queen i love you

Chapter 253: Are You Afraid (2)
Looking at Su Rui indifferently, all the hatred and jealousy disappeared. Such a poor woman doesn't even know what is precious.Fortunately, Jiang Nan thought she was smart before, but it turned out that she misjudged the person.It doesn't matter if you hurt her. Now you even hurt the person you like. This kind of person is too strong. Happiness is actually very soft and hard-won. How can someone like her be able to catch it.

Su Rui was so shocked that he could hardly regain his senses. He stared at the surging wind in Jiangnan's eyes to the point of disdain, and told her clearly that she looked down on her!Su Rui saw all his failures in those black and white eyes, and somewhere in his heart was more painful and panicked, and he felt that he had done something wrong, and he was afraid that he would lose it forever.

Jiang Nan turned around and left, some temperature accumulated in his eye sockets, and fell down with the movement of his steps.

I didn't dare to reach out to wipe it, but my steps were big and fast.

Ji Mengxi had already walked over, grabbed her wrist and dragged her into the car silently.

A ridiculous farce then ended.

Su Rui squatted on the ground panting, as if running in a hurry on a journey, and stopped, just like now, only gasping for breath.Jiang Nan was right, some good things were originally indestructible, but she broke them bit by bit with her own hands and wiped them out.Su Rui knew very well that there was a long way to go, hasty and unprepared.Looking up, there is fog and fog, and there is no way to go.Suddenly I was at a loss and didn't want to cry in front of others, but the tears flowed down unscrupulously.

Ruan Tianming stood by and smoked quietly, his traces blurred in the sunlight.At this time, the sun was already at its peak, making it hard for people to keep their eyes open.Squinting his eyes and looking over, Su Rui turned around and was sobbing softly.He knew she was sad, they were both sad.At this point in love, everyone is in a desperate situation, and there is no life.Suri is not the only one.

Reach out and pull her: "Let's go."

Su Rui shook off his hand, hearing determined hatred: "Don't touch me!"

Ruan Tianming was stunned severely, and wanted to reach out again, but he froze in mid-air and couldn't move.

Ji Mengxi drove silently, focusing on the road ahead without saying a word.

Jiang Nan leaned against the window, resting his forehead with his hands.

Outside the window is a bustling and bustling scene, with men and women coming and going on the street, the city seems to be always boiling, as if no one is sad, and no one is sad.Those who passed by, even if they were not laughing, were expressionless.Is it because sad people don't go out, or is it too difficult to see people's hearts behind the belly?

Jiang Nan couldn't figure it out, and he was heart-piercingly tormented, clutching the skirt of his clothes with one hand, and also didn't say a word.His eyes were fixed on the window for a long time, but all the real things became mottled and blurred, passing by like silhouettes one by one.

The back view of Bo Nanfeng when he turned to leave was imprinted in her mind, together with his eyes, sad and desperate...

It reminded Jiangnan again of seeing him for the first time, his eyes were like peach blossoms, his eyes were bright, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, as bright as the sun, so warm, it kept shining into her heart.I have never seen such a sunny man before, it was refreshing, and I would never have thought that this was actually a thorn flower blooming in the dark night.

It took Ji Mengxi a long time to turn his head and ask, "Where are you going?"

Jiang Nan didn't even think about it: "Take me for a couple of laps, and I'll help you fill up the gas later."

Ji Mengxi said as usual: "No need, although the salary of our judges is low, I still have some money."

After a while, Jiang Nan turned to look at him.His eyes were a little red, but his expression was normal, and his words were the same as usual.Just like everything before was just a dream, but nothing actually happened.

He just said: "Yes, being a judge is so hard, but the salary is mediocre. Why did you choose this? Going to the procuratorate is better than the court. At least half a year is busy and half a year. You don't have to work overtime now and then, but the overtime pay is so meager. So a few hundred yuan, don’t you complain?”

Ji Mengxi smiled slightly at her.

While turning the steering wheel, he said: "Some things are difficult to value. I just want to do this. When I did it, I didn't think about it. I will think about it, everything seems to be logical, and I feel that I should do those things in that role. Whether I work overtime, trial cases, or other things, I feel that I should do it. Sometimes I think, maybe this is faith , is similar to the feeling of liking someone, there is no distinction between right and wrong, or whether it is worth it or not.”

Turning to look at her thoughtfully: "Then why do you have to be a lawyer? It's hard to do in this industry now, don't you find it hard?"

Jiang Nan sighed softly in his heart, in the end it was still about him.In fact, she asked that way because she wanted to solve her own problems.If you can't see yourself clearly, you should look at others. Many things in this world can be copied and so on.It is said that those involved are confused, but bystanders are clear.After understanding others, it may be much easier to map yourself.

She is not as tall as Ji Mengxi, her ambition has taken root in her heart early in the morning, she takes every step according to her own wishes, she is not flustered or dazed, she can do her best when she is sure, and she does things without complaining or complaining regret.She was not. She first chose to be a lawyer because she didn’t know what she wanted to do, so she followed the public opinion. At that time, her family was quite supportive and helped her find the best law firm for an internship.In all honesty, she was just muddled at the beginning, even though the first lawsuit was well fought, it can be said that she laid a solid foundation for her future success.But Jiang Nan didn't think so. She often thought that if time went back, she might not do that.There are some flaws that can be seen with hindsight, and can be seen at a glance only when the skills are deep.Others didn't think it was wrong, and so did she at the time, but for a long time later, she often asked herself, was it good to do that at that time?
Now I have that feeling again, and it is so strong that it boils violently.I just feel that I have done some things, and after a long time, I start to think hard, is it right or wrong?At that time when the door was pushed open, no matter where Bo Nanfeng was, the determination to go all the way for him, looking at it today, is it really reckless?
Questions came to my mind like a whirlpool, my reason could no longer fully understand, I just couldn't figure it out over and over again, was it right or wrong to meet Bo Nanfeng and marry him?
This man's whole body is covered with incomprehensible codes. She knew it early on, but she didn't expect it to be so complicated that it was unbelievable.

A simple woman like Jiang Nan felt that she was very difficult to resist for a while.I can't think clearly about right or wrong, and I almost can't remember what I have done.

It was after three o'clock in the afternoon that Ji Mengxi put her down and walked around S City a few times.I called him a few times in the courtyard before, and they all pressed the phone.

(End of this chapter)