Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 343 Xi Zhan Shows Weakness

"Why are you here?"

I wrapped in a bath towel and left the hot spring to walk into the room. The man followed me slowly. I was also surprised in my heart. It was only two or three hours since Chen Shen called him.

And he is already in Iceland now!

This can only mean that when Chen Shen called him, he was already on his way to Iceland, and he knew my whereabouts like the back of his hand.

But what is the situation now?
He pretended to have amnesia? !
Then I haven't found out that he is faking amnesia?
Will he continue to pretend to have amnesia?

I entered the room and turned around to meet the man's gaze, and said lightly, "Lonely men and widows are not suitable to be in the same room."

Xi Zhan stood still, and I quickly closed the door.

From Xi Zhan's appearance until now, he hasn't said a word, and has been looking at me faintly, as if he is thinking about something!
I changed clothes and lay on the bed. Maybe because I had a cold, I was still in a daze. When I became conscious again, I suddenly thought of Xi Zhan, and quickly turned my eyes to the figure at the door!

The door is made of white paper, very light-transmitting, and I can see the figure of Xi Zhan, a tall and big figure, like a towering mountain guarding me there, it makes people feel ripples in the bottom of my heart!

I don't want to be mad at him!
But I was saddened by his attitude!

I don't even want to lose my temper and make trouble for no reason at him, but I just can't get over that knot in my heart, I don't know what he thinks! !
He gave me a sense of security, but he didn't give me a sense of security.

I understand that Xi Zhan's world that Jing Ye said is a world of glory and disaster, but I seem to be excluded from the world by him!

I have never entered his world!

He never let me know!

And between me and him...

We have children, which is equivalent to having a family!

But this family is very different from what I imagined!
He still went his own way, and he knew how to report to the police after I told him a few times, but the night I arrived in Finland, Xi Zhan didn’t say anything after encountering an incident, and just asked me to get out of the car and let Yi Zheng take me away. He never wanted to But the two of us have to bear this together!

I'm not a powerless woman!

I have the Xi family, I am enough to go forward side by side with him!
But he didn't, he pushed me away!
I got up sleepily and opened the door, Xi Zhan heard the movement, turned to look at me with clear eyes and shouted, "Yun'er."

As smart as Xi Zhan already guessed that I knew about his memory recovery, I squinted at him and asked, "Why don't you pretend?"

Xi Zhan is tall, he lowered his head slightly and pursed his lips to say something, I then satirized him and asked: "Aren't I just a divorced woman? Is it worth you chasing all the way here?"

I'm not angry about it now.

But I just want to beat him up for no reason!

Hearing this, his eyes darkened and he shouted, "Yun'er."

He is reminding me to be careful with my words and deeds.

I gritted my teeth and asked, "What's your face?"

Xi Zhan's face shook slightly, "Are you very angry with me?"

He sensed that I was angry.

I also feel that my anger is really inappropriate!

Should not return should not, but the heart is depressed!
I ignored him and pushed his body away, but he didn't move at all, and he hugged me into his arms with a backhand!
Xi Zhan's actions are very, very domineering!

I was angry, "Let go of me!"

Every time he is like this!
They all deal with me in silence!

Wait for my heart to soften, wait for me to lust after him again!

His chest is very hard, and the dress I'm wearing is pajama style, which is very thin, and he squeezes my skin very uncomfortable!
I struggled in his arms all the time, and gradually I noticed that he was strange. Before I could react, Xi Zhan's hoarse voice rang in my ears, "Baby don't move."

He can't stand it anymore...

Does he mean that? !
The emotions in my heart were suddenly very complicated. I thought I couldn't be angry with him after all, and I couldn't get too angry with him after all!
I love Xi Zhan, I love this man in front of me!

I can always forgive him easily!
And he didn't even have to say a word!

But the more this happened, the deeper the depression in my heart.

It's not because he's faking amnesia...

Not because of his words...

It's that I want to fit into his world...

A very simple idea.

I want a normal family!

I want to get to know him really well, I think Yi Zheng won't say what I'm not qualified to say in times of crisis, and I want to be a woman who can really stand by his side and walk side by side with him!
That's it!

That's really all I want!

But this is very difficult for me.

It was as if there was a thousand gold stones in my heart, and I couldn't breathe. Xi Zhan said in a low voice, "Baby, I'm sorry for what I said that night, but it was just a question."

Are divorced women worthy of my liking?

I subconsciously asked: "Is there any answer?"

He said in a lingering voice, "It's worth it."

"Xi Zhan, don't talk sweet words."

He replied in a low voice: "I am making up for my mistake."

"But this is your truth." I said.

"Yeah, that's what I said." Xi Zhan rubbed my warm cheeks with his lips, and said softly: "But I said this to other women, not to my Yun'er Yes, Yoona, I have never had any dislike for you, I am always afraid that what I do is not good enough, making you feel that love is nothing more than that, do you understand what I mean? I cherish you very much, especially cherish you, Just like my life, I am waiting carefully."

Xi Zhan's sweet words made me suddenly speechless, I tightly pursed my lips and did not speak, his palm gently rubbed against my stomach, and continued to coax me gently: "I know you are not because of my words. Angry, it's not that I stood in front of Elder He that night, there must be other reasons, right?"

This man Xi Zhan is always very smart, I hummed with a choked voice, "Why didn't you take me with you that night?"

Xi Zhan instantly understood what I was referring to.

He is still holding me tightly, pressing my body against his body, his body is strong and powerful, while my body is soft and slender, his whole body covers me, one palm covers most of my waist , under the palm is the scar.

"Does Yun'er care about that matter? Let me think about it. What you care about is not what is going on with this matter. What you care about is that I didn't inform you or discuss it with you. Does it make you feel like an outsider? In the final analysis After all, you are blaming me for not giving you a sense of security."

You see, Xi Zhan clearly understands everything!
It's so sad! !

I didn't speak with red eyes, Xi Zhan suddenly turned around and kissed the corner of my lips, coaxing me with a patient tone: "Baby, I don't want you to be in a dangerous situation, understand? Forgive me, please?" Don't be angry with me, I don't want to see you sad!"

I wonder, when did he learn to show weakness like this?

Isn't this always Gu Tingchen's style?
(End of this chapter)