It is the most joy to meet you

Chapter 102 Love 89
"Brother, I just finished talking with Xiaoyue on the phone, she is still fine, don't cry."

"Really? That's great, great..."

Lu Hengxiao opened the envelope.

Take out a lot of letter paper.

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老霄
By the time you read the letter, I should have left.

I am very reluctant to leave you, but there is no other way.

Don't be sad, don't be sad.

I'll be fine over there.

I'm sorry, I did something sorry for you, it was my fault, I ruined our love, I ruined your trust in me, I ruined all the beautiful things.

I am guilty, so I go first to be punished.

I don't know if it will be painful when I die, but every second I live now, I feel very painful.

Lao Xiao.

I don't know if you hate me more now or miss me more.

I hope you don't hate me.

I really love you.

It's because I can't resist the temptation, it's because I thought it was just for fun, after the past, no one knows, it won't hurt you.

I don't want to make excuses for myself.

I admit I was wrong.

But I don't love you. In fact, many times, I feel guilty about you and those men.

But sometimes I feel that I just used a real toy.

I know this is not my excuse for cheating.

Wrong is wrong.

You hate me, you hate me, you disgust me, I understand and understand.

Lao Xiao, I know it's too late for me to say anything now, too late.

But apart from saying I'm sorry and love you, I also miss you. I really have nothing else to say, and I don't want to say anything else.

Don't blame me if I didn't tell you about my illness. I don't want you to see me being so painful that I can't sleep every day.

Although the doctor said that the operation has a 70.00% success rate, I am still afraid.

I'm afraid that if I'm cured, you won't love me anymore.

It is too painful to live alone.

I was even more afraid that after spending all my money, I would still not be able to survive.

That would be really painful.

Lao Xiao, we have known each other since we were 15 years old, we were officially together, we met our parents when we were 19 years old, we lived together, and we lived together for so many years,
We have agreed before that we will grow old together, retire together, go to a nursing home together, and be buried together in a hundred years.

I can't even do it.

I hope the next person can accompany you to the end.

You are such a good person, I really can't bear to give you up to others.

But I can't take you away either.

forgive me.

forgive me.

Lao Xiao.

You must forgive me.

I didn't take all of them with me.

If my parents don't know about this yet, please keep it a secret for me.

Let's say I'm traveling.

Don't make them suffer so quickly.

Lao Xiao.

I love you.

I'm leaving, I miss you.

Satsuki, must write

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Lu Hengxiao's eyes were blurred after reading the letter.

"Brother, what is Xiaoyue's illness? Did she tell you?"

"She didn't say anything, she just said it couldn't be cured."

Jiang Cong sat on the ground directly, and said dejectedly: "Brother Xiao, can you save my sister? If the money is not enough, I can sell the house I just bought. If not, I will borrow it and collect it..."

"Let's not talk about this, I need to find her first, she doesn't know where she is hiding now, brother, Xiaoyue may not want to see me, but she will not miss you, you call her, send a message, Just say...just say that my parents are sick, and I want her to go home and have a look."

"Okay." Jiang Cong didn't care about it, he lied to others, and started sending messages and calling Jiang Yunyue.

It's just that a day has passed and I can't get in touch.

Lu Hengxiao was afraid that she would commit suicide, so he took her last letter to the police.

(End of this chapter)