly cleared, and a new definition was gained. Two nights ago He kissed farewell and fled thousands of miles away, as if it had never happened, Guo Jia breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, everything finally returned to its original place.

After filling their stomachs, the two walked around like plowing as planned.The first floor of the era is mostly luxury jewelry, cosmetics and other things, which are shining in the eyes, but unfortunately neither of them can afford it, and Xiaoying probably won't want it either. She usually doesn't have any decorations on her body, and only skin care products The simplest kind.

From the second floor to the fifth floor, there are different kinds of clothing and shoes, which dazzled the two of them. Xiaoyu spotted a few clothes and pointed them to Guo Jia. She glanced at them and shook her head, "It doesn't suit Xiaoying at all. Not good, not good!"

"It's not for her, it's for you! Don't you want to choose a dress?" Xiaoyu glanced at her, "Go try it, I think it suits you."

"Me?" Guo Jia's eyes widened, and he looked at it in a different way, and finally stepped back, smacked his lips and shook his head, "I don't think it suits me! This color is too bright, and it's so awkward to wear on the body!"

"No taste." Xiaoyu muttered, instead of forcefully pressing the bull's head to eat grass, he continued to walk beside her.

When passing by the men's clothing counter, someone heard Guo Jia's chattering voice, raised his head and glanced at them inadvertently, and that gaze never left them after that.

"Hey, why are the clothes in the shopping malls so fancy? Don't tell me all the women nowadays go to work dressed like this? I haven't seen our company dress like this either!" The wedding favors have shifted to buying your own bridesmaid dresses.

Xiaoyu pushed her, "Let's go, go upstairs first, and then come down to pick out the presents, you must be dizzy now."

"That's right too." Guo Jia hurriedly echoed, running upstairs as if fleeing.

The sixth floor is for children's clothing and toys. As soon as the two stepped out of the elevator, they immediately had a bright feeling. They looked at each other, and the inspiration burst out.

"Buy baby products! This Xiaoying will definitely need it!" Guo Jia almost screamed at Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu snapped his fingers proudly, and the two hit it off!
From feeding bottles and pacifiers to small scarves and bellybands, Guo Jia bought almost all the baby products she could imagine, including several large bags of diapers!

Xiaoyu was carrying a lot of shopping bags, big and small, and hummed after Guo Jia, "I can't see that you understand children's needs better than you know your own body." The last sentence is just The card rolled in his throat vaguely, and he didn't really make a sound, but the corners of his mouth rose slightly because of this sentence, and he couldn't help laughing when he thought of Guo Jia's dumbfounded embarrassment when he was trying on clothes just now.

Guo Jia's eyes were attracted by the rows of baby underwear, and he summoned Xiaoyu who was about to walk forward without squinting, "Hey, wait a minute, I'll pick two more underwear!"

Xiaoyu turned around and raised Linlang's bag to her, "I've already bought a lot! These are enough for my sister to have two children!"

"Maybe they are twins!" "Guo Jia was joking happily, bent down, and had already buried herself in the selection.

Xiaoyu sneered helplessly.

A figure beside him stopped, nodded and smiled at him, "Xiaoyu."

Xiaoyu glanced at him, and the hairs all over his body stood on end immediately, "Hi...Brother Shen."

Shen Juncheng looked at him, then at the picky Guo Jia, "What a coincidence! Are you shopping?"

"Cough, um, yes! What about you?" Xiaoyu braced himself to deal with it, and at the same time looked behind Shen Juncheng twice. It seemed that he came alone.

"I'm also...shopping." Shen Juncheng smiled with his lips pursed, his smile was not natural and harmonious, "How are you doing recently?"

"Eh? It's okay...it's pretty good, hehe, not bad." He replied incoherently and absent-mindedly.

"Your sister still has no news?"

I'm really afraid of what's coming.

"No, not yet." Xiaoyu answered hastily, keeping looking at Guo Jia, hoping that she could look up at him, so that he could give her a wink while Shen Juncheng wasn't paying attention—to save trouble, some words , it is better to say less.

It's a pity that Guo Jia is too involved, she is completely immersed in the imagination of that little thing that has not yet been born, and no one even knows its gender: if it is a boy, blue underwear must look good on it, if it is a girl, you should choose pink , but what if she is dark?What color is suitable?
Thinking of Li Zhen and Xiaoying's fair skin, Guo Jia felt that the chance of the child growing up dark was very small, although she always thought that if it was a boy, he would be more handsome if he looked darker.

