sadomasochism double

Chapter 113

I turned around with a smile and went into the kitchen, and started to mix the salad seriously.

Of course, junk food like chicken legs and wings...bye.

Zhuo Yang is going to have an operation and can't drink alcohol.We use fruit juice instead.

I also freshly squeezed orange juice, but Zhuo Yang would rather drink plain water.

He said he now feels sick when he sees fruits and vegetables.

But that being said, I fed him a mouthful of salad. Although his face turned blue, as if he had been tortured, he finally bite the bullet and ate it.

"Your mother must be blaming me now? I haven't treated you well these years..."

"That's right." Zhuo Yang chewed a few mouthfuls of vegetables, swallowed them hard, and said without blinking, "You treat me badly. You feed me vegetables and fruits every day. I'm not a rabbit."

I knew he was changing the subject.

Yes, the memories of the past are too sad, it is better to let us stay in this second.

"I'm very sorry."

"Is it because the vegetable salad is hard to eat?" Zhuo Yang took a sip of water, "I don't know who invented it... people actually want to eat vegetables?"

I laughed, took his cup and refilled it for him, "I want to ask you a question. What did you do at Song's house that night?"

Zhuo Yang rested his head comfortably on my lap, looking a little lazy.

"What are you doing...Naturally I want to fuck you..." Zhuo Yang said, seeming to think of something interesting, and smiled with the corners of his mouth, "You are also stupid, it seems that Mrs. Song is planning to delay the attack, and then there will be a heavy blow , you still believe..."

"I'm a bit stupid." I admitted with a nod, and slowly stroked Zhuo Yang's limp head with my hand.

"However, it's not my stupidity, how can it reflect your cleverness..."

I said, laughing cheerfully.

Lowering his head, Zhuo Yang stared at me intently.

My heart softened when he saw it, and I couldn't help but say, "What's wrong?"

After the words fell, Zhuo Yang quickly pulled my head down.

"Have you ever regretted it?" I sighed contentedly, licking the wet corners of my lips, "If it wasn't for me, you would have a good life."

Zhuo Yang lazily lay his pillow on my lap, closed his eyes, and seemed to be in a deep sleep.Maybe it was evasion, he didn't answer my question.

"Hey... are you asleep?" I asked.

"No." He took my hand, and the warmth came over me, and I suddenly felt an illusion.No matter how many problems there are, they are no longer a problem.

"As you said, without you, maybe my life would be different. But, there is no way... I met you. Don't you too? If it weren't for me, you would have a very difficult life good……"

We are each other's doom.

This is a fact that can never be denied.

"Song Yu's side..." I suddenly didn't know how to speak.In the end, I was still a bad woman.

"I know." Holding my hand slowly tightened, Zhuo Yang seemed very tired, and muttered softly, "When he recovers, go and explain to him."

I sigh, Song Yu is paranoid like me, what I am afraid of is...

Never understand.

I am afraid that the scars are already doomed.

"Tonight, can I sleep here?" Zhuo Yang narrowed his eyes, glanced at me, paused and made a promise, "I won't do anything, just sleep."

I laughed, pulled a blanket from the side, and covered him.

"Go to sleep, I just found out today that you... talk so much nonsense."

When I woke up the next day, I was in bed, but Zhuo Yang was no longer there.

I was startled, got up in a hurry, and searched around but couldn't find him.Where did it go...

Obviously the time for surgery is not today?Where did he go?
Just when I was looking for a phone everywhere, the phone came in.

On the other end was Li Chen, whom I hadn't seen for a while.

I was worried about Zhuo Yang, and I wished I could pick up the phone right away.

"Li Shitou, I'm a little busy, I don't have anything important to do, I'll hang up first..."

Li Chen on the other end seemed to be stunned, and soon he laughed out loud, "Then, An Yue, if you can, come and see me for the last time."

Li Chen is a foodie.

I think it's probably because he is the son of a food tycoon, and whenever new food is released, he is the first to eat it, so he has a tricky mouth and a poisonous tongue, and he always spews shit out of his mouth when he speaks.

