Reborn Di daughter seeks the world

Chapter 394 Mystery of Life Experience
After leaving the palace, Jun Qianlan pulled Ye Lingxi into the carriage for the return journey. During the whole process, his handsome face was darkened.

Ye Lingxi knew that he was angry with Emperor Xiliang, but it was not comforting. Only they knew about the grievances between their father and son.

"The old man always looks like he is devoted to his mother and concubine in front of this king, which always makes me extremely disgusted." Jun Qianlan said suddenly, his face was full of disgust.

Ye Lingxi glanced at him, but didn't speak, knowing that he was confiding.

"This king said that if you love someone, you must give the person you love an unparalleled feeling in the world, instead of forcing her to do something she doesn't want to do in the name of love." Jun Qianlan turned her head and looked at Ye Ling Xi, grabbed her hand tightly, and said seriously, "Chuchu, I will never become someone like him."

Looking at the seriousness in those amber eyes, Ye Lingxi smiled slightly, nodded, and shook his hand instead, "I believe in you."

Jun Qianlan lowered her eyelids slightly, "I'm sorry, Chuchu, I lied to you."

"What?" Ye Lingxi looked at Jun Qianlan with a calm voice.

Jun Qianlan turned around and looked elsewhere, "Chuchu, I killed the concubine mother!"

The inside of the carriage suddenly fell into silence, only the sound of the wheels outside and the breathing of the two people could be heard.

Jun Qianlan was panicked, he didn't know why he wanted to tell this, but he always felt that he would go crazy if he didn't tell, and he didn't want to deceive Chuchu.

"I know." Came the calm voice of the woman beside her.

Jun Qianlan turned her head and looked at her in disbelief, this...

"You forgot, you already said it when you were in Guisha City last time, but I didn't ask at that time." Ye Lingxi sighed and said, "I just said why you were so sensitive a while ago, so it was this The reason." At that time, he was always worried that she would dislike him, and she still felt a little baffled, her background was out of control, how could she have prejudice against him because of such a thing?

Jun Qianlan looked at Ye Lingxi with cautious eyes, "Then Chuchu, you..." Do you care?No matter how she expresses her feelings for him, he is always worried about this point. He knows that Chu Chu received an orthodox education, respecting her parents and honoring her elders, so how could she tolerate his rebellious behavior.

Ye Lingxi glanced at him with a flat expression, "Jun Qianlan, do you really care what I think?"

"Chuchu, of course I care about what you think, I..." Jun Qianlan's muscles tensed up, and a look of panic flashed across his face. He held Ye Lingxi's hand tightly, for fear that she would shake it off.

Sensing his emotional tension, Ye Lingxi finally showed a hint of helplessness on her face. This person is really... usually conceited, why is he so cautious at this time, she sighed and said: "Jun Qianlan, I I think there is one thing I didn't make clear, maybe killing your father and mother is treasonous to thousands of people in the world, and it violates human ethics and ethics, but to me, you are always you. Since I, Ye Lingxi, recognize you, I will Believe in everything about you, so in this life, even if you slaughter the world, I will stand by your side. If you go to hell, I will accompany you. It is just to lose this life, but I have grasped it. Do you know what the most important thing is?"

"What is it?" Jun Qianlan asked subconsciously.

Ye Lingxi pulled the corner of her mouth slightly, looked at him and said with a smile, "Of course it's you!"

"Me?" Jun Qianlan was a little surprised, a little happy, and a little panicked. Although Chu Chu had expressed her love for him, she always felt that it was a little unreal.

Ye Lingxi smiled slightly, didn't look at him, but looked at the front, and said calmly: "They all thought that what I wanted to do most in my previous life was to gallop on the battlefield, expand the country, and establish extraordinary feats. Cousin is the emperor in the world, if the eldest cousin is not here, then this is just a dream. The Chu family has violated the taboo of the emperor, who else can tolerate us except the eldest cousin?! If you know Donghua Emperor in the morning The prince I prefer is not my eldest cousin. I am afraid that I will not insist on going to the battlefield. At that time, I also had a dream. One day when I was old, I dreamed of finding a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to spend the rest of my life. This life is for revenge. Apart from revenge , I didn’t dare to have this kind of thought anymore, until one day, I suddenly felt that if the vengeance was avenged and I was still alive, then I hoped that I could go to such a place, and there was someone I wanted to cherish by my side, and then We will never be apart again."

