Xueba, don't leave after school!

Chapter 164 "When I am tired of the world, I will think of you"

When Jiang Mu woke up, he was dizzy and felt like he had run a marathon.

Too tired.

Still hurting all over.

She turned over and crossed her arms, feeling the emptiness under her hands, and woke up suddenly.

She opened her eyes, looked around, and found that the room was empty.

Standing up and sitting up, he found a set of clothes beside the bed.

Neatly folded.

Jiang Mu reached for the clothes, and the quilt slid down from the smooth and white shoulders.

Jiang Mu was stunned, thinking of what happened last night, his face turned red, he took the clothes over, put them on in a hurry, and went out.

There was movement in the kitchen.

Just as Jiang Mu walked to the door of the kitchen, he heard the sound of cooking coming from inside.

Han Shiyan was cutting things with a kitchen knife in his hand, and put his mobile phone on hands-free and put it aside.

While cutting vegetables, he answered the phone.

There was a young boy's voice on the other end of the phone, and a few professional terms came out from time to time.

Jiang Mu understood that some students called to ask questions.

Han Shiyan was very patient and focused on two things.

When Jiang Mu came over, her steps were very light. She stood by the door and watched for a while, but Han Shiyan didn't notice her.

Han Shiyan was wearing home clothes, his eyes were slightly lowered, and his profile was delicate and gentle.

The more Jiang Mu looked at it, the more she thought it looked good, so she pawed at the door without making a sound.

Suddenly, Han Shiyan seemed to sense something, and suddenly turned his head to look at Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu faced him straight up without warning, and after a second of surprise, she bent her lips and smiled at him.

Han Shiyan also hooked his lips, put down the kitchen knife in his hand, picked up his mobile phone and said, "I still have something to do here, let's do it first."

The student at the other end seemed a little surprised, and he paused for a moment before saying, "Okay, goodbye, teacher."

After hanging up the phone, Han Shiyan walked towards her: "Are you hungry?"

Jiang Mu just got up, and he didn't wash his face or brush his teeth, so he nodded in a daze.

Han Shiyan was amused by her, reached out to help her straighten her messy hair, and said in a low voice, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth, I made soup, and the lion's head you like to eat."

Jiang Mu's eyes lit up, and he nodded hurriedly.

Turn around and run to the bathroom.

……

After washing up, there was already a bowl of soup on the table.

"Drink the soup first." Han Shiyan stood at the kitchen door and looked at her.

Jiang Mu nodded: "Okay."

Seeing her sitting down, Han Shiyan reminded her: "I have some soup, drink it slowly."

Jiang Mu gave him a strange look: "Got it."

She is an adult and not a child, this bowl of soup is steaming hot, she can see it, she must know that the soup is very hot, of course she will drink it slowly.

Long-winded.

Soon, Han Shiyan also brought the dishes to the table.

He took another bowl and put it in front of Jiang Mu, and then started to pick up vegetables for her, but he didn't even eat it himself.

Jiang Mu looked at him with some doubts.

Last night, they did something... harmonious.

It's normal for two people to be happy with each other, and it's a matter of course.

But she always felt that something was different about Han Shiyan, which was weird.

Jiang Mu took a sip of the soup and said, "You can eat it yourself."

"En." Although Han Shiyan answered, he didn't move his chopsticks much, and didn't eat much.

After a while, Han Shiyan asked her, "Do you want to go out to watch a movie this afternoon?"

Today is the weekend, and neither of them has anything to do.

"No." Jiang Mu refused straight away, feeling uncomfortable and didn't want to go out.

Han Shiyan said again: "Go back together during the annual leave."

Jiang Mu: "???" Well why did you mention annual leave?

She was silent for a moment and said, "It's still early for the annual leave."

After she finished speaking, she reacted abruptly: "You... don't you want to go home with me for the New Year?"

Han Shiyan turned his eyes away slightly, and then responded quickly: "Yes."

He didn't look very comfortable.

After a while, he said aloud again: "The matter of meeting the parents should also be put on the agenda."

This business-like serious tone.

