be nice wife

Chapter 120 What is the Pain of Bereavement (1)
Liu Yun's voice paused slightly, she narrowed her eyes to look at Mu Dongting, and smiled sarcastically, "Before I returned to China, President Mu's name was on my ears. When Tianxue fell ill, apart from calling Ah Yan's name, the most , just called Brother Dong Ting. Later when we returned to China, I asked Tianxue why she didn’t tell you about Ah Yan. She said to me: Ah Yan is dead, and it’s useless to tell you the truth. It's just meaningless to let you go through the pain she once suffered. Although she doesn't care about it, I know that she is afraid of your pain, and she even hurts you a little bit. I can't bear it. Mu Dongting, you owe Tianxue, in this life and in the next life, you won't be able to pay it back."

Mu Dongting listened numbly, his consciousness was a little muddy, and he couldn't even tell what was reality and what was a dream.He didn't even know when Liu Yun left.

If, if all this was just a dream, it would be great if Ah Yan never existed after waking up, then Tianxue would not have endured so much pain.

And all the crimes started with Lin Chuxia's lies and ended with her lies.That woman refused to let him and Tianxue go even if she died.

The bitter winter mountain wind swept the remaining snowflakes on the ground, and the wind and snow mixed with each other, blowing on the body and face, causing pain.

Mu Dongting only felt that his limbs were a little stiff. He stretched out his hand numbly, rubbed his blurred eyes, then turned on the phone, and carefully looked at the contents inside.

In the mobile phone album, there are almost all photos of Ah Yan, and there are also photos of Tianxue and him together. The child's eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Tianxue's, and his nose and mouth are like him. When he smiles, even the arc of his lips is exactly the same as his.Mu Dongting flipped through the pictures one by one. In the photos, the little things were either laughing or crying. Most of them were sleeping, and their mouths were pouting. They were so cute that people couldn't help but want to kiss them. Take a sip.Mu Dongting's fingertips trembled slightly, and his vision blurred again.

There is also a video on the phone, which is taken by Tianxue holding Ah Yan. She is holding a bottle and feeding Ah Yan. The little guy is waving his hands indiscriminately. After that, he opened his small mouth and smiled contentedly.Tianxue hugged him, hummed softly, lowered her head and kissed the baby's sleeping forehead lightly, with a gentle smile on her lips that was warmer than the sun.

The picture was so beautiful and warm, so beautiful that Mu Dongting didn't dare to look at it again.He turned off the video, propped his forehead with one hand, and his shoulders kept shaking in the howling wind.

Who said that men don't flick their tears easily, but they haven't reached the point of sadness.

In the phone folder, there are two documents, which are two diaries written by Tianxue.Mu Dongting clicked on them one by one, and read each word carefully. The black Song typeface characters were like sharp swords, piercing his heart, dripping with blood.Just looking at it like this, he was in so much pain that he could barely breathe. Then, when Tianxue wrote this sentence, how painful it must have been.

Diary [-]: The baby in my stomach is seven months old. I have had blood several times in the past few days. The doctor said that I need to rest in bed, but how is this possible? I still have to go out to work to earn money. Both children and children are at risk of starvation.Last night, I dreamed about Brother Dong Ting again. I cried and told him that it was really cold to soak my hands in the dishwashing water. I showed him the back of my hands covered with chilblains.He said to me distressedly: Xueer, you have to be stronger.

Yes, I have to be strong, because, I am no longer a person, I will be a mother soon.I want to give birth to the baby safely, show it to Brother Dong Ting, and then say to him with a smile, "I gave birth to it, let me see how good I am."

Diary 70: When Ah Yan was [-] days old, he was admitted again due to severe pneumonia. When I held him and waited at the door, he was caught in a mouthful of phlegm, and his face became pale to almost transparent in an instant, and his mouth and nose were bruised.The doctor asked me to sign the critical illness notice. During this period, the baby suffered from heart failure for a while, but after the doctor gave timely rescue with cardiotonic drugs, he finally got better temporarily.And I also had the most difficult night in my life that seemed to fall into hell.

The baby is away from treatment, and all the care is provided by doctors and nurses. Across a tightly locked door and corridor, I can't see, touch, or hear. I only know a few words about the condition from the medical staff, and I can only sleep at night. go home.The house is full of baby stuff.Empty cribs, empty quilts, empty feeding bottles, empty bedrooms.This originally warm home is so empty that it makes people feel cold.

I slept all night in his little autumn clothes and padded jacket, which smelled of him and seemed to have his temperature. I cried every time I looked at his photos on my phone.

His crying after being discharged from the hospital for the first time was also recorded on the mobile phone, which was clear and rhythmic.And when he was sick, it seemed that he didn't even have the strength to cry, but he would stop once in a while.Before entering, the nurse gave him an infusion to pierce his head, but he just closed his eyes and didn't even cry. During the period, the needle missed once and had to be pricked again. He lay quietly and still didn't cry.The needle pierced his blood vessel, but pierced my heart. The pain I have never experienced in this life makes my hands and feet cold...

The diary was interrupted here, perhaps, it was because Tianxue couldn't write anymore.Mu Dongting held the phone tightly in his palm, and in his mind, he seemed to be able to imagine the picture of her writing these words.He seemed to see Tianxue's desperate and crying face, and Ah Yan's weak breathing.

