League of Legends: Arrow of Champions

Chapter 155 【155】
Looking back on the same path, Gu was speechless.

Lin Xuan suddenly felt that this scene was a bit familiar. After thinking about it for a while, he remembered that after the Internet cafe training that afternoon, he saw the soup that Jiang Qianyu "taught" on the river bank in front of Yulong Square, and went to Xu Hui to apologize. It was similar Situation, walking in the shade of willows on the river bank like this.

Of course, the atmosphere in the family is much sweeter than it is now.

The experience is somewhat similar.

Lin Xuan turned to look at Xu Qingru, and Xu Qingru looked at the river.

With a sigh in his heart, he gave up the idea of ​​talking. No matter what he said at this time, he was just rubbing salt on her wounds. He had already stabbed her, so he asked "Does it hurt?" No matter how sincere the tone is, it doesn't help.

The wound bleeds and scabs, which is inevitable.

Pain is unavoidable, of course.

Annoyance or resentment is normal.

"Is there anything else you want to say?"

Along the river bank, walking back to the pavilion in front of the community in silence, Xu Qingru broke the silence, but the problem was still in front of Lin Xuan.

When she was talking, she looked at a green and lush sweetgum plant by the roadside. Lin Xuan looked at her profile, recalling her shy and joyful appearance when she just walked out of the community, with a little heartache mixed with guilt, and sighed softly : "I feel like I have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say, I have no face... and I can't say it."

She still didn't look back, her voice was slightly choked, "Is there anything else you can't say?"

Lin Xuan was silent.

Xu Qingru stopped talking, turned around and walked towards the gate of his own community, Lin Xuan followed a few more steps, and when he reached the gate, seeing that Xu Qingru still had no intention of turning back, he could only say goodbye softly as usual: "Slow down, goodbye."

"OK Bye Bye."

It was also the same response as in the past, but there was a missing smile.

Xu Qingru really didn't think about turning back, it was already the case, there was no need to throw the last bit of her modesty and dignity as a girl on the ground, but when she heard the ending of the phrase "bye" falling in her ears, she took another step forward At that time, it seemed that every time he took a step, something was being pulled out of his body.

This feeling was so clear that she almost suspected that she had wounds all over her body, and what was drawn out was blood.

Otherwise, why would it be accompanied by such pain and weakness?

With her footsteps gradually slowing down, she finally turned around and saw Lin Xuan standing there, only less than two meters away from her.

Did he catch up again, or did he take these few steps that lasted like a year, but he didn't go far at all?

Lin Xuan said: "What's wrong?"

Xu Qingru bit her lip and asked softly, "In the future...can we meet again?"

When I asked this sentence, I felt that what I insisted on, supported, maintained, and saved along the way just now, the whole world seemed to be smashed by this sentence, just seven simple words It became a blur.

She turned her back in a panic, tears streaming down her face in an instant.

Don't dare to wipe it.

Let the vision blur into groups of dim light.

"Of course."

Lin Xuan tried his best to keep his voice as usual, "I said before, I still need you as a tour guide when I go to Lucheng."

"it is good."

Xu Qingru responded softly, hearing her voice choked with sobs, her strong self-esteem made her wish to disappear from the sight behind her immediately, but she couldn't lift her footsteps no matter what.

She bit her lips hard, and then said again, every word seemed to tremble slightly in her ears: "Is... because, because... I rejected you before...?"

Lin Xuan shook his head, then realized that she couldn't see it, and sighed, "No."

one second.

two seconds.

three seconds
……

Xu Qingru, who didn't wait for a follow-up answer, walked away slowly. The shadow of the tree was elongated by the setting sun and was finely mottled. Lin Xuan watched her walk through the mottled light and dark, and slowly disappear. He stood there for a while, then turned and left.

The shadows of the trees whirled behind him.

The sky is gorgeous at sunset.

I look like a scumbag.

When Lin Xuan walked back to the bus station, he looked back towards Xu Qingru's home, and suddenly remembered a little poem written by Xu Qingru not long before the confession. She wrote it after reading "Records of Yang Bi", and then tore it up by herself. , Lin Xuan only remembered two sentences:

Don't know that people are weak, and only hate it when it's sunny and late.

