The queen bullies me every day

Chapter 502 [The Empress Dowager's Extra Story [-]] The world goes with the flow
(The inscription is excerpted from "Wu Ye Cry Last Night Wind and Rain")
"Xiao Yu'er, run slowly!"

I followed Xuan Jue and shouted loudly, for fear that he would accidentally fall to the ground.

After the rain, the gravel road is the most slippery, and it will take a long time for you to fall.

It was too late to catch up, and Qingzhu joined me, "Empress, please take care of yourself first, the prince is surrounded by palace guards, so he can't fall."

Where can I rest assured?It was the palace man who ordered him to hold him, and then hurried to him.

He wanted to reprimand him when he opened his mouth, but in the end he just smiled and said something to slow him down.

On the way back to the palace, Qingzhu said to me in a very low voice: "Empress, you called the prince by his old name again today."

"Is there?" I was slightly startled, and quickly shook my head, "I'm afraid you heard it wrong."

Qingzhu understood what I meant and didn't continue talking. I looked at Xuan Jue who was bouncing ahead, and felt more and more uncomfortable.

After that serious illness, the emperor felt that the name Xuanyu was somewhat unlucky, so he filled in the character part of Wang and called it Jue.

Everyone in the palace could not mention Xuan Jue's former name taboo, for fear of violating the taboo.

But for some reason, since Xuan Jue changed his name, I often accompany him, sometimes watching him secretly.

He is only so young, and obviously all his appearance is the same as before, but he always feels that there is something indescribably awkward.

For a few years later, I didn't have the time to take care of Xuan Jue wholeheartedly. The Imperial Concubine and Concubine Zhen colluded and planned every day how to plot against me.

Since I can sit on the queen's phoenix seat, I have the ability to restrain these villains.

The emperor's favor and my mother's family background have made me invincible in the harem. Anyone who tries to challenge my prestige will only face a dead end.

But I can beat everyone, but I can't beat the emperor.

He is the only man in my life, I used to care for him like that, and believed in him.

He told me that no matter how many Yingying and Yanyan there are, the only person he loves is me.

He was so much older than me, I didn't care a bit, and walked to him without hesitation.

Standing side by side, more than ten thousand people, as far as the eye can see, there are all the bones piled up by the weathered corpses of others.

Everyone is a victim of this imperial power struggle, including me.

But there are also those who won, Gongsun, she won a big victory.

I will always remember that day.

Xuan Jue and Xuan Fing had a dispute over children's trivial matters. It stands to reason that Xuan Fing is brother Xuan Jue and younger brother, so he should let Xuan Jue go.

Even if you don't reason, just say that your status is high or low.

Xuan Jue is the eldest son and the crown prince, what a noble status?Where is Xuan Ping's background comparable?

I originally planned to ask him to apologize for this matter, it's all about children.

Unexpectedly, Gongsun's attack happened before me.

She said, "Everyone is the emperor's flesh and blood, who is more honorable than the other? Both Xuan Ping and Xuan Jue like this plaything, but after all, it was Xuan Ping who held it in his hand first, so why did he have to give it to Xuan Ping?" Jue? Could it be that the son has followed the mother, but he just likes to snatch things that belong to others?"

I know what the sound in her words means.She ridiculed me for taking the back seat that should belong to her.

And there is no such thing as who should belong to the latter, I laughed, "The emperor's queen was naturally appointed by him, and no one forced the emperor to make a choice. Don't you feel ashamed to blame me for being useless? ?”

She got annoyed and taunted me in front of many palace people, saying that if I hadn't had such a good background, I wouldn't be able to sit still as a concubine.

She has always been presumptuous, and I don't want to argue with her.But today she talked too much, and in front of those servants, if I just let it go, I don't know how domineering she will become in the future.

I ordered her to be admitted to the Punishment Department, and rewarded her with twenty slabs.

Qingzhu told me that she returned to the palace after only receiving ten boards.My words are Yizhi, I want to see who dares to defy Yizhi.

I aggressively went to her palace to look for her, but saw the emperor hugging her, looking at her pear-blossoming rainy face with eyes filled with distress.

I heard the emperor say to her, "Don't be afraid, with me here, no one can hurt you. I will tell the queen tomorrow and ask her to restrain herself in everything. If you don't deal with her, don't go after you recover from your injuries." Greetings from her palace in the morning. I will come to accompany you when I have time, okay?"

Gongsun immediately stopped crying and smiled brightly, the emperor also saw me at this time.

I thought he said those polite words to coax the Gongsun family, but it wasn't.

The tenderness on his face disappeared after seeing me, replaced by a chilling indifference.

He said, let me stop looking for things about Gongsun.

He didn't say anything after that, and since then, he also blatantly chilled me down.

Only then did I realize that all the rumors were not rumors, and the thing I was always afraid of was what I was experiencing every day.

Even though I am the youngest woman in this palace, even if I am the best-born woman in this palace, even if I have everything, I am not the emperor's favorite person after all.

Maybe in his heart, he only thinks of me as a queen?

Just Queen.

Is it important?What I want is never status, but him.

That night, I cried for a long time.

I feel that my life has lost its meaning. This huge imperial city has become a cold cage, and it is no longer my warm home.

In the darkness, a pair of small hands reached out to me.

He wiped away my tears one by one, and asked me in an extremely childish voice, "Queen, why are you crying?"

"Queen, did I do something wrong?"

"Mother, don't cry." Xuan Jue's body is so small and soft, he got into my arms as soon as he slid, "My son will not grab things from the fourth brother in the future. My son is obedient and won't make my mother sad."

It is such a simple action that makes me feel no longer cold.

I still have Xuan Jue, he is still so young, I still have to protect him to grow up.I can't feel sorry for myself for a moment, and I can't let others take advantage of my son.

Even if the emperor doesn't really love me, as long as I know that he needs to rely on my mother's family to guard the country for him, that's enough.

Everyone has different motivations to live, and now I want to live again for Xuan Jue.

Once you let go of that person, nothing he can do will hurt you.

After all, I am a happy person.

At least the child Xuan Jue is more filial than all the princes.

He remembers my birthday, knows my likes and dislikes, understands my taboos, and understands my temper.

He is so sensible and eager to learn.So many times I saw that the emperor wanted to give the position of crown prince to Xuan Fing, the son of the Gongsun family, but he never took action.

Here, it's not just about being afraid of my mother's family.

I heard from the palace people that Xuan Jue can often stay up for two or three days just to study.

At that time, I felt that he was out of the crowd, but I didn't think about it, I just thought he was a good boy who knew how to advance and retreat.

(End of this chapter)