Accompany you to the end of the world

Chapter 88

"You go—"

Ding Ling turned around and squinted at the row of tombstones before, where two girls were pushing and shoving.

That's not accurate, it should be that the girl who was facing him was pushing the girl who was facing away from him, and the latter didn't fight back.

The cousin noticed that Ding Ling didn't keep up, so she stepped back and asked, "What's the matter?"

The boy pointed at the source of the noise with his chin: "Someone seems to be fighting over there."

At the same time, the crying girl became even more hysterical: "What qualifications do you have to come here—what qualifications—what position—to see him—"

Ding Ling was a little disgusted by this kind of crying scene, but it was strange that none of the group of people around the tombstone—all of whom looked like middle school students—could try to persuade them to fight.The alarm-like loud crying was the only sound, and the person who was pushed and shoved didn't move, like a puppet.

It wasn't until Miss Muppet was pushed back that Ding Ling was able to see the face of the crying girl clearly.

A vulgar face with heavy makeup, tears running down, black eyeliner and mascara smudged around the eye sockets, only then did Ding Ling notice that her non-mainstream attire was extremely inconsistent with the environment, and most of the other people around her were also dressed in strange clothes. Only Miss Muppets wore a black dress.It turned out not to be one faction.For some reason, Ding Ling felt that the exaggerated cries of the heavily made-up person seemed fake, and her sadness was unresonable.

The cousin shook her head, shaking the goosebumps all over her body: "Tsk tsk, what a disrespect to the dead." She couldn't stand it anymore, so she took a step forward.

At the same time, Miss Muppet also lowered her head and turned around, ready to leave this place.When she raised her head again, she and the dumbfounded Ding Ling faced each other.

Han Yiyi.

Ding Ling was already unable to make an exclamation mark in his heart.

The whole world was muted, and the sunlight quickly retreated from the expressionless girl's face and was absorbed into the thick clouds.She didn't cry, she was a little dazed, her face was pale against the contrast of the black dress, her eyes were empty and she lost all spirit.

How unbelievable, without asking or answering, Ding Ling already knew who the person lying under the tombstone was.

——I have imagined countless times that one day, you will turn around and notice me who is silently following me.

—but never in this way and on this occasion.

A flock of birds there spread their gray wings and leaped into the air from the shore of the lake where they were perched, flapped a few times, and flew far away with ease, with extraordinary bearing.

But when they encountered the oncoming strong wind, they could only bluff their wings and retreat steadily.

The six birds retreated.

portends...

When sending Han Yiyi home, the sky was smeared with large swaths of sadness. If you have to use specific colors to measure, then the darkest part is brown, and the lightest part is blue.

The blunt concrete road and the towering phoenix trees rushed to the back of the car. The girl finally felt her eyes sore during a certain red light stagnation period. She no longer looked out the window, but closed her eyes and leaned her head on the boy's shoulder.

Ding Ling forgot to speed up his heartbeat, he only remembered her unstoppable sigh.

Still later, maybe she had a dream.For a short moment before getting out of the taxi, she had a serene expression, almost smiling.

The boy said goodbye to her politely in front of the building, and when he turned around, he suddenly remembered Maimang's words "I'll leave it to you one by one", and couldn't let go of it. The girl took her into her arms.

Warm yellow building lights and clear dust pour down from top to bottom.

Han Yiyi put his forehead against the boy's chest. Regarding the description of the voice, it was somewhere between "soft" and "weak". In terms of effectiveness, it was comparable to Huagumianpalm. From bottom to top: "Thank you."

A period of unrequited love ran aground.

Ding Ling could no longer play the role of the awkward and hypocritical, shy and sullen admirer to the end.She and the person she likes are separated forever by time and space, in the face of such a grand grief, she shouldn't hold onto a little disappointment and want to talk about it.

Now she needs a friend, and he is a friend.

A week later, on the day of the school registration, the first thing Ding Ling did when he entered the classroom was to look at Han Yiyi.The girl's school uniform shirt was open, with long sleeves rolled up to the elbows, and a T-shirt of usual color was worn inside, making her face look slightly flushed.When Ding Ling scribbled these clues into his eyes, she was dozing off with her left arm on her pillow, but she was not asleep, and the trembling eyelashes could be seen clearly when she got closer.

