Fleeting remember I love you

Chapter 58

The bustling and prosperous city, the luxurious night, is full of temptation and greed.

In the huge world, on the same night, how many people are happy and how many people are sad, looking at other people's world with cold eyes, who can know the hurt and pain in my heart...

The smoky bar, the deafening music, and the men and women twisting their limbs crazily on the dance floor fully interpret the chaos of the night.

When Yu Huange and Sheng Guo arrived at the bar, Yan Yixiao in the private room had already finished half a bottle of whiskey, her hair was fluffy and her eyes were blood red, she was holding a wine bottle in one hand and a microphone in the other, screaming at the top of her lungs ——

Memories~~The last memory of you~~is you~~the figure walking away slowly~~then you~~leaved without a trace~~then I~~collapsed indulgent crying~~hate you hate you~~everytime I think of once~~once, once, once~~yeah~~~~~~ I still love you, love you, love you, love you~~ Can’t I still wake up~~OH~~Give you my heart~~Why did you give it to me I am lonely~~I love you, love you, love you, love you~~Don’t you want to hear it~~OH~~Give you my heart~~Why do you give me loneliness~~ Even if I love you, love you, love you, love you ~~It’s not worth being sad for you~~Sad~~ [From: Deng Ziqi - Love You] The heart-piercing singing voice sang despair and sadness. Yan Yixiao sat on a low glass table, facing the huge The screen roared and cried, the small figure was so lonely, so helpless, so heartbreaking...

Sheng Guo couldn't bear it at that time, tears welled up, rushed up to snatch the microphone from her hand, choked up and shouted: "Stop singing!"

Yan Yixiao raised her hand reflexively, dodging Shengguo's snatching hand, just at this moment a song was changed, Yan Yixiao's eyes were fixed on the big screen from the beginning to the end, and she said in a nervous low voice: "Sing again Let me sing one more, finish this one..."

"Yan Yixiao, you—" Seeing her dying look, Sheng Guo was distressed and anxious, so uncomfortable that she shed tears together, not allowing her to spoil herself like this, reaching out to snatch her.

"Guoguo." Yu Huange stopped Sheng Guo's hand, Sheng Guo looked at Yu Huange with red eyes, Yu Huange shook his head at her, and said, "Let her sing!"

So Sheng Guo and Yu Huange stood beside Yan Yixiao, silently supporting her and listening to her sing——

How bitter it is to love someone~~Only you know best~~
I have given everything~~Youth has been barren~~Is it just a mistake~~Young and ignorant are too hasty~~And you are on the road of no return~~

It’s hard to keep a dream from last night~~It’s hard to have a dream tonight~~You and I are both performing~~I don’t want to pretend to be confused~~But I have to admit defeat~~
Missed lover~~ Who else is hard to keep~~
I can only pretend to be confused~~pretend that I am very happy~~
It hurts in my heart~~Tears can no longer flow~~ [From: Shi Mei - Missed Lover] The deep and sad singing voice, lingering in the private room, vents the pain in my heart through singing, every time I sing, The tears flowed out even more violently...

After singing and crying, Yan Yixiao raised her head, closed her eyes and took a sip of strong alcohol, letting the spicy liquor run down her throat, a sad tear fell from the corner of her eye...

Swallowing the spirits, Yan Yixiao slowly opened her eyes, placed the microphone and wine bottle on the low table casually, took a deep breath, covered her face with her hands, wiped all the tears on her face Erase, erase the sadness in my heart...

Raising her head, Yan Yixiao twitched her lips with a flowery smile, looked at Yu Huange and Sheng Guo happily, and said hoarsely, "Huange, Guoguo, you are here!"

Yu Huange and Sheng Guo silently looked at her forced smile, feeling distressed and sad. After all these years, how can they not see her sadness, no matter how well she hides it...

Sheng Guo's temperament is kind and sensual, her tears are low, she can't see anyone shed tears, she often can cry while watching TV, now seeing her best friend so sad, her heart is also sad, seeing her getting drunk like this, heartache and Angry, she drank with tears in her eyes: "Yan Yixiao, what are you doing?"

"Drink and sing!" Yan Yixiao smiled heartlessly, and replied as a matter of course, then turned around and sat down on the soft sofa, pouring wine while saying, "I'm leaving tomorrow! I don't know when I'll be back, so Let me see you off!"