"Chuchu..." Jun Qianlan didn't know that the person Ye Lingxi said she wanted to cherish was him. At this moment, his heart was very moved, and all the previous fear disappeared.He doesn't know what's wrong with him, he always has too many worries in his heart, worrying that if she knows his true colors, she won't like him.Yes, facing her, he really didn't have half a ounce of self-confidence. He even felt that even if he lived a life of poverty, he would not be able to become the person she wanted. She could not love him!
Ye Lingxi raised her hand to gently caress his eyebrows, and said softly: "Don't always worry about what you have. If you keep thinking wildly, I will really ignore you in the future. Anyway, this world is prettier than you, better than yours. It's not that there are powerful people, I... um..." She stared wide-eyed at the handsome face of the man in front of her, who allowed him to kiss her, is he addicted to kissing?

But her body was pulled tightly by him, seeing the worry on his face, she somehow forgot to resist.

For some reason, she suddenly had a thought in her heart, no matter how he behaved, she could not and should not let go of his hand in this life.That kind of pain invaded quietly, hurting to the bone, as if something was about to tear her apart.

I don't know how long it took, but both of them calmed down.

Ye Lingxi sat on the side leaning on the railing of the car and ignored people, Jun Qianlan blushed a little, and felt embarrassed to talk to Ye Lingxi at this moment.

But thinking about it, since it has been said, if it is not explained, Chu Chu will inevitably be misunderstood.

"Outsiders think that my concubine mother died when I was one year old, but it was not. She was just crazy when I was more than one year old. I killed her when I was six years old. It was her, she Looking at my face, I went crazy and wanted to kill me, saying that I was evil and should not exist in this world. In fact, this kind of murder has happened many times, and every time it was rescued by the nun who took care of me. This time, Mammy happened to be not in the palace. She strangled my neck, and I thought I was going to suffocate to death. Looking at her hateful eyes, I didn't know where the strength came from at that moment. I picked up the porcelain bowl on the table and smashed it on her head. Yes, I killed her. When I saw her lying in a pool of blood, I didn't have any fear in my heart, but was relieved. She died at last. The woman is finally dead!" Jun Qianlan's voice was very calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.

Ye Lingxi lowered her head and didn't look at Jun Qianlan, but stretched out her hand and held his hand again. He said it calmly, but the danger and panic at that time must have been considerable.

As a mother, even if she is crazy, she shouldn't hurt her child. Even if the tiger poison does not eat children, the existence of Jun Qianlan itself is an irritation to her.Is it because this is the son of the first emperor, and because of him, the emperor of Xiliang always ignored her and felt resentful, or because he was the son of the emperor of Xiliang, and she hated him because of love, So I want to kill her.

No matter what it is, it is a kind of injury to him. How did the six-year-old him withstand this kind of spiritual injury? She can probably understand the reason for his twisted personality and why the poison of killing heaven can in his body.

"When I killed her, the old man happened to come to see her in the palace. Do you know the look in his eyes when he saw her in a pool of blood? I wish I could tear my body into pieces, when I thought I was dead. At that time, he took me out of the cold palace, and then handed me over to the queen, saying that I was born of a court lady and raised under the queen's knees, so he is the queen's son." Jun Qianlan said coldly.

The queen has four princes and nine princes, so how could she want to raise a son of a court lady, and the queen may not know Jun Qianlan's real identity, and she will not like him even more.

"The queen doesn't like me, and I don't like her either. After beating Lao Jiu a few times, the queen became angry, so the old man had no choice but to raise me under the name of a concubine again." Jun Qianlan heard At this point, a sneer flashed in her eyes, "The concubine saw that the old man cared so much about me, so she wanted to use me to invite favor. It's just that after the old man sent me to her, he seemed to have forgotten that there was such a person, so She began to transfer all her anger to me, and finally one day, I couldn't take it anymore and killed her!"

Ye Lingxi's eyelids twitched, and she glanced at Jun Qianlan, his amber eyes turned blood red at some point, she twitched her eyelids, and grabbed his hand.

A cruel smile curled up on the corner of Jun Qianlan's mouth, "After I killed him, the old man was finally angered this time, and he locked me up. Leng Gong, I returned to Leng Palace. It was at that time , that lunatic entered the palace, found Leng Gong, took me away, and taught me martial arts. When I came back, it was already three years later. This time, no one can step on my head. But, old man And suddenly released my son from the cold palace, and inexplicably gave this son the favor that other princes couldn't ask for, Chuchu, why do you say all this?"

Hearing these words, Ye Lingxi couldn't help feeling sorry for him. He felt sorry for his rough life in the past. Even though he was a prince, it was more difficult than that of ordinary people.Although she was naughty when she was young, her parents and sisters cared for her very much and never suffered any grievances.

What is it that made the Emperor Xiliang take Jun Qianlan out of the cold palace, ignore him, and finally throw him back to the cold palace?Apart from his background, she couldn't think of any other reason, so Emperor Xiliang suspected that he was not his son at all.But then why do you believe that he is his son and give him supreme favor?
(End of this chapter)