Xueba, don't leave after school!

Chapter 163 "Without Han Shiyan, there would be no Jiang Mu today."

Jingcheng Airport.

Jiang Mu got off the plane, raised her head and took a deep breath.

After working in the imperial capital, I basically only come back once or twice a year.

Jingcheng is a small city with a good environment and good air.

Back home, the mood is beautiful.

Jiang Mu hummed a song and walked outside the airport, took a taxi and set off.

Four or ten minutes later, the car stopped at the gate of Han Shiyan's residential area.

"Thank you master."

Jiang Mukan paid to get out of the car, and looked up at the old community in front of him that had experienced many vicissitudes.

After buying a few catties of fruit at the gate of the community, she walked inside.

That's right, she lied to Han Shiyan.

She was not on a business trip at all, but returned to Jingcheng without telling everyone.

Although Han Shiyan's condition has improved a lot recently, Jiang Mu can tell that he still has something on his mind.

He said that there are many things that cannot be figured out.

Jiang Mu also had many things he couldn't figure out.

She no longer wanted to wait for Han Shiyan to take the initiative to explain to her.

I don't know what year and month I will have to wait.

Han Shiyan is used to keeping everything in his heart, competing with himself.

Too much time has been wasted between them, Jiang Mu doesn't want to wait any longer.

So, she decided to take the initiative.

She wanted to know what happened to Han Shiyan back then.

And the one who knew everything clearly was probably Han Shiyan's grandparents.

Jiang Mu came to look for Han Shiyan back then, so he naturally knew which building Han Shiyan's family lived in.

But she didn't know the specific floor.

This community is very old, and most of them are old people who have lived here all their lives.

Jiang Mu easily asked the floor and room number of Han Shiyan's house.

Standing in front of Han Shiyan's house, Jiang Mu spent half a minute mentally building himself up.

Then, there was a knock on the door.

After knocking on the door, Jiang Mu stood outside and waited.

The old house basically has no sound insulation effect. After waiting for about a minute, she heard the sound of the door opening from inside.

Jiang Mu's heart rose to his throat, and he stretched out his hands nervously to straighten his clothes.

- Squeak.

When the old door opened, it was accompanied by a dull hiss.

The white-haired old man appeared in front of Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu met this old man in the hospital back then, and she immediately recognized that this was Han Shiyan's grandfather.

She was too impressed with Han Shiyan's grandfather.

Unsmiling, very serious, and a little fierce.

Jiang Mu thought it would be difficult if his memory was not deep.

Han Shiyan's grandfather was still the same as before, with a straight face and no expression.

Jiang Mu took the initiative to speak: "Hello! I am...Han Shiyan's friend. I just came back to Jingcheng, so I want to see you."

The old man looked at Jiang Mu, and before he could speak, he heard an old lady's voice from inside: "Who is it?"

Probably because grandpa came to open the door and didn't go in for a long time, so grandma also came over.

Grandma is not in good health and looks a little pale.

When she saw Jiang Mu, she was a little surprised: "Where have I seen this little girl..."

After all, it has been so many years, and I haven't seen him a few times back then, so it's normal that grandma can't remember Jiang Mu.

"I'm Jiang Mu. I used to be in the same class as Han Shiyan in No. [-] Middle School. We met when you were hospitalized." Jiang Mu slowed down his speech and explained to his grandmother.

When she said this, grandma got a little impression.

"It's you..." Grandma smiled and turned to blame Grandpa: "You don't let people in, what are you doing standing at the door."

*
Jiang Mu was brought in by Han Shiyan's grandmother.

He kept asking Jiang Mu where she worked and if she had eaten.

Jiang Mu replied one by one: "I work in the imperial capital and do animation. I ate it on the plane. How are you..."

The two old people have already retired, and they are old people when they go out and go home. They are very happy to see Jiang Mu.

However, it was grandma who talked, and grandpa hardly spoke, just sitting aside and making tea.

Halfway through, my grandfather answered the phone and went out.

The grandmother who had been chatting with Jiang Mu suddenly stopped.

Jiang Mu kept thinking about how to ask about Han Shiyan, but he didn't notice that grandma had stopped talking for a while.