I have been angry countless times, and cursed this man countless times, eat him, eat him, and one day he will eat him to death.

It's just that when this moment actually happened, I wasn't as open-minded as I thought.It was also at that moment that I suddenly understood the sadness of a vampire, having a beautiful appearance and gaining immortality, but watching friends around them leave their world one by one and never see them forever, how miserable it is.

When I went to see Li Chen, Li Chen was lying on the big white bed, leaning on the bed and crossing his legs. If I hadn't met his doctor when I entered the door, I would have thought that what Li Chen said about having stomach cancer was just my illusion.

Yes, I was hallucinating because I slept too late last night and had no energy.

Li Chen wears a pretty silly hat, because chemotherapy made all his hair fall out.

Seeing me coming, his eyes were still focused on the ugly hat, Li Chen touched the brim of the hat, "Is it ugly?"

I wanted to laugh, but found that the smile was so forced.

"No...it's very good-looking. It's a hundred times more pleasing to the eye than you used to be."

"Really?" Li Chen smiled happily, but still pressed his hand on the brim of his hat, and said, "I also think I look good like this... I can't help it, I have a good foundation, even... even if I don't have hair, I'm still handsome. See people love flowers and see flowers bloom.”

I want to smile, the corners of my mouth are slightly turned up, I don't need to use a mirror, I also know that my smile is so forced.

"An Yue..." Seeing my appearance, Li Chen came over and patted my shoulder, "Why, you look like you're going to laugh or cry, don't you always look forward to this day?"

Seeing me glaring at him, Li Chen stopped smiling and said, "Okay... I know I was wrong, so I will stop talking nonsense. But... Maybe it is really retribution... How many sins the previous generation did, all of them The retribution will be on the next generation."

"Li Chen..."

"Don't tell me, don't cry, I'm most afraid of women crying, especially you... It's annoying to look at, you know." However, Li Chen said so, but his eyes slowly turned away.

"I have been thinking about how many additives are put in our country's food, and how much is edible... When I was young, I went to my dad's factory, and I always asked if eating these would kill people. My dad always Hit me, and said at the same time, it’s not me who died anyway, so what does it have to do with him. My father has always been a flirtatious man in his life, and he is also a black heart in his work. He has always taught me that here, if you are not ruthless, you can’t make money... It’s just Hahaha..." Li Chen laughed suddenly as he spoke, turned his head, glanced at me, and said, "An Yue, do you think this is retribution? We put so many additives in our food, so There are so many things that can kill me... The legal system of the country can't do anything to me, but people are doing what the sky is watching... My dad always said that his things are mine, so everything he does will be retribution on me... I have countless Wanting to die for the first time, life is so boring, so boring... But, An Yue, do you know? When the real moment came, I was actually scared...An Yue, I don't want to die..."

No one wants to die.

I understand.

I patted his hand, that's all I can do now.

Although I have always thought that Li Chen is a dude who always spends money from his family and has nothing to do all day long, but I never thought that he has been living in a state of being unable to change the status quo and only self-exile.

"It's okay...you will get better slowly..."

"An Yue, your consolation is really powerless. Forget it... Now that I have figured it out, death is not terrible. The terrible thing is that the process of death is really painful. Now I see those delicious foods, and I can't even drool." I dare not swallow...it hurts...that feeling is really uncomfortable..." Li Chen closed his eyes, as if he was experiencing that pain repeatedly, my heart was slightly sore, and I couldn't make a sound from my throat.

"Li Chen, you...don't..." I was trembling, and after a while, Li Chen lost a lot of weight.In fact, I lied to him. He has a good appearance, but if anyone loses dozens of catties, there is only a thin skin left on his face.

However, I couldn't say anything, I could only caress his hand and tell him over and over again that it's okay, there are countless opportunities in the world.

I know that this is so weak.

"Hey... what a shame." Li Chen let go of my hand and touched my nose, "I have achieved nothing in my life. I wanted to do a good deed before I died, but it didn't match. The only useful thing I have now It's the kidneys, but Song Yu's loss...I'm not a match for him...hey...Forget it, it seems that I'm not born to do good things."

(End of this chapter)