League of Legends: Arrow of Champions

Chapter 154 [154] The hero who saves the world
Lin Xuan ate half of the dumpling just now, then raised his head and smiled, and said, "I...maybe go to Hangzhou, I think it's pretty good there."

Xu Qingru was stunned for a moment, and then forced out a smile, "Xi University is indeed quite good."

Lin Xuan smiled and said: "West Lake, Qiantang River, Leifeng Pagoda, Longjing Tea... I went there, and I feel pretty good. Western University itself is also a famous school. Try it first. If you can be admitted, maybe you will be rejected. It's over."

Xu Qingru held a dumpling dipped in the condiment, and kept silent for a long time. Lin Xuan casually talked about what he had seen and heard in Hangzhou. Xu Qingru listened quietly. After he finished speaking, he remained silent for a few seconds before lowering his head He said softly, "Is there any more?"

This "Is there any more?" Naturally, it is not a question of how he is playing.

Even for couples, there are not a few in the college entrance examination for their respective futures. Four years apart, they can separate the couples and cut off the love. They say that love loses to the distance after all, but they are all looking for their own unbearable loneliness. It's just a fig leaf, it's all an excuse.

Lovers get married.

It's about being in love, not in heat.

There are many long-distance relationships who have achieved positive results. After four years of university or even being displaced in society, they are all alone.

There is no one who cannot live alone.

Xu Qingru didn't think that she had to find someone to fall in love with when she got to university. If Lin Xuan decided to go to Hangzhou for her future, she felt that she could wait and live well in school by herself.

Four years of hard work in exchange for a lifetime of staying together, no matter how you calculate it, it is not a loss.

But if Lin Xuan planned it this way, and wanted to continue to develop, based on emotion and reason, there would definitely be an explanation or a promise... As long as he said, even if it was a vague and not very clear hint, she would I feel like I can wait for him.

After all, the future is long, isn't it?

However, no.

He didn't say a word.

In the past half month, those who have been worrying about gains and losses, those who have already had a premonition and are unwilling to admit it, have been denied the phone call just now, and have turned into great joy and beauty, occasionally serious thinking or looming shadows in sleep, in This moment was unprecedentedly clear, with a cold and disheartening coolness that enveloped her whole body.

There is an unbreathable void.

After asking those three words, he held the chopsticks in his right hand, and couldn’t even pretend to be dipping the dumplings in the seasoning. He was hovering in the air, holding the smooth and slightly frosted bamboo chopsticks with his slender white fingers, and he couldn’t help but exert his strength. .

Lin Xuan sighed softly, "That's about it. In fact, I have never had a clear plan for my future. Take one step at a time and make a good decision at the moment, and the future will naturally be clear."

Xu Qingru didn't know how long she was silent, only heard a soft "oh" from herself.

Lin Xuan didn't know what to say for a while, and was thinking about whether to say a few words of relief, when Xu Qingru raised his face with a smile, looked at him for two seconds, lowered his head again, picked up the dumplings and put them on a white porcelain plate, Xiao took a bite, chewed slowly twice, looked up again, and said with a slight smile, "Why don't you talk?"

Lin Xuan laughed dryly, and realized that she still overestimated herself, or that Xu Qingru was a little underestimated. When she kept all her emotional fluctuations in her heart, it was difficult for others to see her true thoughts, but when she wanted to express, or say When pointing out some things, I can't pretend anymore.

In the end, he could only sigh softly, "I don't know what to say."

Xu Qingru lowered her head and said softly, "Me too."

Lin Xuan ate food silently. In fact, he felt that he couldn't eat anymore, but he didn't know what to do if he didn't eat.

Xu Qingru raised her head and glanced at him, her eyes darkened, but she still smiled silently, "From talking about everything, to being silent about each other... right?"

Lin Xuan didn't answer, he ate what was in his mouth, and then smiled: "Do you know Lin Huiyin?"

Xu Qingru gave a soft "hmm", "I also know that your sister likes her the most."

Lin Xuandao: "Actually, I didn't know much at first, but I learned about it because of superficiality. There are quite a few literati who have been handed down to later generations, Liang Qichao, Lu Xun, Wang Guowei, Hu Shi, Shen Congwen, Bing Xin, Lin Huiyin, Lu Xiaoman, Lu Bicheng, Xiao Hong, Zhang Ailing, Yang Jiang... There are both talents and appearances, and there are also many controversial characters .”

"Those who know Lin Huiyin regard her as a strange girl of a generation. Those who don't know may even call her the ancestor of the green tea whore. When I first heard about her, it was also those romances with speculation and fantasy, and I would also miss this woman. Can make so many talents and celebrities fall under the pomegranate skirt, not only talented and beautiful, but also a little bit of green tea, otherwise they are all married to Liang Sicheng, why don't they cut off contact with Xu Zhimo? What's more, Jin Yuelin fell in love with her after her marriage .”

"Later, after I really got to know it, I realized what a villain's heart is. But people often like to judge others by themselves, which highly determines their horizons. There is a gap between people, and there will naturally be a gap between feelings and feelings. They look at and with vulgar eyes. If you speculate about her, you will naturally think about the bad..."

He mumbled for a long time, but didn't get to the point, Xu Qingru didn't say anything, just listened to him quietly.

Lin Xuan coughed, and after laying the groundwork for a long time, he finally got to the point, "I personally appreciate, admire, and even look forward to the kind of friendship between men and women that does not exceed the rules and is not indiscriminate, just like Xu Zhimo. People, after Lin Huiyin got married, didn’t he also stick to the boundaries of a friend? Of course, in today’s era, it’s all about girlfriends, the old king in the gym, and the waist training. This kind of feeling is definitely not something that ordinary people can have and control. There are high demands..."

When he said this, he felt that Xu Qingru's intelligence should have understood what he meant, and it was a bit embarrassing to be honest for a long time alone, so he stopped talking and looked at Xu Qingru.

It took Xu Qingru a while to look up, with a forced smile: "Are you praising me?"

Just as Lin Xuan was about to answer, she lowered her head again and said slowly: "Mr. Lin is a generation of extraordinary women, but I am just a very ordinary girl. I can't compare to her, and I dare not compare."

Lin Xuan was at a loss for words.

Xu Qingru lowered her head for a while, then raised her face again, slightly apologetic, and smiled softly, "I'm sorry, I know your good intentions, I shouldn't have said that."

Lin Xuan shook his head and said, "The one who should say sorry is the one who should say it."

Xu Qingru put down her chopsticks and asked, "Have you finished eating?"

Lin Xuan nodded, then got up to pay the bill, and said, "I'll take you back."

Xu Qingru left the dumpling restaurant without making a sound, and saw the river was green, the shade of the willows was hanging upside down, and the fiery red sun was slanting in the western sky. Looking at the setting sun with clear eyes, she pressed her lips tightly.

Some surging, warm things are almost irresistibly rushing out, flooding the world in sight.

She pursed her lips and supported her eyelashes with will, not letting them blink.

Like an embankment holding back the billowing torrent, trying to keep the world from being submerged.

At this moment, I feel like a hero who saves the world.

Strong, brave...and alone.

(End of this chapter)