I really want to be a salted fish

Chapter 560 Love Me Well, Love Yourself
"They found it"

When Song Yan said these words, the hand around Su Shao's waist trembled uncontrollably.

That period of memory has always been deeply resisted by him, and he dare not recall it.

If there is no one in his arms, he would rather not think about it in his life and be a person who hides from reality.

Because that memory is so painful.

"They sent me home and smashed my computer and my dreams."

"But what really shattered my dreams was not the computer being smashed, but"

His throat rolled, but he didn't say a word.

Su Shao felt that there was some warmth in the hair on the top of her head, which was very hot, and it burned her heart, bringing with it dense pain.

she knows.

Jiang Chi talked to her in the coffee shop.

When Jiang Chi was speaking, his expression was very heavy, and when Su Shao was listening, his heart ached even more.

"I said, I want to leave. Leave this city, leave this home, leave everything!" Song Yan's voice was hoarse and trembling slightly, "I severed ties with my father. When I was young and vigorous, I forgot That woman who was sobbing at the side, forgot that she was walking on thin ice in this family, and forgot that I was everything to her."

"I took a coat and carried the smashed computer mainframe. I walked without hesitation, and ignored all her words of recovery from the crash"

"The moment I walked out the door of my apartment unit, it was that moment."

His voice choked and became hoarse.

Through the sound, Su Shao could hear the piercing pain in his heart.

Tragedy happened at that moment.

At that moment, a teenager's dream was completely destroyed.

At that moment, a teenager's life was completely broken.

At that moment, Song Yan completely lost his light, the meaning of living, and himself.

"She jumped down, the skirt fluttered in front of my eyes, and the tip of her hair could faintly kiss my face. She knocked her head on the steps, and the blood slowly poured out from under her, and rushed to my feet."

"It should be warm blood, but it makes me feel extremely cold and biting."

"Sometimes, I also wonder if she would not have punished me in such a cruel way if I had given up my e-sports dream. If I found out that she already had mental problems, maybe she would not be so decisive Only leave her a back view. If...if it was me who jumped off the stairs."

Don't you need to live with such guilt and sin?

But these are if.

In the world, there is never an if.

"Girl, I hate myself. I have imagined countless times that if I could open the window and jump down, it would end all of this. But I can't do it. I don't want to go to her with all my sins. If You see, at least let me make amends first."

Su Shao looked up at him, "So, you chose to study medicine."

Song Yan gave a dull "Yes", "Yes, I studied medicine for her. Since I can't protect her, let me protect more people."

This is his original intention to study medicine.

Atonement.

"Song Yan!" Su Shao turned over, broke free from Song Yan's arms, sat on his waist, and looked down at him.

With a sullen face, she was serious and serious, "I won't allow it! From now on, I won't allow you to have the idea of ​​giving your life away so easily."

"We signed a contract, a lifetime contract."

"You belong to me. Your person, your heart, your life, all belong to me, Su Shao!"

"I sentence you, give me a good life, love me, love myself!"

(End of this chapter)