Accompany you to the end of the world

Chapter 87

The girl bit the bullet and turned around, seeing the other party squeeze the envelope in his hand awkwardly, his face flushed redder than when he confessed earlier.

"I think you made a mistake...my name is not Liu Wei. This is...a letter from my roommate."

Is there any scene more embarrassing than being rejected in person?

The answer is: the person you like doesn't even know your name.

Ding Ling finally understands why Han Yiyi, who is usually not very reserved and reticent, was embarrassed all the way that night.

"However, since I have lost face to the end, I will only develop in a good direction in the future. Like the stock market, it will rebound from the bottom! Oye!" The unreliable military strategist Maimang is still optimistic. She shakes the drink in her hand as a thank you gift and continues Imagine a bright future.

The boys began to doubt whether the "success guaranteed" ending that she did not add a time limit would happen in this life or the next life.

In short, Ding Ling has reason to believe that with his always restrained personality and Han Yiyi's previous predicament, the two will never meet again.

Four days had passed since the incident, and Ding Ling still couldn't get it out of his mind.

The school wanted to make up lessons on Saturday, but was afraid of random inspections by the Education Committee, so it rented the venue of Yuanshen Sports Center not far from the school.For Ding Ling, the journey to class is a bit longer.

In order to avoid being late, the boy took out his determination to fly the plane and pedaled quickly. At the same time, he was troubled by the self-consolation of "Actually, doesn't she know Liu Wei? Thinking about it this way, I am not unparalleled in the world." So in "A familiar figure of a girl jumped up from the sidewalk with a figure skating graceful posture, and landed on the bicycle lane a few steps ahead of her." At the moment when such an emergency occurred, the boy did not have time to make a correct braking reaction. Instead, he frantically turned the front of the car to one side and fell into the green belt without fail.

Even if God wanted to prove the existence of chance and coincidence, the "familiar figure of a girl" would not be Han Yiyi.It doesn't mean how mature and stable she is, but how can a person who usually doesn't even bother to walk can do such a difficult and extreme juggling.

The instigator was the human nemesis Maimang who sat on the ground with tears in his eyes after being frightened.Ding Ling doubted that even if he flew directly under the wheel of the car just now, this accident would not become the most colorful stroke in the life of this shabby girl.

The boy fumbled for his unharmed glasses in an "unrelenting self-improvement", and sat up with his body enduring the pain of scratches everywhere.

At this time, Han Yiyi had confirmed that Maimang was unharmed, but he didn't run towards the boy nervously as shown in all the tender scenes in youth idol dramas, movies, novels and comics, but stood where he was, showing a little confused expression. Looked at him, "...are you alright?"

Ding Ling sighed and scolded himself, "Who made you fall in love with such a semi-cold-blooded super lazy man".

Just when I was about to answer "nothing", countless "anyway" suddenly flashed in my mind.

Anyway, she has seen the most downcast and disappointed look.

Anyway, no matter how hard you try to force yourself to smile, you can't leave her with the impression of a "great man".

Anyway, even if she becomes Ultraman, the hero of the universe, defeats monsters and saves all mankind, she still can't become the person she likes.

Then... whatever.

The boy didn't hide his disappointment. He put his leg on his injured elbow, looked at the girl a few meters away, and smiled wryly: "Of course there is something wrong."

No matter which aspect is concerned.

The fiasco that was evident on the day of the rejection.Even if I still want to struggle to say, no one knows the depth of time and what kind of future they stay in, but...

I don't want to work hard anymore.

After that, Ding Ling and Han Yiyi didn't become "buddies" and they were far from being acquainted. They just had more normal communication among classmates than before.

And even in such an exchange, the boy obviously felt that the other party was cautious, as if he was afraid of hurting him.This is absolutely nothing to be happy about, and it feels very humiliating.

But his love for her continued unabated.

This heavy and powerless emotion is so overwhelming that people can't breathe.

The boys had no choice but to bury their heads in studying the chess skills. From an optimistic point of view, the chess skills are getting better and better.Even in the same community, the two sides will not create any opportunities to play chess, but each is trapped in their own small planets, carefully paralleling to ensure that the orbits never intersect.