"Girl, you are not just my Shi Yan's friend, are you?" Grandma looked at Jiang Mu kindly and smiled gently.

Jiang Mu pursed her lips, stretched out her hand to hook the hair hanging down from Gou's ear: "I...is his girlfriend."

Grandma smiled even more happily, narrowed her eyes, held Jiang Mu's hand and said, "Back then, Shi Yan liked you very much..."

Her tone was very emotional, and her eyes turned red.

Such a kind old man suddenly cried, and Jiang Mu was a little at a loss.

"I'm fine, I'm just happy, happy for Shi Yan." Grandma reached out and wiped the tears on her face.

"Han Shiyan, he..." Jiang Mu thought about it and said, "He's actually not in a very good condition."

Grandma raised her head and looked at Jiang Mu in surprise.

Jiang Mu told her about Han Shiyan's situation.

Grandma was silent for a long time before speaking slowly.

*
That's not a special story.

Both parents are educated people, the mother is a teacher, and the father is an expert in the pediatric hospital.

As their daughter, she has no worries about food and clothing since childhood, has received a good education, and has a bright future.

If this daughter finds a man of the right family, she will probably be able to have smooth sailing in this life and live a life without bowing down to life.

However, she chose a poor boy.

A good girl who has followed the rules for more than 20 years, found true love, and despite everyone's opposition, chose to go away with the poor boy.

In the first few years, the poor boy was very competitive and made a lot of money. They had a son and the family was harmonious.

Later, the business failed, and the poor boy began to stay out at night, drink heavily, and domestic violence.

After all, they once loved each other sincerely. The good girl doesn't believe that the poor boy will always be like this. She thinks he will get better.

Later it intensified.

The poor boy was drinking and domesticating day and night, and the good girl was so sad all day long that she seemed to have forgotten that she had a son.

At the age when other children are acting like a baby in the arms of their parents, their sons have to cook and wash their own clothes, and often have to resist the father of domestic violence, and even block the knife for the mother.

The good girl is Han Shiyan's mother, and the poor boy is Han Shiyan's father.

Han Shiyan grew up in such a family environment.

Jiang Mu lowered his head, sniffed, and spoke with a strong nasal voice: "Did his mother really ignore him? He was still a child at that time."

She couldn't understand how there could be such a stupid woman in this world.

She was so stupid that she tried to save a man who was violent in the family, and even ignored her own son for this man.

"We are also responsible." Instead, grandma didn't cry, her tone was calm and sad: "When Xiao Wan left with that man, the old man severed the father-daughter relationship with her. The father and daughter are both the same. Really cruel."

Xiaowan is Han Shiyan's mother.

Her full name is Han Zhiwan.

After Han Zhiwan and Han Shiyan's father went to the imperial capital, they never contacted their family again.

Han Zhiwan has never experienced hardship since she was a child, and was overprotected by her parents. In her heart, love is greater than the sky.

Love is even more important than sons.

In those years, Han Shiyan was alone, in a broken family, you were numb from the quarrels between your parents, and you grew up alone.

"Then what happened later? What happened when Han Shiyan was 17 years old?" Jiang Mu still remembered Xi Jingyue's words.

After hearing Jiang Mu's words, grandma supported the armrest with trembling hands: "When we got the news, that man and Xiao Wan had already passed away one after another, leaving only Shi Yan alone."

"The police said that two people jumped off the building together to die..."

"We went to pick him up. He didn't speak at that time. At first he didn't agree to come to Jingcheng with us. He always buried himself in the papers alone. No one knew what he was thinking..."

Jiang Mu remembered that Han Shiyan once said that he wrote thousands of papers a year.

She really never thought that Han Shiyan grew up like this.

Jiang Mu couldn't say a word for a long time.

Suddenly, Jiang Mu sensed that someone was looking at her, and suddenly raised her head, and saw Han Shiyan's grandfather came back at some time, standing by the door and looking at her.

The always serious old man also had a sad look on his face.

"It's getting late, go home early." As soon as he opened his mouth, he chased Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu checked the time, and it was indeed getting late.

Moreover, Han Shiyan's grandmother is not in good health.

