death

Chapter 1061 I Am Not

The more Ji Xuehua circled around Mai Xiaorou and Nangong, the more uneasy I felt. The two of them were happy at the beginning, but when they turned to the latter two, their expressions were obviously a little sad.

After the two of them showed sad expressions, I felt that something was wrong. I tried to contact Ji Xuehua with the power of my mind, trying to forcefully stop what was going to happen next, no matter what it was , have to stop.

But the power of my state of mind was completely blocked by Ji Xuehua, and I couldn't contact those petals like before.

Seeing this, I was ready to tear off those petals, but when I got close to those petals, a blue force turned into thin threads and wrapped around my wrists, ankles and neck at the same time. In an instant I was incapacitated.

In the face of the true meaning and rules contained in Ji Xuehua, I have no power to fight back.

The sadder Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang were, the more cheerful they danced, their expressions and movements didn't match at all.

"Xiao Rou, I'm sorry!"

I yelled their names desperately.

But they didn't seem to hear it at all, and continued to dance with Ji Xue's petals.

The more I look at it, the more nervous I feel.

After a while, those blue filaments wrapped around my neck slowly passed through my consciousness and extended into my altar, which made me feel a wave of disgust, an indescribable disgust, and this disgust still Very familiar.

What is this distaste for?
I was completely dumbfounded.

At this moment, Shenxue's soul ran out of my consciousness along the blue silk thread, and she slowly joined Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang's "jumping" together.

I couldn't help shouting again: "Shenxue!"

Shenxue's soul will naturally ignore me.

At this time, Mai Xiaorou's voice suddenly sounded in my consciousness: "I went with you to the Pangu world and reincarnated for tens of thousands of years, just to accompany you back, and to use these tens of thousands of years to change your place." A chance for truth."

I shook my head.

Then there was the voice of Nangong Xiong: "I followed you to the Pangu world, where I fell asleep for tens of thousands of years. The awakening in this life is only to accompany you back, and to give you a chance to place the truth in these tens of thousands of years."

Then came Shenxue's voice: "I have been waiting for you in the original world for tens of thousands of years, and I have missed you for tens of thousands of years, just to wait for you to come back, and use these tens of thousands of years to give you a chance of truth!"

I already had a premonition of an extremely bad reaction.

I roared loudly: "No, I don't want to lay down any truth, I just want you all to be well."

"I……"

Before I could continue shouting, the bodies of the three people began to merge together under the powerful rules of Zhenyi. The life energy of Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang gradually disappeared, and a new life energy slowly formed.

That kind of fate makes me feel very familiar, but there is a strong sense of strangeness in the familiarity.

I wanted to stop all this, but I found that there was nothing I could do.

I can only shout desperately, trying to wake them up.

This overlap lasted for more than 20 minutes, and my voice was hoarse, but I was still powerless.

A brand new person appeared in front of me. She was dressed in a blue dress, her eyes were closed, and her pupils covered by long eyelashes should be beautiful.

Her hands drooped naturally and were hidden in the blue long sleeves. With the help of Ji Xuehua, her hair was slowly coiled up, forming several beautiful buns.

There are also several blue transparent hairpins appearing in the bun.

This woman looks a bit like Shenxue, but she has the coldness of Nangong Yuzhang, and underneath that coldness is the fiery heat of Mai Xiaorou.

She looks like Shenxue, like Mai Xiaorou, like Nangong Xiong.

But she is nobody.

"Buzz!"

With a roaring sound, the surrounding Jixue petals scattered, and those blue silk threads also disappeared.

As the silk thread disappeared, I slowly took a deep breath, and then I slowly stood up, I searched around, trying to find Mai Xiaorou, Nangong Yuzhang and Shenxue.

But in the end, all he could see was a cold woman standing on the wooden bridge in front of him.

I can feel her breathing slowly, each breath is very even, and each breath contains extremely strong power.

Her aura seemed to contain mountains and rivers, as if it contained supreme rules.

At this time, four words suddenly appeared in my mind: "God's physique!"

This is the Jiyuan turtle talking.

Obviously, what appeared in front of me was the lover of the god of calamity, while Nangong Yuzhang, Mai Xiaorou and Shenxue disappeared completely.

The disappearance of Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang made me feel an unspeakable anger hidden in my heart. I clenched my fists involuntarily, but I didn't know who to hit.

Hit this woman in front of you?
But she is a combination of Mai Xiaorou, Nangong Lian and Shenxue.

Won't you hit her?

But if it wasn't for her fate, Mai Xiaorou, Nangong Xiong and Shenxue would not disappear at the same time.

I clenched my fists tightly, my whole body was shaking, and finally I punched my chest several times with both fists.

"Pfft..."

After a few punches, my chest felt tight, my throat felt salty, and a mouthful of blood spewed out, followed by a suffocating breath.

I feel like I'm a little lighter.

I then beat myself on the chest hard, and at the same time let out a roar of "ahah".

Desperate, helpless, powerless...

Numerous negative emotions were rampaging through my consciousness.

The more negative emotions there are, the harder I beat myself, and at the same time I feel the more demonic nature in my body.

The more demonic I am, the less painful I feel. I seem to have found an outlet for my negative emotions, which is killing...

I want to become a demon!

At this moment, the woman standing in front of me suddenly opened her eyes, and a pair of blue octagonal snow pupils were revealed instantly. She glanced at me, then froze for a moment, and then flew towards me with a "huh". Beside me, both hands grabbed my wrists.

My movements also stopped.

The woman looked at me, showing distress and regret on her face, and said, "How can you humiliate yourself like this, god of disaster!"

Woe to death! ?
Is this my name?
I looked at the woman in front of me and couldn't say a word.

She slowly let go of one of my wrists, and then gently wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth with her sleeve, and at the same time she said slowly: "Why don't you recognize me, me, Su Xue, I am the sub-god raised by you, and also your lover."

The sub-god I cultivated?
dead snow! ?
I froze on the spot, it seemed like I was dreaming, I just met Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang, but they were separated forever.

They suddenly became a stranger standing in front of me, I couldn't accept it.

I froze for a while, then shook off Shenxue's hand, walked back a few steps and said, "I don't know you, and I'm not some kind of disaster, I'm Chen Yu!"

I don't know why, after Shengxue touched my wrist, the demonic nature in my body was suppressed at once.

This power to suppress the demonic nature undoubtedly came from Shi Xue.

The star anise snow imprint in her eyes should be the source of power to suppress my demon nature.

From her eyes, I saw two words: "Clean!"

That's right, Shenxue, Mai Xiaorou, Nangong Yuzhang, each of them is a clean person, and they are naturally clean when they are one.

Looking into her eyes, the hatred in my heart gradually decreased.

It was only at this time that I realized that the snow seems to have a power to erase my negative emotions, and this power is hard for me to perceive.

Hearing my words, Shengxue was not angry, but sighed: "I don't know what you have experienced, I only know that my body was reorganized by the power of truth, and my memory still stays at the moment we separated , we sat down with the source god, acenaphthene, and dozens of elders and fought with the source god, I died in battle, and you left with my two souls, I only remember so much."

"All of this seems to have happened yesterday, and it seems like a lifetime ago."

"I can feel that it must have been a long time, I don't know why you became what you are now, and I don't know why your strength has been reduced so much, but I only know one thing, you are Death, you are my love."

"You're the one who gave me everything."

Although Shixue's gentle words touched me, it was still difficult to heal the pain in my heart. I shouted loudly: "I'm not! I'm not!"

(End of this chapter)