Yu Huange sat down beside Yan Yixiao, frowned fiercely, looked at her smiling face, and asked in a deep voice, "Go? Where are you going?"

"Go back to England!" Yan Yixiao replied casually, picked up the wine glass, and drank it!

"Why did you go back to England after graduation?" Sheng Guo sat down on the other side of Yan Yixiao, looked at her in bewilderment, saw her reach out to pour the wine again, and immediately snatched the bottle from her.

The wine bottle was robbed, Yan Yixiao was slightly taken aback, the smile on her face froze, and she murmured inaudibly: "Because no one wants me here..."

The smile on her face is obviously very sweet, but it can't be conveyed to her eyes. The sadness emanating from her bones is so deep that she can't hide it...

"What did you say?" Yu Huange stared at Yan Yixiao sharply and asked, but Yan Yixiao's voice was too low and the background music was too loud, so she couldn't hear what she said clearly.

"I said—" Yan Yixiao raised her head suddenly, and said with a smile: "Go back to England and find a handsome guy to marry, and then give birth to a half-breed child, and bring it back for you to play with in three or five years, okay?"

"Yan Yixiao!" Yu Huange suddenly shouted, looking at her coldly.

Yan Yixiao was taken aback by Yu Huange's sudden shout, and the smile on her face froze for two seconds, then she sneered unnaturally: "What's the matter? Why are you so serious? I asked you to come to accompany me Be happy, don't show me your face, maybe I won't come back when I leave this time—"

"Aren't you working hard?" Yu Huange squinted at her coldly, and said coldly.

Don't you work hard...

Hard!She is very hard!But... she can't let others know...

The smile on her face froze bit by bit, she tried very hard to hide the sadness and sadness in her heart, she really worked hard, but...it was really hard...

"Yan Yixiao, in front of us, do you have to pretend?" Yu Huange narrowed his eyes and stared sharply at Yan Yixiao's face, and snorted coldly with a sharp tone.

"I didn't pretend..." Yan Yixiao forced a smile, and retorted subconsciously, but before she finished speaking, her eyes dimmed, and she couldn't continue.

"Are you sad or happy? Will we not be able to tell?" Sheng Guo pouted with half distress and half resentment, although Sheng Guo is usually confused, but when she should be shrewd, she is not vague at all.

Sheng Guo's words made Yan Yixiao's eyes turn red instantly, and then the tears started to fall down. Her grievance and sadness could never escape the eyes of Yu Huange and Sheng Guo, even if she concealed it. No matter how good she is, they can see her flaws, not to mention the more she conceals, the more she wants to cover up...

"What happened?" Yu Huange stared sharply at Yan Yixiao's pale and haggard face, and his cold voice revealed a hint of worry.

"Yeah, why do you want to leave?" Sheng Guo turned to her slightly and asked.

Yan Yixiao rested her hands and elbows on her knees, bent her waist slightly, lowered her face, her crystal clear tears silently dripped down on the dull-colored carpet, she was still immersed in sadness, and she remained silent.

"Talk! If you don't tell us something, do you want to hold it in your stomach and burst it?" Yu Huange frowned and shouted angrily, unable to stand her dejected look.

"My second sister cut her wrist..." Yan Yixiao still lowered her head, squirmed her red lips lightly, and said in a voice like a mosquito.

"Yan Zhuyou cut his wrist? When? Are you okay?" Sheng Guo's eyes widened in astonishment, and he cried out.

"The night before yesterday, luckily the rescue was in time..." Yan Yixiao raised her head slowly, staring at the big screen in front of her with dull eyes, speaking weakly.

Hearing this, Yu Huange frowned fiercely, looked at Yan Yixiao meaningfully for a while, and then asked bluntly, "Did she find out about you and Luo Yunqing?"

From seeing the hickey on her neck at the hot pot restaurant that day, and hearing from the waiter that she left with a handsome guy wearing glasses, Yu Huange and Sheng Guo guessed that something must have happened between her and Luo Yunqing.

Yan Yixiao bit her lip hard, tears glistened in her eyes, she didn't speak, it was her acquiescence.

"What's Luo Yunqing's attitude?" Sheng Guo didn't have time to think, and asked reflexively, Yan Yixiao's face turned pale as soon as the words came out, and she regretted so much that she wished she could bite her tongue off.