The boy dragged away the empty seat in front of her, sat down on his back, and pushed her.

"……Are you ok?"

"It's all right now. Sadness comes and goes quickly. After all, we have broken up for a year. I'm just a little regretful. If we didn't break up at the beginning, at least there will be a whole year of happy memories."

There are more words than Ding Ling imagined, it seems that he really doesn't care, he can mention it at will, and he is willing to talk about it with others.

"How could this happen?"

"I'm not very clear about the specific reason. I just have such bad luck. Community practice, the people who published residents' blackboard newspapers were full, and the people who distributed public welfare leaflets were also full. I was assigned to the police station to work on the air conditioner. It's a wonderful job, but it's just unlucky. I'm responsible for canceling the account of the deceased. On the second or third day, I met his mother. I know her and she doesn't know me. Anyway, when I happen to know about this, I will say goodbye The ceremony is over, the memorial service is over, the cremation and burial are all over."

"The former classmates didn't inform you?"

"They hate me. They all thought that I looked down on him after being admitted to the market, so they broke up. I didn't expect to meet them in the cemetery. The girl who lost control that day was my best friend. I guess she also I like him, what do you think?"

Ding Lingyi twitched the corner of his mouth: "It should be." Recalling the girl's horrifying outfit, he shivered, "If you don't tell me, I would think she climbed up from under which tombstone. It's too ugly."

The girl didn't speak, just stared at him with a straight face.

In just a few seconds, the boy felt terrified: "Well, I admit that she is a little bit good-looking in person, but I swear, that grimace makeup is absolutely unbearable. Plus, plus it's from Ma's Roaring School. successor……"

I thought it was a sigh, but after a few frames, I realized it was a smile.The girl supported her forehead, and laughed "chih", quite in place and hearty.

Ding Ling instantly had the urge to raise his arms towards the sky and shout "Maimang, you can rest in peace".

It took a moment to remember that Mai Mang was not dead, but Mai Mang just transferred to another school.

The person you like is not in the world, and Maimang is not by your side.But Han Yiyi is still Han Yiyi. Sometimes I see her from a distance in the cafeteria. She is still the girl with lazy eyes, arrogant behavior and strong aura. Even her hair grows longer and more beautiful, even if there is a change, Also in a good direction.

Although Ding Ling knows that this is just an appearance, judging from her behavior of rejecting all suitors equally, in a certain corner of her heart, she still clings to her memory with all her heart.

People are always like this, no matter how bad the past was, it was better than the present.

But there is no need to be impatient, Ding Ling will have a way to prove to her the beauty of reality in the future.

In fact, the person who changed the most is Ding Ling. When he was in school, you couldn't imagine his cheerful and sunny appearance when he was about to graduate.There is no restrained and shy personality, because there is someone who wants to protect.Although what Han Yiyi often talked about was: "Oh, what can I do, I owe you, and I have the responsibility to protect you all the time."

Probably in her mind, "guard" is a synonym for "oppression" and "discipline".

Once people share their past and secrets, they form a bond.

Maimang is actually right, starting with the most embarrassing or heartbreaking, no matter how unconstrained the development will be, it will not get worse. In fact, both parties get along casually because they have nothing to hide.

Without even saying hello, Han Yiyi rushed out halfway and jumped onto the back seat of Ding Ling's bicycle, ignoring the boy's trembling with fright, and said loudly, "I'm going to Shenghua Middle School to see Xiaoxiao and find out her college entrance examination application."

"What, what, go down, I have to go home by myself. This is not a taxi."

The girl strangled the boy's waist tightly: "It's not a taxi, it's a police car."

It took a long time for the boy to react: "Hey, she told you that too?" referring to the 110 speed dating theory.

"Of course, she thinks it's not Max's style not to publicize such a funny discovery. You have to thank her. Thanks to this cold joke, I can remember your name."

"Is it that hard to remember?"

"It's not difficult to remember, but if it's not the name of the person I talk to every day, I usually don't bother to remember it."

"I see." Too standard Han's style.

"So you learned about Entu Bao. Let's make a pilgrimage to Shenghua."