I talked so much with her again today, and my emotions were a little bit up and down.

Jiang Mu stood up: "Grandma, I'm leaving first, you should rest early."

"Just leave?" Grandma was obviously a little bit reluctant.

"Well, during the Chinese New Year, I will come to see you with Han Shiyan again." When Jiang Mu stood up, grandma also stood up to see her off.

Jiang Mu quickly said: "Grandma, you don't need to see me off, go to rest early."

*
Han Shiyan's grandfather sent Jiang Mu downstairs.

Jiang Mu thought that her grandfather only sent her downstairs.

But when he got downstairs, Grandpa didn't go back either.

He put his hands behind his back, his back was straight, and he didn't say a word.

Jiang Mu glanced at him carefully, and said hesitantly, "Go back, I can just go out by myself."

"I'll take you to the car." He kept walking, that's all he said.

Outside the community, Han Shiyan's grandfather helped her stop a car.

Before getting into the car, Jiang Mu looked at her with complicated emotions.

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't speak for a while.

He was the first to ask, "Is Han Shiyan okay?"

"It's okay." Jiang Mu said.

He was silent for a while and said, "Thank you for your hard work."

Jiang Mu was taken aback for a moment.

"Let's go." He turned and left after saying that.

Jiang Mu got into the car and looked back at him.

When she met Han Shiyan's grandfather for the first time in her third year of high school, she was actually a little afraid of this serious old man.

Now I feel that he is just a person who is not good at expressing.

He was a poorly expressive father when he was young, and a poorly expressive grandfather when he was old.

He said "Thank you for your hard work" to Jiang Mu.

The subtext was to ask her to take care of Han Shiyan more.

He should also be very clear in his heart that Han Shiyan's life has not been very good in the past few years.

"Little girl, where are you going?"

The driver's voice brought back Jiang Mu's thoughts.

Jiang Mu reported his home address.

*
Neither Tang Wen nor Jiang Rongfeng expected Jiang Mu to come back suddenly.

In the middle of the night, she has to get up and cook for her.

Even Jiang Rongfeng, the landlord stopped fighting, rolled up his sleeves and walked to the kitchen.

While walking, he said, "I also learned a dish recently, and I will cook it for you."

"What dish?" Jiang Mu was curious.

"You'll know when it's done." Jiang Rongfeng smiled mysteriously.

Finally, Jiang Rongfeng made scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

Jiang Mu couldn't help laughing, but she still commented seriously, even boasting that it was delicious.

After Jiang Mu finished his meal, he could clearly feel that Jiang Rongfeng and Tang Wen still had something to say, but thinking that it was already late, he urged Jiang Mu to go to bed.

The couple were collecting things, and Jiang Mu stood by the door watching and chatting with them.

After watching, Jiang Mu walked over, holding one in each hand.

"What's wrong?" Tang Wen was the most sensitive mother, and felt that something was wrong with Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu shook his head: "It's just that I haven't seen her for a long time, and my mother is still so pretty."

After speaking, he turned to look at Jiang Rongfeng: "Father is too, he is still so handsome."

Jiang Rongfeng grinned from ear to ear, and then asked cautiously: "Why did you come back suddenly? Didn't you know you would say something beforehand?"

He was naturally happy when Jiang Mu came back.

But when I came back suddenly, I was always worried that something had happened.

After all, the imperial capital was too far away, and they didn't know what Jiang Mu did or what happened.

There will always be all kinds of worries.

Jiang Mu hurriedly comforted him: "It's really fine, but I just happened to be on a business trip, so I came back to see you by the way. I will return to the imperial capital tomorrow morning, and I will come back to see you after the Chinese New Year."

When it was time to go to bed, Tang Wen came in with hot milk again: "Drink the milk before going to bed."

Jiang Rongfeng followed closely with the quilt: "Do you want to add another quilt?"

"That's enough, go to bed early." Jiang Mu took the milk and then the quilt.

Then Tang Wen and Jiang Rongfeng were pushed out.

Every time Jiang Mu came back, Jiang Rongfeng and Tang Wen would circle around her.

Before the third year of high school, she had been living in Jingcheng. Tang Wen and Jiang Rongfeng treated her well, and she had long been accustomed to it.

