Fleeting remember I love you

Chapter 57

She didn't know how she got home or her room, she didn't even know how long she had been sitting at the computer desk...

The last glance she met with him when she left the ward kept circling in her mind. The hasty glance, his complex and difficult gaze, was deeply engraved in her heart...

It ended like this, after hurting everyone badly, it ended helplessly.

'Knock knock knock'——

There were three soft beeps, followed by a 'Yiya' sound, the door was gently pushed open, Yan Yixiao didn't turn her head, she was still sitting like a lifeless puppet, motionless.

Yan Hongwen closed the door softly, came over and sat at the end of the bed, frowned and looked at his distraught little daughter distressedly, and sighed helplessly.

Sitting in silence like this, the father and daughter did not speak. After a stalemate for 5 minutes, Yan Hongwen couldn't get over her, sighed heavily, and said softly, "Don't you want to talk to Dad?"

Such a gentle tone, full of pampering and tolerance as always, deeply touched the string called "grievance" in Yan Yixiao's heart. She suddenly lay down on the table with her small face deeply buried in her arms, crying loudly. cry...

All the grievances, all the unwillingness, all the sadness and sadness, in front of the man who loves her the most in the world, can no longer be suppressed...

Yan Hongwen listened to the cry of his little daughter's collapse, and his heart ached to death. They all said that the emperor loved the eldest son, and the common people loved the youngest son. This was true for Yan Hongwen. Preferring a bit, she was reluctant to be beaten and scolded since she was a child, and it hurts to hold it in her hand like a sweetheart, and this girl is also sensible, well-behaved and filial, she hardly let him worry about it, but she suddenly made a mistake and made everyone All caught off guard.

Yan Yixiao's sad and wronged cries severely tore Yan Hongwen's heart as a father. No matter how many reproaches he had prepared, he could not utter a single word at this moment. : "Baby, come to Dad!"

A cry of "baby" made Yan Yixiao burst into tears. The one who loves her the most in the world is indeed her father. No matter what she did wrong, her father will always tolerate her, no matter how much she suffers outside, Daddy will always hold out his arms for her...

"Dad... wow... sorry... sorry, I didn't want to, wow..."

Turning around, she threw herself into her father's arms, and Yan Yixiao knelt on the floor, lying on Yan Hongwen's legs and crying loudly. She had never cried so sadly since she was a child...

Yan Hongwen looked distressedly at the little daughter who was crying sadly on his lap, and his big wrinkled hands lovingly stroked her little head. This girl must have suffered a great grievance, otherwise she would not have cried like this .

"Dad...I'm sorry..." Yan Yixiao kept repeating while sobbing, tears soon soaked a large area of ​​Yan Hongwen's pants.

"Silly girl, it's not Dad you're sorry for, but yourself!" Yan Hongwen frowned fiercely, patted his daughter's head dotingly, and sighed quietly.

"Dad..." Yan Yixiao raised her head, her palm-sized face was covered with tears, her tear-filled eyes looked at her father pitifully, choking hard.

"Look at how embarrassing you have made yourself. There are many good boys in the world. Dad will find you a better one. Don't cry!" Yan Hongwen's tone was full of distress and helplessness. Helping her daughter wipe away the tears from her face, she said softly yet dignifiedly.

Yan Yixiao pursed her mouth sadly, she thought her parents would definitely scold her severely, if so, she might feel better in her heart, but her father didn't beat her or scold her, in her heart feel more guilty...

"Dad, I let you down, right..." The crystal clear tears fell uncontrollably, and Yan Yixiao looked at her loving father tearfully, sobbing softly.

"Yes! Dad is really disappointed in you!" Yan Hongwen straightened his face and said in a cold tone. When he saw his daughter biting her red lips and was about to cry again, he changed his tone and patted her cheek lightly with his big hand. With a small head, he said in a soft voice with a little helplessness: "But Dad believes that you must not hurt your second sister on purpose, right?"

"Enen, I didn't do it on purpose, I just..." Yan Yixiao hurriedly shook her head and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything, so she could only apologize and admit her mistake: "I know I was wrong ……Really sorry……"

"Xiaoxiao, Yoyo is your older sister, you must remember that you are relatives, you can't do things that hurt each other, you know?" Yan Hongwen looked deeply at his daughter, persuading her earnestly.