These two lines of poems seem quite appropriate at this time, after all, she has done nothing wrong, and even from her point of view, she is completely a scumbag image.

"boom."

The bus stopped in front of the stop sign, Lin Xuan looked away, stepped up and got on the bus, there were a lot of people on the bus, he didn't care, he found a seat that wasn't too crowded, held the railing, and looked out the window in a quiet trance .

To be honest, Xu Qingru's performance surprised him, probably because she habitually suppressed the external expression of her feelings. Before that, Lin Xuan never thought that she would use her affection so much, whether it was in school or in the daily chat after the college entrance examination.

Looking back at this moment, I can vaguely understand the afternoon before the college entrance examination, with her personality, what kind of determination was it to muster up so much courage to take those two steps forward in that situation.

However, life is all about trade-offs!
Lin Xuan sighed softly. In matters of feelings, the means and methods can be as tactful and soft as possible, but once a decision is made, the attitude must be firm and decisive. Constant decision will only harm others and oneself.

Just like the executioner who is in charge of beheading, at the moment when he has to swing the machete in his hand, the fastest and most ruthless cut, the sharp and sharp hand raising and lowering the knife, is the last thing he can do to the victim.

After getting off the bus, Lin Xuan looked at his building from a distance, suppressed some negative emotions, and couldn't help but think of Jiang Qianyu's words when he went out, sighed lightly and walked into the community.

"The road ahead is long."

When we got home, my dad had already come back. The family of three were having dinner while discussing the TV plot. They watched happily, and when they saw Lin Xuan came back, the stepmother just asked if they had eaten and if they wanted to eat more. Dad frowned and said : "I ran out as soon as I got home. Fortunately, your mother bought vegetables at noon and prepared to cook delicious food for you two."

"Ate."

Lin Xuan answered to his stepmother first, and then explained to his father, "A classmate has an appointment, so I went there, and I knew that my mother would definitely cook delicious food, and I specially saved my stomach."

While speaking, he sat down in his own seat. He had all the bowls and chopsticks and hadn’t touched them. What he said sounded nice. In fact, he ate late at noon. He just ate a lot at the dumpling restaurant to keep the atmosphere from being too embarrassing. , I can't possibly be feasting right now, so after sitting down, I filled a bowl of soup by myself and planned to drink it slowly.

The stepmother probably guessed that he was going to meet the female classmate, so naturally she couldn't guess that the purpose was to refuse, so she smoothed things over with a smile, and my father didn't say anything else.

After a meal, Lin Xuan was not scolded, but he always felt weird in his heart, because Jiang Qianyu's attitude was a little weird.

During the whole meal, Jiang Qianyu said a few words to him, which was normal content, but from the beginning to the end, he never exchanged a single glance with him.

After taking a bath, Lin Xuan knocked on the door of Jiang Qianyu's room, and then pushed it open. Xiao Nizi was sitting cross-legged in front of the bay window reading a book. When she saw him coming in, she just glanced up and continued to concentrate on reading.

Lin Xuan looked at the girl who shyly and joyfully said "You come back, I'm triumphant" less than three hours ago, a little doubt flashed in his heart, but he smiled as usual: "We will broadcast live later." ?"

"No."

Jiang Qianyu was still staring at the page in front of him, and said in a clear voice, "The broadcast has already been broadcast in the afternoon. Read a book tonight and take a rest."

"Okay." Lin Xuan turned and left, closing the door gently.

"boom."

With a soft bang, the door closed.

Jiang Qianyu, who had been concentrating on reading, raised her head and stared blankly at the closed door, biting her cherry lips with her white teeth, and a little dazed in her clear and bright eyes.

For a long time, I didn't even notice that the book in my hand had slipped.

"puff."

A soft sound.

Books that fall on the carpet close automatically.

The title of the book on the cover reads: "The Funeral of ***".

　Qing Ru's sister hasn't been finished yet, if I really want to abuse her, or if I'm willing to abuse her, I won't write with pen and ink so hard.

　　In addition, I don't pretend anymore, I wrote half of the fourth update (actually cut out from this chapter), but I can't post it, I have to think about the details... Well, some book friends also pointed out the book review, This is a twist.

　　I hope that these words can make everyone forget what I said last night about today's fifth watch. Good night, it means Qianqian loves you~~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)