She once thought that most of the parents in this world are the same, maybe they have different personalities and different ways of loving their children.

There will also be domestic violence in the news, news about abandoning children and so on.

But Jiang Mu felt that those were the minority.

Even Wen Yiyan who committed suicide in her class back then, although her mother was a little paranoid and loved her in a wrong way, she still loved her after all.

Although Mu Chi's mother cares more about work, she still loves Mu Chi.

And Han Shiyan...

Han Shiyan grew up to 17 years old in that broken family.

Quarrels and beatings were a daily occurrence in that family.

Parents couldn't guarantee Han Shiyan even the simplest food and clothing.

Han Shiyan is so smart, he must have been very obedient and obedient when he was a child, and he must have studied well.

Jiang Mu could even imagine that he became numb and indifferent day after day in such a family.

Did he ever think at that time that he would be able to leave that kind of family when he grew up?

However, before he was old enough to leave such a family, his parents both passed away.

So much so that until now, he has not been able to escape from that home.

*
That night, Jiang Mu thought about many things.

Tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

She booked an early flight.

Flight at five o'clock in the morning.

She barely slept and booked a car to the airport.

When I set off, I left a note on the dining table for my parents.

On the plane, Jiang Mu took a light sleep.

Had a dream.

Dreaming of Han Shiyan when he was a child.

She woke up with a start, sweating profusely, and looked at the time. It would take more than an hour to land.

*
When we arrived at the imperial capital, it was 07:30.

As soon as Jiang Mu got out of the airport, he took a taxi to Han Shiyan's house.

It's an hour's drive.

An hour had never felt so long to her.

When the car stopped at the gate of the community, Jiang Mu got out of the car and ran in.

When she finally stood in front of Han Shiyan's house, she calmed down instead.

After arranging his clothes and hair, he took out the key to open the door.

After she stayed here with Han Shiyan, Han Shiyan gave her the key.

At 08:30, Han Shiyan should still be at home, right?

She took out the key and opened the door, and it was quiet inside.

Jiang Mu changed his shoes and walked towards Han Shiyan's bedroom. Just halfway there, there was the sound of the door opening behind him.

Jiang Mu turned his head and saw Han Shiyan standing at the door of the study, holding the doorknob in one hand.

He didn't expect Jiang Mu to come back so early, and he was stunned for a moment.

Jiang Mu ran towards him and threw himself into his arms.

Han Shiyan subconsciously reached out to hug her, paused, and then lowered his head and asked her, "Why are you back so early?"

His voice was hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time.

Jiang Mu raised her head suddenly, and stared at Han Shiyan pretending to be angry: "Why did you come out of the study, did you not sleep last night?"

Han Shiyan pursed the corner of his lower lip, and this subtle movement did not escape Jiang Mu's eyes who were staring at him closely.

Jiang Mu let go of him: "Are you really awake?"

Han Shiyan explained: "Write a paper."

"Heh." Jiang Mu stared at him with a half-smile.

"Didn't you eat? I'll make you breakfast." Han Shiyan patted her head.

The tone was clearly the same as usual, but it sounded unusually gentle.

Jiang Mu's heart softened, and thinking of what Han Shiyan's grandma said, she couldn't bear to say a bad word, so she nodded obediently.

*
Han Shiyan cooked breakfast, and Jiang Mu went back to the room to wash and change clothes.

He came out and went straight to the kitchen.

Han Shiyan was facing away from her.

He was worried that Jiang Mu was hungry, so he cooked faster egg noodles.

Jiang Mu hugged Han Shiyan from behind, Han Shiyan was stunned for a moment, then turned his head slightly: "What's wrong?"

Feeling Jiang Mu shaking his head, he didn't ask any more questions and continued to serve noodles.

*
While eating breakfast, Han Shiyan asked casually, "Why are you back so early?"

Jiang Mu was sleepy and hungry, and said vaguely: "Morning flight."

"Oh." Han Shiyan responded lightly, without any abnormality.

Suddenly, Jiang Mu suddenly raised his head and looked at Han Shiyan.

She told Han Shiyan last night that she was on a business trip to City J.