Jiang Mu suppressed a smile, pretending to be puzzled: "What are you doing seeing your parents?"

"Discuss about getting married." Han Shiyan glanced at her, and his expression became calm and natural.

Jiang Mu choked, why did she feel like she was being bullied?

Also, it's too fast.

The two of them talked about it last night, and he thought of getting married.

Jiang Mu tried to reason with him: "People nowadays get married when they fall in love. Of course, they need to talk for a few more years to get in touch. What's the rush to get married..."

Han Shiyan said calmly, "I'm more anxious when I'm older."

Jiang Mu: "..."

Han Shiyan added: "After the Chinese New Year, I will be 27 years old."

Jiang Mu: "When you are young, you should work hard on your career."

Han Shiyan: "Marriage does not affect your career."

Jiang Mu glared at him: "I've never had a good relationship!"

Han Shiyan: "Me neither."

Listen to this confident tone.

Jiang Mu was already very hungry, but he didn't say anything, and lowered his head to eat vigorously.

Jiang Mu ignored him all day.

The two quarreled inexplicably like this.

The next day, Du Zhaozhao happened to have time and asked Jiang Mu to go shopping.

The weather is getting colder every day, and Jiang Mu usually wakes up late on weekends.

Seeing her getting up early in the morning, Han Shiyan asked, "Going out?"

"Yeah." Jiang Mu replied lukewarmly. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Han Shiyan standing still, so he could only explain: "Zhao Zhao asked me out."

"I'll see you off." Han Shiyan walked over.

"No need." Jiang Mu was still angry, so he didn't let him send it.

Han Shiyan said very patiently: "I'll send you there and come back."

"I'll take a taxi myself." Jiang Mu didn't appreciate it.

"Jiang Mu."

When Han Shiyan called her name, he was neither serious nor emotional, but Jiang Mu knew that he was going to be angry.

Jiang Mu snorted.

Who wouldn't be angry.

Who is afraid of who.

He was angry, and she was also angry.

Everyone is angry together.

Jiang Mu sat in front of the dressing table and put on makeup. Because she was angry, she also used brute force when applying foundation, and was furious.

Han Shiyan watched from the side, and suddenly laughed.

"Don't be angry, don't get married if you don't want to get married now."

Jiang Mu was startled when he heard the words, and turned to look at Han Shiyan.

"Where's the bag? I'll pack it for you." Han Shiyan didn't look at her, and started looking for her bag.

Girls bring a lot of things when they go out, and Jiang Mu often forgets to bring things, so many times, Han Shiyan thinks she is stupid, and will remind her repeatedly when going out.

Later, I simply packed things for her by myself.

Jiang Mu watched him help her pack things in an orderly manner, and sighed at herself in the mirror as if a little discouraged.

I can't get angry.

*
In the end, it was Han Shiyan who sent Jiang Mu out.

He kept his word, sent Jiang Mu to his destination, and drove away.

Du Zhaozhao arrived earlier than Jiang Mu.

She was sitting by the window of the coffee shop on the second floor, and she could see the scene downstairs at a glance.

She watched Han Shiyan see Jiang Mu into the coffee shop before leaving.

When Jiang Mu came up, she laughed teasingly: "Your family is very strict."

"What?" Jiang Mu saw Du Zhaozhao's eyes and felt that there was something in her words.

After she sat down, Du Zhaozhao glanced downstairs outside the window: "Professor Han sent you here, I saw it."

Jiang Mu curled her lips: "The dog man told me yesterday that he would meet his parents and get married in the New Year."

"Why did you suddenly ask your parents to get married?" Du Zhaozhao also felt a little surprised when he heard this.

Jiang Mu paused, thinking about how to speak.

It's not easy to talk about that kind of thing, right?

Du Zhaozhao's working circle is relatively complicated, and she has met all kinds of people, plus she knows Jiang Mu very well, and seeing her hesitant to speak, she immediately understood.

Du Zhaozhao leaned forward, leaned forward, and asked very softly, "Professor Han finally got you done?"

"..." Jiang Mu blushed, "Keep your voice down."

