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Chapter 88 The End of the Carpet (2)
Bai Yan stuck out her tongue playfully, "Lin Feng is married to a rich second generation, and she only wants to have a son to lock up the marriage. Her husband has a lover outside and also has children. Although it seems a bit pitiful for her to do so, it is her Everyone has their own way of life, and now that she has achieved her goal, I am happy for her!"

"What about you, what's your goal?" He bowed his head and bit her lips.God, how many peppers she ate, her lips are hot.

"my goal is……"

Before she could speak, his tongue was already in her mouth.At first she passively responded to his kiss, and under the entanglement and provocation of his lips and tongue, her breathing gradually became disordered.

"Xiaoyan, it's time for us to have a child. Give me a daughter who looks like you. OK?"

"We..." His voice was so hoarse and deep that it made her tremble, and the hot air was blown into her ears.

"I really want to see you when you were a child... Weird, smart and strong..." He kissed deeper and more urgently.

Bai Yan's face was burning red, her heart was pounding, and the evening wind made her hair fly.

Have a baby, his and hers, and keep the love alive.

live?

Why not give birth?

She raised her arms, wrapped them around his neck, wrapped him up, walked through the small courtyard, and walked into the bedroom.He didn't turn on the light, but the moonlight shone into the room through the window with no curtains drawn. It was as clear as water, flowing between light and shade, making the room appear joyful and blurred.

"Little Bie is better than a newlywed. After four months of separation, the monks are also crazy. Wife...do you miss me?" He pushed her onto the big bed, and quickly removed their clothes. Her bare skin touched the cool air of the bed. The sheets, that kind of touch, stimulated her to breathe more and more quickly.

"There is no difference between us. We have been inseparable for four months." When I mentioned this, I was a little embarrassed.

"What does not move is the shadow, but your heart is not there."

She touched his face distressedly, "What now?"

"Now, we are together." As soon as the words were finished, his body immediately covered her, advancing gently into her body, kissing her one after another, dense and hot, and she had no energy left to think about anything... …

Everything is natural.

"Uh, why aren't you talking?" Kang Jian rested his chin on the top of Bai Yan's head, and pushed her shoulder.

"I'm thinking about what happened last night." Bai Yan took a deep breath, turned around and fell on his chest.

"Last night, how was it?" He asked softly with a hoarse voice.

"Okay!" She nodded seriously without being shy, "I can do whatever I want with you."

"Honey, this is the most touching love story I've ever heard."

She smiled shyly, "Could it be that I was so negligent before?"

"No, I heard you say that this morning, and my heart was very warm. Wife, I am now full of confidence in our marriage. I believe that no matter what happens again, we will be firm to each other and will never be together again. Worrying about gains and losses, isn't it?"

"Yes, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome."

He raised her chin, looked at her, and said seriously: "Follow me back to the provincial capital to meet my parents!"

She didn't hesitate at all, "Okay!"

"My mother may say some nasty things, and my father's attitude may not be too enthusiastic, but you must trust me and don't allow me to waver."

Bai Yan smiled, "Kang Jian, those won't affect me in any way, I've been immune to it for a long time."

"It's not the same, Xiaoyan, you can ignore the vicious words of outsiders, but you may take the words of your family members to heart, because you care too much about their affirmation. I will vaccinate you well. Time is not allowed to backtrack."

Bai Yan looked at his nervous expression, and slightly bent the corners of her mouth, "This moment, that moment. Now I can bear anything as long as it is for you. And, Kang Jian, you can be more confident in me, maybe They'll soon like me. I'm not a good kind, I'm a fox, and I'm the best of people."

The sun outside the window was rising little by little, increasing the temperature inside the house inch by inch, and Kang Jian felt like a typhoon passing through the border, rolling up huge waves!

He really had nothing to worry about anymore.

His breathing trembled a little, he stretched out his hand, and hugged the little woman in front of him tightly, never wanting to let go.

He buried his face deeply on her shoulder, and he had to work harder to restrain the wetness in his eyes.