City J is very close to Didu, and the high-speed train arrives in an hour.

Jiang Mu felt that his hair had grown and his IQ had lost.

"I..." Jiang Mu opened his mouth, not knowing how to explain for a while.

"Huh?" Han Shiyan still had that calm expression.

Jiang Mu was not sure what he was thinking, and felt that if he told the truth, he would not know how to end in the end.

After all, Han Shiyan still had to take care of his mood.

After hearing about Han Shiyan's childhood experience, she now loves him dearly.

Under Han Shiyan's gaze, Jiang Mu had an idea and said seriously, "I love you."

Han Shiyan pursed his lips and smiled silently.

I couldn't stop laughing.

He clenched his fist and pressed it to his lips. Although he tried his best to suppress his urge to laugh, his shaking shoulders still revealed that he was holding back his laughter.

Jiang Mu didn't know what to say for a while.

She tidied up her heart and asked earnestly, "Aren't you moved?"

Han Shiyan nodded solemnly, but Jiang Mu felt extra perfunctory: "Then are you still laughing?"

Han Shiyan stopped smiling, and said sincerely, "It's so cute."

So I couldn't help but want to laugh.

Jiang Mu: "..."

She snorted and continued to eat noodles, ignoring him.

If it was before, at this time, she could lose her temper and beat him up.

But now, I can't do it.

All he could think about was that Han Shiyan had lived too hard in the past, and it was too late to feel distressed, so he was not willing to do anything.

*
The matter about Jiang Mu's "business trip" seems to have been exposed in this way.

Han Shiyan didn't ask any more questions.

Han Shiyan was going to work, but Jiang Mu was still pawing at the door, reluctantly asking, "When are you coming back?"

"Come back after get off work." Han Shiyan thought it was a little funny, and teased her: "Otherwise, I'll ask for leave to stay at home with you?"

Jiang Mu shook his head: "No, no, no."

As a teacher, how can I ask for leave for such a trivial matter.

Han Shiyan suppressed his smile and said, "Then I'm leaving?"

"Yeah." Jiang Mu leaned her head against the door, pitifully.

Seeing that Han Shiyan really started to leave, he stopped him again: "Wait a minute."

Han Shiyan turned his head, and before he could see the situation in front of him clearly, he felt his lips soften.

"Goodbye." The person who kissed him secretly had already closed the door and entered the house.

Han Shiyan was stunned for a moment, then loosened his tie before heading for the elevator.

When he went downstairs to the parking lot, he got in the car, took out his mobile phone and made a call.

The phone was connected quickly.

"Grandpa."

"Did someone look for you yesterday?"

*
Jiang Mu didn't sleep much the night before, and fell asleep as soon as he got back to his room.

She took two days off and didn't have to worry about going to work.

When Han Shiyan came back at noon, he opened Jiang Mu's room door and took a look inside.

Seeing that she was soundly asleep, she didn't wake her up, so she turned around and went to cook.

When the soup was finally cooking, he went to the room and asked Jiang Mu to get up for dinner.

Jiang Mu was sleepy and dizzy. When he saw Han Shiyan in a daze, he thought he was dreaming.

"Get up and eat." Han Shiyan took her coat and put it on her.

Jiang Mu rubbed his eyes: "Why are you back?"

"I'll be back when I'm free at noon." Han Shiyan said again: "Eat."

Jiang Mu got out of bed slowly while putting on his coat: "I can just eat something at noon, you don't have to hurry back, how tired you are, and you can't sleep well at night..."

When she said this, she thought that Han Shiyan didn't sleep last night.

Looking at Han Shiyan worriedly: "If you don't sleep for a long time at night, you will die suddenly, right?"

Han Shiyan knocked her head with a straight face: "It's easier to get sick if you don't eat on time."

Jiang Mu: "..."

*
Jiang Mu's "business trip" seems to have passed like this.

She has become more and more clingy to Han Shiyan recently.

Go home early after get off work.

Work that requires overtime is also brought home.

At night, she hugged the pillow and ran to Han Shiyan's room pitifully.

When Han Shiyan chased her away, she jumped on the bed, with the look of "you came if you wanted to".

Han Shiyan had nothing to do with her.

