The president's love for the little runaway wife

Chapter 236 Strong Hatred

"Because she is afraid that her husband will make things difficult, her grandfather will be unhappy, and her son will hate her in the future. She makes herself live in struggle and suffering every day, not even daring to indulge for a moment...

She also can't say that she wants a child, wants to have a baby with her husband, but no, she can't conceive a child for the man she loves. A thorn, stuck there, does not move, does not hurt...

But she is not a dead person, she will always touch that point when her reason is slack, she will still be hurt, sad, or... I can't help but think, is it right or wrong to marry him?And this person, is it worth it for her to have nowhere to rely on in the future just to love him? "

Her hand slid to his chin, and a transparent icy hole slowly slid down. She touched the moisture, raised her face calmly, and looked at his empty eyes that were silently overflowing with tears. , tearing apart the lips with difficulty:
"Ah Che, before I knew it, I was no longer the little girl I was six years ago. I have changed, and I have a lot of things in my heart...

When I marry into your palace family, I have nothing but you and your love, but I have to bear these unbearable things for ordinary people. I don't cry or make trouble, I say I love you, I Said that no kind of happiness in this world is perfect, so I endured it, I endured it for you, I endured it for our family...

But really, this family has never given me anything worth cherishing, not a single thing, nothing. "

"Don't say it...don't say it anymore..."

Gong Che's voice was very hoarse. He grabbed her hand and held it tightly, as if he had grasped the hope of life, and he was unwilling to let go even if he died.

yes!He is a man, a man never thinks about the pain these subtleties bring to a woman, so he never understands that under her playful and smiling surface is a devastated heart!
The big family of the Gong family was like a cage, trapping her freedom, her emotions, and all of them, including him, stabbed her heart once and again, she didn't I yelled about the pain once, but didn't tear off the surface to let them see her wound, so they all thought that she was fine, she had thought about it, and had accepted it... But really, it was impossible to let go !
He actually knew the importance of a child to a woman, but he didn't think about what a child meant to a woman!
She can't conceive|bring a child for the man she loves, and can't watch their love crystallization|continued. How much pain she feels in her heart, he never thought about it!
He always thought that if she said "I'm sorry" and she accepted it, it meant that the story would end. It was his selfishness that finally forced her into this state, yet he still had the face to blame her here , still furious over her change!

The guilt in Gong Che's heart was like a tide. He was tortured so much that he couldn't bear to live. She was by his side, but he felt that she had left him.

Will he lose her?This kind of consequence is too serious, he dare not think, dare not guess!

Having said everything, Xu Nian felt exhausted, even if she was held tightly by his hand, she couldn't feel any warmth or sense of security.

As for this place, she didn't want to stay any longer, she was terrified.

"Ah Che, let me go, I want to leave." Xu Nian said helplessly, now, she just wants to find a place where she can indulge|indulge herself!
Gong Che's body stiffened immediately, and all the nerves in his body were tense. He looked at her, looked at her again, and then told her: "Don't leave me! I can't live without you!"

His hand held her hand little by little, lowered his head, looked at her fingertips, and murmured over and over again: "I can't live without you...I can't live without you..."

Xu Nian withdrew her hand abruptly, his fingertips froze, he frantically paused in mid-air, and did not take it back for a long time.

"Gong Che, give me some time to catch my breath, okay? I'm very tired, I want to relax!" Her eyes didn't fall on him, she stared at the wedding photo on the wall, her eyes were astringent.

If she could, wouldn't she want to keep her 20-year-old mentality?She wanted it very much, but there were always these things, which forced her to abandon the old self little by little.

Gong Che didn't move for a while, he didn't know whether to say yes or no, he couldn't say 'yes', and he couldn't say 'no' even more, but fortunately he remained silent.

His silence had the meaning of evasion, he thought, if he should not, she would not leave.

But Xu Nian took his silence as tacit consent. In fact, she would choose to leave regardless of whether it was true or not.

When she stepped forward and brushed past Gong Che, her slender wrist was grasped by icy hands, silently holding her back.

"Ache..." Xu Nian called softly, with a completely tired tone: "Don't force me anymore..."

In the end, Gong Che let her go. When she said those words, when she shed tears and said that she had nothing else in this family except him, what right did he have to stop her? stop!
He didn't stop, Mr. Gong and Kang Bo didn't have the face to stop.

Xu Nian walked past the two old people, his steps were slow, his back was straight, and he resolutely left their sight.

"Gong Che, why don't you hurry up and chase him?" Old Master Gong's voice was hoarse, and he began to wonder if he owed that child Xu Nian a lot, and what he had deliberately ignored before became clear.

According to his standards, although Xu Nian is not the best, she is considered the most filial. She will not be like Mo Rou, she will only be superficially flattering. Everything she has done to his grandfather includes Sincerely, it was because he always looked at her with colored glasses before that he ignored her kindness.

After living for nearly a lifetime, Mr. Gong even tasted regret when he got old!
Gong Che turned around and looked at his grandfather. His eyes no longer shed clear liquid, but his eyes contained something more sad than tears. I don't know if this counts as: despair?

"Grandpa, I have never hated myself for being a descendant of the Gong family as strongly as I do now!"

Rare blood may be a symbol of dignity in a big family like theirs; but in his eyes, it is the most failure of his life. Because of this, their marriage was not consummated, and he even knew his own woman's true love. Wishes cannot be fulfilled.

Yes, he hated, hated the damned noble blood!
A short sentence made Mr. Gong take a few steps back, looking at him with a pair of sharp blue eyes, his lips with a gray beard moved, but he didn't say a word.

(End of this chapter)