Love for a limited time

Chapter 182 There is no result between us
I turned away from him, I could just imagine his frustration.

However, many years later, after experiencing that scene, we should have a long memory, and we are destined to have no results.

Now that they each have their own significant other, it is even more difficult to be together. This is not a matter of loving each other, but a moral issue.

Song Junxi, I can't afford it!

I turned around to go upstairs, and before I left, I dropped a sentence: "Don't come to me, don't disturb my life, I live very peacefully now, it's fine, if you still have any pity and guilt for me, don't Come find me again, Song Junxi, I beg you!"

"Xia Xia..."

I immediately interrupted him, "I beg you not to say anything!"

I went upstairs quickly without stopping a step, I was afraid that I would be moved by his words, I was afraid to see his expression, I knelt in the room.

I complained, what did I do wrong, why did I torture us like this, is it wrong to love each other?

Could it be that just because of their status, those who love each other are doomed to be separated from each other, just like Cowherd and Weaver Girl, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, just like us, which one will have a good end?
I don't know when my mother was standing behind me: "Is he back?"

I quickly wiped away my tears and turned around: "Mom!"

"Is he back?" My mother looked at me and asked again with certainty.

I nodded feebly.

"He was looking for you when you went down just now!" My mother helped me up from the ground.

I bowed my head and remained silent, not knowing how to explain it, but I knew that my mother was also blaming the Song family!
"Mom, I'm sorry, I know what to do, I won't have any contact with him anymore, Mom, don't worry, I know you blame him, I won't let him appear in front of you to make you sad!"

I wiped my tears. Although I don't know what happened the night my father left, and my mother never mentioned it, I know that the Song family will definitely not say anything good to me. In that way, let alone my parents.

My mother shook her head: "Xia Xia, mom doesn't blame them, and doesn't hate them anymore. Mom doesn't agree with you and Junxi. It's not because of your father's death that she blamed you, but because you are really inappropriate!"

This is the first time in ten years that my mother mentioned the events of that year to me.

My dad graduated from high school, and he can be regarded as an educated person in our place. If it weren't for the difficulties at home, my dad would definitely be able to go to college.

Because of my culture, my dad can learn everything quickly. He worked as a handyman in a restaurant, worked as a chef, and repaired cars at a truck service station in the community. work in the city.

I went to the city to look for a job for several days but couldn't find a suitable job. My father was very disappointed and was about to go back to his hometown. On the way to the train station that day, he encountered Uncle Song's car parked on the side of the road. The car must have broken down and he was very anxious.

At that time, the car broke down in the middle of the road, but it was not as easy as it is now. A car repair company would come over just by making a phone call. My dad had repaired a tractor. Seeing that he was so anxious, he tried it himself. Unexpectedly, he fiddled with it twice. , let the car move again.Papa Song wanted to pay my dad. Although my dad was short of money at the time, he didn't ask for it. He said it was a trivial matter, so how could he ask for money?
Papa Song thinks my dad is a nice guy, honest and kind, besides, he looks gentle and gentle, not like ordinary drivers who are glib and greedy for small profits.

Such a driver is really reassuring and caring to take with you when you go out.Knowing that my father just came to the provincial capital to look for a job, and was worrying about the way out, Song's father was also very forthright, just saying, "Brother, don't refuse, just follow me. If I have a bite to eat, you will definitely not be in the wrong."

My dad also had nowhere to ask for land, so he was naturally grateful to Zaide for agreeing.

Song's father took good care of my dad. At that time, the driver's license was first required. My dad didn't have a driver's license at that time. The Song family paid for my dad to take the test.

Later, I took my mother to the city to work as a nanny for their family. Later, when my grandmother passed away, I found a relationship to transfer my school to the city, and transferred our family's urban hukou.

In a sense, the Song family is our family's great benefactors, and all three of us are grateful to them.

But what they didn't expect was that Song Junxi and I would fall in love early and live together.

In any case, in the eyes of the Song family, our family is still a servant, helping us out of sympathy rather than family members, and Song Junxi has always followed the rules, and I am well-behaved and sensible, and we compete with each other in studies.

Therefore, they think that we will not make such a mistake at all, and sometimes it is not a good thing to trust too much.

Mom said, my dad has always followed the rules, and he has never blush or quarreled with others. It was the first time my dad quarreled with someone, and it was still with Aunt Yao.

Soon after Song Junxi and I left that day, my father and mother arrived.

My parents didn't know what happened to Song Junxi and me. Uncle Song didn't tell Dad on the phone. As soon as he entered the door and saw that Uncle Song and Aunt Yao were there, he hurried up and asked, "What happened? What happened to Xia Xia?" ?”

Aunt Yao threw the condoms on the bedside table in front of her parents: "Your daughter did a good job! Lao Liu, my Song family has always treated you kindly, but in the end your daughter seduced my son and ran away from home?"

This was like a bolt from the blue to my dad. Although my mom knew something, she didn't know much about it. When she saw the condom, her face turned pale with fright, and she felt that I had caused a catastrophe.

"It's...impossible!" My dad denied it outright, and my mother dodged her eyes.

Aunt Yao naturally saw something wrong with my mother at a glance: "Your daughter seduced my son's puppy love, and even lived together in secret? Aunt Li, you don't know at all?"

My dad doesn't know anything. Seeing that I was said to be so anxious by Aunt Yao: "My daughter and your son? How could I know? President Song, Mrs. Song, don't talk nonsense, you have to be responsible for what you say , my family is a girl, what do you tell her to do in the future, my Xia Xia has always been well-behaved and sensible, how could she live with your son? Where did you hear that?"

Aunt Yao was furious, "Old Liu, let me tell you, I didn't hear that, I saw it with my own eyes. Your daughter and my son are in this house. Take a look at what these are?" Used condoms.

"It's clear that you guys instigated your girl to seduce my son, why? You think that being a driver is not enough money, and you want your daughter to be a young mistress!" Aunt Yao's words were not pleasant when she was angry.

"Mrs. Song, it's not like this. Our family Xiaxia..." My father glanced at my mother and protected her behind him: "Mrs. Song, I spend more than half of the year running outside with Mr. Song. Where can I find out about the family affairs?"

(End of this chapter)