There were a few misfires, but there were no breakthroughs.

After Jiang Mu communicated with a female colleague who had a boyfriend in the company, she began to wonder if Han Shiyan could do it.

As a little clever ghost, Jiang Mu went into Han Shiyan's study and searched the question on his computer: "When sleeping together, my boyfriend is always very tolerant, is it normal?"

After Jiang Mu searched, he just zoomed out the webpage without closing it, and put the computer into sleep mode.

In this way, Han Shiyan will be able to see this page the next time he turns on the computer.

Jiang Mu felt that it was too difficult for him.

At the same time, he marveled at his own intelligence.

She is really too smart.

To think of such a way.

*
In the evening, Jiang Mu washed up early and lay on the bed pretending to sleep.

Han Shiyan still had something to deal with, so he went to the study.

Jiang Mu waited and waited, but Han Shiyan came in, and finally fell asleep.

It was almost eleven o'clock when I woke up after hearing some movement in a daze.

Han Shiyan heard movement on the bed, and asked her in a low voice, "Do you want some water?"

Jiang Mu had long forgotten what she had done before, and only said one word: "Drink."

Han Shiyan sat by the bed and handed her a glass of water.

After Jiang Mu drank the water, her mind cleared up a little, and she handed the empty cup to Han Shiyan, and found that he was staring at her intently, and remembered the "good deeds" she had done before.

Seeing Han Shiyan's eyes full of meaning, she felt a little guilty.

Silently withdrew the hand that was handing the cup, and prepared to put the cup by herself.

But Han Shiyan reached out and took the cup in her hand halfway, and asked her very considerately: "Are you hungry, do you want supper?"

She wasn't hungry at first, but when Han Shiyan asked, she really felt a little hungry.

But she was too guilty, so she shook her head.

"En." Han Shiyan responded with a very indifferent expression.

Jiang Mu leaned against the head of the bed, and pulled her hand carefully: "Are you going to sleep?"

Han Shiyan: "Yes."

He had already showered and changed into his pajamas, and he got up and turned off the light after speaking.

As soon as he lay down, the bed shook.

Jiang Mu lay down with his back facing him, not daring to take a breath.

After a while, a man's deep voice came from behind: "Come here."

Jiang Mu froze. Is Han Shiyan finally going to prove that he is a "normal boyfriend"?
She didn't move, and Han Shiyan took the initiative to post it.

He laughed lowly: "What are you nervous about?"

Jiang Mu became even more nervous.

Immediately afterwards, I heard Han Shiyan say: "Nothing you worry about will happen."

Only then did Jiang Mu realize that Han Shiyan was just teasing her.

She ground her teeth, and raised her hand to lean on him with her elbow.

But Han Shiyan had been prepared for a long time, Jiang Mu just raised his hand, and he held his arm: "Don't be angry, let's chat."

His voice was soft, with a hint of coaxing.

Jiang Mu snorted a little and became quiet.

Han Shiyan spoke first: "Talk about your college life."

"I've been busy, and there's nothing else interesting." After thinking about it, Jiang Mu felt that her four years in college were nothing special.

After she finished speaking, she asked Han Shiyan, "What about you?"

Han Shiyan smiled: "Me too."

Maybe it was the night that made people unprepared and opened up their hearts. Jiang Mu lost his scruples and asked him, "Why did you return to China suddenly?"

Han Shiyan was silent for a long time: "Because I think someone might want me to return to China."

anyone?

Jiang Mu was a little sour: "Oh."

Han Shiyan said unhurriedly: "During the Chinese New Year, a domestic public phone called my mobile phone, but I didn't receive it, but I thought it must be someone who wanted me to go back to China, so I just came back."

during the New Year?
Isn't that what she called him from the public phone near the school when she returned to Jingcheng?
Han Shiyan continued: "It was very busy at that time, and no one usually called me, so I didn't know if my mobile phone was in arrears."

Jiang Mu asked him: "What if someone else made a mistake?"

Han Shiyan: "I never thought about it."

Jiang Mu's throat was a little congested: "The person who called didn't miss you."

Before the ending sound fell, Han Shiyan said: "But I miss you very much."

