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Chapter 1112 I feel that my life is worthless

Regarding these physical pains, Gong Ran thought that she was sick, and she also went to see a general doctor in secret.

He even wondered if he had some terminal illness?
However, after the physical examination, his physical indicators were all normal.

His body is not sick, but these inexplicable pains have always been with him.

He also sometimes feels very tired and doesn't want to do anything.

Even his memory is not as good as it used to be. He used to be the fastest to recite lines in the whole crew.

But now, he can't even remember a simple shopping list, and has to check it several times.

In addition to memory loss, Gong Ran felt that her reaction ability was also much slower.

He used to be a sunny boy who loved sports, but now he just wants to lie down quietly by himself.

"I seem to have become quiet all of a sudden, but I don't particularly like being so quiet." Gong Ran said with a smile.

"why?"

"Because the quiet Gong Ran doesn't seem to be the real Gong Ran."

The psychiatrist didn't say much, but nodded thoughtfully, and then continued to ask in an extremely gentle tone:

"Apart from the physical pain, do you feel that you are not yourself?"

"Relax, you can speak slowly."

The psychiatrist gave him a kind smile.

Gong Ran's fingers intertwined with each other, he lowered his eyes slightly, and after a moment of silence, he said softly:
"In addition to physical pain, for me, there is actually psychological torture."

Although he kept saying before that he didn't have any psychological problems.

But in fact, Gong Ran is very clear in his heart that he has a psychological problem, and his physical pain is probably caused by psychological problems.

His fingers clenched unconsciously, as if saying the next words would cause him great pain and struggle.

"Actually, during this period of time, I feel that I am living in this world, and I have no sense of value."

"In the past, when I was in the entertainment industry, creating good works and bringing happiness and joy to my fans was something that I felt was very meaningful and valuable."

"But after I left the entertainment industry, I found that anything I did would have no value or meaning for me."

"I seem to have become a tool person who lives for others."

He doesn't know what value he has for himself.

Therefore, during that time, Gong Ran began to put all his time and energy inexplicably on helping his brother Gong Xiao, dealing with the Qiao family, and dealing with Qiao Xinyi.

As if he could help his brother, he would feel that his life was valuable.

"Besides, I seem to have become less fond of going out without knowing it."

In the past, it was Gong Ran's habit to go out in style. He is a person who likes the bustling world outside, and likes the mortal atmosphere of people colliding with each other.

But now, going outside has become something that he resists, even dreads, for him.

He became less social, and he didn't like to communicate with people other than parents, relatives, and friends.

He likes to stay alone in a small space quietly, pet the cat and read a book.

He even thought that it would be fine if he only had one person and one cat for the rest of his life.

The outside world and strangers make him anxious.

Even his personality became eccentric.

Sensitive and irritable, it is easy to feel guilty, blame yourself, and even have a sudden breakdown.

(End of this chapter)