sadomasochism double

Chapter 69

"Anyue...Anyue...Anyue..."

I sighed helplessly, this fellow came again.

Every time I have a fever, I don't recognize my relatives, and hug me and act like a baby.

I really don't know where this bad temper came from.

I slowly pulled away the hands that were entangled with me, but after a while, those hands continued to be entangled.

I had no choice but to hold his hand and sit on the bed.

It's been a long time since I felt such a peaceful feeling, but I didn't expect this feeling to come from Zhuo Yang.

Is this fate?

but--

I've already fought it once?Am I going to accept my fate this time?

Do not--

I've gone wrong once in my life, and I don't want to go a second time.Love and hatred can slowly dissipate, but I still have a long way to go in life, and I need to walk slowly alone.

The person on the bed slowly fell asleep after taking antipyretic plasters and antipyretics. I took out my hand, and after thinking about it, I went to the kitchen to make porridge for him.

Zhuo Yang's kitchen is almost spotless, I searched for a long time and found nothing, and finally I went to my room to get rice and a pot.

Slowly simmering on a low fire, the millet in the pot rolled out a strong rice fragrance... I leaned against the kitchen and looked at the night outside the window.

Could it be that I can't escape this curse called Zhuo Yang in my life?
"Ahem..." Someone's weak voice came from behind me, I didn't look back, I just stirred the porridge in the pot, the sticky porridge is someone's favorite.

"you're awake?"

"Ahem..." Zhuo Yang seemed to cough a few more times, as if his voice was a bit unexpected, "Are you still there?"

It seems that he is not burnt out, and he still remembers that I am his savior.

I turned off the fire and was about to wait for the porridge to cool down, but before I turned around, Zhuo Yang had already hugged me.The hot big palms hugged my waist, and the chin was also pressed against my head, and they rubbed each other affectionately, "Why...why did you leave...you said you would stay with me for the rest of your life..."

I said that I would be with Zhuo Yang for the rest of my life.That was five years ago, and the culture of excellence was only on the right track, and Zhuo Yang was almost too busy.

He was originally in good health, but he was not a god.The body is so overdrawn that sooner or later it will get sick.

That day, it was already three o'clock in the evening when he came back from the company.It was raining heavily outside, and his whole body was soaked, but his body was still hot...

He was originally a proud son of heaven, and under the protection of his parents, he could have a good life...

But he took a very difficult road.

Until now, I still don't understand why Zhuo Yang must come out and start his own company instead of staying and accepting the arrangement of his parents to go into politics.

All I know is that that night, Zhuo Yang, who was so weak that he hugged me, made me feel very distressed. I knew that what he needed might not be me, and I knew that there was still a big misunderstanding between us... That night, I still hugged him. He made a promise to him.

As long as he needs, I will accompany him for the rest of my life.

However, after that night, Zhuo Yang and I still didn't make any progress, it's just that he turned our nominal marriage into a nominal one.

I thought he couldn't remember the promise at that time. After all, he was ill and vague at that time, so he should have no memory at all.

but……

Today, he hugged me and said the oath of the year.

I loosened for a moment, and slowly stroked the chain on my chest with my hand, the cold touch brought me back to my senses.

I smiled, and slowly pulled away Zhuo Yang's hot hand, "Don't you know that women are the most dishonest creatures...I forgot about such an early thing..."

Feeling that the body behind me was as stiff as a rock, I easily turned away.

"Okay...seeing that you are much better...I cooked porridge for you...the medicine is on the table...it's your reward for helping me arrange the orphanage...well...good night..."

After speaking, I was about to go home and sleep, but I was stopped by Zhuo Yang as soon as I got to the door.

He grabbed my shoulder with a big hand, he was so hard that my whole shoulder was about to be crushed by him.At this time, his eyes were shining brightly, shining scorchingly in the darkness, "Anyue! I just reacted a little slower...why...you didn't wait for me...why...you didn't give me a chance I will sentence me to death..."

Chance?I want to laugh...I remember I gave him a lot of chances...

But... the result is that I am disappointed again and again...