Holding the cold tombstone with one hand, Mu Dongting slowly knelt down in front of Ah Yan's grave, and couldn't afford to kneel for long.

"Ayan, Ayan, I'm sorry, can you come back? Please, can you come back?"

At this moment, Mu Dongting was as fragile and helpless as a child, with his forehead pressed against the tombstone, murmuring mechanically and non-stop.

Liu Yun was right, he owed Tianxue, and he would never be able to pay it back in this life or the next.He can only use the rest of his life to forgive sins.

At the same time, Liu Yun took a taxi to Mu Dongting's villa.

Probably because Mu Dongting still had lingering fears about Lin Chuxia's incident, so there were many more bodyguards around the villa, and the number of confinement maids in the villa also increased. They were all new faces. It seemed that Mu Dongting had changed again. A group of people, from the past, I'm afraid he doesn't trust them anymore.

When Liu Yun walked into the living room, Tianxue was sitting on the sofa and flipping through today's newspapers. She was wearing plain beige home clothes, her long hair was loosely draped around her waist, and she looked lazy, but she was full of emotion. An indescribable warmth.

When she saw Liu Yun walking in, she had a faint smile on her lips and two small dimples on her cheeks, which were sweet and intoxicating, but her face was too pale, which made people feel distressed.

"Are you here?" she said softly.

"Why, aren't you welcome?" Liu Yun smiled, and sat down on the seat opposite Tianxue without any fuss.

Tianxue ordered the servant to pour tea for Liu Yun, but only poured one cup.

"Can't pregnant women even drink tea?" Liu Yun held the teacup and took a sip. The fragrance of the tea was overflowing, "Well, Mingqian Longjing, it tastes good."

"Mu Dongting newly bought it, and you were the first to drink it." Tianxue said flatly.

"Really, then I'm really flattered." Liu Yun finished half-jokingly, and looked at her quietly, "How do you feel after returning? There are a bunch of servants waiting for you, it must be much better than staying in the detention center." .”

"They're both in jail, there's no difference. Probably the only difference is that they don't have to continue to bear the charge of murder." Tianxue chuckled lightly, but there was a hint of self-deprecation in her tone.

Liu Yun's eyes gradually dimmed, and she put the teacup back on the coffee table. "The last time we were in the detention center, we were not in a good mood, so we didn't have time to say some things."

Tianxue smiled warmly, and replied, "You can say whatever you want, I probably have the most time now."

It could be seen that Liu Yun seemed to be struggling in his heart for a long time before hesitantly asked, "Tianxue, will we still be friends?"

Tianxue was slightly stunned, with a hint of bitterness in her dimple, then shook her head, "I don't know, I still need time to think about this question."

Liu Yun nodded bitterly, and she didn't expect her to forgive regardless of past suspicions. After all, Tianxue was imprisoned, and she indirectly became Lin Chuxia's accomplice.

"Tianxue, I really envy you and hate you. Why do you have everything when you don't need to do anything? You didn't do anything for Yan Fei, you just shed a few innocent tears , Yan Fei loves you to the death and life. And I put my heart and soul to him, but he refused to look at me. I struggled hard at the bottom of the society in order to survive. And you clearly have a rich father , but because of your poor self-esteem and your self-righteous love, you are asking for trouble there, Shen Tianxue, do you know what I dislike most about you? You are too hypocritical."

Tianxue's beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, and her eyes were full of mockery, "I only know now that I am so unpopular."

"Actually, I've always been very jealous of you. I'm jealous that you were born with a golden spoon in your mouth. I'm jealous that you can easily get Yan Fei's love. I'm jealous of your intelligence and talent. When you were in the United States, you were treating illnesses while studying, but I can still get all A's in the exam, and even if I study day and night, I still can't catch up with you. Whenever Yan Fei praises you, my hatred for you will increase. I also asked him, why? Why do you love you so much? You have other men in your heart, and you have given birth to other men. What is there for you to be loved! But he told me that there is no reason for love. When he sees you falling It hurts when I cry, but when I see you smile, it feels like I have the whole world, this is love. Shen Tianxue, do you know how sad I feel when I hear this?"

Tianxue listened quietly, without speaking.But the eyes moved leisurely, and the beautiful brows were furrowed all the time.She thought she understood.When Mu Dongting hugged Lin Chuxia, she had also experienced such pain.

"So, but Yan Fei and I had a relationship after being drunk, and I anxiously declared my sovereignty in front of you, just to break Yan Fei's nod to you. However, when he knew that you were going to divorce, he still couldn't wait I want to break off the engagement with me and be with you. Since then, I have hated you. However, while hating you, I can't help feeling sorry for you. Every time you feel sad for Mu Dongting When I was crying, I wished I could tear that innocent man into pieces, so I gave you abortion pills, but I never intended to hurt you. This feeling is really contradictory. On the one hand, I hate you On the one hand, I don't have the heart to hurt you, let alone allow others to hurt you."

Tianxue pursed her thin lips tightly, with a slight guilt in her eyes, "I'm sorry, I really never thought that my existence would cause you such pain."

"You don't need to be sorry to me." Liu Yun interrupted her bluntly, "You have never been sorry to me, the person you are sorry to is Yan Fei. Shen Tianxue, Yan Fei loves you so much, but you are merciless again and again Reject him, hurt him, why are you so cruel to him."

(End of this chapter)