sadomasochism double

Chapter 111

When I got the report, Zhuo Yang and I looked at each other, and I looked at Zhuo Yang almost eagerly, "You will help him, right?"

Zhuo Yang glanced at me hesitantly, and it was this hesitation that made me furious.

"You don't want to? Now you can save him...you don't want to?"

"It's not... An Yue..." Zhuo Yang grabbed my hand with a rare urgent voice, "Listen to my explanation, it's not that I don't want to..."

"Explain?" I waved his hand away vigorously, my voice fell into the cold and icy place with my heart, "I don't want to, I just don't want to... What excuses are you making... It's just that I just found out today that you are so selfish one of the..."

"An Yue!" Zhuo Yang came over to grab my hand, but I slapped it away hard.I knew the feeling of humiliating self-esteem when I slapped someone on the face, but I didn't expect Zhuo Yang's expression at this moment, as if I had slapped him violently.

And in public.

The dim light of prayer in my eyes made me unbearable, unable to stay any longer, I turned and ran away.

I don't believe that only Zhuo Yang's kidneys are compatible in this world, and I don't believe that it must be Zhuo Yang.

I posted posts everywhere, looking for people to inquire, but after searching for a long time, no one suitable appeared.

I dare not appear in front of Song Yu, let alone the vicious Mrs. Song beside him.

As time passed day by day, I became more and more anxious. At this time, I welcomed an unexpected guest.

Li Si stood at the door of my house.

I was a little taken aback, "What did you come to see me for?"

I got straight to the point, I was really not in the mood to deal with Zhuo Yang, a good secretary who was brought up by one hand, and a woman who had been rumored to be having an affair from the beginning.

Snapped--

I know she doesn't like me, but because of Zhuo Yang, she never showed her dislike so clearly.

"An Yue! You crazy woman, do you know what you did?"

I tasted blood faintly in my mouth. I stroked the corner of my mouth and laughed, "What did I do? When will it be your turn to control what I do..."

"You really..." Li Si looked at me, seemed very angry, trembling all over.

"An Yue! Why didn't you die! Why didn't you die that year!" Finally, Li Si pointed at me and almost broke down.

I hate that year the most.

I was afraid, I didn't hold An Ran.

However, why did everything that happened back then be pushed on me? It was An Ran who pulled me out, it was An Ran who pushed me into the water first, it was she who didn't get up...

Why everything is my fault.Sometimes it is easy for people to go to extremes in their thinking in the face of extreme environments.

I cursed and bullied people too much in my heart!What a deception!
Angry to the extreme, people actually become very calm.

"It's a pity... I was the one who survived back then..."

Li Si has always appeared as a strong woman, but now her eyes are red.

So pitiful.

She is really a woman with clear feelings.Love Zhuoyang so much, hate me so much.

"Do you know what you have done! Do you know what you have done!" Li Si held his face and screamed, "You actually asked Zhuo Yang to replace Song Yu's kidney...you know what price he will pay What... do you know?!"

I do not know.

All I know is that people who get a kidney transplant will not die.

Without that kidney, Zhuo Yang would live very well, but Song Yu would die without it.

What a joke.

It's ridiculous that when we were in the seaside villa, Zhuo Yang said that he could live and die for me, and that my life was more important than him.

However, in the end, it was always other men who stood in front of me.

At the first moment of my accident, the man who appeared in front of me was never him.

"He just doesn't want to change... What's the matter, did he ask you to be a lobbyist?"

Snapped--

Li Si slapped me again, it's funny that I didn't cry, but Li Si burst into tears, "He agreed...he agreed...Anyue! Are you satisfied! Zhuo Yang agreed! He agreed to change Kidney!"

Somewhat surprised.

I remember Zhuo Yang's hesitation at that time.

I haven't contacted him these days. It is clear that he took the initiative to find me, and I never paid attention to him.

It's just that he didn't expect that he would agree to a kidney transplant in the end.

I couldn't hide the surprise in my heart, and I didn't care about the pain on my cheek. I took a step forward to confirm, "Are you serious? He is really willing..."

"You..." Li Si raised his hand again, looked at me with tears in his eyes, but finally put it down powerlessly.

"An Yue! I've never seen a woman as cheap as you...a selfish woman like you...will never get happiness...you can't get it...you can never get it..."

As long as Song Yu is alive, I don't think anything is important.

Li Si finally wiped away her tears, and glanced at me who was beaming with joy, with a look of disgust on her face.

"I really feel sorry for Mr. Zhuo...the woman I've been thinking of for so many years...a woman with a heartless heart...I really feel sorry for him...but it's okay..." Li Si looked at me with eyes But it was a little erratic, and finally he seemed to be talking to himself.

"But soon...soon you won't be able to torture him...yes...you'll never be able to torture him."

To be honest, Li Si's last words made me a little uneasy.

I turned around and went online to check some information about kidney transplantation.People have two kidneys. When one kidney is gone, people can still live a healthy life.

In this thought, someone can sell their kidneys for an apple, so Zhuo Yang should be fine too.

I have never heard that a kidney transplant will kill a person.

However, I checked a lot of information, and I still feel uneasy.I always think of Li Si's last look of pity.

I understand, that look...

Not for me.

In the afternoon, Mother Zhuo hurried over to look for me.

Seeing me, I jumped up and cried loudly, "An Yue! I beg you not to be so cruel... Xiao Yang needs a kidney transplant... he can't... Please... An Yue, don't be so cruel..."

"Auntie, I don't understand what you mean."

Mother Zhuo's tears kept falling, and her body trembled with excitement.

"An Yue... I know it was the child of the Song family who saved you, and I understand his situation... But you can find someone else, not Xiao Yang... He is not in good health. Passed his kidney... The doctor said he was not allowed to move rashly... You have to return his other good one to the Song family's child... An Yue... Do you want our Xiao Yang to die... Is he really Will you die..."

"I..." My face turned pale, my voice seemed to be trembling, "Impossible...he...he clearly said..."

He hesitated.

It wasn't that I didn't want to.

But because his own is not good.

So--

He agrees now, what does it mean...

Does that mean a life pays for a life...

Why am I always doing the wrong thing.

Even if one step is wrong, one step is wrong.

Grabbing Mother Zhuo's hand, I asked eagerly, "Where is he? Where is he now?"

When I arrived at the hospital, Zhuo Yang was making final preparations for the operation.

He was lying on the bed, looking out the window, wondering what he was thinking.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, he didn't look back, but said lightly: "Mom...you don't have to persuade me anymore...I've made a decision. Pay him what I owe her now."

As if he didn't hear Zhuo's mother's sobs, Zhuo Yang turned his head slowly. When he saw me, a trace of surprise flashed across his face, but the surprise was quickly covered up by him, and he smiled at me Laughing, the voice is as calm and flat as ever.

"Are you here? To see him?"

I shook my head.

"Then... did you come to me because of him?" Zhuo Yang glanced at me cautiously, then seemed to think of something, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Don't worry, I've agreed to the operation...don't worry, I Not a deserter."

"I know." I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, forced a smile on my face, and sat down beside Zhuo Yang, "It turns out that I was always the one who ran away."

"Why are you crying?" Zhuo Yang raised his hand, as if he wanted to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, but finally stopped in mid-air, "What's the point of crying... Go home and sleep, and when you wake up, you We will see a healthy Song Yu."

"Healthy Song Yu?" I couldn't help crying anymore, and pushed Zhuo Yang away, "Are you going to hide it from me forever? Do you think I will let you die to save him? You... …you……"

(End of this chapter)