be nice wife

Chapter 135 Watching them happy (2)
Mu Dongting could no longer remain silent, his eyes shifted from the child to Tianxue's body, the tenderness in his eyes was replaced by heavy pain.

He looked at her for a long time, as if he had passed through a world, and then asked hoarsely, "Tianxue, do you still love me?"

Tianxue raised her eyes slightly, but she didn't look at him, the light in her eyes scattered casually. "So what if you love it, so what if you don't love it, what's the point of talking about it now."

"Xue'er, if you still love me, why are you willing to leave me like this? I know that I have done a lot of things wrong, and I don't deserve your forgiveness. I just want a chance to make up for it. Isn't that right?" Is it okay? Tianxue, even if you don't care about me anymore, can you think about it for Yanxi? He is still so young, he needs his father, and he needs to grow up in a healthy family. "

Mu Dongting looked at her with eyes full of sincerity and pleading, and even faint tears flickered.

Tianxue's hands were tightly folded in front of her body, her fingertips had already sunk into the flesh.But the expression on her face was indifferent and cold.There was no trace of emotion in the voice of speaking.

"I know you are reluctant to part with Yanxi, so I will leave him to you. He will have a better life with you than with me. If you want to give him a complete family, remarry and find a good woman. I can treat you well, and treat the child well." After Tianxue finished speaking, she couldn't wait to stand up and hide in the house.

If she doesn't leave, she won't be able to hold back the tears.And she didn't want to cry in front of him.

The door of the room was closed tightly, and Tianxue's body was leaning against the cold door, weeping down her cheeks.In the past few days, she has had more and more attacks, and she is more confused than awake.Therefore, she had to leave, and the sooner the better.She couldn't even take Yanxi away, because she couldn't guarantee whether she would hurt him in the ward, he was still so young and so fragile.

The most feared thing about mental illness is repeated recurrence. Perhaps, this time, she may never be cured again.Mu Dongting doesn't need a madman to be his wife, and Yan Xi can't have a madman's mother either.

The only thing she can do is stay away from them, and watch them happy.

And across a door, Mu Dongting stood outside the door, his palms resting weakly on the door.He lowered his head, with tears in his deep eyes, he resisted the pain in his heart, and asked in a low voice, "Xue'er, can we really not be together?"

Although it was separated by a door, Mu Dongting knew that she must be able to hear it.

Mu Dongting finally left sadly, and took away her most beloved Xiao Yanxi.

Tianxue stood in front of the window, watching the white Rolls-Royce Phantom gradually move away, and finally drove out of her sight.She fell limply in front of the window, curled up into a ball, and wept tremblingly.

When Shen Manqing came back from the outside, she saw Tianxue curled up on the ground, crying like a tearful person.

"Xue'er!" Shen Manqing came to Tianxue's side with distress, and held her tightly in her arms. She knew that it must be painful for Tianxue to make such a decision. "Xue'er doesn't cry, we are not sad."

Tianxue wiped away the tears on her face indiscriminately, and forced a smile with difficulty. "Who says I'm sad? I just dumped a man. It's no big deal. When I get to America, I'll find a handsome American guy with blond hair and blue eyes, and I'll make Mu Dongting mad."

"Okay, let's find a handsome American guy." Shen Manqing followed her, but both mother and daughter were crying.

But at this time, on the other side, Mu Dongting did not return to the villa, but sent Yan Xi to the Mu family mansion.

Pan Wanqing was also very surprised to see Mu Dongting coming back with the child in her arms. "Dongting, what's the matter? How did you bring the child back? Where's Tianxue?"

Mu Dongting carried the child to the sofa, peed on the way, and the little thing kept crying, his crying face was flushed red.He changed the baby's diaper quickly and gently coaxed him.

"Mom, don't ask. Yanxi may have to disturb you for a while. Someone died in the villa, and it is taboo to take the child back. I plan to choose another apartment, and I will pick up Yanxi when I am done. "

Pan Wanqing frowned, obviously feeling that Mu Dongting was changing the subject, he said so much, but didn't mention Tianxue at all.

Pan Wanqing's residence did not buy a baby cot, and at night, Mu Dongting and Yan Xi lived together in the master bedroom.

The little guy seemed to be sleeping backwards. He slept a lot during the day, but at night, he hardly slept. Of course, Mu Dongting couldn't sleep anymore, so he stayed with him all the time and fed him every few hours. In this way, we stayed until dawn.After dawn, the little thing finally fell asleep obediently, but Mu Dongting had to face the reality.

When night fell over the land, for a moment, he even hoped that the sun would never rise.

It seemed that his wish had come true. The next day, starting from the early morning, it began to rain the heaviest since the beginning of spring. Mu Dongting stood in front of the French window in the living room, looking at the rain curtain outside the window.

The clock rang eight times, and at eight o'clock, he drove into the urban area from the old house of Mu's family. At nine o'clock, he just arrived at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau. However, he suddenly found that his legs were as heavy as lead, and he couldn't move. Move one step.

However, he had to go, he understood Tianxue's temperament, if he didn't go, she would have been waiting for him there until he got a seat.

Mu Dongting drove to the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and sure enough, he saw Tianxue standing in the rain holding an umbrella.

