waiting for your starlight

Chapter 133

Xu Muzhou found that this was not the answer he wanted.He would rather Yixi scold him and blame him, so that he can find a way to make amends, but she is so calm, as if those are all past events that have disappeared in the long river of time, and there is no need to even mention them.

She really didn't love him anymore.

This recognition made his heart ache, Xu Muzhou pursed his thin lips tightly, and tried his best not to say anything he shouldn't have said.He is no longer qualified. He has misunderstood her for so long and caused her to suffer so many grievances. He is no longer qualified to restore her.

"This sea is so beautiful. I remember we said before that we would come to Xiamen to play. I didn't expect that we didn't have the opportunity at that time, but now we come to filming instead. Will the crew go to Gulangyu Islet for filming? I want to go to see it." Yixi explain.

"Yes, I heard that I will go to Xiamen University..."

"Xiamen University, didn't your family want to enroll you there... Are they still opposed to your filming? It's the same now?"

Xu Muzhou's situation is somewhat similar to Yixi's, he is also from a scholarly family, his parents and elders hope that he will inherit the mantle and become a scholar, but he insists on running out to become an "actor".When Xu Muzhou pursued her, it was because of this that Yixi felt sympathetic towards him, which led to her subsequent development.She knew that in the three years since he was admitted to the Film Academy, his family didn't even give him good looks during the Spring Festival. In order to become an actor, he gave up more things than her.

So he cherishes this career, so he ignores her.Maybe she really shouldn't blame him.

"It's much better. Although my dad still doesn't agree with it, my mom and grandpa have already accepted it. They even went to the cinema to see my work at the beginning of the year."

"That's good. My grandfather has also given in. Last time I went to dinner, he also chatted with me about Director Tan Weidong. He has always liked Director Tan's "Years"."

Xu Muzhou smiled lightly, and Yixi let out a long sigh of relief, "It's so strange, I didn't expect that we would be able to sit and chat together after only a year. But the people who cared about me at that time don't want to see each other anymore..."

He finally couldn't hold back, "The person you like...does he treat you badly?"

Yixi pushed back her seaweed-like curly hair, and laughed at herself: "I've been miserable recently, did you see it? The person I like...he's an asshole."

Xu Muzhou was taken aback, and Yixi repeated: "He's a bastard worse than you!"

As she spoke, she sniffed and buried her cheeks in her arms, as if she was about to cry again in the next moment.Xu Muzhou stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her head, just like when they were still together.But when his fingertips were about to touch the ends of the hair, he stopped again. He closed his eyes, put away the fingers of his right hand one by one, and slowly clenched into a fist.

It was an unwilling but helpless gesture.

"If he's not good, don't like him... There are still many good men in this world."

He said that, thinking that he was hiding it very well, but Yixi looked at him for a long time, but suddenly understood something.He didn't let go as she thought, and he was even struggling in this relationship, and it had been almost two years since they broke up.In fact, Yixi never doubted that Xu Muzhou liked her, it's just that after so many things happened, she couldn't treat him like she did at the beginning.

She suddenly leaned over, hugged him with her arms, and rested her chin on the man's shoulder, she said softly: "Mu Zhou, don't like me anymore. You have your dreams and your future, but this road... …we can no longer walk together."

There is a faint fragrance in her hair, which is the shampoo she is used to.Xu Muzhou suddenly remembered that night three years ago, she was walking on the boulevard of Shouying with her hands behind her back, and he followed leisurely behind.After an unknown amount of time, she finally turned around and pretended to be angry and asked, "Hey, how long will you be with me?"

He said: "You haven't answered my question yet. I'll leave when you think things over."

She pretended to think, "Then you can say the question again."

He cleared his throat and said solemnly: "Junior Sister Yixi, are you willing to be my girlfriend and stay with me?"

She walked towards him step by step, her sneakers stepped on the light and shadow of the concrete road, and the ponytail on her head flicked.She finally stood up in front of him, smiling with crescent eyes, "Say it again."

"Would you like to be with me?"

Pink lips came close to his ear, and she breathed like blue, "No. Will. Will."

She wanted to run away after she finished speaking, but he grabbed her into his arms.She screamed again and again, and it was the first time in his life that he was so arrogant to a girl, and he pressed her head on his shoulder, "Since you don't want to, then I have no choice but to continue to follow. Anyway, I have nothing to do now, so I just follow Let's eat together, Junior Sister."

What lingered at the tip of his nose at that time was the same fragrance.

His eye sockets suddenly became hot, and he realized that he hadn't felt such happiness for a long, long time.

Yixi leaned on Xu Muzhou's body, feeling the familiar yet unfamiliar embrace, and the melancholy in her heart became deeper and deeper.She felt that life was so helpless. When two people were together, they cared so much about each other, but on the day of parting, no matter how reluctant they were, they still had to say goodbye.

Her eyes fell on a certain void, and she looked at it unconsciously, but suddenly realized that something was wrong.Under the blue starry sky, the man was tall and straight, with his hands in his pockets, watching them quietly.

Yixi slowly broke away from Xu Muzhou, he followed her gaze and froze there, "Ms. Li..."

After he said these three words, he looked at Yixi. She had recovered from the shock, her lips were tightly pursed, her eyebrows and eyes were cold. In just a second, Xu Muzhou understood what was going on.

The person Yixi said she likes... is Li Chenglang? !
He frowned, unable to believe it was true.He knew Yixi's identity, and she didn't like to hide a lot of secrets from those close to her, so both he and Xia Xintong knew about her relationship with Li Chenglang.Although I had doubts before, but deep down in my heart, I still felt that Li Chenglang was her elder, just like Yixi, but...it was him!
Both stood up, Li Chenglang said: "Mr. Xu, Yixi and I have something to discuss, can you avoid it?"

Xu Muzhou didn't move, Yixi said: "Muzhou, you go there first. Thank you."

He nodded, and Li Chenglang added: "The crew didn't know I was coming."

Xu Muzhou breathed a sigh of relief.Li Chenglang finally didn't lose his mind, if people knew that he came to Xiamen to visit the class at night, it would be difficult to cover up the matter between the two of them.

After he left, Yixi pulled her bohemian skirt and walked a little forward, "What are you doing here?"

"You don't answer my call."

(End of this chapter)