Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 901 Misunderstanding, the mystery of life experience (3)
In the past, in order to protect Su Lan, she would have many worries, but now——

This weakness does not exist anymore.

The corners of Song Chuxi's lips could not help but raise a cold and cold smile, under the ice in his eyes, there was a raging fire burning.

"Actually——" Duanmu Qi sighed faintly, with a complicated expression on his face, "Have you ever thought that even if Mrs. Liao had no choice but to let you replace Liao Yicheng at the beginning, she could find a reason to shirk it later and not call If you replaced him on the battlefield, if you just lived in a corner, how could you cause the suspicion of Yin's father and son and end up like this."

In the beginning, Liao Rongsha was asked to replace Liao Yicheng as an expedient measure to save Liao Jingchen's life, but they knew that the crime of deceiving the emperor was no small matter, so they shouldn't have let Liao Rongsha continue to join the army in the name of Liao Yicheng.Not to mention that the battlefield is dangerous and the future is uncertain, couldn't they have imagined that even after she became famous, the secret of her life experience would become a steel knife hanging on the top at any time?
Song Chuxi smiled, but that smile was extremely bleak.

Looking at the night in the distance, she said slowly: "Can you imagine such a scene? A dozen or so octogenarians knelt in front of the door, holding my father's tablet in their hands, crying freely, as if My mother refused to allow me to stand up for the Liao family, that is to completely cut off the relationship between her and my father for many years. My mother has always lived for my father in her life. Abandoning her relatives and family, marrying him, and later accompanying him to start from scratch and live a life together, her father is the whole meaning of her life. After her father died, she had long been disheartened, but she had to force herself to smile for me and Su Lan On that day, several elders of the family joined forces to threaten her. If she refused to send me to the army, she would sign a divorce letter on the spot, remove my name from the family tree of the Liao family, and expel the three of us, mother and daughter. Go out of Liao's house—”

At that time, the emperor actually gave Liao Yicheng the opportunity to make contributions just to show that he did not break his promise. Mrs. Liao originally wanted to refuse, but other members of the Liao family were obsessed with ghosts. exert pressure.

That day, she knelt in the ancestral hall, looking at the woman's prematurely gray hair, and her shaking hands while writing, feeling such intense anger and despair for the first time in her life.

She knew that if she had to force her mother to sign the letter of departure, it would be tantamount to forcing her to die!

That was the only time she hated her father for his irresponsible early death.

So he tore up the book and threw his pen out.

On that day, she made the most difficult and unhesitating decision in her life. She wanted to replace her father and elder brother to protect her mother and Su Lan.

Compared with the lives of three people, what is her plight alone?
But from that day on, my mother felt that she owed her even more, so after she died under the conspiracy of the East Palace, she also followed her resolutely.

She thought that even if it was just for Su Lan, that woman would choose to be strong again.

But it turns out——

She is not an invincible person. No matter how strong a person is, there will always be a day when she will be overwhelmed and overwhelmed by the responsibilities on her shoulders. She has overestimated her mother's ability to bear it.

Just for the love of her husband, to keep the status with the dead man?Can the living be inferior to the dead?

"She loves my father with all her heart and everything." When Song Chuxi spoke, her tone was deeply mocking, and that attitude seemed to reveal her love for Mrs. Liao. Disapproval of this obsession.

"What is the so-called love? Do you know?" Duanmuqi thought it was funny, but seeing Song Chuxi's expression in front of him, he couldn't laugh anymore.

Anyway, he couldn't understand this so-called "love". In his view, all of these were just obsessions that he couldn't let go of.

Just like——

He to her?
He once asked her face to face, asked her if she loved him?But looking back and asking himself, the ridiculous thing is that he himself can't explain what the so-called "love" should be.

He couldn't let her go, didn't want to hand her over to others, and struggled to make a choice because of the alienation and betrayal between him and her, but...

What should love look like?
Put your life on the line?Hands to her?Then spare no effort to do anything for her regardless of position?From then on, he couldn't see that everything in this world was bright and clear, and his heart was full of eyes. This woman is all his world?

A woman might be so crazy and desperate, but as a man, is that possible?
Song Chuxi didn't answer him, nor looked at him.

In this regard, she is the same person as Duanmu Qi. From a long time ago, due to the situation, she has long been used to indifference. When getting along with others, she will always only estimate the loss first.

What is the so-called love?
She never thought about it, and never wanted to know.At that time, she only knew that her mother had suffered all her life because of this word, but her marriage was a bargaining chip that could be used to protect her mother and Su Lan.

That's all. As for other things, if she talked too much, she felt hypocritical.

"All I know is that I want to protect my relatives." Finally, Song Chuxi said.

But what's ridiculous is that she waited with all her might, but in the end, she just watched them leave her one by one.

Thus, her so-called guardianship became the funniest joke in the world.

How incompetent must she be to let everything turn into what it is today under her nose?
After Song Chuxi finished speaking, she shook her head, turned around, opened the door and walked out of the room.

Duanmuqi didn't stop her, but he heard the meaning in her last sentence——

That is, referring to the Empress Dowager Song.

What she did for Mrs. Liao and Liao Sulan in the past, can she do it for Song Jiu today?

The sky outside was still pitch black, and Song Chuxi stepped into the vast night alone, making resolute steps without hesitation.

She didn't want to go back and tried her best to get rid of that situation. It wasn't that she wasn't brave enough or strong enough, but——

Really enough.

Whether it's Liao Yicheng, who became famous as a teenager, or Liao Rongsha, who has endless tricks, they are not what she wants to become.Whether it's prestige or notoriety, in fact, she really doesn't care about the so-called reputation, it's just—

enough.

What people remember and feel sorry for is the young general who made great achievements in battle and became famous at a young age. Even Duanmuqi knows that she is just the princess of Beidi who is tough and decisive, but no one cares about her. How did he cultivate such an invincible heart of stone today.

(End of this chapter)