queen i love you

Chapter 783: Finally Waiting for You (1)
She would hold her orchid fingers and wait for the nail polish to dry, blooming in the air, sitting in front of the vanity mirror, it really seemed to be blown away by a gust of wind.

How cherished, my mother is willing to look at her like this.Lin Xiangyu thought that she had finally waited for that day, the day when her mother liked her.

Little did she know that she would never be able to wait.

Very sleepy, slowly wanting to fall asleep.The child didn't have much self-control, and fell asleep after a while.

She was very reluctant, even if she was sick, had a fever of [-] degrees, and was writhing in bed, Lin Le would not take a second look at her.I wish she could die without worry, and it would be over once and for all.

However, the fate of the 'bitch' is always so tenacious.

Lin Xiangyu fell asleep.

You can't wake up from a beautiful dream, you have to keep dreaming, it's better to die in it and not get out.Otherwise, it will be shattered as soon as you open your eyes. It is really an extinct extinction. How disheartening is it?
Lin Xiangyu woke up, but Lin Le fell asleep forever.

She didn't understand that if a person couldn't wake up when he screamed, he was dead.

She pushed her and called over and over again: "Mom...Mom...you wake up, it's dawn, it's time to get up..."

In the morning, Lin's mother came to bring food, and saw Lin Xiangyu kept calling Lin Le.Seeing that she was not awake, I came to call her by myself, and when I found out that something was wrong, I yelled at the doctor.

He still didn't forget to reach out and pull Lin Xiangyu under the bed, scolding her viciously: "Sangmen Xing, did you kick your mother's wound last night? Otherwise, how could you faint?"

That fall was very painful, Lin Xiangyu's eyes were full of tears, but he didn't cry.

The doctor rushed in quickly, and after the examination, he was shocked and said that Lin Le had already left.

Mother Lin immediately threw herself on the bed, crying and wiping away her tears.

Soon Father Lin also rushed over, with the same sad expression.Hugging Lin Le's cold body, she almost died of crying.

Lin Xiangyu couldn't wake her up, and was also very anxious. The little man, just a little above the bed, hugged Lin Le's arm and called her over and over again: "Mom...Mom..."

After that, she was abandoned forever.

A few people came over to push Lin Le away, saying that they wanted a forensic appraisal. At that time, she was really too young to hear anything clearly.

All she knew was that they were going to take her mother away, so she held her tightly and refused to let go.The feeling at that time was so strong that I couldn't let go, and once I let go, I couldn't get it back.

However, Lin Le came and went, was there ever a moment, even if it was just for a second, that he didn't want to let her go?
How does she feel about her?disgust?hatred?dislike?or something else?Has there ever been love, even a little bit that cannot be found...

Back then, she was still childish, and her strength was too weak to turn the tide.They couldn't stop them from taking her away, she was crying hoarsely, her throat broke, and she held Lin Le's arm tightly, but those people were still more determined than her.It seems that it can only be like that, and there will be no more variables in the result.

A nurse came over to hug her and coax her; "Son, good boy, let go, your mother is already dead..."

They said her mother was dead, what a cruel word.

It is conceivable that she was helpless, and finally Lin Le was taken away.

She refused to leave and insisted on waiting for her in the ward, thinking she would come back.She is a mother. How can a mother in this world leave her child behind?
She forgot that Lin Le has always been so irresponsible.

I once took her to the mall and forgot her little one in the specialty store.Sometimes she fell asleep while sitting in her car, silently, Lin Le drank some wine, and would completely forget her. The longest time, she was locked up all night, and her voice became hoarse from crying. I just remembered looking for her.Found in the car, he fell seriously ill and was sent to the hospital with little hope of recovery.

But Lin's mother said, "It's okay to die, it's good to die, don't worry."

Lin Le just didn't say a word.

Too young, how can I know hate, but more attachment, attachment to mother's temperature.

I don't even know it's a vicious curse, I just remember those words and those expressions, and I don't know anything else.

In the end, she was the only one left in the cold ward, and Lin's father and Lin's mother left her and left.Doctors and nurses came to persuade her, but she refused to leave. She wanted to take her to the office and wait for her parents to pick her up, but she refused.

She just waited foolishly in the ward, staring at that bed, waiting for her mother, that woman who laughed in the world, to come back with smoke and alcohol all over her body, as long as she came back, everything would be fine.

Because that's her mom.

The person closest to her in the world.

However, she couldn't wait for her.She went to a distant place, and she would never come back in a hurry, sit on the edge of the bed and smoke a lot of cigarettes quietly... nor would she pat her on the head and call her a "sorrowful star" irritably.

Lin Xiangyu vaguely knew why she died, and she told her to go to bed that night.In a place where smoking is prohibited in the hospital, she still took out a cigarette and lit it, with an arrogant and unscrupulous expression on her expression.That's like sucking something extremely pleasurable, and the whole person is about to explode fearlessly.He exhaled a mouthful of smoke rings, and his entire face was covered in mist.

She said: "Since it makes me happy, then don't think about it all."

Lin Xiangyu couldn't recall her distorted facial expression anymore, because that face was hidden in the smoke, and she couldn't see clearly.

What I remember most clearly is that when she woke up that night, she saw her looking at her with bright eyes. She didn't hug her, but stared at her steadily.

Year after year, Lin Xiangyu would still think about how she felt about her after the years made people grow old.disgust?hatred?dislike?or something else?Has there ever been love, even a little bit that cannot be found...

She just felt that everything was wrong, she couldn't figure out how she felt about her.

The waiter came over, filled his glass with clear water, nodded politely and went down.

He leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, idly flipping through the magazines in his hand.

Looking up from time to time, there is a man and woman on a blind date not far in front of them.He raised his wrist to check the time. It had been 10 minutes since we sat together. The woman was late, probably a long time late. In fact, the moment before she came in, the man stood up and was about to leave.Seeing her come in, he sat back down again.

As soon as the woman sat down, she began to pretend to be crazy and foolish. First, she knocked over the cup on the table in a hurry, and water spilled all over her body.She took out a tissue to wipe it, revealing her vulgar taste.A pair of old jeans, which are tightly attached to the body. Originally, the legs are well-shaped, even and slender. When I go down, I find that the details are hard to see. There are a pair of bright red socks in the canvas shoes.The man also noticed it and asked her, "Miss Jiang's birth year?"

(End of this chapter)