In the sky, all the low clouds were blown away by the wind. From now on, it will be a good time with clear clouds and breezy wind.

After their flash marriage and divorce, they have gone through countless hardships, and finally they can join hands and turn a new page.

Liu Jing and her colleagues went back to work in Binjiang the next day, but Kang Jian felt that Bai Yan needed to rest for a while, and decided to return to work in the hospital after the two got married in the provincial capital.

Liu Jing couldn't bear to leave Bai Yan, and she couldn't bear to leave Jian Jian. When parting, she kept wiping her tears.Kang Jian joked with her that if she wanted to come to support Yun County's medical cause, he would warmly welcome her.Liu Jing stared straight at the simple, really a little tempted.

Seeing the car disappearing from sight, Bai Yan felt a little lost, but she soon felt relieved.Now he is like a rice bug, doing nothing every day, but he can stay with Kang Jian and live a sweet life together, like a vacation, which is not bad.She is not a career-oriented woman, she doesn't have much ambition, so don't worry about it.

Kang Jian reminded her that she should go see Bai Mumei.

Bai Yan learned from Kang Jian what Bai Mumei did for her when she was sick, she couldn't believe what Kang Jian said.

"It's true, Xiao Yan, go and see her, she has lost a lot of weight recently." Kang Jian said solemnly.

Bai Yan never took the matter of cutting off her mother-daughter relationship with Bai Mumei too seriously.Grandma passed away a few years ago, Bai Mumei didn't get in touch with any of her uncles, her real family was only herself.But Bai Mumei has a lot of friends of the opposite sex, which is one of the reasons why she doesn't need her care.

Bai Mumei is not alone, there are many people who love her.

But Bai Yan still couldn't let go of Bai Mumei, because Bai Mumei's blood was running on her body.

Kang Jian had already called Bai Mumei, telling him about Bai Yan's sobriety, Bai Mumei let out a cry, and never came again.

Bai Yan smiled wryly, if she wasn't sick, Bai Mumei might not remember having a daughter like her!
Before Bai Yan could make up his mind whether to go to see Bai Mumei, Kang Jian called her suddenly, saying that Bai Mumei passed out during class in the training center today.

Holding the phone, Bai Yan stood upright, his mind was blank, as if he had suddenly lost his memory, and also lost his ability to think.She gasped for air, and her chest was painfully distended.

How could Bai Mumei, who was so charming and charming, who was so charming and overwhelmed the country and the city, moistened herself like a flower with nourishing soup all day long, fainted?

She stood stupidly for a few seconds before rushing to the hospital.

When Bai Yan rushed to the hospital, he saw Bai Mumei slightly lying on the hospital bed for infusion, her eyes were straightened and her expression was very calm. Kang Jian and the dean came out of the laboratory with heavy faces.

Kang Jian held Bai Yan's hand and pulled her aside.

"At the beginning of the year, we had already found out that she had a malignant tumor and suggested that she be hospitalized for chemotherapy, but she refused. Now, the tumor has spread throughout the body, and even the bones have cancer cells," said the dean.

Bai Yan's eyes darkened, "Then... is there any other way?"

The dean smiled bitterly, "We can only try to make her less painful!"

Bai Yan suddenly pushed away Kang Jian's hand and rushed into the ward.

The room was extremely quiet, only a humming sound came from nowhere.Bai Yan felt a chill on the back of his neck.

Bai Mumei raised a pair of beautiful eyes that had lost their luster, and glanced at her indifferently, "You're here!"

"Why didn't you receive treatment? Is beauty that important?" Bai Yan wanted to ask sternly, but as soon as the words came out, she choked up.

"For a beauty like me, maintaining beauty is a big deal." Bai Mumei frowned reproachfully, "You have to learn a little bit, don't just dress casually because you think you are young. Women start to look good at the age of 25. Your man is very good, if you want to keep him close, you have to make yourself better than others."

"I'm not as unconfident as you. I only dare to attract people with my beauty. There is love between us, love, do you have it?"

Bai Mumei's shoulders drooped suddenly, she pouted self-deprecatingly, "I've never met such a man before."

