waiting for your starlight

Chapter 147

She stood up and wanted to run, but Li Chenglang was faster than her and blocked her in a few steps.Stretching out his hand to hold her shoulder, his eyes were sharp, as if he wanted to look into her eyes, "What I said is true, Xiaoxi!"

She pushed him away, "Aren't you afraid now? I'm Shen Yilu's daughter and your niece. You never thought about what would happen when you were with me? Uncle Li!"

Li Chenglang took a deep breath.

He also doesn't know when things changed.When he mentioned it to Zhang Siqi in Hong Kong, he only admitted that he still liked her, but he didn't intend to do anything about it.But at this moment, he couldn't help saying these words.

Maybe it was just now, when she was crying on his shoulder, her sad and helpless appearance made his whole heart throb; or maybe it was before, when she saw her standing blankly behind Hu Zhengzhi, her eyes were full of fragility, but Still pretending nothing happened; no, maybe earlier, at the seaside of Xiamen, she resolutely said that she would give up, and made him feel the panic about losing for the first time in his life, and also discovered his changed heart .

And Shen Yilu.What he was most worried about at first was to become a new conflict between her and Shen Yilu, but perhaps, she had no right to influence her daughter's emotional path at all.

Li Chenglang said: "I know, I'm not afraid. Xiaoxi, you believe me, I have thought a lot during this time, I know I am an overly cautious person, I have been in this circle for a long time, I can't be like Like you, you are fearless, decisive and free and easy. Many times and many things, I am used to being fully prepared and considering every possible consequence. There are too many accidents and too many dangers, and if you don’t pay attention, you will Shattered to pieces."

Yixi was dumbfounded.His tone carried the sad feelings of the past 19 years, and she sniffed, and said, "Am I so dangerous to you?"

"You're not dangerous. It's me who overthinks and makes the mistake of thinking being with you is an adventure."

long silence.

Yixi slowly sat back on the sofa, burying her head to digest the matter, Li Chenglang didn't rush, just stood beside her and waited quietly.

But even so, Yixi still felt oppressed.Clasping her temples with both hands, various images flashed through her head in a mess.How can it be.The person who told her these words was Li Chenglang, how could he...

He used to be so decisive and decided to give up so easily, but now... What happened?What happened?
Does he like her?Do you like her so much?
After an unknown amount of time, Yixi finally raised her head and said calmly, "I can't believe you."

Li Chenglang paused.

"You have changed too much before and after, and I can't understand it. Moreover, even if what you said is true, it is useless. It is impossible for you to give up if you say give up, and if you want to go back on it, then I am too humble. So, no matter Have you really thought about it, I have already made up my mind. You don't need to take risks, we just keep the status quo."

Li Chenglang was silent for a moment, then knelt down to meet her eyes, "I know, you don't forgive me so easily. Just like what I said to Teacher Shen just now, no matter how many reasons there are, I have already caused you harm, so You can blame me or blame me. I just want you to know my heart and my thoughts, and you can ignore the rest. "

"what are you going to do?"

Li Chenglang touched her hair with a gentle and apologetic smile, "I made this happen, if you want to save it, of course I should be responsible. Xiaoxi, it doesn't matter if you don't believe it now. I will let you believe me, I am also willing to forgive me. If I can't even do this, then I don't have the right to be with you, right?"

(End of this chapter)