"How do you feel, are you satisfied?" Du Zhaozhao thought for a while, then denied, "It seems that you are not satisfied, otherwise you wouldn't be so disgusted with marrying him."

Hearing that Du Zhaozhao's words became more and more outrageous, Jiang Mu twitched the corners of his mouth and kicked her under the table: "Be more serious."

Du Zhaozhao straightened his expression and asked, "Then tell yourself, why are you unhappy when he mentions marriage?"

"It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that it's too sudden. I think everything should go with the flow when two people are together."

Jiang Mu thought for a while and continued: "And I think Han Shiyan is actually very insecure about our relationship, that's why he wants to get married in such a hurry."

"Sense of security?" Du Zhaozhao looked at Jiang Mu: "How many young and beautiful girls in the university like your handsome Professor Han. If you don't feel safe, it should be you who don't feel safe?"

"...Are you my friend, or his friend?" Jiang Mu snorted coldly: "I will turn your friend into an enemy from today on."

Du Zhaozhao blinked and pretended to be innocent: "I accidentally told the truth, calm down, I won't say that next time hahahaha..."

Jiang Mu: "Actually, I think what you said makes sense."

Han Shiyan felt insecure about their relationship, most of the reason should be from what happened at home in the past.

If not, he would not have rejected her back then and went abroad alone.

The influence of a family of origin on a person lasts a lifetime.

Fortunate people are cured by childhood all their lives, and unfortunate people are healing their childhood all their lives.

Seeing Jiang Mu's thoughtful look, Du Zhaozhao didn't disturb her.

After a while, Jiang Mu said leisurely: "If getting married can make him feel safe, I can also accept getting married now."

During the years when Han Shiyan left, she never tried to find another Han Shiyan to replace him.

Because she knew that Han Shiyan was irreplaceable.

When Han Shiyan came back and they were together again, Jiang Mu knew very well that she would never marry someone else in her life.

If you are a recognized person, you will get married sooner or later, what difference does it make if it is earlier or later?

If getting married earlier would make Han Shiyan feel more secure, why not?

"Seriously?" Du Zhaozhao said with a complicated expression, "I know a friend who designs wedding dresses."

Jiang Mu: "Why don't you persuade me?"

"Why do I advise you? If you get married earlier, you will have one less competitor, and I will have a better chance of getting out of the order." Du Zhaozhao said with a serious face, "I really want a sweet love."

"..." After Jiang Mu was silent, he immediately made up the knife: "Wake up, even if I get married, there are still more young and beautiful girls."

Jiang Mu suddenly remembered: "By the way, where is that Chu Yuxi?"

Du Zhaozhao made a gesture of "spreading hands".

*
In the evening, Jiang Mu and Du Zhaozhao went to drink some wine.

It was about eight o'clock when it was over.

Jiang Mu drank less, but Du Zhaozhao drank more.

Jiang Mu called Han Shiyan in advance and asked Han Shiyan to pick her up.

"Why do you drink so much?" Han Shiyan was also a little surprised when he saw Du Zhaozhao who was half-drunk.

Jiang Mu: "Maybe there are more troubles."

Han Shiyan didn't answer.

After leaving the tavern, Han Shiyan asked, "Du Zhaozhao's address?"

Du Zhaozhao, who was so drunk that he couldn't feel anything, suddenly sat up and made a fuss: "I don't want to go home, I want to sleep with Xiao Mumu."

Jiang Mu was also a little surprised that Du Zhaozhao suddenly went drunk.

But he still comforted her with a voice: "Okay, I'll go to your house and sleep with you."

As soon as the words fell, Han Shiyan, who had been silent in front of him, said, "No."

Jiang Mu looked up and met Han Shiyan's eyes in the rearview mirror.

Just when Jiang Mu was about to speak, Han Shiyan said: "Take it home, there is a room at home."

Jiang Mu noticed that he said "home".

She turned her head away and smiled silently: "Oh."

*
When he arrived at Han Shiyan's house, Du Zhaozhao didn't act like a demon except he wanted to sleep with Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu helped her to the sofa, and she lay down directly on the sofa, as if falling asleep.