Yan Yixiao bit her red lips hard, shedding tears silently with her small face down, obediently listening to her father's careful instruction.

"Dad was also young, so Dad can understand your sadness, I know you must like him very much to do such a thing, but girl, he is your sister's boyfriend, no matter how much you like him, You can't compete with your sister, can you?" Yan Hongwen gently rubbed the top of his daughter's head with his big hand, looked at her tear-stained face tenderly, and said.

"I didn't snatch it...I didn't..." Yan Yixiao choked up with grievances, her big eyes filled with innocence.

"Okay, Dad believes that you don't, and Dad doesn't want to ask what's going on between you, Dad now only needs you to agree to one thing—" Yan Hongwen paused slightly with a serious face, and said: "No Have anything to do with him again! Can you do it?"

can she do it...

Yan Yixiao bit her lip hard, remained silent for a few seconds, then nodded her head heavily, she will do her best, she will definitely be able to do it, she will definitely be able to...

Seeing her nodding, Yan Hongwen finally let go of the boulder hanging in his heart, let out a heavy breath, patted his daughter's head comfortingly with his big hand, and said: "Go and see your mother, express your attitude to her, let her rest assured."

Yan Yixiao froze for a moment, and immediately recalled in her mind when she was in the hospital, her mother's furious scolding and slap in the face, her slightly red and swollen cheeks began to ache again...

She silently sat stiffly on the floor, biting her red lips lightly and wringing her fingers awkwardly, without moving.

"Xiaoxiao, in this world, the ones who love you the most are me and your mother. She beats you and scolds you because she loves you. Do you understand?" Seeing her silent, Yan Hongwen thought she was caring about his mother. Beat him, and persuaded him earnestly.

"I understand..." Yan Yixiao uttered the words softly, barely audible, sucking her nose hard, resisting the pain in her heart and the tears that were eager to slip out of her eyes, and slowly stood up.

What is the deep love and deep responsibility, she understands this truth very well, she is just worried, my mother is angry now, I am afraid she will be even more angry when she sees her...

"Just understand!" Yan Hongwen sighed in relief, patted her on the shoulder fondly, and said: "Your mother has a headache, pour her a glass of water and take some medicine, and talk to her well, you know? "

"En..." Yan Yixiao let out a nasal sound with a hint of crying, and nodded obediently.

With headache medicine in one hand and warm water in the other, Yan Yixiao pushed away from her parents' bedroom uneasily, and walked in gently.

Gao Wanqiu was resting on the bed with a pillow on her back, crossed her hands in front of her chest, closed her eyes and frowned tightly, her breathing was a little heavy, she didn't know if she was asleep or she was resting with her eyes closed, her face was full of anxiety and worry .

Yan Yixiao walked lightly, and slowly approached the bed step by step. She looked deeply at her mother who had her eyes closed, and looked at her wrinkled face. She suddenly felt so distressed and sad. Mom... really became 'Old' mother...

At her age, she doesn't know how to share the worries and reliefs of her parents, but instead makes her parents worry and sad, she is really unfilial!

Her eyes turned red instantly, and tears quickly gathered in her eye sockets. Yan Yixiao bit her lip fiercely, and slowly knelt down on the side of the bed, watching her mother's cautious opening, slightly choked up: "Mom, I took the medicine..."

How could Gao Wanqiu be able to sleep when such a thing happened, from the moment Yan Yixiao pushed the door open, she could hear her daughter's footsteps, she didn't open her eyes because she didn't want to see her daughter, she is still very angry now, I have a splitting headache, and I don't want to be pissed off.

"Mom, I'm sorry..." Seeing her mother ignoring her, Yan Yixiao felt more and more aggrieved, tears rolled out of her eyes, and while choking hard to admit her mistake, she reached out to touch the back of her mother's hands crossed on her chest.

However, just as her fingers touched her mother's hand, Gao Wanqiu quickly took her hand away, turned her body slightly, and turned her back to her...

"Mom..." Yan Yixiao became even more sad, and burst into tears immediately, sobbing fiercely and confessing to her mother: "I know I was wrong...Mom, I was wrong...Don't ignore me..."

Hearing her daughter's sad cry, Gao Wanqiu felt very uncomfortable. Her daughter was the flesh that fell from her body. She loved her more than anyone else, but the palms and backs of her hands were full of flesh. She would not allow the two daughters to be hurt no matter who they were.

