sadomasochism double

Chapter 108

God, is this a nightmare?If it's a nightmare, please wake me up early.

I thought I was in a dream.

And sinking into a nightmare can't wake up.

However, what I didn't know was that, for me, the nightmare had just begun.

I rolled out of bed, revealing my fair body.

Zhuo Yang's eyes turned red, and he also got out of bed.

"What's wrong? An Yue, you talk..."

What can I say... What else can I say... How is this not a dream!How could it not be a dream!
I frantically kicked the man on my body, "Get out! Get out!"

"An Yue! Calm down...you listen to me..."

"Say what..." I don't want to hear anything, I just want to put on my clothes and get out of this room as far away as possible.

Correct……

just a dream.

It's just a dream.

However, nightmares are always one after another.

Always make people wake up.

otherwise--

How could I see the door of that room opened, and Song Yu who had turned from surprise to fury stood at the door.

how is this possible……

I closed my eyes, thinking... I really wanted to open my eyes, this nightmare would be broken, and I was still obediently staying in my little pigeon coop.

There is no dinner.

Without Zhuo Yang.

There is no such real spring dream.

but……

Not a dream.

Mrs. Song screamed, "Ayu...stop!"

I heard the whistling wind passing by my ears, followed by the sound of heavy fists and kicks.

I can't see it.

I can't even see it.

I just slowly picked up my clothes and put them on slowly.

not me……

This is not reality.

Reality--

Not so cruel.

Tears do not know when has fallen.

At the door, I met Zhuo's mother who looked worried.

ridiculous... ridiculous...

It's so ridiculous.

"An Yue, you, don't be like this...listen to me..."

I don't listen.

I don't want to hear anyone's words.

Desperately, he walked forward, blocking the exclamation behind him.

I don't want to hear it, and I dare not listen to it.

"An Yue...what's the matter with you?" In a daze, another person walked in front of her.

a familiar person.

Has a familiar silhouette.

but……

But I was very scared, I shrank to the side, he withdrew his hand, but did not walk away, but slowly approached me, "An Yue... what's wrong with you?"

What can I do?
Big tears fell down, I hugged my arms, my voice was trembling.

"I'm scared... I'm really scared..."

"Hush...don't be afraid...don't be afraid..." That familiar figure, who was also the man who brought me out of the nightmare for the first time—Wen Li approached me gently, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...we are all here... Don't be afraid...it's okay..."

"It can't be unrelated." Tears streamed down, and I sobbed, "It's over... everything about me is over."

Gone……

All dreams are shattered.

all--

All flashed like lightning, all shattered and passed by.

"What happened? An Yue...don't scare me..."

"It's over... It's all over... Bullying me and humiliating me... These people... Why don't they die... Why don't they go..."

I yelled crazily, and Wen Li came over and stroked my arm, "Shh...shh...it's okay...An Yue...you calm down first...you listen to me..."

break free.

get away.

don't want to hear.

I don't want to hear anyone's words.

"It's been four days... What else are you planning to hide here? Ah... Ayu and Zhuo Yang are looking for you... Is it..." Wen Li wanted to say something, but I lost interest , Drilling into the room with a mug in hand.

"Okay... I won't talk... I won't mention them. An Yue... Let's talk..."

Wen Li held me back, with a helpless tone, "You know it too...it's not an option to escape like this."

I naturally knew that there was no way. In fact, I seriously doubted that Wen Li must have known what happened that day.

Although I didn't say anything, he was always a smart man. I looked like that, with red eyes and disheveled clothes.Why can't he think about it, and Song Yu and Zhuo Yang have been looking for me everywhere during this time, and they can figure out what happened with their knees.

I know that Wen Li knows everything, but he is still willing to help me and take care of me.

I am grateful to him.

A true friend always gives you the warmest help and protection in the most difficult times.

"An Yue..." In the past few days, Wen Li has been doing my psychological work.It was probably a day for me not to run away, no matter what happened with those two men, things had to be resolved one day.

I also understand that I cannot be hidden by Wen Li forever.

It's just that I didn't even think that things would develop into what they are now. In fact, in retrospect, I was too stupid after all.

How could I be so foolish as to think that Mrs. Song recognized me for being nice to me? If she really recognized me, she would definitely take me out to meet the guests at the banquet that day, instead of throwing me aside and ignoring me.In the end, he pretended to give me a glass of orange juice.

It's just that I was eager to get her approval, so I lost my vigilance.

and so……

That's why she drugged my orange juice.

But apart from Mrs. Song, I don't know what Zhuo Yang did inside.

After all, he also drank that glass of orange juice back then.

The more I thought about it, the more my head hurt, so I shook my head vigorously.

"An Yue, do you want me to go out with you?"

"No need." I refused Wen Li's kindness without thinking, "I just want to be alone now."

"But, you've been alone for four days." Wen Li didn't leave, but sat down beside me, "I know you're uncomfortable, but things always have to move forward, you think it's a shame to avoid it like this Is there a way?"

Is there a way, but what can I do?
I drank the offal juice and slept with Zhuo Yang.

The most important thing was that Song Yu caught him on the bed on the spot.

It's such a mess, what else can I do?Can you tell me, what can I do now that people are neither human nor ghost?
"Why don't you listen to my opinion..." Wen Li sighed, he reached out his hand, as if he wanted to touch me, but at the end he didn't know what to think, and he slowly put down his hand again.

"I also know what happened between you and Ayu. I can understand your feelings for Ayu...but ask yourself, Zhuo Yang, have you really let go?"

I kept my mouth shut, Wen Li saw this, and chased after him, "You and him are not seven days, not seven months, but seven long years. Don't say that Zhuo Yang treated you badly before...now he treats you wholeheartedly , Have you really thought about turning back?"

"Song Yu..." My mouth was dry, and I couldn't help taking another sip of water before I spoke slowly and with difficulty: "I'm trying very hard to live a new life...Song Yu moved me very much. I think my heart skips a beat...he is a very good person, I never thought of hurting him after I was with him...I..."

He said to protect me and not let me get hurt.

Such a good person, why don't I think so.

But, unexpectedly, no matter what the process is, the ending is the same.

Harm is already doomed.

"Emotions are something that can't be said for sure. Maybe you think it's bitterness, but others are happy..."

"It won't be sweet." I shook my head with a wry smile, "Mother said that the biggest mistake she ever made in her life was falling in love with her father... She didn't know he was married when she met him, but no matter The process...the result is doomed...she didn't want to hurt anyone, but she still hurt Mrs. An. I don't want...don't want to follow in her footsteps..."

"No, your mother is innocent...she doesn't know...and she is different from you, she will smile brightly even in difficult situations, An Yue, have you forgotten? Your mother smiled so Mei... Even death cannot take away her smile..."

smile...

When my mother died, her face was stained with bright red blood, and I didn't even see the smile on her face.

I turned my head away and gave Wen Li a strange look.

"What did you say... when my mother died... how did you know the smile on her face..."

I'm sure, I didn't tell Wen Li.

At that time, I didn't even know Wen Li.

Or, have I overlooked something all these years?

(End of this chapter)