Han Shiyan took Jiang Mu's coat and hung it up, walked over and whispered to her, "Take care of her, I'll go to the bedroom and change the sheets for you."

"Change the sheets? Haven't the sheets in the guest room been changed before?" Jiang Mu asked.

"It's the master bedroom." Han Shiyan glanced at Du Zhaozhao: "It's more convenient for you to sleep in the master bedroom."

Although Han Shiyan's house was not small, it only had two bathrooms.

One bathroom was provided by Han Shiyan's master bedroom, and the other was a public bathroom outside.

The two girls, Jiang Mu and Du Zhaozhao, slept in the master bedroom, so they didn't have to come out to go to the bathroom.

Jiang Mu smiled: "Professor Han is so careful."

Professor Han, who was teased, reached out and squeezed Jiang Mu's face: "Professor Han is not so careful with everyone."

"I know, not everyone can come to Professor Han's house as a guest, because Zhao Zhao is my best friend, that's why you let her come." As Jiang Mu said, he poured himself on Han Shiyan.

Han Shiyan reached out to catch her: "Just know."

*
After Han Shiyan changed the sheets, he asked Jiang Mu to bring Du Zhaozhao in.

Jiang Mu took Du Zhaozhao to take a bath, and found a set of pajamas for her to change into.

After setting her up, Master Jiang Mu heard a knock on the door.

When he opened the door, he saw Han Shiyan standing at the door.

"I made hangover soup, after you drink it, bring Du Zhaozhao a cup." Han Shiyan was wearing home clothes, with a gentle demeanor.

Jiang Mu glanced into the bedroom, took a step outside, and closed the bedroom door behind his back.

"I'm not drunk."

"Drink if you're not drunk."

Han Shiyan took Jiang Mu's hand and pulled her to the dining table.

Jiang Mu was forced to drink a bowl of hangover soup, and stood up with the remaining glass: "Then I'm going back to my room, are you going to sleep now?"

"I'm going to the study to take care of something." Han Shiyan picked up her empty cup and was about to go to the kitchen to wash it.

It looks very homey.

It's a very handsome home.

Jiang Mu was itchy to see it, and walked over to tiptoe and kissed him: "Go to bed early."

Han Shiyan stared at her with lowered eyes, without speaking.

Jiang Mu was still waiting for his reaction, but he just stared at her without speaking.

Jiang Mu felt bored and turned around to leave.

At this moment, Han Shiyan grabbed her wrist, and whispered in her ear: "Du Zhaozhao should be asleep, do you want to go to my room?"

"..."

Jiang Mu looked at Han Shiyan in disbelief: "You..."

He didn't speak just now, so he was thinking about this kind of thing.

Biansheng Han Shiyan looked at her expectantly with an extraordinarily frank look.

Jiang Mu looked away: "No."

"Oh." Han Shiyan stood up straight, looking extremely calm.

Really...

*
The next morning, Du Zhaozhao woke up very early.

She woke up and took out her mobile phone to check Weibo.

Jiang Mu woke up in a daze: "You're awake."

"The drink you gave me last night is very effective, and I don't have a headache now." Du Zhaozhao's gaze was still on the phone screen.

"Han Shiyan's hangover soup." Jiang Mu looked at the time, then shrank back into the quilt, and could sleep for a while.

"Who?" Du Zhaozhao forgot to turn the page on his phone: "Professor Han cooked it?"

Jiang Mu: "Yes."

Du Zhaozhao murmured: "In my life, I can drink Han Shiyan's hangover soup..."

Jiang Mu: "Han Shiyan is actually pretty good to his friends."

"It's just an appearance. Many people in our class think that he is actually quite cold. He just treats you better."

"Really?" Jiang Mu got out of the quilt.

"Sometimes thinking about it, you and Han Shiyan are actually quite suitable, he is more stable..."

Jiang Mu felt something was wrong when she heard it, and interrupted her: "I'm not steady?"

Du Zhaozhao gave her a look and let her experience it by herself.

Jiang Mu turned over, sat up, pulled up the quilt and covered Du Zhaozhao's head: "I'll give you a chance to talk again, tell me quickly, do you think your father and I are stable?"

