be nice wife

Chapter 119 Just Like This (2)
"I also struggled hard, but in the end, I still couldn't bear to let him go, because he belonged to our child. I gave up my future, gave up everything, even broke up with my family, and ran abroad alone, because, If I stay in China, no one will tolerate the child in my belly."

Tianxue paused slightly, flicking off a teardrop that was running down her cheek with her lead-white fingertips. "Mom said, you wandered abroad in those years and suffered a lot. She asked me to try to understand you and be considerate of you. I tried to do it. Because no one knows better than me the feeling of wandering outside alone. , At that time, I stood blankly on an unfamiliar street in the United States, looking at the crowds coming and going, seeing every tall figure, every man of color skin, I thought it was you in a trance. I was really scared , I also miss home very much, miss you very much..."

"Stop talking, Tianxue." Mu Dongting suddenly hugged her from behind, rubbing her cold body in his arms, wishing to blend into his blood.

His lips were pressed against her ear, and he kept murmuring in pain, "I'm sorry, Xue'er, I'm sorry."

Tianxue didn't break free from his embrace, but raised her chin slightly, her slack gaze kept scattered in the vast night outside the window.The hoarse voice continued.

"I have never been to the UK. I don't know if the moon in the UK is rounder than the US. But I know that it is really difficult to find a living in a foreign country. My grandfather was angry with me and cut off all my financial support. I am eight pregnant When I was one month old, I was squatting in the back kitchen of a restaurant in Chinatown washing dishes. Because of overwork, the child was born prematurely. The doctor told me that Ah Yan’s heart and lung function is not complete, and he may not survive. I can’t accept it, I really can’t accept it , I just want to cure him, but the treatment costs a lot of money."

Tianxue clenched her lips with her palm, and could no longer hold back her tears, "Before I went abroad, I never knew that money is so important. When I stood on the street in a daze, I found that all my cards were frozen. At that time, when Ah Yan needed medical expenses, I realized that money can save lives. On the third day after Ah Yan was born, I went out to make money and worked hard to make money every day, but in the end, Ah Yan still died , he died! Why? I abandoned everything, I worked so hard, and in the end, I still left nothing..."

"Tianxue, right, it's all my fault, I deserve to die." Mu Dongting hugged her tightly, with a pain that he had never felt before.

During the years of wandering abroad, he had always complained about others, but the pain he endured was far less than one ten-thousandth of Tianxue's.It's not Ah Yan who deserves to be damned, but him.

Tianxue cried pale and helplessly, crying until her tears dried up and she had no strength left.She broke free from Mu Dongting's embrace, her slack eyes gradually gathered together, and her little face with tears criss-crossing it regained its calmness again.

"Mu Dongting, in fact, we have been missing step by step, which proves that we have no fate at all. I have been too stubborn all this time, and I stubbornly wanted to leave something between you and you, but people How could it be possible to fight for my life? I am really tired, I compromised, and that's it, the story ends here."

"Xue'er..." Mu Dongting whispered hoarsely and in pain. He didn't want to end, he didn't want to end with her like this, he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, he wanted to watch their children grow up, He wanted to be with her in his next life.

However, Tianxue didn't give him a chance to say these words, she interrupted him in a cold voice, turned around and lay back on the big bed, "I'm sleepy, President Mu, please don't disturb my rest."

Mu Dongting didn't say anything, but came to the bed, covered her with the quilt carefully, and said to her gently, "Baby, good night." But his voice was extremely hoarse.

He walked out of the bedroom and closed the door softly.

However, separated by a door, the two people inside and outside the house burst into tears at the same time.

A relationship, three people, one dead, two injured, the dead are all over, but the living will bear the pain forever.

Outside the door, Mu Dongting leaned decadently against the wall of the corridor, straightened his back, raised his head slightly, and closed his eyes tightly, but his eyelashes were always wet. At this moment, he felt that his heart had already Got hollowed out.

It was another night until dawn, overnight, Mu Dongting felt much older and more decadent. Standing in front of the mirror, the man in the mirror had messy hair, blood-red eyes, and blue stubble. He looked like a homeless man.

In the shortest possible time, he took a shower, shaved, and changed into a set of clean clothes.He couldn't go out in such a decadent manner, because today, he was going to meet a very important person.

After ordering the servants and the doctor to take good care of Tianxue, Mu Dongting went out.

The morning sun was just right and the air was fresh. Mu Dongting's Rolls-Royce Phantom slowly drove out of the manor.In the car, he connected to Pan Wanqing's call.

"Mom, Ah Yan, where was he buried?"

Ah Yan's cemetery is halfway up the mountain. Because it has been snowing recently, the bluestone road leading to the mountain is still covered with a thick layer of snow. When you step on it, it feels soft and there is a slight creaking sound under your feet.However, for Mu Dongting, he felt that every step he took was extremely heavy.

On the cyan tombstone is a small photo. The child in the photo has a small face that is still wrinkled. It is vaguely recognizable. It seems to look more like Tianxue. Mu Dongting holds the child in his arms A large bouquet of lilies was placed in front of the tombstone, and her slender and clean fingertips stroked gently.Touch the little face of the child in the photo.The fingertips kept trembling.