I think it's not that I don't love Zhuo Yang, the man who occupied the first half of my life, the man I spent the most beautiful time in love with, I don't think so. It's easy to forget...

But now, I can only love myself more.

"I'm sorry... you should understand... we started off wrong..."

If there is no encounter, this relationship has not begun.

is not it--

Everything will be much better than now.

"You do this every time...you mess up my life...and then walk away...you are always so self-willed...you always only think about yourself...what do you think...from the beginning to the end...disturb me The life...is actually you..."

Zhuo Yang let go of my hand slowly, and said something inexplicably.

I didn't understand, I just pushed Zhuo Yang away and walked towards the door.

"An Yue! It's not that easy! I'm not that easy to get rid of! If you say no, don't! What do you think I am!"

Looking back, only a small light was turned on in the living room.And in that dark place, Zhuo Yang held the door and looked at me with a face full of certainty.

"An Yue! Get ready! You have to go! You have to fly into the arms of other men! Let's see if you have the ability!"

That guy Zhuo Yang seldom smiles, and every time he smiles, it's a smile that captivates the city, but this time, when I looked at the man who was smiling indifferently in the dark, for some reason, my whole body trembled abruptly.

Zhuo Yang——

He was still out of his mind after all.

In fact, what Zhuo Yang said that day made me a little alert.He has always been a person who keeps his word. Some time ago, he pretended to be a gentle sheep and failed to achieve his goal. Now he must be patient to the extreme.

I thought about it in my heart, and I didn't think of any tricks that Zhuo Yang could use to deal with me.

And Zhuo Yang still greeted me with three meals a day, and occasionally came to invite me to watch a movie after dinner.

Naturally I still refused, and Zhuo Yang was not angry, but once in a while I opened the door to take out the trash and found Zhuo Yang was still at my door.

From the looks of it, he didn't leave after being rejected, and just stood there smoking.

Looking at the cigarette butts all over the floor, I frowned and said something.

"Stop smoking!" If someone finds that there are always cigarette butts at my door, those who don't know will think I'm a smoker.

Seeing my answer, Zhuo Yang put out the cigarette butt, "It's okay not to smoke! You make me dinner!"

"You think beautiful!"

boom--

I slam the door hard.

bang bang bang-

Within a few minutes, there was another knock on the door.

Comparing patience with Zhuo Yang, I always fail.

I opened the door angrily, "What on earth are you trying to do?"

"It's nothing." Zhuo Yang didn't smoke this time, but just brought me a big bag.

"What is this?" I don't answer, it can't be a bomb!
Zhuo Yang sent it over without hesitation, "The things you like...I'll give you..."

I took it half-believingly, and my expression changed drastically when I saw the contents in the bag.

I fell, I fell, I fell!

"Zhuo Yang! You bastard! Even if you are chasing a woman, you can't give her ten pots of cactus!"

Someone chose to ignore my anger, but it was very reasonable to say to me: "Aren't you lazy? Cactus is the most suitable for you to raise!"

Raise your sister!I am obviously a hardworking and brave young woman, okay!Raise your sister's cactus!
Sometimes I think Zhuo Yang is really unreasonable.Since he moved next door to me, he has been in various states. He will text and call me from time to time, and he will also send me weird little gifts.

For example, some strangely shaped sculptures, some stickers, and even more like the cactus that was sent continuously...

I found that he still has a preference for those small plants, and my balcony is already filled with small potted plants he sent.

And I found that he knew me better than I imagined. He actually knew that I was lazy, and I couldn't even feed a cactus if I was lazy.

One pot of cactus in my house died and one pot died, and two pots came and one pair died. Every time Zhuo Yang sighed, he added new ones to my window sill.

I will not give up my principles just because of a few pots of cacti.

Especially some things, in fact, have been slowly scattered.Now that it's all scattered, why do I have to work hard to put it back together?

But Zhuo Yang is a very persistent person, he started to pick me up for work.

Naturally, I objected and ignored him at all.But he is a very patient person, I don't take his car, he can follow my bus all the way to my company.

(End of this chapter)