The heart of the white geese is like poplar trees blown by in spring, chattering and chattering.She has not been close to Bai Mumei since she was a child, even hated her, and avoided her like the plague.After work, you can't meet if you can't meet.But seeing her like this now, Bai Yan felt her heart was being bitten by jagged teeth, she wanted to cry out, but her voice seemed hoarse, only the opening and closing of her mouth could be seen.

"You've always only had men in your eyes, and you don't have a daughter like me." She sat down in the chair bitterly, "You just can't see me well. I just started to be happy, but you..."

She was so choked up that she couldn't speak.

"I asked the doctor that if I had an operation, I could only guarantee two or three years of life, but I would turn into an ugly woman with no breasts and no hair. If that was the case, I would rather die. I am All my life, I have been pampered by men in the palm of my hand. I have visited all beautiful places, worn all expensive clothes, and tasted all delicious food. I don’t regret it. I don’t have high wishes. I live beautifully. Also beautiful."

"The blood flowing from your body must be cold." Bai Yan's fingertips resting on his knees were so white that there was no trace of blood.

"I don't need enthusiasm," Bai Mumei smiled coquettishly when she heard her bitter voice, "You have good eyesight and picked a good man for yourself, why should I join in the fun? Forget it, forget it, don't say anything that annoys me, I In just a few days, you will accompany me well!"

"Why don't you find a man who holds you in his palm to accompany you?" Bai Yan glared at her angrily.

"Bai Yan, you are really a rock that cannot be warmed!" Bai Mumei sighed.

Bai Yan ran out of the ward in a fit of anger, standing alone in the sun gasping for breath, when someone patted her shoulder, she turned her head, it was Kang Jian.

Tears burst into tears.

"She only has two months to live at most." Kang Jian frowned, "I originally wanted to ask my uncles to contact a doctor in Beijing to treat her, but it seems unnecessary. In the future, she may need to rely on painkillers Hold on."

"This is what she asked for. She wants to be beautiful, not to die." Bai Yan cried and yelled, desperately holding back the tears, feeling very powerless in her heart.

"Just like what you said about Lin Feng, this is also the life your mother chose, and we can only respect it."

"But don't you think she is too selfish. Even when she died, she only thought about herself. She didn't even think about whether I would be sad."

"Xiaoyan, parents can't choose."

Bai Mumei, Kang Yunlin, and Li Xinxia, ​​the collusion between the three is a pain that they dare not expose easily.Kang Jian is no longer entangled with it, and sometimes he still feels a little emotional, if there is no such collusion, how could he and Bai Yan get together?
After all, this is the fate in the dark.

The grievances and grievances of the previous life are resolved by the previous generation. He just wants to guard his life with Bai Yan properly.

Bai Yan lay in his arms, weeping silently.

"It seems that our date to go to the provincial capital will be postponed." Kang Jian patted her on the back and sighed. "You have been with her for the past two months. Now, she only has you."

Bai Yan nodded slightly.

Kang Jian went back to work first, Bai Yan returned to the ward, Bai Mumei closed her eyes, and seemed to be asleep.

She sat by the bed, thinking and thinking about the days the two of them spent together. To be honest, she really didn't have a few days of warm memories.Bai Mumei is like a butterfly, flying around all day long, and has no time to take care of her at all.

Who would have thought that during the last few days when Bai Mumei remained in this world, the two of them could face each other every day.

"You didn't leave?" Bai Mumei opened her eyes.

Bai Yan rolled his eyes and rubbed the bulging veins on the back of his hand for her, "You want me to be called unfilial?"

Bai Mumei smiled, "Yanyan, you really look like me."

"It's not like that at all, okay?"

"You think I'm coquettish," Bai Mumei shrugged nonchalantly, "You're also coquettish, but you're only with one man. If you didn't have a few catties, would Kang Jian be caught by you?"

Bai Yan really couldn't laugh or cry, "Mom, men don't always think with their lower body." She raised her eyes, bit her lips, took a deep breath, and asked cautiously, "Do you... want to see him?"