"Mom, I know I was wrong, can you take the medicine first..." Yan Yixiao knelt by the bed, confessing her mistake while sobbing, while cautiously tugging on her mother's sleeve, begging pitifully.

Gao Wanqiu couldn't bear it in the end, her daughter's cry was like an invisible hand, tightly grabbing her heart, she sighed heavily, slowly opened her eyes, and slowly sat up——

"Mom, take your medicine." Seeing that her mother finally responded, Yan Yixiao hastily passed the pills and warm water in front of her, sniffed her nose vigorously, and said flatteringly.

With a straight face, Gao Wanqiu glanced at her daughter lukewarmly, then moved her eyes down and landed on her daughter's red and swollen cheeks, her heart twitched suddenly, she knew that she was so angry that she beat her hard point……

But beating Zai'er hurts her mother's heart, and she also feels uncomfortable when beating her precious daughter.

After taking the pills and water from her daughter, Gao Wanqiu took the medicine, Yan Yixiao hurriedly put the pillow up on Gao Wanqiu's back, then took the water glass that her mother had finished taking the medicine and put it on the bedside table, after finishing everything , then obediently knelt beside the bed, waiting for mother's punishment...

Seeing Yan Yixiao being so obedient and well-behaved, Gao Wanqiu neither hated nor hated her. She stared at her daughter with a complicated expression for a while, then suddenly stretched out her hand——

Yan Yixiao thought that Gao Wanqiu was going to hit her, so she closed her eyes subconsciously in fright, because she did something wrong so she didn't dare to hide, so she could only bite the bullet and wait for her mother's slap to come down——

The expected slap did not come, Gao Wanqiu did reach out to her daughter's face, but instead of hitting, she gently stroked her daughter's red and swollen cheeks, her eyes were full of distress, and she asked softly: "Does it still hurt?" ?”

A cry of "Does it still hurt?" made Yan Yixiao burst into tears instantly, she was so sad that she couldn't speak, she could only keep shaking her head...

Only mother is good in this world... But she made mother so sad, she really deserves death!
Gao Wanqiu looked at the crying little daughter with worry in her eyes, her heart was heavy, she was silent for a long time and didn't know how to communicate with her daughter, she could feel the grievance and sadness emanating from her daughter, it was so distressing...

"Xiaoxiao, no matter how much you like someone, you must develop them in a legitimate relationship. If you get love by hurting others, it won't last long, do you understand?" Gao Wanqiu looked deeply at The daughter persuaded her earnestly, sighed softly, and continued: "No matter what comes first, first come first, Yoyo is ahead of you, she and Yun Qing are justified, let alone Yoyo saved Yunqing—"

"I saved him too!" Yan Yixiao suddenly shouted, she refused to accept it, she was the one who saved Luo Yunqing back then, why everyone gave Yan Zhuyou the credit, she was the one who gave the most credit isn't it?
Gao Wanqiu nodded, looked at Yan Yixiao helplessly, and said, "Yes! We know you helped, but the most important thing is that Yoyo got him out of the car—"

"It's me!" Yan Yixiao yelled quickly, and under Gao Wanqiu's puzzled eyes, she yelled unconvinced: "It was me who dragged him out of the car!"

Gao Wanqiu frowned fiercely, and looked at Yan Yixiao sharply, as if she was measuring the credibility of her words.

Seeing the suspicion in Gao Wanqiu's eyes, Yan Yixiao raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks, and said eagerly: "Mom, do you remember? When I came back that day, you saw the blood on my skirt and you were terrified." , that's when I dragged him out of the car, it was dyed on him."

Gao Wanqiu narrowed her eyes slightly, there was such a thing, when she saw Xiaoxiao's white skirt was covered with shocking blood, she was almost scared out of her wits, thinking something happened to Xiaoxiao.

"But it was Yoyo who sent Yunqing to the hospital!" Gao Wanqiu raised doubts.

"At that time, it was just me and my second sister. The two of us couldn't hold him back at all, so I went to find someone to help me, but when I went back, he and my second sister were gone, so I had to go home and change clothes, and then That's when I found out they went to the hospital." Yan Yixiao hurriedly explained.