"I will miss you when I see orange candies, and I will miss you when I see cartoon dolls..." Han Shiyan's voice dropped, and his arms around her tightened a bit.

Jiang Mu's heart was so soft that he softly asked, "Then why don't you come back to find me?"

"There is no shortage of Han Shiyan by Jiang Mu's side."

Han Shiyan knew better than anyone how attractive Jiang Mu was.

"However, without Han Shiyan, there would be no Jiang Mu today."

Jiang Mu also knows better than anyone that he will meet many outstanding boys in his life.

But none of them were Han Shiyan.

Han Shiyan lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair.

Jiang Mu turned over and looked at him in the dim light: "Then why did you just leave?"

"Without me, your life won't be any different. If I'm always by your side, sooner or later you'll be forced to face my heavy past. I know all about you going to see my grandparents. gone."

Han Shiyan's tone was very calm.

Jiang Mu was only briefly surprised, Han Shiyan is so smart, as long as she shows her feet, he will know everything.

Jiang Mu didn't know what to say.

At this time, Han Shiyan continued: "At that time, I actually wanted to take my mother away, but my mother didn't want to leave. She would rather die with her father than wait for me to take her away."

"But on the third day after I proposed to take her away, she took advantage of my father's drunkenness and pushed him out of the window, and she followed suit. When they jumped down one after another, I was writing papers in the room , When the police came to knock on the door, I knew they had already jumped."

"When we were young, we actually had a very happy few years, but then everyone changed. They tortured each other, no one mentioned divorce, and no one left. In the end, my mother died with him when she got tired."

Han Shiyan put on a tone of staying out of the matter, as if he was just a spectator of this tragic love.

His mother abandoned him emotionally, and his father was a behavioral abuser.

"Do you hate them?" When Jiang Mu spoke, his voice was a little nasal.

Han Shiyan knew she was crying.

His voice slowed down and looked gentle: "I don't hate, I just want to know why they became like that."

"That's why you chose psychology?" He understated it, but Jiang Mu was terrified when he heard it.

Han Shiyan: "Yes."

Han Shiyan was still a child at that time, and after living in such a family for so many years, it was impossible for him not to be affected at all.

But he is smart, so he tried to separate himself from that broken family, from Han Shiyan who was abandoned by his mother and abused by his father, and forcibly made himself a spectator of tragic love, not letting himself become a victim of this tragedy.

In this way he saved himself.

When he was in the third year of high school in Jingcheng, he looked normal.

This shows that his self-rescue method was very successful back then.

However, after growing up, he gradually discovered that Han Shiyan, who was abandoned by his mother and abused by his father, had actually always been there.

In fact, he still has not come out of that swamp.

At the end of the college entrance examination, when Xi Jingyue came to him, this situation first appeared.

Xi Jingyue's words made him panic.

Make him aware of all this.

Later, he became a deserter in a hurry.

He knew what to do to make Jiang Mu give up the most.

Knowing distance and time is also a good medicine for forgetting.

But in the end, he still lost to his own heart.

People's hearts are the most unpredictable.

Feelings are the hardest to put into words.

He still came back.

Fortunately, he came back.

After a long silence, Jiang Mu asked him: "Then do you understand why they became like that now?"

"No." Han Shiyan paused, and then said, "But I know we won't become like that."

Hearing what he said, Jiang Mu breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good to know."

Then he asked curiously: "Then why did you treat me so well when you were in No. [-] Middle School?"

Han Shiyan suddenly laughed, and there was also a smile in his voice: "A little girl who has never been suppressed by life should have a brighter life."

Jiang Mu asked leisurely: "So, you just can't see me wasting my time, so you kindly give me a hand? Isn't it because of my beauty and cuteness?"

The smile in Han Shiyan's voice was still there: "There are all of them. Occasionally, I would dream of seeing you for the first time."

meeting for the first time...

Jiang Mu swung his fist out of embarrassment and hit him with little strength: "Rogue."

"Use my computer to search for people with that kind of problem, and say I'm a hooligan? Huh?"

Han Shiyan's breath rushed towards him, getting closer...

　I'm having a hard time
　　
　
(End of this chapter)