death

Chapter 1062 Awakening the True Essence
Hearing my answer, Shenxue was stunned for a moment, then showed a gentle expression, slowly raised her hands to hold my cheek and said: "Shancao, look into my eyes, listen to me, I It's Death Snow!"

I said: "You are Shenxue, but I am not Shenhuo."

As I said that, I shook off the snow, then staggered down the wooden bridge and walked towards the divine building.

There are Ji Xuehua all over the bank, the truth is hidden in Ji Xuehua, but I can't use the truth to save my lover.

Shixue was stunned for a moment, then followed with light steps, she asked me: "I can see that you hate me a little bit, even hate me, can you tell me why?"

I stopped on the spot and turned my head with a helpless self-deprecating smile: "Why? Because your resurrection took the lives of my two favorite people, shouldn't I hate you?"

Seixue frowned and said, "I don't quite understand what you mean."

I said: "Didn't you remember that two of your three souls were brought to the Pangu world by the death disaster? Your heavenly soul turned into a girl named Nangong Yuzhang, and your earthly soul turned into a girl called Mai Xiaorou." girls, both of whom are my loves."

"In this world, for the sake of the so-called true meaning of placement, the two of them sacrificed themselves and fulfilled your resurrection. This makes me feel very uncomfortable."

Shenxue nodded: "You are still the consciousness of the Pangu world. When you recover the consciousness of the death calamity, you will forget about them, and even forget your identity in the Pangu world!"

I said angrily: "I am Chen Yu, my body will definitely not be handed over to Shanhuo, and besides, Shanhuo's consciousness is dead."

Seixue shook her head and smiled softly: "No, he is not dead, he is in your body, to some extent, his consciousness is connected with yours in the Pan Gu world, so you It's him, when you recover your memory, you will know that you are a disaster, you just lost your memory temporarily."

I continued to shake my head and said, "I repeat, I am Chen Yu."

At this time, Shenxue suddenly turned to me with a "swish", blocking my way.

I looked at Shenxue and asked, "Why, do you want to do something to me?"

Shixue shook her head and asked me: "Do you really like the two girls transformed by Tianhun and Minghun?"

I nodded and said, "Yes!"

Shixue asked again: "Do you really have no feelings for me?"

I nodded firmly and said, "Yes!"

Seixue was silent for a while and slowly said: "Let's do this, after you place the truth, I will end it myself, and then give you a chance to revive them."

Will the dead snow end on its own?
Hearing what Shixue said, I was stunned. Everyone can sacrifice their lives in order to put the truth, so that it seems how noble they are.

And I can also give up my own life, but everything is based on my living, and I have no way to die.

But always asking me to sacrifice the lives of these people around me is a great torment deep in my heart, and I might as well let me die.

I even thought, if the person who put the truth is not me, I can sacrifice myself noblely, and then end all the pain.

Instead of carrying the pain and moving on like I am now.

Thinking about this, I feel more and more that fate is unfair.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Shixue asked me again: "But it's not enough for me to sacrifice alone, you also need to make some sacrifices."

I asked what I needed to do.

Seixue sighed a little disappointed and said: "You need to let Ji Xuehua bloom all over the original world, and then use your lifespan of tens of thousands of years in the future to exchange them. Of course, when they come back, you only have a few decades of lifespan." Yes, it is equivalent to the number of years of your reincarnation in the Pan Gu world, after that life, your soul will be wiped out, and there will be no more reincarnation."

I said categorically, "I can."

Shixue nodded "Yes" and said: "I know, then it's decided, when Ji Xuehua blooms all over the original world, you can sacrifice for your lover, but before that, you need To do one thing is to place the truth."

I nodded and said, "I'll do it."

As soon as I finished speaking, I felt that countless consciousnesses in the Lingtai began to burst out on their own, and those consciousnesses were my feelings for Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Xizang.

As those lines of consciousness radiated out, Ji Xuehua also began to radiate blue energy lines to connect with my line of consciousness.