Gao Wanqiu looked deeply at Yan Yixiao, and was silent for a while——

"You mean—" Gao Wanqiu sighed slightly, and said slowly, "Your second sister took the credit from you!"

"The facts are right in front of you, aren't you!?" Yan Yixiao groaned aggrievedly and unwillingly.

Gao Wanqiu remained silent again, staring fixedly at her youngest daughter's angry and unwilling face. After 2 minutes, she sighed quietly and said, "Xiaoxiao, in fact, what happened back then is not the most important thing, do you understand?"

Yan Yixiao bit her lip hard, full of resentment, she understood...

"The most important thing now is—" Gao Wanqiu paused slightly, and continued: "They are already together!"

They are already together...

The heart twitched violently, the pain was boundless, Yan Yixiao bit her red lips tightly, letting the tears flow silently in her eyes, what a sad and desperate sentence, what a helpless and sad sentence, yes!They are already together...

"You like him, and you feel unwilling, but even if you tell him that you were the one who contributed the most to saving him back then, so what? Can he still abandon your sister and stay with you now? Don't say he can't, even if he can, is it interesting for you to come to repay the love?" Gao Wanqiu persuaded earnestly, naturally she felt sorry for her daughter who was suffering from love, but in the current situation, there must be someone who quits, long-term pain is not as good as It's a short pain, and it's good for everyone to end it as soon as possible.

Yan Yixiao didn't speak, she just shed tears silently with her small face down. Although Gao Wanqiu felt distressed, she had no other choice, so she could only continue to speak ruthlessly——

"You have also seen that your second sister can't live without him, and she can even die for him. If the price for you to be with him is your second sister's life, do you really want it?"

Yan Yixiao was startled, her heart clenched tightly, no!She doesn't want it!Yan Zhuyou's wrist cutting has already made her feel so guilty that she wants to apologize with death. If the second sister really has some troubles, she will have no face to live in this world...

"Xiaoxiao, no matter what, you and Youyou are sisters, blood is thicker than water, is it worth fighting against each other for a man?" Gao Wanqiu gently took Yan Yixiao's hand, looked deeply into her eyes, almost pleading Said: "Daughter, you have been more obedient and sensible than your second sister since you were young, and your father and I also prefer you. Your second sister often complains that we are biased. Her personality is more selfish and self-willed, but in the end it is me and my sister. Your father's responsibility is that we often praise you without taking her feelings into account, which is why she is selfish and savage today..."

indeed!When she was a child, if she and Yan Zhuyou quarreled and fought, her parents would scold Yan Zhuyou, saying that she was an older sister and wanted to give way to her younger sister. At that time, Yan Zhuyou would resent that her parents were biased He said that he only loves his sister and doesn't love her. In fact, they are all parents' children.

"When you were in the hospital, you also heard that Yun Qing offered to marry your second sister, which means that he loves your second sister the most in his heart. He has been dating your second sister for more than half a year. Their relationship is not about you. It can be shaken in a month." Gao Wanqiu held Yan Yixiao's little hand tightly, and begged with red eyes: "Xiaoxiao, you are still young, and you will definitely meet a better man in the future. I beg you, please, please, okay? Stop arguing with your second sister..."

Gao Wanqiu's voice was choked with sobs, Yan Yixiao felt extremely uncomfortable, bit her lip hard to endure the pain like a knife in her heart, took a deep breath, pretended to be strong and said——

"Mom, don't worry, I won't have any contact with him anymore, I swore, it doesn't matter if I die, I won't let you have trouble..."

"Bah, bah, bah! What's dead or not?" Gao Wanqiu hurriedly interrupted Yan Yixiao's bad words, patted the back of her hand encouragingly, and said, "Be good, just be obedient, mom believes in you!"

Yan Yixiao bit her lip, feeling extremely uncomfortable in her heart, having loved him for so long, it's really not easy to let go...

Slowly lowering her head, and gently pressing her cheek against the back of her mother's hand, Yan Yixiao was like a wronged child, sobbing hard: "Mom..."

"Hey, everything will pass, soon..." Gao Wanqiu gently stroked her daughter's hair comfortingly, coaxing her gently.

Yan Yixiao bit her lip hard, tears of sadness flowed silently, her heart ached like twisting...

Yes!Everything will pass, it will pass...

Yan Yixiao, let everything pass...

(End of this chapter)