A bit of bitterness slowly rose in her heart, Yan Yixiao was stunned for two seconds, raised her head, raised her heartless smile again, and said with a smile: "They will hold an engagement ceremony at eleven o'clock tomorrow, and I have an appointment for 10:30." Air tickets, ha ha ha ha..."

Just treat her as cowardly, just treat her as worthless, she admits that she is escaping, she has no way to witness their happiness, she can't do it, the only option is to leave...

She tried so hard to keep her smile and smiled so happily, but in the eyes of Yu Huange and Sheng Guo, she felt so sad...

Yu Huange stared fixedly at the smiling best friend, was silent for a while, and asked, "Do you really want to leave?"

"Of course! I've already booked the air ticket!" Yan Yixiaoyun said with a light smile.

"Okay! Since we're leaving, we won't return tonight until we're drunk, come! Let's drink!" Yu Huange suppressed the worry and sadness in his eyes, leaned over to pour the wine, and said boldly.

"Enenen, drink and drink!" Sheng Guo observed his words and saw Yu Huange pouring wine, so he immediately agreed, picked up the wine glass and stuffed it into Yan Yixiao's hand, and took another glass himself.

"cheers!"

With the same voice, the three little girls toasted to each other, a feeling of parting melancholy welled up in their hearts, and they all laughed so hard that their eyes were flushed...

Liquor, karaoke, indulgence, unscrupulous madness, at this moment, without him in my mind, I am really happy...

a few hours later-

The wine bottle is tilted here and there, the little woman is tilted here and there, Yan Yixiao's cheeks are flushed, her drunken eyes are blurred, after drinking a large glass of whiskey, her body softens and she falls back on the sofa, drunk...

Although Sheng Guo and Yu Huange didn't drink as hard as she did, they also drank a lot, and now they fell down on the sofa and closed their eyes to take a nap.

Suddenly, Sheng Guo opened his drunken and hazy eyes, crawled over to Yan Yixiao without saying a word, took Yan Yixiao's bag, and reached into the bag with his little hand to fumble for something——

"Ha, I found it..." Sheng Guo took out Yan Yixiao's phone, twitched the corners of his lips triumphantly, and showed a silly smile.

"Guoguo, what are you doing?" Yu Huange looked at Shengguo with slightly squinted hazy eyes, raised his hand and rubbed his dizzy forehead, and murmured casually.

"Call..." Sheng Guo lowered her face softly, muttered inarticulately, and searched for the phone seriously.

"Who are you calling?" Yu Huange's alcohol-stained eyes were slightly confused, and he continued to ask along the topic.

"Ha! I found it..." Sheng Guo yelled happily, found the number she was looking for, poked her slender index finger, pressed the dial button, and hummed as a matter of course: "Of course it's for the one who made Xiaoxiao sad." Bitch'!" He deliberately chewed the last two words, expressing that she was very angry.

"You're crazy!" Yu Huange suddenly opened his eyes wide and cursed subconsciously.

"I'm not crazy! Why does he make us Xiaoxiao so sad? I want to scold him!" Sheng Guo insisted, pressing the phone to his ear, and said bitterly.

"Can't you make any more trouble? Hey...Guoguo, don't..."

Yu Huange's head throbbed suddenly, and he hurriedly persuaded, and was about to rush to grab the phone, but suddenly heard Sheng Guo open his mouth and scold——

"Hey your sister! Luo Yunqing, you are a bastard! You are shameless, despicable and nasty, why do you bully our Xiaoxiao like this? Are you still a man? We Xiaoxiao love you so much, and you still treat her like this, you are simply blind You idiot, fuck your sister—”

"Sheng Guo!" Yu Huange yelled anxiously, the foul language burst out by Sheng Guo was so tender inside and burnt on the outside.

However, before Yu Huange went to grab the phone, Sheng Guo suddenly fell back and fell on the sofa, with his eyes closed, he muttered vaguely: "Um...the wooden man answered the phone..."

Yu Huangehan looked at Sheng Guo who was lying on the sofa and quickly fell asleep speechlessly, then turned to look at Yan Yixiao who had already fallen asleep on the other side, suddenly felt drowsy, slowly closed his eyes, and squinted for a while ...

Three little girls, all drunk...

(End of this chapter)