sadomasochism double

Chapter 109

When I turned around, Wen Li panicked for a moment.For a moment, I thought he was going to run away.

But after trembling violently, he suddenly lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.

I smiled, but I knew my own voice was trembling, "You...you have something to hide from me...don't you?"

You are all the same, do you think I am a fool?Fool foolishly, and then watch a good show by each other?

"An Yue, don't be like this, An Yue..." Wen Li held my shoulder, guilt and fear could not be concealed in his dark eyes.

"I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...I didn't mean to...I wasn't...not...I was just scared...so scared..."

I always knew that Wen Li took good care of me.

And the feelings are weird.

Say he likes me, but he doesn't seem to bring much love, but he will appear every time when I am in the most dangerous and embarrassing situation, and gently guide me out of the puzzle.

He is a nice guy.Sometimes I feel that he is like a relative to me, a brother.

In the past, I have always positioned myself this way.

But now, he knelt before me, repenting.

"Before I was 16, I wasn't what I am now. I was like any rebellious teenager, I liked excitement... At that time, I secretly drove the family car out, I didn't know that I would cause such a big accident... ...I don't know...It's just that time, her smile made me unable to escape the shackles of sin...Sorry, An Yue, I'm really sorry."

Daoming Si once said that if an apology is useful, why do we need the police.

From the bottom of my heart, something slowly broke out of the cocoon.

yes i know.

It is the resentment in my heart.

When I was 15, I lost my mother.

I thought we would want to grow old together, but I found her body in a pool of blood.

She used to be such a beautiful person, but when she finally died, her whole body was covered with blood.

"Impossible...you lied to me...how could you be the perpetrator..." I muttered to myself, waved Wen Li's hand away, and kept stepping back.

It is enough for others to bully me and humiliate me, why does God torture me like this.

The last person I can trust and rely on is actually the escapee who I denounced for never being happy.

"You...do you know...if...if my mother had been sent to the hospital by you in time...she would have survived...but...but..."

But he didn't.

He left my mother in the mud by the river, and no one found her.

Until the body is cold and there is no breath.

I don't hate, I don't complain.

My mother said that hating someone is too tiring and makes me sad.

She said love is happier than hate.

all fake.

all fake.

even--

I wanted to rush forward and slap this man.

why...

You have kept it from me for more than ten years, why not keep it from me for the rest of the decades.

If cheating, cheating from the beginning, why not the end.

You can lie to me, or treat me like a fool.

Why let me know.

I don't want to know at all.

"An Yue..."

With tears in my eyes, I saw Wen Li stretching out his hand towards me, his once gentle face was now filled with apology.

but……

so what?So what!
The gentleness of the past is now only ugly.

There are too many hypocrites in this world.One second he may still be smiling at you gently, but the next second he has mercilessly stabbed you.

"Liars...you are all liars...you are the biggest liars in the world...full of lies..."

I stand back.

"Don't come here... stay away from me."

Get away from me... I never want to see this man again.

"An Yue... I'm sorry."

In the distance, a gentle apology came from behind, but I couldn't care less about it anymore, I never wanted to see this person again.

People always live in a world where lies and reality alternate.I once thought, how can there be a person, regardless of blood relationship, regardless of gender, who only has friendship and treats you well no matter what.

I think that is the most precious friendship in the world.

Now that I think about it, it's just my imagination.

Between a man and a woman is always the most complicated individual relationship in the world, how can I believe that there will be a pure friendship.

His kindness to me and his appearance are all caused by the guilt of the teenager and the uneasiness that will affect the rest of his life.

No wonder...

No wonder he said he could understand my timidity and my avoidance.

original……

He is exactly like me.

The same is a——

murderer.

so funny.

Because of my momentary fear, I didn't catch An Ran's hand.

So An Ran died.

so funny.

Because of Wen Li's fear, after bumping into my mother, he didn't send her to the hospital in time, but left her and ran away, so my mother also died.

what is this……

Is God punishing our cowardice and timidity separately?

The last safe shell in the world was kicked over by me.

I escaped from this cruel world.

Headlong into a more cruel and indifferent world.

"Yueyue! I finally found you!"

A warm and familiar body took me into his arms.

Finally, Song Yu found it.

It's just that I can't face it, pushing away the warmth in front of me, I want to turn around and run away.

Song Yu grabbed my hand, "An Yue! Listen to me...I already know everything..."

what do you know?If you know the bond between Zhuo Yang and me, you still know that I have fooled your mother!

I was full of panic, but I saw Song Yu slowly raised his head, "Although I am very angry, it is not because of you, but because of myself... I did not take good care of you, and I made you suffer for nothing... Sorry... An Yue, I'm sorry..."

But what's the use of saying sorry at this time.

Besides, the one who said sorry was never Song Yu.

I am not good enough.

Not worthy of his tenderness and beauty.

Love has thousands of shapes, but marriage is different.

He is not love, even though he has a thousand appearances, his essence is the same, pure and clean.But he is complicated and entangled. He doesn't even involve two people or two families. He is actually the collision of two social layers.

"You let me go...you let go."

"Don't let it go... Never let it go." Song Yu held my hand tightly, "Be obedient, let's go back... If there is anything we can talk about..."

How could it be so simple...

I almost collapsed, the sudden force pushed Song Yu away, and climbed up my face hideously, I didn't realize it.

"What do you know! It's over! It's all over! I'm stupid! I'm stupid, I know it's a trap! I stepped in! In fact! You're all right! You're too good...you are after all Very good……"

"An Yue..."

Song Yu still wanted to come and catch me, but I dodged nimbly, and couldn't help the emotions in my heart, and yelled at this good man, "Stay away from me!"

Stay away from me.

"An Yue! Listen to my explanation."

What else to explain.

I stepped back, but saw Song Yu's face changed drastically, and he rushed towards me quickly.

"No! An Yue..."

The wind brought a faint smell of blood.

I was caught in Song Yu's arms again.

How to do it?Why don't you let me go?You've come to such a stalemate, don't you want to let me go?What's so good about me, I deserve to be treated so wholeheartedly by you!

"Anyue...Anyue..."

Song Yu's face was pale, and the hand holding my shoulder slowly let go.

"An Yue...you..."

Something is wrong.

The wind blew, and the smell of blood on the tip of the nose became stronger.

I looked down and slowly looked at Song Yu's side.

On the side of his waist, blood was slowly flowing out at this time.

The red blood slowly dyed the white clothes red.

I was trembling all over and could barely hold him.

"Song Yu...I...I'll take you...to the hospital..."

I frantically looked through my phone, but couldn't find it. The phone had just been left at Wen Li's house, and I didn't bring it out at all.

The world panicked.

There are victors singing.

Hu Ling came out from the side, raised his eyes condescendingly and indifferently, "An Yue, you are so lucky. Every time there is a stupid man by your side... But can you escape the first day of junior high school, can you escape the fifteenth day of the junior high school?" ?”

From her crazy eyes, I know she has gone crazy.

(End of this chapter)