"I'm your father..." Du Zhaozhao's muffled voice came from under the quilt.

*
Not only did Du Zhaozhao drink the hangover soup cooked by Han Shiyan the night before.

In the morning, I also had breakfast cooked by Han Shiyan.

Hangover soup is good, breakfast is also good.

But Du Zhaozhao ate tremblingly.

Although Han Shiyan was not enthusiastic, he did not show that he was not welcoming, and was even very polite.

But Du Zhaozhao could feel the cold air emanating from him.

After breakfast, Du Zhaozhao immediately ran away.

Han Shiyan sent Jiang Mu to work in the company.

It was probably an auspicious day, and I saw a wedding car on the road early in the morning.

Jiang Mu turned to look at the wedding car outside the window, and said to Han Shiyan, "Is today a good day? Someone got married."

Han Shiyan followed her gaze and glanced: "Yes."

After he finished speaking, he continued to drive intently.

Jiang Mu said unintentionally: "I heard people say that getting married seems to be troublesome."

Han Shiyan suddenly turned to look at her when he heard the words.

Seeing this, Jiang Mu said quickly: "Look at the road, drive hard."

Han Shiyan: "Oh."

Jiang Mu secretly looked at Han Shiyan, and found that there was nothing unusual about his expression.

Did she guess wrong?

Han Shiyan mentioned getting married before, but he simply thought that they should get married because they were already so good?

"arrive."

Han Shiyan's voice brought back Jiang Mu's thoughts.

Turning his head, he realized that he had reached the downstairs of the company.

"I may have to work overtime at night." Jiang Mu pulled on his seat belt and didn't get out of the car immediately.

It's the end of the year, and the company is busy with a lot of things.

Han Shiyan just nodded and didn't speak.

*
At night, Jiang Mu stayed in the company to work overtime.

At dinner time, everyone was discussing what to eat. The weather was relatively cold, so everyone was discussing, just eat takeaway.

Jiang Mu was also about to order takeaway when his phone rang.

"Hello, is this Ms. Jiang? My takeaway has been delivered to the door of your company, but I can't get in..."

Jiang Mu was stunned for a moment, and said, "I'll come down and get it."

She got up and went downstairs, and sent Han Shiyan a WeChat message as she walked: "Did you order me takeaway?"

Han Shiyan replied quickly: "Yes, I ordered a soup pot."

Jiang Mu laughed, and replied: "Are you so busy all day? Still thinking about ordering takeaway for me?"

Han Shiyan: "Yes."

It still looks very reasonable.

Jiang Mu sent him back an emoji of cats fighting with "dump on your head".

She still doesn't know what Han Shiyan is thinking!

She gets angry easily in winter, but she has a strong taste and always wants to eat spicy food.

Han Shiyan was afraid that she would secretly order something spicy, so he ordered a soup pot for her.

This sinister man!
When Jiang Mu came back with the takeaway, a colleague asked, "Your takeaway was delivered so soon?"

Jiang Mu looked at the takeaway in his hand and said, "My boyfriend ordered it for me."

The colleague smiled and said, "Are you so considerate?"

Jiang Mu was still scolding Han Shiyan for being sinister in his heart, but when he heard what his colleagues said, he suddenly felt a little guilty.

He smiled and didn't speak.

The portion of the soup pot is relatively large, and she couldn't finish it by herself, so she ate it with her colleagues in the end.

When she worked overtime until ten o'clock in the evening, she received a WeChat message from Han Shiyan: "Is it over?"

Jiang Mu replied, "Soon."

Han Shiyan: "I'll wait for you downstairs in the company."

At this time, the overtime work was almost over, and the colleagues next to me started chatting.

"How to go back later?"

"Take a taxi yourself."

"Is your boyfriend not coming to pick you up?"

"Do you think every boyfriend is the same as Jiang Mu's boyfriend?"

Jiang Mu, who was cueed inexplicably, had no choice but to raise his head and smile: "He is free after all."