"Who?" Bai Mumei looked at her in surprise.

"The man who gave birth to me with you. You have so many friends of the opposite sex, but you only have children with him. He should be special to you, right?"

Bai Yan asked this question boldly, partly out of consideration for Bai Mumei, partly out of curiosity.After asking, she looked at Bai Mumei restlessly.

In the past, Bai Mumei had already slapped her.

"Why do you ask this?" Bai Mumei's surprise just now was quickly replaced by indifference, "Don't tell me, you want to come here to recognize your ancestors or something."

Bai Yan smiled wryly, "I don't want to recognize my ancestor, but I really want to know what kind of person he is."

Bai Mumei snorted, and a mocking sneer emerged from the corner of her mouth, "Don't know if you don't want to. You are my daughter, Bai Mumei, and have nothing to do with anyone. For more than twenty years, you can live well without a father. You Now that you have a husband who loves you so much, what else do you lack?"

"Then he means nothing to you?"

"It was purely an accident, or an unbearable mistake. To me, he is nothing. Don't break the casserole, and live a good life with Kang Jian. He can give you any kind of love you want." Bai Mumei frowned, her tone was already very impatient.

Bai Yan didn't ask any more questions, guessing that the answer Bai Mumei decided to take to another world.

Bai Yan just felt a little bit regretful, and after circling in her heart for a while, she gave up.

What Bai Mumei said is right, her father has been unknown for more than [-] years, now that she knows too much, if she sees his husband and wife are harmonious and their children are around their knees, how should she define him?Is it resentment or hatred?I want to respect and love, but I can't pretend.

Sometimes, people are a little confused, but happy.

After Bai Mumei was infused with the fluid, she refused to stay in the hospital. She thought the medicine in the hospital smelled bad, so Bai Yan couldn't persuade her.The doctor had no choice but to prescribe her a large handful of painkillers, and told Bai Yan to call immediately if there was any accident.

When Bai Yan heard this, she felt a chill in her heart. Bai Mumei's life had already entered the countdown, what accident could scare her?

After leaving the gate of the hospital, the two looked up, facing the setting sun of the day.The gorgeous sunlight dazzled the two of them instinctively squinting their eyes.

"Accompany me to get a haircut!" Bai Mumei turned her head to look at Bai Yan, "You have to get your hair trimmed too. Look at your hair, which is half-length and not short. It has no shape at all, and your face is gloomy, and you don't wear any makeup. Hey , can you stop making a sad face, I don't feel well."

"Then don't worry about it." Bai Yan sighed, Bai Mumei was really convincing in order to carry out the beauty to the end.

Bai Mumei ignored her, stopped the car, and took Bai Yan to the beauty salon she often went to.As soon as I entered the door, the receptionist greeted me. Of course, the familiar hair stylist also came over immediately. Naturally, I exaggerated the compliment first, saying that the two mothers and daughters are just like two sisters.

Bai Mumei listened, smiling like a flower on her beautiful face, discussing with the hair stylist what kind of hairstyle she should have in preparation for the summer.She no longer performs on stage, so she doesn't have to worry too much.The hair stylist suggested that he cut his hair short and pretty like Hepburn, and she readily accepted.

Bai Yan wasn't too particular, trimmed her bangs, trimmed the ends of her split hair, and sat on the side waiting for Bai Mumei.Seeing Bai Mumei chatting happily with the hair stylist, it is really hard to imagine that her life in this world is numbered.

If death is coming, in the limited time, enjoying every day well is more meaningful than crying and waiting for death!

Bai Yan suddenly understood Bai Mumei's choice.

"Welcome." Another guest came in, and the lady standing at the door greeted them warmly.

Bai Yan turned his head to look sideways, and it turned out to be Shang Mingxing and her fiancé. The two of them clasped their fingers together, looking very affectionate.

They only looked at each other, and didn't notice that Bai Mumei and Bai Yan were there.She came for a beauty treatment, and the reception lady led the two of them up to the second floor.

(End of this chapter)