This is his and Tianxue's child, integrated into their blood, the child that Tianxue wants to protect with his life.However, he didn't have time to hug him, kiss his little face, or even meet him, so he left in a hurry. Is it doomed in this life that their fate between father and son is too shallow, so God took him away of it?
So, if, if a person really has an afterlife, would he still be willing to be his son?He must be unwilling, because he did not take on the responsibility of a man, the responsibility of a father.If he stayed by Tianxue's side and took good care of her, she wouldn't give birth prematurely, so Ah Yan wouldn't die either.If he survived, he would be five years old now. It is the most naughty age for a boy. He will naughtily call mom and dad, and he will be full of curiosity about the world.

Mu Dongting shook his head, not daring to continue thinking, he just changed his voice in a difficult way, "Ah Yan."

And the voice was trembling slightly, "Ayan, I'm Dad, I'm here to see you, I'm sorry, Dad is late, can you forgive Dad?"

However, what he answered was only the howling wind in the mountains and the remnant snow that was blown up by the wind.

Mu Dongting's profile lightly pressed against the cold stone tablet, it seemed that only in this way could he get close to his child.

If he had taken Tianxue's feelings for him seriously back then, they would not have come to where they are today.Then, he, Tianxue, and Ah Yan, the three of them will live happily together.

Mu Dongting just quietly leaned against the tombstone, his phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, his black eyes were scattered, and he didn't move for a long time without saying a word.

Until, there was the rhythmic sound of high-heeled shoes on the bluestone road.Mu Dongting raised his eyes subconsciously, only to see that Liu Yun was holding a large bouquet of pure white lilies, coming from far and near.

She put the bouquet in front of the tombstone, with a sneer on the corner of her lips, "President Mu disappeared for fun, and the anxious people in the company were turned away. I didn't expect that you are really here."

Mu Dongting's eyelids moved a few times, but he didn't look at her directly. His eyes kept falling on the cold and stiff tombstone, and he gently wiped the dust on the tombstone with his palm.

"If Gu Ziyang asked you to come to me, you can go back now." He said indifferently.

Liu Yun snorted, "Gu Ziyang still can't control me. It's just that I heard that you didn't attend today's executive meeting, and even Tianxue didn't know where you went. I guessed that you might have come here. I got it."

Mu Dongting ignored her, and only heard her continue to say sarcastically, "Mu Dongting, do you know what Ah Yan's greatest sorrow is? He has such an irresponsible father like you."

Although Liu Yun's words were not pleasant, Mu Dongting was powerless to refute.

After Liu Yun finished speaking, she took out an old-fashioned mobile phone from her handbag and handed it to Mu Dongting.

"What?" He frowned, asking puzzledly.

"Tianxue's mobile phone abroad. After she fell ill, this mobile phone was left with me. Because it contained something about Ah Yan, I was reluctant to throw it away. Now, I give it to you."

Mu Dongting took the phone and held it tightly in his palm, not daring to open it to look at it.Because, the more you see, the more you know, the more painful your heart will be.

Maybe this is why Liu Yun gave him the phone.Since Tianxue was having a hard time, she didn't intend to make him feel better.

"Do you know how Tianxue and I met? In an underground bar in the United States, Tianxue and I worked as liquor girls there. Every day in order to sell wine, we were always drunk by customers, and our hands and feet became weak from drinking. Occasionally, it was unavoidable to be eaten by customers. At that time, Tianxue was still a child. When I saw her for the first time, she was bullied by customers. She hid in a corner and cried. After crying, she wiped her face The tears on the bed, and then went to other private rooms, forced to sell wine with a smile, just to earn such a small commission."

Liu Yun spoke slowly, and although Mu Dongting was silent, his ink eyes couldn't see a gleam of light. He looked so calm, but the clenched fist and the bulge on the back of his hand The blue blood vessels came out of him.

"Maybe it's sympathy, maybe it's pity for her. I often help her deal with some difficult customers. Gradually, we also get to know each other. Then, I found out that Tianxue has a child who is not yet full moon. The hospital received treatment. Before she was confinement, she ran to the bar to earn money. She was desperate. At that time, I already knew Yan Fei. He was a very enthusiastic person. Yan Fei and I borrowed some money , asked Tianxue to treat the child first. During this period, Ah Yan's condition stabilized for a while, and Tianxue took him home happily. However, not long after, his condition relapsed again, and Ah Yan was sent to the hospital again. After that, he died in the hospital."

Speaking of this, Liu Yun suddenly smiled, the smile was extremely ironic, but there were faint tears in his eyes.She asked, "Mu Dongting, do you know what the pain of bereavement is?"

Mu Dongting's body trembled violently, but he didn't answer for a long time.

And Liu Yun didn't want his answer, but smiled wryly, and continued, "Actually, I don't know, but Tianxue knows, because Ah Yan died in her arms, and she watched Ah Yan with her own eyes." Yan's little face turned from green to white, seeing him lose his breath. At first, Tianxue would cry in despair, but in the end, she couldn't even cry. After Ah Yan's death, Tianxue's world was completely destroyed. She collapsed, and she was sent to a lunatic asylum, where she suffered inhuman torture. She was treated abroad for five years."

(End of this chapter)