Don't move the power young baby wife

Chapter 375 Message 1
"Mijia, I should have died when you heard this recording. Originally, I wanted to leave you a message in the form of a video, but when the video rack was in front of me, I couldn't say anything. , looking at that camera, I was thinking maybe you don’t want to see my face at all.”

Mitya listened, biting her lips tightly, and even clenched her hands tightly. At this moment, she felt an emotion she couldn't express.

Jiang Heshan's voice continued to come out from the small recorder.

"I have always wanted to say something to you, but I have never had the courage. I admit that I have hated you from the beginning. To be more precise, I hate your mother because she made me lose my heart. My only son. I have always blamed your mother for your father's death. If it wasn't for her, my son wouldn't have died. If it wasn't for her, my son wouldn't have betrayed me. Or he has taken over the 'Jiang Family' from me now. I have never changed this concept. Even 18 years after Ah Heng's death, I still hate your mother as before, even including you. I thought I will never look for you again in my life, until Xiaojie’s illness, I will look for you again, you refused to donate bone marrow to Junjie, you accused me that the tragedy of your parents was caused by my stubbornness and irreparable It was never me but you who should hate and complain the most. I didn't take this sentence to heart. I even thought it was ridiculous what you said at the time. It was obviously your mother and daughter who made me lose my original love Excellent heir, the most pitiful person is me, but you have to point your nose like this and say no."

"Until later, I looked at the thin and pale Junjie in the hospital bed, and I hated God for being so unfair to me. He had already made me lose my only son, and now he is coming to take away my only grandson, making me want two I have endured the pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person. Looking at Junjie’s weakness after chemotherapy, I swore on his bed that I would let you save him at all costs. But he looked at me and shook his head. He said that you are the last person he wants to save him. He said he owed you too much and took too much from you. If you let you save him against your will, he would feel too sorry for you. I couldn't understand why he had such an idea at the time. He asked me not to say anything and listen to him alone while lying on the hospital bed. I couldn't refuse his request, so I nodded and agreed. "

Speaking of this, Jiang Heshan in the recorder suddenly coughed violently. Hearing that sound, he seemed to be in great pain and discomfort...

"Cough cough cough..."

Sitting on the bed, Mi Jia listened to the coughing sound coming from the recorder, and his heart was a little unconsciously involved with him. Just when he was about to say something, he realized that it was just the recording he left before, and people He had already passed away a week ago, even if he wanted to care, he had no chance.

Thinking about it, he bit his lip tightly and put down his hand again.

After coughing for a while, Jiang Heshan's voice came out again from the recorder, which sounded much more relaxed than the heavy one just now. It seemed that he didn't want her to worry, and some joked to himself, "When people are old, some people don't. All of my old problems came to me, hehe."

Mitya bit her lip and continued listening to him.

"The kid Junjie told me that he has always blamed himself for caring about his own identity, he always felt that he was an aggressor who took too many things that didn't belong to him, and those who were robbed by him are you. He said that you are the legitimate descendant of the Jiang family. Even if your surname is not Jiang, the blood of the Jiang family is still on your body. He said that if it wasn't because of his mother back then, maybe I, you, Ah Heng and your mother would all be the same. It won’t end like that. He said that maybe it’s not because of his mother’s relationship at all. The biggest relationship may be because of him. He said that he believes that Ah Heng and your mother are truly in love with each other, because only if you really love each other with your heart. If you love someone, you will do anything for her. For your mother, Ah Heng gave up his family, even wealth and status. If you really use any standard to measure it, maybe he did what he did for your mother. Everything is the best measuring stick."

"He said that if it wasn't because of his relationship at the beginning, even if it was a stalemate, one day I would accept you and your mother. He said that parents are always good for their children, and no parent will really put their own The child was driven to a desperate situation. I don’t understand why Junjie’s child matured so precociously. He is clearly a teenager, but he sees it more clearly than I have lived for decades. The words of Junjie’s child made me start to reflect on myself He said that no parent would really push their child to a desperate situation, but I am the impossible parent he said, because I really put my own son, that is, you and Junjie The father of the two was cornered, just to force him back."

"It wasn't until that day that I realized that I was not a qualified father at all. I never considered your father's preferences. I always imposed my will on him. I pushed him too hard. I self-righteously arranged all the life for him. I thought this was the best way for him, but I never considered whether he was willing to accept such an approach. Back then, I insisted on marrying your mother because of Ah Heng's resistance. I have been persecuting, thinking that as long as I am decisive enough, sooner or later he will come back and realize his mistake and come to me, so I cut off his funds, and even cut off all the ways he can make money, everywhere. Suppressing him, really driving him to a dead end, it took ten years to finally wait for him to turn around, I even ignored what he said when he came back to me, he said he could listen to me and come back to the Jiang family, As long as I don't deliberately suppress your mother. I didn't really understand the meaning of his words. He came back just to want your mother and you to have a better life. It's not that he doesn't love you, but he just compromised for love. "

"It was under such circumstances that I even knew that the woman had a wicked heart, but I still kept her by his side, and let him make mistakes that men tend to make when he clearly has a wife and daughter. At that moment, I Thinking of what you accused me of saying, you said that I caused everything now, that was not a slander against me, but a real accusation, the loss of my only son was indeed the result of my own making."

(End of this chapter)