But when he heard any discussion about her, the boy still couldn't help pricking up his ears, trying to find more words related to it.

Of course, what I care most about is the so-called "person I like", does it really exist or is it a euphemistic excuse?

Who is that lucky man, if not fiction?
The most outrageous rumor that Ding Ling has ever heard is that "Han Yiyi's boyfriend is in Dongjin Vocational High School". This is the one that spread the most.

The boy couldn't help being curious, and after the club activities on a certain Friday, he followed Han Yiyi and left.If you really have a boyfriend, then you should go to Magpie Bridge to meet immediately after you finish your five-day dormitory life without going out of school, right?
Just curious, not lewd stalking.All the way to force myself to convince myself.

In the end, the girl abducted into a community, and the boys who followed were a little disappointed. It turned out that the after-school activities of the good girls were to go home directly.

I wanted to go back home, but suddenly felt something was wrong.The girl did not enter the building, but walked to the end of the path, stepped into the lawn, and stopped facing the iron fence surrounding the community. The last stop was such a puzzling place.

For a moment, Ding Ling broke out in cold sweat, thinking that he had been exposed.

But when he calmed down, he realized that the girl was looking at the noisy crowd on the other side of the road outside the fence, and didn't notice herself at all.

The boy pushed his glasses and saw clearly that the group of people were uniformly dressed in black uniforms, and when they looked carefully, they were all carrying uniform schoolbags.student?Recalling the school on this road, only...

Dongjin Vocational High School?

How can it be!

What's even more strange is that what Han Yiyi is doing now is definitely voyeurism, right?
Ding Ling was completely confused. "Stalker" followed "Peeping Tom"?What is it all about.

Ding Ling's biggest problem is that whenever his thoughts flash, his actions become sluggish.So by the time Han Yiyi turned around suddenly, he hadn't found a hiding place in time, so he was unreservedly exposed to the center of the opponent's field of vision.

Similarly, Han Yiyi's heart-wrenchingly lonely expression was unreservedly exposed in the center of Ding Ling's field of vision.

The girl frowned slightly in confusion: "Ding Ling, why are you here?"

The boy lied casually with a bloodless face: "I, I, my family live... live in this community... I saw you at the... gate, hehe, I thought you were a bit weird, so I came to see you. I'm sorry." I'm sorry. Acknowledgments are tracked from school to here.

Han Yiyi had no doubts, and smiled: "Yeah, isn't it strange?"

"..."

Without waiting for the boy to ask, she took the initiative to explain, and raised her finger behind her: "My ex-boyfriend is studying here."

"before?"

"In the third year of junior high school. He didn't work very hard, but his character was absolutely good. I have always liked him very seriously. It hasn't changed until now."

"Then why..."

The girl sat down on the edge of the flower bed, silent for a long time.

"After the senior high school entrance examination, he entered Donggao, and I entered Yangming. Suddenly, it seemed like people in two worlds. There was an insurmountable gap between them. Even if I searched my brain, I couldn't find a topic that both of us were interested in. I don't know what to do. In order to maintain it, he finally proposed that we should separate temporarily, and talk about reuniting after three years when he realizes his dream and is admitted to a first-class undergraduate course. Before that, he didn’t want to see me. However, I soon knew that he had given up. In an environment that lacks high goals, it will be a matter of time to give up the struggle. I don't want to force him to change for me, I just want to save this relationship. Deeper and deeper."

The original agreement...

——I'm not just working hard for you, I also have my own ideals.

——Just wait for me for three years.

——The separation is only temporary, after that, we will be together forever.

I can understand the inertia of a normal person.

What kind of happiness is it that you strive for with all your strength and at infinite cost?You can't imagine until the end.

After all, the happiness in the mirror is not as good as the temptation to enjoy yourself in time.Ambition does not stand the test of time.

"As a result, we, who were not separated by space, were separated by time. Even so, I... still like him, even if I lose hope, and I still like him no matter who we are with now or in the future. Most of all the person I like……"

first love.

Can't go back to the intimacy of the past.But I, not reconciled, have no backbone.

