The queen bullies me every day

Chapter 501 [Xiaoxiao Episode [-]] Shengge Courtyard, Sisters Swing
(The inscription is excerpted from "Pozhenzi Shengge Garden under Liuxia")
My first acquaintance with him now looks like a funny drama.

I fluttered Diezi by the imperial lake, and somehow ran into his arms.

I raised my eyes, saw his deep and clear eyes, and sank into them.

For a moment, it seemed that everything around me was still, only my messy breathing and chaotic heartbeat remained.

He said he was a guard on duty outside Chaoyang Palace, and I said I was a maidservant of Zhaochun Palace, he smiled at me, and I said that I would often find him to play in the future.

But where is the future?

I met him again at the night banquet on the day we first met, and only then did I realize that he is the elder brother of my cousin, who is currently the Fourth Prince.

And he also knew my identity, and each other's eyes were full of disappointment that couldn't be hidden.

That night, I didn't care about the virtue of women who regard softness as beauty, and only cared about drinking and chatting with him, talking and talking, all eyes were red.

I can't remember how much I drank, and when I came to my senses, I was already in my room.

She wiped the bean-sized beads of sweat on my forehead with a wet handkerchief, and made a hangover soup for me. She scolded me for drinking too much, and said that it is a small act of imperial disrespect, and it is not good to hurt yourself.

She asked me why I was lonely, and I hurriedly denied it, saying that I was just homesick.

But she is the person with the brightest eyes and the brightest heart, and she saw through my thoughts right away.

I felt blushing and refused to admit it.Although my cousin and I have no relationship between men and women, but when I marry into the palace, I am a woman of my cousin, so how can I have feelings for the man next to me that I shouldn't have?
The loss and shame that filled my heart were intertwined until she grabbed my hand.

She told me that everyone has the right to pursue love, and I should not feel sorry for myself.Work hard, even if the result is not good, always have no regrets.

For a long time, she was like my guiding light.

Don't look at her being small, and she has no flesh on her body. I have to protect her in any danger, but the one who is really protected has always been me.

She calls me sister, and my sister is not half as transparent as her.

When I feel that the road in front of me is dark and dark, she will always sprinkle a little bit of starlight to let me see that the place I want to go to is not a dead end.

You all know what happened afterwards.Sisi and I walked the road of life hand in hand as we wished, he has treated me very well all his life, among men, he and Xuan Jue are the rare one-hearted people.

Ever since they left the palace and Xuan Jue abdicated the throne to Sisi, my life has also undergone earth-shaking changes.

Same as when I was Concubine Zhang, I moved back to live in Diyuan City.The difference is that she moved from Zhaochun Palace to Fengluan Palace and became the most honorable woman in this palace.

I have lived a prosperous life since I was a child, and I am not short of anything. I am used to everything that is delicious and useful.Even so, I still feel a little uncomfortable.

There are too many palace people around me, there are palace people like flowing water in this palace, but I am the only serious master and empress, so the people who wait on me every day to wash up are all unfamiliar faces.

It's okay for the first time, the Fourth and Fourth Dynasties are not too busy and always accompany me, and Guan Yu also waits on me personally, and I quarrel with her when I am bored.

And because I raised two little ones, I took them and the Queen Mother to visit the garden and listen to operas every day, and my life was considered fulfilling.

But gradually, the children grew up, and the daily memorials sent to Chaoyang Palace also piled up into hills. The Empress Dowager's health deteriorated day by day, and Guan Yu was sent out of the palace by me because of his mother's serious illness.During that time, I felt so tired, I did everything by myself, the more I was like this, the more I remembered the time when I was with Jin'er in the palace.

Before she knew it, she and Xuan Jue had been living in Sonoda for five years.Every New Year's Eve, Sisi and I will find time to visit them from the palace no matter how busy we are.We drank and chatted together, as if nothing had changed, and it was the same as before.So such a day, such a gathering, has become what I look forward to the most.

Sometimes when I pass by Zhaochun Palace, I ask the palace staff to open the palace gate and go in for a walk.

I lived here when I first entered the palace, with Jin'er.

I still remember that when we were bored, we yelled at Guan Yu and Linglong and they set up a swing in the courtyard.

Every time I pushed the lap from behind, she was so frightened that she clutched the swing rope tightly and couldn't help screaming.

And if it is called Jin'er pushing me, it is most appropriate to describe it as 'not moving at all'.

Once after the rain, I collapsed on the swing and fell to the ground. The pain was so painful that I couldn't get out of the bed for two days.

While taking care of me, Jin'er removed the swing in the courtyard.

She said that seeing me fall to the ground in such pain was really distressing, and she couldn't find a place to vent her anger, so she could only vent her anger on the 'instigator'.

I laughed at her stupidly, and my eyes became sore when I smiled.How wonderful it is to have a sister who is all about you?

From that moment on, I decided to always treat her well because she is my sister.

I walked in Zhaochun Palace, the palace gate here has not been opened since I became a queen, and a thick layer of leaves fell on the ground.

Every thing and every thing still retains the appearance when I was in the palace in the past.

I stroked the bricks and tiles, picked up the grass and trees, closed my eyes and took a deep breath.The smell in the air is faintly grassy and sweet, as usual.

Suddenly the palace maid who served me called me, and I looked in the direction of her finger, and saw the swing deep in the courtyard.

There is scenery, the swing is blown, and there is a creaking sound.

"When was this stuck here?"

I asked the maid, then quickened my pace and walked to the swing and sat down.

The servant girl supported me. At this moment, I am already light and light. I don't need someone to push me from behind. I can swing up with a kick.

The servant girl didn't know, and then tried to persuade me that the swing was dirty, and asked me to be careful not to stain my clothes.

I ordered someone to inquire at the construction office, and only then did I realize that these were what Jin'er meant before he left.

I know that she wants me to find the sporadic memories of each other in this palace.I know she misses me too.

I stayed in Zhaochun Palace for a long time that day, until the sky became overcast and snow began to fall.

The snow is not a big idea, like salt sprinkled on my cloak, it indicates that the winter of Jokhang is coming.

Counting the days, there is still more than one month until the New Year's Eve, and I will soon meet Jin'er.

My heart is very warm, which is the kind of peace of mind that is different from love.

Since the child was born, Jin'er has never left the palace after seeing him once in the palace.I always watched Nian Ge and Luan Yu getting older and more sensible year after year, pestering me and calling me godmother, listening to Jin'er scolding me, and never taking the children out of the palace to see them .

Thinking of this, the nuns brought Luan Jing to Zhaochun Palace to look for me.

He likes snow days very much, running happily in the snow, when he saw me from afar, he grinned, "Mother, I can build a snowman with my sister!"

I stroked his forehead, my eyes were full of love and affection, "During the New Year's Eve, how about father and mother taking you and your sister to see the peach blossoms flying all over the sky?"

"My mother is lying, where can there be peach blossoms after the new year's festival?"

"Yes, listen to your mother and tell you slowly."

I took his little hand and walked slowly towards Fengluan Palace.

(End of this chapter)