surrogate wife

Chapter 15 Something happened again
Chen Haotian didn't lie to me, he really sent me back.

The flight was booked at 11 noon the next day, and I woke up very early that day because I couldn't sleep at all at night.I thought about everything over and over again. To be honest, I regret nothing but regret.

I have been thinking about my definition of myself. To be honest, for a moment I really felt that I was quite humble, but this kind of thinking was constantly being impacted by another thought in my heart.

As Chen Haotian said, it is difficult for a man to respect a surrogate woman. In fact, what he said is not just like me, what he wants to express is a category.Like, prostitutes, like mannequins.

I used to always feel that I didn't sell myself, because I just lent my womb out for a while, and I tried my best to maintain my dignity, but in fact, I still pushed myself to the cusp of the storm.

I don't expect you to understand me, I think most of you will even abuse me, feel that I am inferior, or humiliate yourself.

But, have you lived my life?No!I know that I am not suffering, there are many people who are suffering more than me, but I really do not have the ability to be invulnerable, and in certain critical moments, I will panic and lack the ability to think.

30 is not a decimal. For a student like me, it is a very large amount. I have no ability to repay it, but I have to repay it. Later, when I think about it, I am actually cowardly. I have nothing. After working hard, I chose such a path for myself. After all, I am still in the world, and I don’t know how to measure it!
I felt much better when I thought about it all at once. Except for the loss of my virginity, which made me uncomfortable, everything else was fine. Fortunately, it didn’t get out of hand. At first, I thought this It will be a nightmare all over me. Thinking about it now, this should be a price I paid. It is a bit painful, but it does make me understand a lot.

What I think in my heart now is to go back quickly, and then work hard to accept more filming orders. I think I must redouble my efforts. I don’t believe that 30 is really driving me to a dead end!
When I was leaving, it suddenly started to rain, Chen Haotian silently helped me move my luggage to the car, and then told me: "There is water on the ground, be careful!"

After the conversation last night, Chen Haotian was also relieved, so he was polite to me, he didn't ask me too much, it was as if nothing had happened between us.

Later on the plane, he asked me: "Why did you come to be a surrogate?"

I smiled and asked him back, I said, "Guess?"

He frowned, thought for a while, and then asked tentatively: "Is it for money?" After speaking, he denied the idea himself, and then added: "If it's for money, then why did I give you 30 yuan?" You don't want it when it's ten thousand?"

I didn't answer him, and in fact I didn't know how to answer. Seeing that I hadn't spoken, he sighed and said slowly: "Forget it, don't talk about it, it's all over!"

After getting off the plane, Chen Haotian's assistant came to pick him up, and he insisted on sending me back. I couldn't refuse, so I had to agree, but as soon as I got in his car, I received a call from my mother.

The voice on the phone was urgent and panicked. I asked her what was wrong, and she said, "Xinxin, your brother... your brother was taken away by them!"

(End of this chapter)