Ding Ling has always been ignorant of her, turned over the front of the car, arched his back and stepped on the pedals vigorously, his shirt was blown up by the wind, and was compressed when the girl wrapped his arms around his waist.

The bright sunlight is cut and sifted by the silhouettes of the branches and leaves of the roadside trees on the road, extending to the endless distance.

In his sophomore year, Ding Ling achieved the seventh-dan amateur rank.Although Mai Mang couldn't understand how great this was, he was still in high spirits and gathered a large group of relatives and friends to celebrate.

Unfortunately, in the end, the staff was far beyond the quota, and the hero's personal guards took up half of the table, causing the hero to stand aside and eat with a bowl of vegetables.

Mai Mang tilted his head and stared at him for a while, "tsk tsk tsk tsk", the boy smiled and asked "what's the matter", her expression indicated the birth of a famous gift, but when she opened her mouth, she became a nympho "such a talented handsome guy Who doesn't love".

Ding Ling leaned against the wall and tapped a little distance away with his chin: "Here, that one doesn't love you."

Almost everyone at the table didn't understand the origin, and Qi Shushua cast puzzled eyes on Han Yiyi, who was buried in hard work. The girl only responded after a few seconds, and looked up to face the circle with even more confused expressions , blinked, and thought that everyone asked her to speak: "I have nothing to say, I am depressed. I think I was the president of this rookie at the beginning. If I didn't give up for my studies in the second year of high school, I can at least be better than him now. Let's mix it up."

The boy didn't answer, but shook his head and laughed, a bit sinister.

After the dinner, the beauty Han Yiyi was always delivered.Ding Ling returned to the private room after paying the bill, and saw that Han Yiyi had just picked up his handbag and was about to follow a boy towards the door.Ding Ling stopped the boy and handed him 20 yuan: "Hey, take a taxi and go home." Before the other party recovered from the extreme absurdity, he had already dragged his female partner over and walked away involuntarily.

After walking a long distance, Han Yiyi looked back with a smile: "He must be biting his tongue and committing suicide now."

"No, all the cooked ducks flew away."

"You're a duck." The girl hit him with a handbag.

"It's humiliating to say you're a duck, okay? I suspect that your IQ has started to decay recently, and the half-life period is one hour. Where did China get the amateur eight-duan?"

It has been too long since I have touched Go, and even common sense has been forgotten. "Then, you should develop into a professional chess player in the future, right?"

"No need, this is enough. I still have no interest in Go."

"Huh?" Not interested?

"It's just to prove to you how far a heart that really likes a person can support him on a dull road."

The girl suddenly froze, unable to move.

Four years, a little more than the "three years" that someone swore.

In four years, you still think that everything is just a passing cloud.

Four years ago, you inadvertently rejected him in the cruelest way. Afterwards, you were full of guilt and anxiety, for fear that he would be hit too hard and never recover from it.

The pain of the past made you shut out too many good intentions, but the guilt made you miss the only one.I often look at him to confirm that he is safe, happy and healthy. I don’t know that it will become a habit after a long time.

But you think, he should have forgotten, maybe even the initial confession may not be 100% serious.Then he became popular, and you guessed that if he remembered, he didn't care anymore.

But you rubbed your eyes, and he was standing in front of you, smiling at his achievements in the past four years.Just for an oath that no one expects, an agreement that does not exist, I have traveled so far on the dull road, because——

like you.

Maybe you remember...

"Liu 鹢 retreating?" Something seemed to be stripped out deep in the cerebral cortex.

The girl closed her eyes, and the black and white scene clearly reappeared.

"The first meaningful word you said to me. The absurd confession that came out just after the first sentence, maybe it was the hard-to-find Tesuji, you were caught off guard and had to eat it, and then everything started to go wrong By myself... I used to only know that it portends disasters, but I didn't know that it also portends a reversal of the situation."

If she asks the original question again at this moment, she may get an answer that has long been changed in her heart.

"...I like you, I have always liked you."

"I like you too, Liu Wei!"

"Uh... another half-life?"

In the same silent night as back then.

The warm light of the street lamp diffuses slowly and gently under the feet, as always.

After all, there is a difference.

The different part—

The sound of birds spreading their wings, the sound of water, the sound of wind...they rise out of thin air and boil back to the sky.

(End of this chapter)