One of the colleagues said: "My boyfriend is also very busy, and he doesn't come to pick me up when he is playing games at home."

Another colleague answered: "Maybe it's been like this for a long time. Who can have such patience like when they are passionately in love."

Another colleague interjected: "That's not true. When we were first together, I used to put on makeup whenever I saw him. Now I don't bother to put on makeup at home. After getting along for a long time, it's like this..."

Jiang Mu listened to all their words.

Will she and Han Shiyan do the same in the future?
The feelings are worn away in the passing of time, and in the end everyone is no longer as enthusiastic as they were at the beginning.

Their conversation was still going on, Jiang Mu didn't reply to Han Shiyan again, and continued with the work in hand.

*
When Jiang Mu got off work, as soon as he left the company gate, he saw a man standing not far away.

He stood under the street lamp, tall and slender, as calm as a pine tree.

Jiang Mu only stopped to watch for a few seconds before being spotted by Han Shiyan.

He strode towards Jiang Mu.

When Jiang Mu came down, thinking that Han Shiyan was waiting, he just put the down jacket on and didn't even zip it up.

Han Shiyan came over, without saying a word, first leaned over and unzipped her down jacket, then lifted her down jacket hat to cover her head, and then took her hand and led her away.

As he walked, he said, "There is no parking space inside. The car is parked outside. It takes a few minutes to walk."

Jiang Mu was dragged away by him, and his steps were small, while Han Shiyan cooperated with her, walking slowly.

When the cold wind blew, Jiang Mu shrank his neck and said, "I can just take a taxi back, you don't have to come pick me up."

Han Shiyan paused, and said, "It's okay if I don't pick you up."

"You can't pick him up every day." Jiang Mu muttered in a low voice.

Han Shiyan paused and glanced sideways at her.

But Jiang Mu was wearing a down jacket hat on her head. The hat was big and had furry edges. She lowered her head, so she couldn't see her face clearly.

Han Shiyan asked her back: "Why not?"

"For example, when you are very busy and tired." Jiang Mu is sometimes very busy and tired, and it will be annoying to do other things.

Han Shiyan didn't speak immediately.

Just when Jiang Mu thought he had acquiesced, he heard Han Shiyan say: "When I was abroad, I felt that everything in this world was boring for a long time, so I would keep reading and studying. Trying to enrich myself with being busy, but when I am alone at night, I will think of the past and still feel dull.”

Jiang Mu couldn't help turning her head to look at him, but she could only see Han Shiyan's side face.

He kept walking, and continued, "Then, I will think of you."

He said it lightly, but Jiang Mu could imagine how lonely and tasteless those days were when he was alone.

Han Shiyan's experience was different from that of ordinary people.

Let's not talk about love first, but in terms of family and friendship, he is very lacking.

Jiang Mu stopped, and when Han Shiyan turned his head, she hugged her.

Han Shiyan hugged her back, patted her on the head, and laughed softly: "It turns out that there are such good benefits for being miserable."

Half-joking, half-serious tone.

But Jiang Mu suddenly felt sour in his heart.

Han Shiyan waited for a few seconds, didn't hear Jiang Mu's words, and said to himself: "Have you seen "Once Upon a Time in America"?"

Jiang Mu nodded in his arms.

Han Shiyan said: "There is a very classic line in it'When I am tired of the world, I will think of you, think of you living and existing somewhere in the world, and I am willing to endure everything. It's important to say 'Nothing is more important than you."

Jiang Mu listened carefully: "How can I not remember the last sentence 'Nothing is more important than you'?"

"Indeed not, I added it." Han Shiyan stepped back gently, held her face in his hands, looked down into her eyes and said, "It's what I want to tell you, you don't have to doubt my feelings."

Jiang Mu was startled: "Then why are you still in such a hurry to get married?"

Han Shiyan was silent for a moment: "I want to make our relationship stronger."

Jiang Mu: "Speak human terms."

Han Shiyan: "I'm afraid you will run away."

Jiang Mu: "???"

　when i'm tired of the world

　　I have no one to think about
　　I feel dull

　　I have to put up with everything again

　　
　
(End of this chapter)