be nice wife

Chapter 136 What You Don't Know (2)
He quickened his pace and finally came in front of her, maybe he was holding the child, but he ran too fast, he looked a little out of breath.

"Dong Ting, what else are you here for? Are you An Sheng who intends not to let Tianxue go?" Shen Manqing asked before Tianxue could speak.

Mu Dongting's thin lips moved lightly, but he couldn't make a sound, only feeling that his throat hurt like hell.But at this moment, Xiao Yanxi in her arms suddenly began to cry, her face was full of tears, even though Mu Dongting kept coaxing her, it was still useless.

While holding the child, he looked at Tianxue, his voice was hoarse, and there were faint red blood in his eyes, "Tianxue, can you hug him? Yanxi misses her mother."

But Tianxue had been standing stiffly in place, holding onto the luggage pole tightly with her palms, forcing herself to be ruthless and not take a step.Because, she knew very well that as long as she took this step, she would never want to leave again.

And the baby seemed to feel that his mother was about to leave him, crying so hard that his voice was almost hoarse from crying, and kept waving his small hands in Tianxue's direction, waiting for his mother to hug him.

However, his mother cruelly ignored him.

Mu Dongting took another step forward, carried the child in front of Tianxue, and stuffed it into her arms.

Tianxue passively hugged the child and stared at him obsessively. It was only a few days since he saw him. The little guy seemed to have changed a lot, getting fatter, his eyebrows stretched a little, and becoming more and more beautiful.In fact, children grow up very quickly, almost changing their appearance every day. However, as a mother, she is doomed to miss it.

The baby was in the mother's arms, and the crying gradually became quieter, but there were still tears on his face, and he almost broke Tianxue's heart.

"Baby, I'm sorry, mom is sorry for you." Tianxue cried.

"Xue'er, don't leave, okay? Yanxi can't live without his mother. He's still so young, do you really have the heart?" Mu Dongting looked at her pleadingly.

Tianxue kissed the child's little face, and finally handed her back to Mu Dongting.She doesn't know when her illness will be cured, and she is not sure when she will get sick again. She is afraid that she will hurt the baby again, so she can't take him away.

Tianxue wiped away the tears on her face casually with her hands, and forced a smile on her lips, "Mu Dongting, thank you for coming to see me off. Take good care of my son. If you treat him badly, I will come back anytime Take him."

At this point, the radio starts broadcasting.The plane to Los Angeles, USA is about to take off, urging passengers to hurry up and board the plane.

Tianxue waved to the baby in a relaxed manner, "Baby, Mommy is leaving, say goodbye to Mommy."

The little guy was in his father's arms, holding his mouth shut, silent, like a little adult.

Tianxue kept smiling hard, and also said goodbye to Mu Dongting.After that, she turned around resolutely, carried her luggage, and walked into the security check.

And when she turned around, the baby started crying again.

"Tianxue!" Mu Dongting hugged the child and wanted to catch up again, but was stopped by the security personnel.

"I'm sorry, sir, but you can't go in."

"Tianxue, Tianxue!" Mu Dongting yelled in pain and helplessly, but Tianxue didn't look back.

And Shen Manqing stood aside, his expression was not very good-looking, and there was a lot of helplessness in the tone of his mouth. "Dong Ting, you are already divorced, and it doesn't make any sense for you to continue pestering her like this. Naturally, Tianxue has a compelling reason to leave. Since you let go, you should end it completely."

Mu Dongting lowered his head silently, speechless.Shen Manqing continued, "Take Yanxi back, stop chasing, even if you chase him to the United States, it won't change anything. You, and your Lin Chuxia, you hurt Tianxue too much. Dong Ting, this is the end of the matter, and I don't want to say anything more, but ask yourself, are you really worthy of Tianxue? Are you worthy of her loving you so much?"

After Shen Manqing finished speaking, she took the boarding pass and walked into the security checkpoint.

Mu Dongting, on the other hand, held the child and stood stiffly in place.There are people passing by all the time, people coming and going, mediocre.But Mu Dongting's vision had long been blurred, he could neither see nor hear any sound.The only thing that echoed in my ears was Xiao Yanxi's heart-piercing crying.

He didn't remember how he left the airport at all, he just felt that his legs were as heavy as lead, his heart was numb and he didn't feel any sensation, he couldn't even feel the pain.

On the other hand, Tianxue was not having a good time either.

She was sitting in the plane, which accelerated off the runway and into the sky.

Tianxue sat by the window, watching everything on the ground gradually become smaller in her eyes, and finally turned into small black spots, covered by clouds, and completely disappeared.

At this moment, she couldn't bear it anymore and let the tears burst.

Shen Manqing sat beside her, unable to say a word of comfort.She has already said what should be said and what should not be said, and the rest is Tianxue's own choice.

She took out a pack of tissues from her handbag and handed it to Tianxue, Tianxue took it, but it was useless, she let the tears flow wantonly, probably, if the tears flowed in, her heart wouldn't hurt anymore.

After the plane flew into the stratosphere, the flight was smooth.Tianxue turned on her phone, switched it to airplane mode, put the earplugs in her ears, closed her eyes and rested her mind, listening to the song quietly.