In the end, Guo Jia held the pink suit in his left hand and the blue suit in his right hand. He finally straightened up and showed Xiaoyu with a smile, "How about these two suits? I don't know if Xiaoying is born or not." Boy or girl, so I bought both sets..."

She has always spoken fast, so she has almost finished what she wants to say before encountering stimulation.

Seeing Xiaoyu's expression of stepping on dog shit, her eyes quickly moved to the person beside him, and then, the following words were chopped off in the middle like an axe, and they were broken with a clang-although it was too late It's too late.

Both Xiaoyu and Guo Jia shot at Shen Juncheng in unison——

Shen Juncheng admitted that his expression was too stiff at the moment, because he hadn't recovered from the shock of "whether Xiaoying gave birth to a boy or a girl", his eyes slowly turned to Xiaoyu, "Xiaoying, what's wrong with her? "

Xiaoyu was already on the verge of riding a tiger, but he still wanted to push through, his eyes flickered, and he talked about other things, "It's nothing, brother Shen, you, what do you want to buy? This floor seems to be all children's products..."

Shen Juncheng suddenly pounced on him, grabbed his collar and pushed him back desperately——

Guo Jia was so frightened that she threw the clothes on the ground. She didn't even care to take a look, and ran over, "Shen Juncheng! What are you trying to do? Don't act recklessly!"

Shen Juncheng pushed Xiaoyu onto a snow-white square pillar, staring at him fiercely, "Tell me, what happened to Xiaoying?"

"Shen Jun...Mr. Shen, let him go!" Guo Jia had already chased them and begged Shen Juncheng anxiously, "What do you want to know? I can tell you!"

"Shut up, Guo Jia!" Xiaoyu yelled at her, and turned his gaze back to Shen Juncheng's face, whose eyes had already started to turn red.

"What's wrong with her?" Shen Juncheng's teeth were chattering, and his heart was full of despair like the end of the world.

"Brother Shen, my sister is getting married." Xiaoyu looked at him calmly and said, he thought, this is good, at least he can give Xiaoying an explanation.

"Impossible!" Shen Juncheng was shocked and angry, and his heart suddenly turned cold.

"The wedding is the day after tomorrow." Xiaoyu still stated in a calm tone. Facing Shen Juncheng's red eyes, he paused for a moment and decided to use the cruel truth to dispel his last thought, "Brother Chen, my sister already has Other people's children."

Shen Juncheng's expression froze in an instant, his eyes staring at Xiaoyu couldn't move for a long time, as if he had been immobilized by someone.

After a long time, his lips trembled a few times, "This is impossible... This is impossible!"

He was finally angry, he hated the words that came out of Xiaoyu's mouth so much, even hated Xiaoyu so much, "You are lying! You are lying to me! This is not true! It is absolutely impossible!"

Out of anger, Shen Juncheng pressed his elbow against Xiaoyu's neck, as if he wanted to make him swallow that "lie" back intact!
Xiaoyu's face turned red, but he didn't fight back, "It's true, it's absolutely true."

The calmness in his eyes from beginning to end was like a judgment from hell, accurate and inescapable, making Shen Juncheng desperate.

"Shen Juncheng, let him go!" Seeing Xiaoyu being squeezed so hard that he couldn't breathe, Guo Jia was startled and anxious, and shouted desperately from the sidelines.

Shen Juncheng seemed to be a little awake, he relaxed a little, but he didn't let Xiaoyu go.

"Xiaoying, she...with whom?" His voice was trembling slightly.

"You know Li Zhen." Xiaoyu said slowly.

Shen Juncheng's heart seemed to be gouged out by a knife, and the severe pain forced him to close his eyes. All the fragments were connected together to form a complete pattern. In an instant, he understood everything.

After a while, he asked hoarsely again: "Where is she...?"

Shen Juncheng's reaction made Xiaoyu very sad, but he had to resist the last line of defense. He didn't want to cause trouble for Xiaoying, especially on the eve of her wedding, "I'm sorry, I can't tell you."

Shen Juncheng stared at Xiaoyu suddenly, "You actually know everything, don't you? Xiaoying has been keeping in touch with you! You," he gritted his teeth, "why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Is it useful to tell you?" Xiaoyu's emotions became agitated, "Can you still be with her? Can you marry her? Even if you marry her despite the opposition of your family, you can guarantee that she will be with you in your house." Are you happy?"

(End of this chapter)