Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 344 I Don't Want to Marry You
Xi Zhan is a man who seldom confides his thoughts, especially when he is so low-profile. I feel faintly distressed for him, but I still can't figure it out. What I want is a clear attitude from him.

What I want is an identity that can stand by his side!

But this seems to be too embarrassing for him.

Because his biological mother was threatening him with her life!

I suddenly fell into a very helpless situation!

I suddenly broke free from Xi Zhan's embrace!
He knew the resistance in my heart so he didn't imprison me too much.

I withdrew from his arms and went back to the room and sat on the edge of the bed. The gauze skirt on my body was very short and thin. Sitting on the edge of the bed exposed my long white and straight legs to Xi Zhan’s eyes .

The man may have been charmed, he came and squatted beside me, I looked down at him, his palm slowly held my knee, and asked softly: "Baby is still angry?"

Does this sentence mean that I will forgive him if he has explained it?

I withdrew my gaze and ignored him with a cold face, Xi Zhan got up and hugged me into his arms.

My face suddenly became hot! !
Xi Zhan gently rubbed my cheek with his palm, his movements were very tender and lingering, and he said in a low voice: "Baby, it's my fault that I didn't tell you the whole story that night; I didn't admit it immediately when I recovered my memory. It was my fault; I apologize, how can you forgive me?"

How can I be so cruel to Xi Zhan who keeps apologizing again and again? !

I pursed my lips and said sadly, "I don't mean to be angry with you."

I just feel helpless in his world.

I've never been able to be his real wife.

Yi Zheng calls me Second Sister-in-law, but always treats me as an outsider.

He asked, "Then forgive me?"

When I didn't say yes or no, Xi Zhan suddenly bent down and kissed my lips, his movements were gentle and gradually warm, I had no chance to refuse, when I fell into his breath and hadn't reacted The dress has been scattered and fell off the bed, and he is looking at me with hot eyes.

I gasped and shouted, "Xi Zhan."

He didn't call his second brother, but he still had resentment in his heart.

I still can't figure it out from the bottom of my heart.

But I can't push him away from the bottom of my heart!
I always do that to the man I love!
Soft-hearted, unable to be completely indifferent.

Xi Zhan squatted down and stretched out his hand to touch my cheek. I stared at him silently, and didn't stop him. I let his eyes look at my body, "Yun'er, shall we get married?"

Xi Zhan suddenly mentioned marriage...

I hesitated and asked, "Then your mother?"

He pursed his thin lips slightly, "She can't make decisions for me."

I raised my hand to touch his cheek, and couldn't help sighing: "But she is your mother after all, you can't bet on her life! Xi Zhan, you have already lost a mother because of this incident."

Xi Zhan opened his lips to say something but fell silent after all.

Seeing his hesitant look, I asked, "What's wrong?"

"I thought in my heart that we would go to Ireland to obtain a certificate and not disclose this matter to her, but I will be sorry for you after all, and I cannot give you an upright wedding, or even an upright identity. Those who know about this can only It's Yuanyou Heming and Yi Zheng." After a pause, Xi Zhan slightly tilted his head and kissed my palm, and said in a calm tone: "I never thought of giving you any grievances, never thought of mine. What kind of grievances will a woman get. Yuner, she is a stubborn mother, her whole life is on your father, now your father has no hope of leaving her, life and death are just a snap of her fingers, she can Leaving this world at will has become her last trump card against me. No matter how much I dislike her, no matter how much I hate her threats, it is undeniable that she is the mother who gave birth to me and is connected with me by flesh and blood. I can never treat each other indifferently, but here, I really never thought of giving you the slightest grievance."

Xi Zhan never told me this with all his heart! !

I can understand, I can understand very well!

I also hate Xi Zhan's mother threatening her son so much!
But what can we do?

One side is love, the other side is affection!

This is like a balance that cannot be tilted at all!

I pursed my lips tightly with red eyes and did not speak. Xi Zhan's cold thin lips kept rubbing against my palm and said softly: "Yuner, can you marry me? Be my Xi Zhan's wife and my child Mother, I will give you an upright wedding in the future, but now I have to wrong you for a while."

After a pause, he asked, "How is it?"

How are you? !
Suddenly, I don't want to!
After all, there is no impenetrable wall in the world.

Sooner or later his mother would know!

At that time, no one can guess the ending.

Suddenly caught in a dilemma.

Xi Zhan and I have never been able to become a real couple.

I can't tell him what Yi Zheng said!

I was still silent, Xi Zhan saw that I didn't speak, his face was a little grim, he asked me softly, "Why doesn't the baby talk?"

I closed my mouth tightly, holding back the tears in my eyes, seeing Xi Zhan's eyes filled with pity, "What's wrong?"

His voice is very soft, very soft.

It seems to be afraid of something!
I still didn't speak, Xi Zhan held me tightly in his arms, and I suddenly said, "I don't want to marry you."

I know Xi Zhan very well, he will be scruples in his heart because of his mother's threats, but he is a man who speaks and acts very hard, he says he will get married when he says he will get married, but what if he is found out later?
Xi Zhan is never afraid of anyone leaving his side, let alone Mr. He, because in his eyes I am everything to him!
And I'm afraid of him like this!
Although I hate his mother, I don't want her to leave Xi Zhan's side. After all, Xi Zhan once had expectations of her!

Blood is thicker than water, if she really leaves this world, although Xi Zhan will not blame me, although he will still live with me well, he will definitely feel sad, just like his first mother, he said The person who treats him best is the one who passed away!
I don't want him to be sad in the future!
I don't even want him to make things difficult between me and his mother!
I don't want him to lose another mother.

Xi Zhan was stunned and asked, "Why?"

Why? !
How can I think of a reason to reject him?
I got up from his arms and stood at the door, turned my back to him and said calmly: "As you said, I am a divorced woman and I am not worthy of your liking! Xi Zhan, I am afraid of getting married. During the three years I used to Life is worse than death. I am very afraid of marriage now. I am afraid that I will suffer from depression after marriage. I am even more afraid that your mother will die because of me. Although I am not as kind as I imagined, I do not want a living life. Disappeared in this world because of me!"

"So, you rejected me because of my mother?"

(End of this chapter)