The sound of music is flowing slowly, it is something you don't know sung by Chen Yongxin.

I fly, but when you fall.Very close, I can still hear breathing, I'm sorry, but I didn't hold you tight.

You don't know why I left you, I insist that I can't let you cry, your tears are like torrential rain, shattered all over the ground,
Clear in mind.You don't know why I'm so determined to hover in the sky that you can't see, there are many things you don't know...

Tianxue's eyelashes trembled slightly, and another clear teardrop gushed out of her eye socket, hanging on her eyelashes. She tilted her head slightly, and the teardrops fell slowly. Under the sunlight outside the window, they shone beautifully. .

For Mu Dongting, she always has too many secrets that cannot be revealed.

It was so then, and it is still so today.She always seems to stand on the edge of no choice, and the only thing she can do is to escape alone.

She didn't need him to know that Shen Tianxue was actually a lunatic who couldn't be cured. He had been in the past, is now, and maybe forever.

Perhaps, after many years, they will never see each other again.

When he is in the country, he will gradually forget her, forget all their past, and start a new life.

And when she is abroad, she continues to be her lunatic, maybe she will never recover, her condition will get worse, she will forget the past, the present, the future, herself, and Mu Dongting.

Perhaps, it is destined that they can only be stars looking at each other in the sky, but there is no intersection trajectory.It was her mistake to change the course that led to such a heart-wrenching ending.

Then, just accept your fate.

She said to herself in her heart: Goodbye, Mu Dongting, goodbye, my most persistent first love, my most unforgettable love.

Seventeen hours and 45 minutes had passed since the plane took off, and Mu Dongting stared at the clock on the wall, which was almost exactly the same.

At this time, it was evening in Tianshi, but it was early morning in Los Angeles.Between him and Tianxue, a whole Pacific Ocean has been crossed.

They are at opposite ends of the earth, and Mu Dongting doesn't know if his longing can still fly across the sea?

Mu Dongting put his arms behind his head, staring at the white ceiling above his head in a daze, his mind was in chaos.

Xiao Yanxi was lying beside him, and she was quiet at the moment, with her big eyes as clear as Tianxue's, turning black and round.

The mobile phone on the bedside table was buzzing and vibrating, but Mu Dongting ignored it and didn't understand it at all, while the baby beside him kept chattering, as if to remind him.

Mu Dongting got up, first covered the baby with the kicked-off quilt, and then connected to the phone casually.

At this time, there was no one else who dared to call to harass him except Gu Ziyang.

It's just that the voice on the other end of the phone is a little more heavy than the usual playfulness. "Dong Ting, I went to the hospital to check what you asked me to check. Tianxue's illness...is broken."

What he said was not direct, but Mu Dongting could understand.

There was almost no big surprise, Mu Dongting responded lightly, and then hung up the phone.

No wonder, she fled in a hurry, no wonder, she cruelly threw Xiao Yanxi to him.These many changes finally had a reasonable answer.

The corners of Mu Dongting's lips subconsciously raised a complicated smile, which was three parts bitter and seven parts mocking.

Every time a storm comes, Tianxue's choice is always to face it alone, even if he is willing to stretch out his shoulders for her to rely on, she still dismisses it.

That's it, he doesn't even have the qualifications to share troubles with her.

Beside him, Xiao Yanxi called a few times in a low voice, waving her small arms restlessly, as if calling for her father.

Mu Dongting stretched out his index finger, and the little guy grabbed it. Such a small kid has a lot of strength, and he held his finger tightly, as if he was afraid of being thrown away.

In practice, however, they have been discarded.

"Yanxi, daddy only has you now, you have to stay with daddy and wait for mommy to come back together, okay?"

If she never comes back, he won't be sad, won't despair, he will just wait forever...

Three years later.

Three years is not long, but it is by no means short.

In three years, Xiao Yanxi learned to walk, speak, sing and write.

The first word Xiao Yanxi can say is: Dad, the first sentence she can say is: Dad, I love you.

But now, the child is three years old, has ghosts and ghosts, can look at pictures by himself, and knows some simple men, but he can't say: Mom.

No, to be more precise, it's not that he can't, it's just that he never said it.

Xiao Yanxi lived in grandma's house for three months, and then moved into his new home, a small duplex of 150 square meters, three bedrooms and two living rooms, not very big, just big enough for the baby to run around.

Mu Dongting always remembered that Tianxue didn't like houses that were too big.In fact, there is no benefit if it is too big. If the house is big, the temperature will disperse, and it will lose the taste of home.

Xiao Yanxi's family members are very simple, only grandma, father, baby Yanxi, and Feng's mother who takes care of him.

Dad said that Mama Feng used to take care of her mother, and now she is taking care of him, so he should respect Mama Feng very much.The little child listened obediently, but nodded with a vague understanding.

Xiao Yanxi has never seen her mother. Although there are many photos of her mother in the bedroom, in Xiao Yanxi's eyes, they are just beautiful pictures one after another.

In the baby's eyes, mothers are real and warm.Every child in the kindergarten has a mother, only he does not.However, he never dared to ask his father why other people have mothers, but he does not.

Because, he had seen his father look sad when he looked at his mother's photo countless times, and he thought that his father must not like his mother.

(End of this chapter)