My chest hurts.The pain quickly spread from the chest to the already numb body.Accompanied by the urge to come up.The boy took half a step forward, dragging the girl's arm to lift her up from the flower bed: "Wake up, wake up."

I like you.

If the other party also likes you, they will never compromise and give up so casually.

Go to heaven and earth for the person you like, and show all your courage and perseverance, like you, even if you are desperate, like me, even if you are never hopeless.

Although I want you to be happy more than anyone else, the only person who likes you is me.

Han Yiyi raised his head, there was no tears streaming down his face as imagined, just a depressed face.Ding Ling's nose felt sore instead.

Startled by his surging emotions, the boy quickly let go of the girl's arm and fled the scene.I was afraid that if I waited a second longer, I would cry in embarrassment in front of her.But in the end he didn't cry, and only after running a long distance did he gradually regain consciousness.

The hand that held the girl's arm started to feel hot from the palm. The heat was like ink dripping into clear water, smearing wantonly, wherever it flowed, there was a slight pain like a needle prick.

If time could turn the clock back.

He would never listen to Mai Mang's instigation to confess to Han Yiyi.You should gradually get close to her calmly, get to know her as a friend, protect her and comfort her, then maybe it will be much smoother.

"That's not the case at all!" The military adviser who was not helpful said again, "What's 'gradually' oh, relying on you to talk about 'gradually', a year has passed and I haven't talked to Yiyi." It is true.

"But it's better than the embarrassing feeling of not getting close right now?"

"What do you know? You should feel extremely lucky now. I have been peeking at you more and more recently."

"I really don't know how you counted the number of times."

"Observe. Why did you lie to me? Although sometimes I am tough and sometimes Iceberg, but my heart is very soft from the beginning to the end. I will always feel guilty and restless when I hurt others. I am concerned about the other's every move and try to find opportunities to make up. There have been several times when girls talked about you, and they always counted your advantages and justified your shortcomings."

Ding Ling couldn't help smiling wryly because they were regarded as vulnerable groups and received much care.

But it is worth touching, she has such heavy troubles herself, but she is still worrying about other people's gains and losses and joys and sorrows.The cold-bloodedness on the outside and the gentleness on the inside are balanced to form a special existence.

The sadness tainted from her was not so intense, it was just like a spring, pouring into the depths of the heart, and oozing out over the years, sapping people's reason.

Maybe it wasn't that hypocritical, maybe Han Yiyi was just a little melancholy, not even sad.

As a boy, I am more sensitive and vulnerable than her.

I have never seen her cry, and sometimes I really hope that she will cry happily, acting like a baby like other girls, angry and willful, that's good.

The boy was immersed in countless hypotheses, and at first he didn't listen carefully to Maimang's first explanation. When he regained consciousness and connected those intermittent words, he was so surprised that he almost fell over the seat.

"I'm going to transfer to another school next semester, so I'll leave it to you one by one."

The sound vibrates in the air.

Ding Ling believes that the reason why Han Yiyi can still live happily without being completely depressed is largely due to the little angel Maimang of the vitality healing department.

give it to me?How can it be?

My heart is rolling and hot, is it just because summer is coming?
However, this summer did not actively respond to the boiling of people's hearts with romance.

After receiving the report card of the final exam, everyone dispersed, and Ding Ling failed to meet Han Yiyi again.Summer practice is also dull because there is no one in his community.

At the end of the holiday, the 106-year-old great-grandmother passed away, and the whole family was busy preparing for the wedding with great fanfare. For a while, it seemed that the smell of burning paper and incense wafted everywhere, and the portrait was put into a stuffy jar, out of breath.

Ding Ling realized for the first time that funeral is a ritual that tortures the living.

Relatives should be cherished when they are alive, and they should be simplified after they pass away, so that the deceased can go home freely and easily.With such thoughts in mind, Ding Ling bowed and bowed, and put the last stick of incense into the incense burner, ending a "suffering" holiday.

He was supposed to leave the cemetery immediately with a large group of relatives and friends, but he was pulled by some kind of force in the dark and deliberately fell at the end of the group. Therefore, when the crowd was about to disperse, Ding Ling heard a voice behind him. Come cry.

(End of this chapter)