After he stopped the car, he didn't have time to get the umbrella, so he ran directly out of the car and under Tianxue's umbrella, then hugged her, and walked into the office hall of the Civil Affairs Bureau together.

"Why are you standing outside so stupidly? What should you do if you catch a cold? Do you know that you've just given birth." With a sullen expression, Mu Dongting quickly took off the coat from half of his body and put it on her shoulders.

Tianxue was carrying an umbrella that kept dripping water, with her head down, innocent and well-behaved, like an abandoned child.

"I'm afraid you won't find me standing inside." She was even more afraid that Mu Dongting would walk away if he couldn't see her.

"Fool." Mu Dongting replied, pampered and distressed.He held her cold hands so tightly that he didn't want to let go, nor did he want to let go.If possible, he really wanted to just hold her hand and live his whole life like this.

He looked into her eyes, very serious, humble, and even pleading, "Xue'er, can we not divorce? I know you still refuse to forgive me. If you need time, I can give it to you. You It doesn't matter how long you want to go to the United States, or wherever you want, I can always wait for you, my baby and I will wait for you to come back. Xue'er, I don't want to divorce, I don't want to lose you. "

Why didn't Tianxue feel pain in her heart, she suppressed tears, smiled at him and shook her head, "Dong Ting, it's too late."

"It's not too late, we still have a lifetime." Mu Dongting said eagerly, holding her hand tighter, even hurting her.

"Tianxue, I know, you have always been concerned about the matter between me and Lin Chuxia. I have always been reluctant to mention her in front of you. In the past, I didn't want to mention her because she was a patient. Now I don't want to mention it because she is a patient. A dead person. But even if I want to forget, she still sticks between us like a thorn, preventing me from getting close to you."

"I don't want to hear this, Dong Ting. It's meaningless to say this now." Tianxue struggled, trying to shake off his hand, but he grabbed it tightly again.

"Tianxue, listen to me, okay?" If he doesn't say it now, maybe he won't have another chance.

"You once asked me, if Lin Chuxia was not dead or sick, would I choose you or her. In fact, I also asked myself this question. I even asked myself, between you and her , which one do I love more. But, there is no answer, really no. Because I have two different feelings towards you and her. Maybe Lin Chuxia is not a good person, but she is really good to me , she is like my relatives, she has given me warmth and touch. However, I am not touched by you, but moved by my heart. I am with Chuxia, and that feeling is plain and real. Even if she dies, I I will be sad. And I am still me, there will be no change. However, you are like a dream to me, let me live in constant surprises every day, but also live in anxiety and apprehension, I'm afraid that one day, when I wake up from the dream, everything I have will be shattered. At that time, I don't know if the calm and steady Mu Dongting I have always insisted on will still be there? I don't know, after losing you, I don't even dare to think about what I will become. When I trapped myself in hatred, I wanted to get close to you, but I didn't dare to get close. Cher, you can feel the entanglement and torture In order not to let you shake my heart, I sent your father to prison to prove that you are not that important to me. I kept saying to myself, I don’t I love you, I don't love you, but, I know, it's just me lying to myself."

Tianxue looked up at him, her pale cheeks were wet, and she couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears.

Mu Dongting held her hands tightly, lowered his head, and kissed her affectionately.He said to her in a hoarse and serious voice, "Tianxue, I love you, maybe, from the beginning to the present and to the future."

"Mu Dongting, this is the first time you've said this to me." Tianxue looked at him mistyly, her voice trembling slightly.

But Mu Dongting shook his head silently. He really wanted to tell her that it was not the first time. He had said this sentence thousands of times in his heart.

"Tianxue, if I don't tell you, it doesn't mean I don't love you."

With tears in her eyes, Tianxue smiled stubbornly.In the end, she let go of Mu Dongting's hand. "Dong Ting, thank you for telling me this, but it's too late, it's really too late."

After Tianxue finished speaking, she stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, her voice was hoarse, but she said to him in a relaxed tone, "Go and complete the formalities, otherwise the staff will be off work by noon."

After she finished speaking, she quickly turned around and walked upstairs to the office window.

But, at the moment of turning around, she burst into tears again.

It took her a full ten years to finally get his love back.However, it was too late.

Her heart was full of holes, and she didn't have the strength to continue walking with him.

Why, why do you still say these words, she will only be more sad, more sad.

One wrong step, one wrong step, and in the end, you have to miss it.

Mu Dongting will never understand that this is not the ending Tianxue wanted, but it is the destined ending.

The two were sitting in the office. According to the normal procedure, the office staff would mediate between them.

The clerk looked at the bodies of the two of them one by one. Tianxue's shoulders were still covered with Mu Dongting's coat, and there were still tears on her small face that she hadn't had time to wipe off.Looking at Mu Dongting, his handsome face was sad and haggard. The two of them obviously looked affectionate, but they were sitting in the divorce office. Those who didn't know thought they had gone to the wrong place.

"Have you both figured it out? Marriage is not a child's play. I think you should think it over carefully. Don't divorce the marriage just because of impulse. You will regret it later. I can see that you are actually right You still have a lot of affection for each other, let alone, you still have a child, the child is divorced after only a month, have you ever thought about the child? Are you just being such irresponsible parents? "

(End of this chapter)