Shixue was stunned for a moment and said: "What are you doing? Are you going to put away the truth now? If you put away the truth, the whole original world will know that the truth has awakened, and this place will become a battlefield."

I didn't speak, because everything was out of my control. I couldn't control my consciousness of wanting to save Mai Xiaorou and Nangong Yuzhang, so I couldn't control the awakening of the truth.

If the awakening of the truth can bring me infinite power, why don't I let it awaken?
But what if my body can't handle it?
When I thought this way, the mantra said: "Chen Yu, you don't have to worry about your body being unable to bear it, I will help you, but after I help you, I won't be able to see the truth. It will be the last journey of my life."

Hearing the curse-walking worm say this, I immediately understood that it would also choose to sacrifice itself.

I hurriedly said, "No, I'll find a way to disconnect with Ji Xuehua."

The mantra-walking worm said: "Don't waste your efforts, if you can't stop, you don't have to blame yourself, this is my fate, do you know, as a mantra-walking worm, I actually come from the heavenly book of creation, but I and the book After leaving for too long, the aura of Tianshu has long since disappeared, and Tianshu also chose to forget me, but deep down in my heart, I always remember that I have a hometown, but I don’t know where that home is.”

"After following you, I awakened a lot of memories, including when you were in the original world, you stripped me from the heavenly book, and then secretly raised it on your body as a Gu. When I was in the original world, I never had a chance to show up, so here Nobody knows me."

"When I arrived in the Pangu world, you fell into a deep sleep, but I was brought into the Dao by Hongjun's Heavenly Dao and turned into a robbery beast."

"Many of my memories have also been sealed in dust."

"If I hadn't met you, these memories of mine would never have awakened."

"It's a pity that I have gone through the baptism of Pangu, the way of heaven and all ages, and I have no way to return to the book of heaven, so I can only choose to achieve you. That can be regarded as a kind of return."

The curse worm was originally my Gu?

Thinking of this, my heart hurts even more.

Just when I was about to say something more, the mantra walking worm forcibly activated the mantra on the bamboo tube.

I suddenly understood that the curse-walking worm could undo the curse seal early on, and it followed me only to find the possibility of returning to the heavenly book.

Just to get closer to that feeling of home.

As the curse seal was released, the powerful power contained in the curse-walking worm was poured into my body, giving my body a strong ability to withstand it.

At this moment, I understood everything. Many times, the mantra walker understands some things in the heavenly book before me, and uses my consciousness to perceive things that I have not noticed. This is because it itself is a part of the heavenly book of creation.

I should have thought of this a long time ago, why did I just think of it at this time.

I want to stop the curse worm, but my consciousness is controlled by the curse worm, and my whole body is no longer under my control. I can only passively accept the gift of the curse worm.

At this time, I felt that I was a complete loser. The "people" around me left me one after another, but there was nothing I could do.

I really want to look up to the sky and scream, but unfortunately I don't even have the strength to shout now.

At this time, Shengxue also said beside him: "So when you were in the original world, you had a Gu in your body all the time, no wonder I felt something was wrong with you at that time."

Shixue was silent for a while and then said: "Now I can understand your mood somewhat, because your sadness touched the emotions of the three souls in my body. My three souls have just reunited. Although their memories have been erased, it is not certain There are also some existences hidden in the deepest part that cannot be erased."

"And those existences should be love."

"I can feel their love for you, and I can gradually think of things I didn't know before."

"The three souls were me in the first place, maybe I will slowly love you like them."

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't.

Seixue slowly said again: "Okay, you control yourself well, I'm afraid there will be a large number of masters flocking here, and I will protect the Dharma for you until you absorb the truth into your body."

"Before you collect the truth, I will let them see the power of me, the sub-god you cultivated by yourself."

"I failed once, and I will never fail a second time. This is also the most special power you gave me."

"After failure, I will transform and evolve."

"I will evolve from a second god to a perfect god."

(End of this chapter)